Chapter: ten

Tittle: Spicy Tears (uh oh) sorry for making this short, but i had to give you something. i will start working on the next chapter soon.

Author: Angee

Rating: R

How can you tell someone that they might be the father of your child? How do you go about it? Should you even mention anything considering that there is another potential father in the picture? To faye these questions meant nothing. Why? Well because she had convinced herself into thinking that Sam was the only one to have fathered the child inside of her.

But this was just a form of protection from her part. If it turned out to be Spike's child, it would crush her to no end. Why? Because she had promised herself that she would never, never let him touch her much less fuck her. But as your mother always said "never say never, or it might come back to hunt you" in her case it came back to bite her in the ass.

As of now she was absent-mindedly rubbing her belly. It was a little noticeable to the touch. Two months and half pregnant. What was the world coming too?

"Thirty-two years old, with an eight year old son, soon to have another child and I don't even know who the father of my child is" she sighed and looked into the mirror "getting older and dealing with these problems is not good for me"

Her door opened and she turned to see her son walking up to her smiling "hey mommy" she sat down on the bed and he sat next to her "how was school sweetie?"

"It was boring. When is dad coming back?" she cringed a little. There was Spike being mentioned again for the hundredth time "I don't know, maybe soon" he let out a sigh and she patted his head "I'm sure he'll be back soon. Hey want to know something cool?"

He looked up and their emerald eyes locked "what mommy?" she needed to play this well. Who knows how he would take the news of being a big brother "well, I went to the doctors a while ago" he took on a concern look "are you sick mommy?" faye laid back on the bed looking at the ceiling and her son did the same. She giggled and looked at him "no I'm not really sick, well maybe a little" he blinked "huh?"

"Sujiro I'm going to have a baby. That means that you are going to be a big brother" his eyes got wide and a smile broke out. He stood up on the bed and began to jump "really? Wow cool I wanted a little brother or sister" she sat up feeling her stomach turn "Sujiro no jumping on mommy's bed remember" he stopped and sat down.

"So daddy and you are going to have a baby?" she almost chocked. How can you tell your son that maybe his father was not the father of her other child?

"Sujiro I don't...what I mean to say is that....no....go on and do your homework I have to talk with Sam. He's coming in a few minutes" Sujiro crossed his arms over his chest and pouted "why does he get to come and not dad? Huh?"

Faye rolled her eyes. Dad this, dad that....really Spike wasn't a god or anything remotely close. She pushed him lightly towards the door "go on" she laid back down and took a deep breath "damn Spike. I'm fucking hungry"

Sam watched as she took out cups for their tea. She didn't say much at the moment. Having walked through the door he realized that she was different and the way she was acting was definitely not the faye he was used too, he looked up at her again "Faye will you just tell me what's going on?" she froze as she was reaching for a cup. She then turned to him.

"Sam something happened. First I want you to know that I never meant to sleep with Spike while we were still together"

"The truth is Faye, that even if we weren't you would have still slept with him. You love him"

"No Sam. I did once but I don't anymore. I love you" he stood up and walked over to her "Faye you are only fooling yourself. I know you think about him. The way you look at him tells me that you love him with more than anything in this world"

She shook her head "no"

"Yes. Listen to me. I loved the time we had together faye. I will never forget you, but this has to stop. You see me as a security blanket. You are afraid that in the end you will end up alone with the task of looking out for your son. You want to be strong for him, but deep down you want to be held by a man, you want to sleep in the same bed as the love of your life, that man is Spike, not me. I must go Faye I have a lot of patients waiting for me"

He walked over to the door intending on leaving "Sam I'm pregnant and it might be your baby"

His body stiffened and he turned around to see her face downcast "what did you say?"

She looked up at him "I think you are the father of the child I'm carrying inside of me"

"Is this a joke Faye?"

"I found out about it about a month ago. I tried calling you then, but I was too scared, I know this is a chock but please Sam don't go"

Sam could not believe his ears "what about Spike? Is there a chance that he is the father?"

"There is a chance Sam, but I know you are the father. It's you"

"But there is a chance that I'm not. This isn't a game Faye. We need to find out soon"

"I talked with a doctor and he said that I should wait until my fourth month. That way they could extract blood from the baby"

He combed his hair and leaned against the wall "have you told Spike yet?" Faye began to gather her cups again trying to ignore his question, he was not going to let her do this "you haven' told him, have you?" she slumped her shoulders.

Why was everyone trying to get her to talk to Spike. First Sarah, then Jet, now Sam? God were these people crazy? "Sam why can we just have dinner together and not talk about Spike?"

"Because he might be the father of the baby. Look like I said I have to go back to the hospital, I'll keep in touch, let me know when we have to get tested alright?" he walked over to her and kissed her cheek "don't stress out too much alright green eyes"

That was the last time she saw him in the two months after that. Spike was another story. His 'I'll be gone for two months' turned out to be four close to five. He was having a lot of success, always on the news about his booming business. He was the talk of the town, well of the galaxy.

Half her time she spent crumbling articles about him and drawing horns on his face and ass "hey Faye Mr. Black is on the phone, he sounds worried" Faye looked at her secretary and then picked up the phone "Jet"

"Faye please I need you to come to Mercy's hospital. Sarah went into labor"

"WHAT? But she's not due yet"

"Something went wrong Faye. Please come I need you right now"

"Sure I'll be there. Hold on okay"

She walked over to her secretary "will you look after my son until I come back Lisa, it's an emergency"

Jet was a mess. His wife had gone into labor too soon. The doctors couldn't explain why, but the baby was born. Although she was only six an half months pregnant, Sarah was able to give birth to a healthy premature baby boy. Faye was relieved, she had spent two hours trying to calm Jet down and keep Ed from barging into the delivery room.

When she got home it was already seven and she was very tired, she kicked her shoes off and walked towards her kitchen. She stopped at the refrigerator and took out some food "hello Faye"

She gasped and turned around "Spike? What are you doing here?" but she couldn't get out more because she found herself pinned to the wall.

He dropped to his knees and put his head on her stomach "so I'll be a dad again?" that's when her eyes narrowed and.....

A/N....well I don't know why I wrote this, but it came out. What do you think? Hope you like it. Work is driving me nuts but it pays well. Later.