My husband is currently cooking breakfast. I am not yet awake, we were up late last night, like most nights...and I'll admit it, we were having...sex.

He is wide awake and happy and I just want some coffee

I look at my husband and see the ring on his finger. The ring I placed on his hand 2 years ago, a silver band with three diamonds in the center. Past, Present, Forever. I smile to myself and look down at mine. The two ring set with a 2 carat diamond and 4 diamonds on each side and the other band is all diamonds. I cannot believe it has been 2 years and almost 2 months ago since we got married.

May 18th, 2012 was the best day of my life. It was the day where I didn't care about being a surgeon first; I care about Owen Hunt first. And I want to have kids some day. I smile knowing that Owen has changed me and changed me for the better.

But I'll never admit this to Meredith, because then I would be just like her and I complain about her runny nose kids all the time. They look like their dad and give you this look. Mine and Owen's kids will not look like that. They will be tough and strong and look like Owen. Okay, so maybe they will look like Meredith's sweet adorable kids...and to tell myself the truth, I hope they do.

My husband pulls me from my thoughts as he sits my breakfast down in front of me and sits down next to me.

Owen: So, what time do you have to go in today?

Cristina: Umm, I don't.

Owen: Honey, I'm not talking about work. I'm talking about your appointment today.

Cristina: Oh, umm I think around 2...Whatever works for Izzie. She call or something if something comes up.

Owen: Okay, I should be out of surgery then, so I'll just meet up with you, sound good?

Cristina: Sounds great...I lean over and kiss him, because he is giving me the face that I fall for , every time.

……………………………..

It's 7:00 AM on a Saturday morning.

I wake up in my husband's arms and want nothing more than to fall back asleep. But, then I realize today we are getting up to go traveling! I am excited, but then I realize…I have so much to do before hand and plus, I have to make sure Alex and Me have a shovel to bury our poop with, since we are going camping. Finish packing, head into work for a few hours, pack up the car, leave, camp! So much to still do, I think to myself.

I leave my warm bed and my husband's warm arms to go finish packing.

I throw on one of his sweatshirt's since I'm freezing and then I realize, my idiotic husband of 4 years left the bedroom window open...He had it open last night cause it was a beautiful evening, but what kind of person doesn't shut it? He knows it is freezing in the morning, for me at least...no matter what time of the year it is.

I close the window and walk out of the room to go make some coffee.

As I walk down the stairs into the kitchen, I smile at the photos that I see every morning...Sitting on top of our fireplace mantle. An engagement picture of ours and some of our wedding photos. I smile to myself and think back to our wedding day. I cannot believe it has been four years. We have been through so much and through it all, we have been at each other's sides.

This morning is hard, because it would of been our baby's 1st birthday. But, I had a miscarriage at 6 months being pregnant with our baby boy. We were going to name him Jeremy Alex Karev.

All is well though and we look forward to having kids some day. I know Alex will make a great father, he makes an amazing husband and I love him so much.

I walk into the kitchen to start my day..I need some coffee before I pack to leave and head into work for a few hours! I get more excited when I know I have a meeting with Cristina today!

…………………………………

I wake up with my fiancée shouting at me, that I am going to make her late. Its mornings like this, and just about every other one we have that makes me not want to marry her. She has told me she is going to leave me before, so I don't know why she doesn't.

I roll over and notice her engagement ring sitting on the end table, where it usually is..I put it on her finger about a year ago now, and for the past 5 months, it has laid there on the table. I don't think she really wants to wear it, being a simple silver band with a 1 carat diamond is all.

I should just break off the engagement...My thoughts are interrupted with her yelling again.

Callie: GEORGE O'MALLEY GET YOUR ASS OUT OF BED.

George: Shut Up. You're not my boss.

That's the only comeback I can think of at 7:15 AM on a Saturday morning.

…………………………….

As I wake up and run my hand across my face, I smile huge from noticing the engagement ring that just got put on my finger.

Mark Sloane is my fiancé.

My smile gets even bigger as I think of him being my fiancé.

Wow, I cannot believe it.

After about 5 years of dating, we are ready to get married.

He proposed at sunset in the hospital parking lot.

Okay, so yes he had a nice romantic dinner planned and everything, but he was nervous and couldn't wait...I couldn't blame him.

I love him and he loves me, so regardless of how he proposed, I Lexie Grey would say yes anyways..