Soo here I am as promised...writing another chpt...cuzz i try to keep my promises...sometimes I fail but thats cuz I aint perfect but yeah anyways...I hope that you are all loving the story...crazy turn of events I know but thats how I roll...there always has to be something that you weren't expecting to pop up lol ahaha...ok anyways heres the next chpt...and THANK U ALL FOR THE REVIEWS!! LOVE YAS!

Hmmm it might be Rated M today...I mean it aint that bad...ive read alot more interesting things on here hahaha loved it all..but yeah I'm just sending out the rating today just for that reason...xoxo

Hidden Truth

For the next couple of days I stayed with Kaylee and as promised Ashley never left my side. Kaylee didn't mind that we were there. If anything knowing her all she wanted for me was to be happy again. I wish I could be that for her but I didn't see that happening anytime soon. So I sat and looked out the window not talking to anyone. Not eating anything that was made for me.

Thanksgiving came and I didn't budge from my spot. I did however tell Ashley to go home and be with her family at least on Thanksgiving. She of course told me that she didn't want to leave me and I loved her for it but with the way I was feeling there was really no point of her sitting around here stairing at me hoping that I would say something to her.

With me telling her that I think I got her mad at me for pushing her away. It wasn't that I didn't want her with me it was just that I know me and I know how I was going to be. This was hard for me and I only talk when I want to talk. Just to sit around and stare at me would be a waiste of time and pointless to do. It was a shit ass holiday and she needed to be with the family that she had. I on the other hand laid in Kaylees bed as she was downstairs eating with her family.

So instead of being there with all of her family I got up, grabbed some clothes, took a quick shower and than went for a walk. I didn't tell Kaylee and I left my cell phone in her room so I wouldn't be bothered by anyone. I needed space and I needed time to think about everything. I love them both for being there for me but I felt like I was being watched like a hawk at the house.

Cause I'm going to kill myself. Or something.

xxxx

I was a mess walking down the streets curled up in my jacket. No one was out because of the holiday. Everyone was inside eating their turkeys and enjoying the time that they were having together. The time that I was suppose to have with my family. Time was what I needed. Time is what I wanted.

I found myself standing outside my house on Oakwood Street. The boys cars weren't there which told me that they were probably with their girlfriends. Which I should be doing the same thing right now but I couldn't get myself to want to talk to anyone at this moment. Not my brothers. Not my bestfriend. Not even my girlfriend. All I wanted to do was talk to my dad one last time. Tell him that I loved him.

xxxx

"Spencer where did you go?" I walked through Kaylees front door and her family was right there when I got back.

"I had to get away. I had to get some air." Kaylee looked at me not saying anything else because she knew me. She knew that I wouldn't talk about something until I was ready to talk about it. Ashley on the other hand wanted me to talk to her. She wanted to know that I was doing ok. She wanted to love me like I needed to be loved. I just couldn't do it at the moment. Not like she wanted me too.

Kaylees mom gave me a hug and told me that she loved me. I hugged her back wanting to feel happy again. Instead I felt empty. Kaylee took my hand and lead me back upstairs to her room. The place that I was calling home already. I laid down on the bed and Kaylee sat on the bed next to me. I placed my head on her lap as she played with my hair.

"You know I love you right?" Kaylee finally came out and broke the silence between us. I had my eyes closed and opened them as soon as she said that to me.

"I love you too Kay,"

"Remember that I'm always going to be here for you."

"I know." I mumbled out knowing that I was close to falling asleep because she was making me feel so comfortable where I laid.

A second later I felt her lips against my temple as I drifted to sleep. I was finally sleeping after what seemed like forever since everything happened. It felt good. It felt right.

xxxx

That following morning I was still laying in bed when I felt someone watching me. Do you ever get that feeling when someone is near you? Well at least you think there's someone there.

I opened up my eyes to see Ashley sitting there in front of me on Kaylees computer chair. She looked so beautiful. She gave me a small smile and than looked down at her hands. I knew that I hurt her and I was feeling like shit about it. I reached out my hand for her to take it and come sit by me. Ashley grabbed a hold of my hand and I scooted over so she could sit down on the bed with me.

"I really missed you last night." I looked up at her and I could see the tension that she had on her face. I caused that. I made her think that I couldn't talk to her or love her.

"I'm sorry. I wasn't trying to push you away I just knew that I needed time with all of this."

"It's not good to be alone Spencer. Not after everything that happened. You don't need to be alone. You have me."

"I know. I know." I laid there holding onto her hand while she looked down into my eyes. Could she possible look anymore sexier than she does right now.

"I really want to kiss you right now." I could hear the want in her voice and it was the same thing that my insides were screaming.

"Good because I really want to kiss you too." No more than a second later our lips were connected. Moving together like they were a perfect match with eachother. Her tonge moved so graciously in my mouth making me moan, making me want so much more.

Without even a word Ashley was straddleing me. I sat up holding onto her body as I kissed her neck. I felt Ashleys hands clench onto my shirt and within a second I took it off for her. She did the same for me as I continued to roam Ashleys body with my feelings wanting to explode at that moment. Ashley pushed me back onto the bed while never letting our lips part from eachother. I felt her hands grab onto my breast loving every second of it.

"Please make love to me." I got out a whisper into her ear as I felt her wanting more.

Ashley raised herself off of me and looked at me with concern.

"What? What's wrong?" I asked her. While wanting to know why she had stopped kissing me.

"Are you sure that you want to Spencer? I mean with everything." I grabbed a hold of her head and brought her down to me and shutted her up with my mouth. Shit I was sure I wanted her. I was sure I needed her.

Ashleys hand found its way down my body and than she discarded my boxers I was in. My body was screaming for her touch as she was taking her time playing with me. She was so good at it too.

"Ash please." I whimpered and moaned.

Right at that second I felt the penatration. My body reacted with a jolt feeling her inside me. My body moved with her body as I tighten on my grip around her waiste wanting her in more ways than one.

"Shit this is hott!"

WHAT THE FUCK!

Ashley stopped and I looked up to see Kaylee at the door with a big ass smile on her face.

"I swear this would be a big seller at the porn shop in Athens." Only Kaylee would say shit like that. You have got to be shitting me. I hit my head back on the pillow and wanted to scream.

SHIT SHIT SHIT!

"Damn it Kaylee!"

"Aww Spencer didn't cum!"

"Shut up Kaylee and please leave."

"You know this is my room."

"Can we at least get dressed and than you can have your room back?" Kaylee left the room and I looked over at Ashley who was laying there with the sheet over her form. Uhhh why the hell did she have to come in the room?

"You know we can finish if you want." Ashley said with a smile planted on her face and her eyebrow raised just enough to make me want to consider it but I knew Kaylee and she would be up here soon.

"Damn I would but I know Kaylee and she won't give us anytime to get dress. She'll be back shortly. Trust me." I leaned over her and placed a kiss on her lips.

"Mmmm I can taste that forever." I smiled at her comment and than got up to get dressed.

"Damn Kaylees right. We're hott!"

"Unbelievable. Get up and get dressed." Ashley got off the bed and I watched her get her clothes on.

"See I would be great to watch on video."

"Shut up! Nobody's watching my girlfriend on Video."

Ashley walked over to me with a smile on her face and she wrapped her arms around my neck.

"Good because I'd only want you to watch me." She leaned in and kissed me. I tugged on her lower lip making her moan in responce and did it ever turn me on.

"You know I think I'm going to have to charge you guys to be in here."

I closed my eyes and stopped kissing Ashley. You know she may be my bestfriend but that woman was riding on my last nerve right now. I swear I thought she wanted me to be happy. So much for that theory.

I looked at her and I gave her a fake smile.

"So today Gina moves in. Who's helping?"

Damn totally forgot about Gina.

(A/N: Soo yeah everything seems like its ok now right...she still hasn't gone home yet so we will see how that works out this following chpt...interesting moment with Spencer and Ashley huh lol hahaha...yeah well my run this morning was ok. My asthma kicked in pretty good so I had to stop at 40 mins...damn lungs who needs them anyways!!

So I had some nasty ass guys looking at me when I was running talk about making my skin crawl...I swear I was going to say something but I had no air in my lungs to waiste on them. I'd say get up earlier but damn isn't 4 in the morning good enough...nooo i still have weird ass guys looking at my ass!! Uhh...oh well for now I guess...thanks for listening to my ranting and raving lol hahaha...trust me I have alot more to talk about but I willl save that for my new story..Yep thats right I'm on the verge of posting a new story today...I usually don't write two stories at a time but I really want to write this next one sooo please everyone read it...it would mean the world to me XD Love ya all!!)