Hey guys. It's been awhile since I've updated, well at least to me probably to you too. But it'll be awhile until I update again, it'll be a little while. I'm having some personal issues lately and it's hard to talk about them with really anyone because most wouldn't understand. It's hard to explain. You may think it's really childish or stupid but I don't really care... I'm sorry if that sounds mean. Anyways, I've been really down lately. Like, I haven't really been myself, I guess is what I'm trying to say? I've been pretending to a lot of people. I'm trying to think of how I can give some sort of explanation. First, I don't want hate from anyone so I don't know if I even want to say anything more..
So on April 13th, one of my absolute favorite YouTubers made a video and said he was taking a break and he shared with all of his fans neary everything that is making him take a break. This guy has changed my life. He's made me so happy, so many others. I sometimes wonder if he and a few other YouTubers have kept me here. A lot of you probably don't car about any of this. But oh well. He's upset and down, which makes me upset. That just bothers me even more.
Then today earlier another one of my favorite YouTubers have quit from the group he was in, which makes me sad but I'm happy that he's doing what he wants.
So that's a small thing I guess that's affecting me. Well, I hope you all are willing to understand and wait for me to get back on me feet. I'll try and upload soon but I don't want to write when I'm not feeling right. No hate please. Thank you. Well Bye-Bye. -Hita