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Chapter 10

Jacobs POV

I had called Nessie earlier in the night, she didn't answer. She usually had that thing with her all the time. But I let it go, I figured she was with Charlie and left it on silent or something. But now that I was done being all Alpha Wolf, I wanted to talk to my girl, my love, My Nessie.

I called her phone again, it was now much later in the night, about 11pm. It didn't even ring, just went to voicemail. Hmmm… I wondered. Why would she have her phone off now? It wasn't like she was still hanging out with Charlie. She probably forgot to turn it back on.

I quick phased and began the short run to Forks. Charlie's house was dark as I ran up. There were no lights on, which meant that Charlie was asleep and Nessie was not here. She was a night owl, even though she actually needed sleep, she preferred to stay up late and sleep to noon. I smiled, just like me. We really were perfect for each other.

I ran past the house and into the forest to phase back and threw on my jeans. Somewhere between here and La Push I had lost my shirt. Oh well, I grinned. Nessie seemed to like me bare chested anyway. Still grinning, I jumped up and into the window without a sound. Nessie wasn't there.

I decided to wait for her, she couldn't be long. I flopped back on her bed, hmmm… she could just join me here and that would suit me just fine. Just thinking about sleeping next to Nessie had me humming. I tried to distract myself.

"Calm down Jake," I thought to myself. "Kissing is the line, light kissing. You can go slow, you have waited six years. You can wait a bit longer."

I closed my eyes, might as well relax as I waited. I must have fallen a sleep for a couple hours, because suddenly I woke up. Startled by a dream. But the dream, no matter how vivid, vanished from my mind as soon as I tried to remember it.

I rolled over on my side, looking at the clock, 2a.m. Something hard was under me. I grabbed it, it was Nessie's cell phone. I flipped open the phone, it was off. Something inside started tugging at me, something was wrong here. Nessie would not leave without her phone, and it was on a few hours ago, now it was off and on her bed while she was who knows where. I started to panic.

Then I heard the reassuring purr of her Ferrari Enzo. I breathed a sigh of relief, Nessie was home!

I heard her open the door downstairs and start walking across the kitchen. She stopped, I strained to hear what had caused her to stop. She took a quick Intake of breath, and then began walking again, slower this time. Curious.

In a few moments the door swung open, and Nessie stood in the doorway glaring at me, open mouth and… was she angry?

"Jake," she said in a cool tone, her face had gone from anger to blank and empty in an instant, "What are you doing here?" Her voice was so devoid of emotion, it reminded me of Edward when he was angry. So controlled and cold.

"I… You didn't answer your phone, I was worried… are you ok?" I stumbled over my words. What was she upset about?

"Jacob, leave please." What the hell did I do? She seemed to avoid my question. I got up off her bed and walked towards her, arms open to hug her.

"No Jake, just leave." Her voice was hard, still cool but now with an edge to it. I quickly wrapped my arms around her, she shoved hard against my chest. I was not ready for that, and I stumbled back.

"Jake! Get the hell off me! Just get the f**k out of my room, get the f***k out of Charlie's house and go the f**K home! I don't want you here and I don't want to talk to you!" Her voice was sharp, cutting. It cut into my heart like a knife. The pain of her rejection stopped me dead in my tracks.

"Nessie," my voice sounded weak and pathetic to my own ears. "Nessie, love what did I do?" I was practically begging her. She glared at me, her eyes full of pain and hatred.

"Leave," her voice was low, hard, final.

Tears threatened in my eyes, I blinked quickly. That one word hurt me more than anything else I had ever experienced. My eyes searched Nessie's face quickly. Her eyes were livid, the love and adoration I thought I had seen earlier in the day was gone. Instead, here eyes were dark, flat and angry.

I turned on my heel and jumped out the window. I landed on the ground with a soft thud.

"I love you." I whispered towards the open window. Then, I took off towards the woods without a backwards glance.

Nessie's POV

The moment he was out the window the tears started to flow. I heard the soft thud as he landed on the ground.

" I love you."

I heard the whispered declaration. Pain filled me, tearing pain. Searing, fiery , scorching pain ripped through my entire body. I grabbed my phone off the bed, flipped it open. I started to turn it on, thinking that if I could just find a person to call, I could escape the pain. If just for a moment. Alice maybe?

My phone vibrated in my hand, two missed calls and a new text message. The missed calls were from Jake. A gasp of pain flew from my lips. I didn't know how I could feel this much pain and still be alive.

I opened the text. It was from Nahuel.

"Hello. This is my number. Feel free to message me if you need anything. I look forward to seeing you in the morning."

Immediately, I knew what I was going to do. I knew I had to leave. I had to get away or the pain would surely consume me.

Brazil.

Nahuel said if I needed anything. And earlier he did say he would take me there someday. Now was the perfect time. And I had to leave without my parents knowing. I quickly messaged a reply to Nahuel.

"Hey, I need some help right now. I have to leave here. Can you help me? I need to get away. Brazil? Reply ASAP."

I hit send before I could change my mind. I knew it was a crazy idea. And I'd probably get in a whole heap of trouble. But at that moment I didn't care. My ID said I was 18. I had my passport and enough cash to survive for a long time. If I used my credit card my dad would know immediately where I was.

A plan was forming in my head, I almost had it all planned out when my phone vibrated on the bed.

"Elisa and I will be there in a minute."

That was easy.