A/N: Chapter 10! Lol Big, big twist at the end of this... you'll cry, maybe.

I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT, OR COLD FEET!

EPOV

The day of Alice's party, and the day I'd see Bella again. I was nervous, very nervous. I wanted to look good for her, so I washed my hair three times in total, and brushed my teeth twice. Alice had told me to be there by ten to help set up. I set off early, Jasper was outside puttin a banner on the front gate, it said:

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY ALICE!

I laughed. Jasper turned and waved me into the driveway. Maddie came running over, pulling a cart full of bears along behind her. Jasper picked her up, and we went into the backyard. Alice was hanging up the last of the balloons, she wouldn't of been tall enough if it wasn't for her heels. Maddie stirred in Jasper's arms, he put her down and she ran to Alice. Soon, Emmett and Rosalie arrived. And soon after that, Carlisle and Esme came, relatively tanned. Eventually some of Alice's friends came as well, but no Bella.

"Maybe she changed her mind" I said to Alice

"She'll come, she said she would" She replied as she gave me a drink, "anyway, it's a party, have some fun"

I decided to stick with Emmett and Rosalie, the only people a part from me who had no idea who the other people were. I was in a deep conversation with Emmett, he was talking, or rather complaining, about a football game he saw, and I listened to try and look interesting. Suddenly, Rosalie started taping my shoulder, I shrugged her away, but she practically started puching me, I turned round and then saw her.

Bella.

She was stood near the back door, just standing there. I froze, I didn't know what I should do. I didn't know whether to go up to her or so keep a distance. I looked straight at Alice, who I assumed had seenher too. She looked at me and gestured me to go over to her. I started walking over to her, slowly.

"Hi," I said quietly, she looked at me,

"Edward," She replied. We stood silent for a minute, but she suddenly hugged me really hard "I've missed you" She whispered

"Me too," I said, she then let go of me "where's, um, Lily?"

"A sitter again" She said quietly, we were silent "um, no, she's not with a sitter" I felt confused

"Then where is she?" I asked

"Edward, please don't be mad, but when I left, I told my mom what happened, and that I didn't know what to do" She explained

"What did she say?" I asked

"She said to do what I think's best" She said.

"What did you do?" I asked, growing even more curious by the minute

"I-" She broke off, with tears leaking down her cheek "I had an abortion" She said, with more tears down her face,

Shockwaves ran through me. Did I hear her correctly? An abortion? No. She couldn't have, Bella wouldn't do that.

"An abortion?" I said,

"Edward, I'm sorry, but-" I put my hand up to stop her speaking

"You killed our baby?" I said flatly, she nodded and cried

"Edward, please," She begged,

I couldn't believe her. An abortion. She killed our baby. It hurt so much, I ran out of the garden and got in my car, and locked my doors, hoping that she wouldn't follow me.