Ian's POV
Mickey never called yesterday or today which I have to say I kinda expected but then again after the night we had. Well I kinda thought he'd at least send me a text. But he didn't which is why I took Mandy's offer to do homework at her place. I feel bad using my best (and only, well besides Lip) friend just to get a chance to see her brother. But I really want to see him and I wanted to try something. Fuck I can't stop thinking about Mickey's lips I shake it off and refocus on our homework.
"You use 'me' because it's the object of the preposition" Mandy said
"So it's, 'with Max and me'?" I ask
"Yup"
"It sounds weird" I said shaking my head
"I'm telling you it's right" Mandy insists
"Heh, okay"
Then I hear the door open, Mickey walks in and burps
"Douche bags" he said gong to his room
"Ass face" Mandy says back
I watch Mickey go into to his room and close the door, but he doesn't lock it.
"Gotta go to the bathroom" I said moving Mandy's legs off my lap
"Hold the handle down when you flush" Mandy says
"Okay" I said about to open the door
"Hey? Do you want a pizza bagel?"
I smile before saying "sure"
As soon as I lock the door Mickey grabs me and spins me around. He kisses me hard and tosses my hoodie off. He leads me to the bed and pushes me down. He's acting the same way he did the other day in the motel. I'm barely able to pry my mouth way from his.
"Are you always gonna be this excited?" I whisper
"Why are you whispering?" he asks catching his breath
"Probably because your sisters making me pizza bagels in the other room" I said trying not to laugh
"Right" he said unbuttoning my shirt, I knew exactly where he was going but that's not what I wanted right now.
"Wait-"
"What?" he said impatiently
"I wanna try something" I said switching positions so he's sitting on the bed
I get on my knees and lick my lips before unzipping his pants.
"Hey you don't have to do this if you don't want to" Mickey said sounding worried
"I want to" I said licking my hand and stroking him
"Fuck" he sighed while biting his lip
He starts leaking and I lap it up making him moan. I put my finger to his lips.
"We have to be quite" I whisper
"Yea, yea just get on with it" he hissed
I laugh and take the tip into my mouth swirling my tongue around his slit. I decide to take it a little slow, I start to take him into my mouth inch by inch. Licking and sucking as I go, I almost get all of him in my mouth. Then I suck…hard, hollowing my cheeks and Mickey's hand goes in my hair. I panic for a second thinking he's going to start forcing himself into my mouth like Kash did. But he just grips my hair and I calm down and go back to sucking.
I find a good rhythm and start bobbing my head up and down. Taking more and more of him into my mouth, I mean I'm bigger than him by a few inches. But he's I don't know… thicker I guess is the word, and it's a lot to get into my mouth. Mickey starts moving my head up and down and even flexes into my mouth. It's kinda nice and helps me relax even more, then I take all of him into my mouth. As soon as he hits the back of my throat he cums.
I try to swallow all of it but I can't, I end up choking some of it up. My face turns red with embarrassment, I look up at Mickey but he doesn't seem to notice or care. His face is totally blissed out I wipe my mouth, and look for a towel but I can't find one. I head to the bathroom to clean up. When I get back Mick is naked and getting hard again.
"Was I good?" I ask
"That was freaking amazing" he said taking off my shirt and kissing me
"Still have energy huh" I say laughing a little
"Definitely not done with you yet" he said pushing me down and kissing me
He forces his tongue into my mouth almost like he's marking his territory. His hands travel down my chest until he gets to my nipples. He rubs them until their hard then he pinches. I arch my back and moan into his mouth.
"We better hurry this up" he says against my mouth
Then he pulls down my pants boxers and all, he rolls a condom onto me. The next thing I know he's sitting on my dick and I moan loudly for a second before Mick puts his hand over my mouth. Even after everything we've done he's still so tight.
"Fuck Mick" I say moving his hand
I let him ride me for a few seconds before I flip him over and start pounding into him. He winces and smiles and I can't help but kiss him. He tightens around me and I know it won't be long for me. So, I shift and start hitting his sweet spot, trying to get us both where we need to be. I like making Mickey cum without having to jerk him off.
"Do you need me…ah…too…fuck!" I moan not able to finish my sentence
"No…I…almost…" he pants
Then thankfully we both cum and I collapse in top of him. Shit I don't think I'll ever get tired of fucking Mickey.
"Thanks Gallagher, I needed that" he said running his fingers through my hair.
He did seem a little stressed maybe that's why he attacked me when I first came in. I pull out and take off the condom before tying it off and tossing it. We both get dressed quietly but it's not an awkward quiet, it's a comfortable quiet. After were both dressed Mickey pushes me so I'm sitting on the bed and he kisses me. Softly and this time his tongue takes its time exploring and moving with mine.
It's crazy how he can be ripping my clothes off one minute then kissing me so…sweetly. It makes my stomach curl and my chest tighten. When we finally break, he looks so calm and…happy.
"I seriously needed that" he said rubbing my bottom lip with his thumb
"Yea ya said that already, bad day?" I ask
"Something like that" he said plopping down on the bed
"Do you maybe wanna tell me about it?"
He looks at me for a second almost like he's thinking it over.
"Nah" he says finally
"I had a full on panic attack in front of you. So I think you're allowed to tell me about your shitty day that I apparently made better" I said smugly
He rolls his eyes before saying "fine, you know what I…uh…what I do right?"
"Yea you're…you sell stuff" I said wanting to kick myself for sounding so stupid
He smiles again "yea well the guy I get my stuff from, he wants to cut my dad out of the deal we have. He might also want me to work for him directly" he says sounding miserable
I try to keep my breathing under control "is this guy dangerous?" I ask
"Very. Plus, I'm gonna have to check back into the motel. When my dad finds out he won't be getting paid any more. He's gonna kill me" he says
I grit my teeth trying to keep myself from freaking out, I can't…I mean it's only been like a week and a half. But the thought of someone hurting Mick, of him not being around. I must have gasped really loud because Mick shoots up and pulls me to him. So, my back is to his chest.
"Hey you don't have to freak out alright. I'll work it out" he says calmingly
"Wha-What i-i-if y-you d-don't" I said feeling pathetic
"Don't worry about me I'll be fine. I swear okay…I found you a new job" he said trying to distract me. It works
"Re-" I take a deep breath "Really? Where?" I ask
"Remember that diner I took you too?"
"Yea?"
"Well a friend of my mom's works there and they need a new waiter. The jobs yours if you want it, you just have to meet her tomorrow after school. The pay's pretty good so are the tips." He says
"Thanks, Mick" I said turning and giving him a quick peck
Then we just stare at each other for a while like we're having some type of private conversation.
"Are we crazy?" Mick says mostly to himself
"Maybe" I say back
"We- uh I better get back" I said standing up
"Hey" he says taking my hand and pulling me back "You wanna hang out tonight?"
I can't help but smile "sure" I said
"I'll pick you up later"
"Kay" I said going back to the living room
When I get back Mandy is playing a video game.
"It took you long enough" she said
"Yeah, Mickey was in there forever"
As if on cue Mickey comes out and swipes a bagel from the table
"Shove over, faggots." He says swiping the controller from me "watch and learn"
So I watch Mickey and Mandy play video games for a while until it's time for me to go to work. To my last day of work thanks to Mick.
"Hey I gotta go" I tell Mandy
"Have fun at work" she says her eyes still glued to the T.V.
Mickey tenses up so I send him a text as I leave.
'Last day I promise' I text him
I think about a lot while I walk to work. Mostly about Mick and me it's kinda scary how I lose track of time when I'm with him. How attached to him I am already after only a few days. How much I love fucking him, I mean I really love fucking him. And I love how ruff and gentle he is with me. I shake off these thoughts as soon as I get to the store.
"Hey, sorry I'm late" I said tossing my jacket and bag behind the counter
"No biggie" Kash says walking up to me, he locks the door pushes me against it and kisses me. "Good news Linda's done with me this month"
I push him off of me "Oh, yeah?" I said wiping my mouth
"Maybe we could, um, adjust the cameras for old times' sake?" he said shoving his hands down my pants
"I don't feel like it" I said shoving him away again
"Why?"
"Why? Because it's just too weird now!" I said putting a good amount of distance between us
"The only difference is Linda knows now" he said
"Yea well that's one of the reasons why I don't want too. I mean it makes me feel...dirty-"
"Oh, now you feel dirty? Sleeping with a married man is fine until the wife finds out. Is that it?" he said backing me up against the back shelf
"Why are you being a dick? I mean what did you think was gonna happen? What did you think, that we'd be together forever? Eventually this was going to end."
"So what you're breaking up with me?" Kash asks surprised
"I honestly don't get why you thought I'd want to stay with you. After the way, you and Linda talked about me, like I was some barging chip to get you to hump a baby into her! It was fucking humiliating!" I yell
"Then why don't you just fucking quit then!"
"I AM! I was gonna tell you guys today, I got another job"
"You what?"
"I'm leaving I'm never coming back to this shit hole again!" I said grabbing my stuff and going to unlock the door, then I hear a click. Then next thing I know Kash has a box cutter to my neck.
"You really think it's that easy?" He says pressing the cutter closer to my neck. "You're not quitting and we're not over. Maybe we should go to the back and remind you why we're together"
"I'm not doing anything with you so you need to let go of me before you do something stupid" I said sounding more confident than I feel
Kash Caresses my face before whispering "You're all I've got left and I'm not gonna let anyone take you away from me. Especially not Mickey Milkovich." He said making my whole body tense up
"I saw you two heading to the back on the security camera, then you left with him. Does he fuck you, or is he a bottom?" He says laughing crazily. Then he pulls me to him so my back is pressed against his chest.
My chest starts tightening and my breathing speeds up, shit! This is not the time for me to have a panic attack or blackout. I need to fight but I can feel the blade pressing against my neck. I'm to fucking scared to think, the only thing running through my mind is how I should've listened to Mick the first time he told me to quit. Now I'm going to get raped and I'm too frozen to fight back.
"Ian! You in there?" I hear Mick yell banging on the window
"Mic-" I start to yell but Kash puts his hand over my mouth
"Ian!" Mickey yells looking in he sees me and Kash. "Let him go you fucking perv!" Mickey yells and someone tosses a brick through the door and unlocks it.
Kash drags me behind the counter and tries to reach for the gun while keeping the blade to my throat. I fell blood trickling down my neck and suddenly I hear ringing in my ears. I'm gonna pass out, the next thing I know I hit the floor. The last thing I hear is a gunshot before everything goes black.