Thump, thump, thump
Izaya's heart hit against his ribs, he felt the phone slip from his hand, leaving Shiki un answered. The phone crashed to the ground, all the parts spread across the floor.
Raven took deep breaths trying to slow down his rasing heart.
He took hold of the table, he felt breathing getting harder at everybreath.
He felt the panic arise, as he tried helplessy take steady breaths. He felt his fingertips going numb, as he crashed to the floor.
'can't breath...can't breath...can't breath', was only though running thorugh his head.
'I have to call Shinra', Izaya though trying to breath slowly. Trying to make the panic go away. But then remembered that his phone was at pieces beside him.
'Izaya, try to think calmy; nothing is going to hurt you, his not going to hurt you..', he tried to calm himself down hopelessy.
Then as a answer from the god, there was sound of door opening, and key's tinkle.
''Heey, Izaya I just forgot my phone here'', Shizuo shouted to the living room.
''S-shizuo!'', Izaya tried to shout. 'damn, I m weak'.
Blond walked to the living room, to look for raven. He hadn't heard his 'shout'.
''Sh-shizuo, help..'', raven tried again, feeling slightly lightheaded. 'it's this or nothing'.
Shizuo's eyes shot to the direction of the voice, he walked quickly to the other side of the table. He looked worriedly at the panting flea.
''What's wrong?'', Shizuo asked immidiently, and kneeled beside raven.
''..c..an't..breath'', Izaya said and squeezed Shizuo shirt.
''wait a second! '', Shizuo said and ran to the kitchen.
'Shinra explained me this once, it's called hyperventilation...or something!', Shizuo though, abd went through the drawers. Until he finally found some paperbag.
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''Izaya, breath in to this'', Shizuo said, and hands over the paperbag.
Raven didn't protest, he started to breath to the bag. Few minutes passed, until Izaya got his breath under control.
Izaya sat at the sofa, and sipped some cold water Shizuo had bring him.
Blond stood few meters away from Izaya, staring at raven, hoping for somekind of explanation. But the sound of the clock was the only sound in the room.
''What happened?'', Shizuo asked, breaking the silent.
''Nothing'', raven said looking at the ground.
''Nothing dosen't give you panic attack!'', blond snarled.
''Well it none of your business!'', raven and got up, from the sofa. izaya didn't feel like explaining the stupid phone call from Shiki.
''It is! I helped you, so I wish you could tell me why it happened!'', Shizuo said raising his voice, word by word.
''You could have left me here alone! '', Izaya said rasing his voice also.
''you asked for help, SO I gave it to you! and this is the thanks?!'', blond and stepped closer to Izaya.
''Well thanks alot Shizu-CHAN!'', Izaya snapped.
''you are so ungreatful and selfis.. no wonder some people call you monster!'', Shizuo said, and regret his wors immidiently. Izaya's eyes widened at Shizuo's words.
''I m sorry I didn't meant th-'', blonds explanation was stoped by Izaya's punch.
Shizuo stepped back few steps.
He raised his head to look at Izaya.
Izaya face was mixture of shame, pain and betrayal. Shizuo felt sudden pain at his chest.
'I caused this', he though helplessy.
Before he got his words out, Izaya sprinted out of the apparment, leaving Shizuo yell after him.