Author's Notes:

This is my first Fan Fiction so please go Easy on me.

This chapter is dedicated to Cheska, my best friend.

Thanks Ches!! ILY!!

What will happen??

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Disclaimer: I don't own anything TWILIGHT or it's characters. They belong to Stephenie Meyer.

Chapter10: CirclesBella POV

Oh, well imagine;

As I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,
and I can't help but to hear,

No I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words.
"What a beautiful wedding!, What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter.
"Oh yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."

Well, I'd chime in with a

"Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in

"Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...

Oh, well in fact,

Well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for, a toast so,

Pour the champagne,
Oh! Well in fact,

Well I'll look at it this way,
I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast,

So pour the champagne, pour the champagne...(dun dunnnn)

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in with a

"Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality...

Again...

I'd chime in

"Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"
No.
It's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in

"Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again......

I hit the alarm button. Sigh. It's Monday. Why can't it be yesterday all over again?? I wouldn't mind yesterday going repeat over and over. I would never complain…

After getting ready for school, I went to the kitchen to make some breakfast. Charlie was already in the station at this time. It wasn't anything new to eat alone. However, there was something new; everything I look at now reminds me of him. As I ate my cereal, I remember him giving me my ice cream. As I washed my bowl and spoon, I remember us playing in the water at the beach and how close he held me to his cool body.

Knock. Knock. Someone knocked on the door. Maybe Charlie forgot something. I wiped the dishes and then my hands and walked to the door.

I opened the door and gasped at the glorious sight in front of me. "Good morning." He greeted me.

"Good morning." I smiled. He smiled back and I felt calm and peaceful but excited to see him.

"Do you want a ride to school??" he asked me.

"Okay, sure." I said. I put took my bag and got out of the door and locked it behind me. He took my bag and we walked to his car. He opened the door for me, always the gentleman.

We were on our way to school and he was driving so freaking fast that I don't even know where we are anymore. Everything was blurry even in the morning. "Can you please slow down a bit for me?? I don't really know where we are right now." I said, looking out the window.

"For your information, we are in school." He slowed down and I could see the entrance of the school parking lot. We got there in five minutes!!! If it were me, it would have been twenty!! Doesn't he remember that my father is a cop and not just a cop but also the chief of police??

Edward walked me to my classes with our hands intertwined. I constantly blushed the whole day. Everyone seemed to notice that I was walking with Edward. Everyone was staring, just like when it was my first day. It was almost seven months ago.

Jessica has been shooting glares at me. She never came near me, not even close but she seemed to look disgusted and not remember that we used to be friends. It seemed like all she could see was a bitch holding hands with her dream boyfriend. But, I still feel pretty bad that she thinks that I stole Edward from her… she never even had him.

St lunch, Edward and I were going to the line to get our food when someone tapped me on the shoulder.

I turned and saw Alice. "Hey. I'm Alice Cullen. Your Bella, right??" she said cheerfully. She is so cute, just like a pixie.

"Yes… Umm.. Hi." I said. She gave me a tight hug.

"It's really good to meet you." She said.

"Nice to meet you too." I hugged her back. She let go and asked me: "Are you going to be sitting with us today??"

"Ummm." I looked at Edward. He looked stiff then relaxed and nodded.

I smiled at Alice. "I guess I am."

She squealed. "I'll save you a seat beside me." Then she danced off to their table telling Emmett something then he changed his gaze to me. I blushed because he seemed to grin like he was planning something. I just looked at Edward again.

He was raising his eyebrows with a grin on his face. "What??" I asked him.

"Nothing." As we proceeded to by lunch. He took my tray and we walked to the Cullen's table.

Alice and Emmett were looking our way grinning while Jasper was looking out the window and Rosalie was just looking at her nails. They were both ignoring me. Were they mad at me or something?? it made me feel worried, bad and self-conscious. Just then, Jasper looked at me and I instantly felt calm. Weird.

Edward pulled out a seat for me and I sat down. "Thank you." I smiled at him as he sat down.

"Your welcome." He smiled back but he looked tense for some reason. Just then, I realized that everyone was staring at me and it wasn't just the Cullens, it was the whole cafeteria. There were whispers and glares. "Everyone's staring." I complained to Edward.

"As if no one noticed." Emmett said then laughed. I took a bite of my bagel. "By the way, I'm Emmett, this is Rosalie and Jasper." He said pointing at his siblings. "And you've met Alice."

"Hey." I said. "It's really nice to meet you." It was almost forty minutes later when I noticed something. "How come you guys don't eat a lot??"

Everyone tensed up then Rosalie laughed. Everyone looked at her. Edward looked hurt as he looked at her.

"You don't know??" Jasper asked.

"Know what??" I asked. What was Edward hiding from me??

"You're a liar, you know that??" she accused him. "You haven't even told her!!" she laughed again.

"Rose." Emmett warned her. she just kept laughing. "Once you tell her, she will be running away screaming."

Edward tensed up and looked at me. "What am I missing??" I asked.

"I promise that I'll tell you…" He started but backed out. "… But not now."

What could be so horrible or terrifying that he couldn't tell me now?? Why would I be screaming and running away?? Was it the secret about his skin?? His eyes?? His strong and hard body?? Is that what he is hiding from me?? Is that his secret??

The bell rang and Edward took care of our (his and my) trays. We walked hand in hand to biology in silence. Once we took our seats, he looked at me in the eyes and asked: "What are you thinking??"

"Honestly??" I asked softly. He nodded. "I'm thinking about your… secret."

"Do you want to know??" he asked. He looked like he was afraid and hurt.

"Only when you're ready to talk about it. I don't want to force you to tell me when we both can see that you cant right now." I touched his cheek.

"Thank you." He sighed. He then took my hand and gave it a squeeze.

After Biology, Edward walked me to gym. "I'll see you later." He said.

"Okay." I smiled ad kissed his cheek. "Thank you."

"What for??" he asked. He placed his hand on the cheek I kissed. That's so sweet…

"Everything." I said then walked to the locker room. I changed and was about to go out when Jessica, Lauren and Cheska were in between the door and me.

"How exactly did you get in the Cullen's circle. You're not even a Cullen." She spat at me.

"I thought we were your friends." Lauren said in a hurt but bitchy tone. "I didn't think you would hurt Jess like that and then just leave. We are supposed to be the popular group!! You belong in our circle!! Now, you leave?! How are we supposed to look?!"

"Enough!!" I screamed. "I was actually feeling guilty for doing this. But, it turned out in the end that still care about your image and not our friendship!!"

Cheska interrupted. "They aren't like that. Their very nice to me." She defended them like she knew them all her life.

"Well, that's to you, not to me." I said. "Ever since I talked to Edward… No. everything concerning Edward, you've left me out!!" I was crying already. "you said girls first than boys but even before you told me that, you've already picked Edward over me."

"She didn't…" Cheska started but I interrupted. "You don't know anything!! If she liked Rustom and got mad at you because you were best friends, how would you feel??" (Rustom and Cheska have been best friends since sixth grade but everyone- except themselves- knows that they love each other more than that.)

"You could have told me." Jessica whispered.

"If you can remember, I did." I said coldly.

"Only when I started to fall for him!!" she yelled. "You never even paid any attention to him before. You always ignored each other, how should I have know if you had feelings for him??"

"I didn't." I admitted. "I cant explain but even through all that ignorance, I felt this pull to him. If you've notice, I usually trip or bump into him the most."

"Too late now." She concluded. "I don't think we can be friends after this and I've lost my chance with a great guy like him. He will be buying you right??"

"No." I said and that gave them confused expressions. "He doesn't think it's right to be buying people like that for just a night."

"Aww.. What a gentleman." She commented. She then left with Lauren and Cheska right behind her.

I didn't go to gym anymore. I changed back to my clothes and walked out of the locker room.

I went out of the gym crying but not sobbing… yet. I walked to the parking lot and sat beside the Volvo then I started sobbing. The bell rang and I didn't care. I just kept sobbing. Then I felt a pair of cold arms wrapping around me. I sobbed into his chest.

"Shhhh." He said. "Tell me what happened."

I shook my head. I held onto him for my life. I felt like I was going to die if I let go. He carried me in the passenger side of the car. I was sitting on his lap, still sobbing. "Edward." I croaked.

"Shh… I'm here." He chanted. It brought back memories. When he held me in my house in my time of need.

"I know." I said then took a deep breath and snuggled on his shoulder. "They replaced me." I whispered.

"I know." He said. "There were girls who heard the conversation in the locker room. Im sorry Bella. It was Jessica?? The one who said that she claimed me first??" he said calmly.

I nodded. "I'm sorry."

"Why are you sorry??" he asked.

"You must think im stupid to cry for this." I said. "Do you know that ever since she told me to stay away from you, I felt so weak. It was the weakest part of my life." I admitted. "I didn't know what to do but ignore you because if I didn't, I would fall for you even more." I sobbed.

"It's going to be okay." He assured me.

"You aren't mad??" I asked.

"I am furious at Jessica for telling you that and for feeling that she owned me but I don't want to be mad. Not when you need me." She cuddled me closer to him. I just nodded and sobbed. I soon fell asleep on his chest.

Author's Notes:

There you go!!! Chapter10!!!

I really hope you like it!!!

Cheska, you aint like the bitch wannabe in here okay??

It doesn't represent who you are. I just needed a name.

And you told me that I could use yours.

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