Hey, its been ages, well I think it has been. So my friend wanted me to update this story so I am, but its only going to be a short chapter I think as I want to update another story as well.

Part of this story is rated M, I will tell you when it is.

Chapter 10:

Dimitri kissed me like I was the only person in the world, the perfect thing. And to him I think I was.

(rated m- not a lemon though)

Dimitri started to kiss my neck, I moaned out his name, my hands trailed over his muscled chest. Dimitri lifted my top up and off. So all I was in was a pair of boxers. Dimitri started to suck at my nipples and lick my breasts.

I started to rub his erection through his boxers, Dimitri hissed at the pleasure, and then moaned out my name.

"got the right girl this time" Dimitri said, reminding me about when Sophie had given him a blowjob and he said my name.

I giggled at the thought.

"yeah but your mine now" I said and rolled us over so he was below me and I was straddling his lap. I could feel his rock hard erection.

Dimitri smiled up at me, and I smiled down at him before placing a light kiss on his lips, but then I trailed them down this body and tanned chest. When it came to his V shape (a/n: the pelvic bone sort of thing lol)

I licked and nibbled across is, but when I got lower, I started to kiss along his shaft, his boxers still on.

"Roza" Dimitri moaned out, and this encouraged me, I put the tip, that was still covered in his boxers in my mouth and blew hot air onto it.

"no, Roza stop" Dimitri said pushing me away, Dimitri stood up. I looked at him confused, im sure he saw the hurt in my eyes. I felt like I was going to cry, I had been rejected by my boyfriend. I quickly slipped the top back on and ran to the bathroom, locking it behind me.

(end of rated m)

Why did he reject me? Was I not as good as sophie? Was it because he was a virgin? Was it because I was 'damaged goods' or not a virgin?

Around a hundred questions were going through my head.

"roza, baby come out, im sorry I didn't mean to hurt you, let me explain, please" Dimitri pleaded. I couldn't say no to that voice.

I opened the door and Dimitri rushed in, and gave me a gigantic cuddle, kissing my forehead.

"I didn't mean it to hurt you, I just want my first time, our first time to be somewhere better, more romantic that a crappy hotel room. I want to treat you right, because your, your first time.. Well you know you didn't get treated right and I want to do that, I want to be the one to make you feel like that, but im worried. I mean what if im really shit or what if im like small, you know downstairs?" Dimitri said.

And I couldn't help it, I laughed.

"one, baby you wouldn't be shit. Two, trust me you aren't small, three, even if you were shit I guarantee you it will be better than my first time, and I wouldn't care any way, because I im probably shit, the only time I have ever had sex was when I was forced, so I don't know what im like." I told Dimitri with a kiss.

"I still think im going to mess up, I mean what if I cant get it up, or keep it up, what if I cum before you do, what if I hurt you, what if you get bored, what if im so terrible that you stop halfway through and tell me to finish by my self, what if?" Dimitri said.

"what if you were amazing and I was so happy to be sharing that moment with you, what if I was so happy that I was taking your virginity, what if I told you I loved you? Would you believe me?" I asked him.

"do you love me?" Dimitri asked me.

"we shall have to wait and see" I said, and stood on my tip toes to place a small peck on his lips.

"you're so hot!" Dimitri randomly said and this made me giggle. Dimitri picked me up, so my legs were wrapped around his waist and my arms loosely around his neck.

Dimitri walked us back over to the bed, and then a clash of lightning and thunder came through. I screamed, it reminded me of the night, the night I was raped.

"ssh Rose, you're safe, you're with me, I'll protect you, baby listen to me, come on shall we go to sleep, huh, I heard that girls like to spoon, spoon with me, I'll keep you warm, safe. I promise you. Roza. I love you" Dimitri said. And that broke me from my horrible memories.

"you what?" I asked him.

"I think I love you, which sounds silly as we haven't known each other very long" Dimitri said. He was going to carry on his speech but I had kissed him before he could.

It was a passionate sweet kiss. Dimitri carried us to the bed and laid down, pulling the cover off and over us, so we were warm, cuddled up and kissing.

"hmm you smell delicious" I told Dimitri, and couldn't help lean into the crook of his neck and breath in his masculine sent.

"hmmm" I said again, and this made Dimitri moan. We were so intimate and close, I couldn't help myself I started to tease Dimitri and rub his man parts again, so he started to rub my lady bits.

I moaned out 'Dimitri' but it got cut off by the phone ringing.

I groaned and went to answer it.

"hello?" I asked down the phone line.

"Rose, its dad, I was just checking you were ok, Christian said you were in a hotel, are you ok?" dad asked me.

"yes dad im fine, Dimitri is here with me" I said, and then because I thought it would be funny, I started to rub Dimitri's manhood again.

Dimitri didn't mean to but he let a few moans escape. And to make it worse when my dad hang up the phone his last line was.

"tell your boyfriend to shut up I can hear him moaning from here" my father Abe mazur said.

I burst out laughing and kissed Dimitri on the lips, and straddled his waist, feeling his little problem, or should I say large problem.

"having some trouble are we?" I said and wiggled my hips, making Dimitri groan.

"you are so going to pay for that later" Dimitri said, I wiggled my eyebrows.

"I hope so" I said giggling.

Dimitri just rolled his eyes and pulled me down for another kiss.

Ok review, sorry its so short x