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CHAPTER 10

WEDDING PICTURES

"Cason! What a lovely surprise." Emily said as she opened the door.

"Oh, Emily. You knew I'd be here sometime today." I said sarcastically as she let me in. "Now, I want to see those wedding pictures."

"We got your wedding invitation today." She said delighted.

"And you're both coming?"

"Wouldn't miss it for the world. Sam wants to dance with you again!" she sniggered.

"Well, he's going to have to fight my husband over that!" I burst out. "I don't know if he'd let go of me."

"I'm sure he will." Emily said. "Then I can dance with your husband!"

"Okay. I guess that's a fair trade for one dance."

"Now, where's the pictures?"

"Right here!" Emily said as she put two enormous albums in front of me. "Help me decide which picture of Sam and I we should get enlarged to hang in the living room."

I hung out with Emily for most of the morning helping her choose the right picture for enlarging. I suddenly stopped at one picture, staring at it as tears welled up in my eyes.

"Emily." I chocked out. "When…" I let the tears run down my face. I covered my mouth at the picture of Embry dancing with me. His cheek resting on the top of my head, eyes closed as my cheek rested on his chest, with my eyes closed.

"There's more!" Emily exclaimed. "Put a tag on that one though!" she said as I stared turning the page.

"I want to buy the ones I want though." I replied taken aback by the pictures. "Oh, Emily!" There had been a whole four pages dedicated to just Embry and myself.

"You can have them all, Cas." Emily told me wit ha huge smile.

I nodded and went back to searching for the right picture for Emily. I'd found it in the second book. The two dancing, their foreheads together, gazing into each others eyes. They were so perfect for each other.

"Emily." I started. "I never bought you a wedding gift. Please let me buy this one for you."

"Cas, you don't have too." Emily said tearing up.

"Then when I get mine back, you can come over and pick out the perfect one of Embry and me. You can pay for ours as our wedding gift."

"Awww. That sounds fair enough. Thank you Cason. You made everything so wonderful!" She said leaning over. We hugged each other tightly. "I knew I loved you for some reason!" She squealed.

"Cason Malor… soon to be Cason Call at your service." I giggled.

Emily screamed in delight, making me jump. "Then we can call you C.C.!" My eyes got big.

"C.C.?" I questioned. Emily nodded. I shrugged my shoulders. "I better get home. I'll see you later. And let me know how much it is for all of it. Get a ten by thirteen of you and Sam!"

I walked home happier than I had felt ever. The only exception had been when Embry and I had gotten back together during Sam and Emily's wedding. Tears started streaming down my face as I walked inside mine and Embry's house.

Embry jumped off the couch and ran to me as he seen the tears in my eyes.

"Baby, what's wrong?" Embry asked, his hands on my face, searching.

I smiled. "Nothing baby." I whispered through my tears. "Wedding pictures. You'll see them scattered throughout the house by next month."

Embry leaned in to me and kissed me. "Wedding pictures?"

"At Sam and Emily's wedding." I whispered as we kissed again.

"So, we're gonna have pictures of them?"

"No silly." I said, giving him a light peck on the lips. "Pictures of us at their wedding."

"Oh." Embry whispered and kissed me longer than just a peck. "Love you."

"Love you." I whispered. "Hungry?"

"Yeah. I'll get it." Embry whispered towing me with him into the kitchen. "What do you want hun?"

"I think there's some pizzas in the freezer." I said as Embry glared at me. "What?"

"Just remembering the way you looked at the wedding." He said smiling as he placed his hands in mine. "You looked so beautiful." He whispered into my lips. "Not that you're not beautiful to me every day."

"Could it possibly be because it was the night we made up?"

"Made up? I don't think we needed to. The way you looked up at me that night had shown me how much you truly loved me." He said with his forehead on mine.

"And the fact that my heart was racing too." I replied smiling. "And the way you looked at me. With those gorgeous brown, puppy eyes. You made me melt."

"My heart was racing then too." Embry told me. "After kissing you… and your eyes… my beautiful blue eyes." He leaned in kissing me with the same passion he had when we kissed at the wedding.

"Let me throw the pizza's in the oven." I gasped.

"Mmmhmm." Embry sighed kissing my neck. "What about dessert?"

"Since when do you want dessert after lunch?"

Embry sniggered in my neck. "Since you became my dessert." A smile spread across my face as my hands reached for his face.

"Then you're my dessert too." I growled into his lips. "Let me get the pizza ready!"

Embry reluctantly let me go after a few more kisses on my neck then my lips. He pulled out the pizza pans and I grabbed the pizzas. Embry said down at the table and watched as I picked up, waiting for the timer to go off on the oven.

"What do you want for Christmas baby?" Embry asked in a distracted tone."You don't believe in it anymore." I said turning away from the sink as I was doing dishes.

"No, but you do."

I dried my hands and walked up to him. "I have everything I want right here in front of me." I whispered.

"Well, I'm gonna go shopping for you anyway." Embry whispered as he pulled me on his lap. "I want to give you everything."

"You are my everything." I whispered kissing him. "Right now anyway. In a few years we can start having babies."

"You want little ones running around?" Embry whispered. I nodded. "Okay, but what about now? What do you want besides your future husband?"

"Embry." I whined. "I don't want anything. Just you." I whispered. "Which reminds me, you never told me about who your father is."

"It was weird. Mom freaked out when I asked her." Embry looked up as he pulled away.

"She didn't tell you, did she?"

"She did… eventually." Embry told me. "After ranting about me wanting to know. But, she calmed down enough to tell me his name."

"Who is it?" I asked as I searched his eyes. Embry closed his eyes and inhaled deeply. "Embry, who's your father?"

"I'm Jake's half brother." He whispered into my shoulder. "That's why I never knew my dad. He was always there when I needed him the most."

"Embry, look at me." I whispered as I touched the back of his head. "Please baby." I begged. He pulled himself up, tears in his eyes. "I love you. But is that what scares you about having kids, that you might leave?"

"No!" Embry chocked out. "I know what I want. I know who I want. Baby, you are my life now and forever."

"I'm sorry." I whispered not looking at him. "You're everything to me. I want you to be happy."

"And I am." Embry whispered as he pulled me in for a hug. "I've never been happier with anyone."

The buzzer went off and we both jumped. Tears were streaming down my face as Embry's pain. I got up and grabbed the pizza's out of the oven and cut them up. Not bothering with plates I threw the pizza pans on the table and we started eating.

"Are you going to tell him?" I asked casually.

Embry shrugged his shoulders. "I don't know. He's never bothered to tell me before. But, Billy has always been a father figure to me."

"I'll be there when you want to inform Billy that you know."

I know you would hon. What about your dad? Did you ever think about finding him?"

"Yeah, but, I never went to Jackie about him. I think she keeps in contact with him." I whispered, picking at my pizza.

"Do you want to?" Embry asked as I shrugged my shoulders.

Embry wiped his hands off and held them out to me. After wiping off my hands I took his.

"Come here baby." Embry said standing. He pulled me into a hug. "If it doesn't matter, then why are you so upset?"

I shook my head. "Honestly, I really don't have any idea." I said burying my head in his chest. I inhaled deeply taking in his scent and calmed down immediately.

I looked up into Embry's eyes. He touched my face with his hands and leaned in for a kiss.

"Lets go watch a movie." Embry whispered into my lips.

"What kind of movie?"

"Any one you want."

We walked out to the living room. Embry sat on the couch as I checked out our array of movies that we gathered over the past few months.

"Action or horror?" I turned to look at Embry.

He smiled, "Horror." I rolled my eyes, sighing and turning back to the movies.

"I'm giving Quil back those Saw movies." I complained. "They're just sick and a bit cheesy." Embry sniggered.

"I Liked em."

"Yuck!" I smiled. "I'm sure you did when I would just stop watching the damn thing and turn into you."

"that's the best part of the movies." Embry explained. "When you turn in to me and I get to look at your beautiful face."

I picked out a movie, putting it in the DVD player. I walked over to the couch and lay down in front of Embry, turning to face him.

"You mean when I'm like this?" I whispered looking up at him.

"No. you forgot something." He whispered. He grabbed the back of my knee and hitched my leg up over his hip. "Now, that's better."

"Am I watching the movie like this then?"

"Not yet." He whispered. "But you will." He grinned evilly at me. "That's the best part of watching these with you. When you turn around. You don't need to do anything but that and you've got me instantly turned on."

"So, what your almost saying, is that these movies are almost like a dirty movie when we watch them?"

"No. God baby! When you turn and wrap your arm and leg around me… then you pull your… body closer…UGH!" He trailed off.

I pulled myself closer to him teasing him just a little. Minutes later I rolled off the couch.

"I'm gonna change. I can't lay here with you in these jeans. They're not very comfortable."

"Take the bra off too." he teased.

"Nah. I'll try not to tempt you too much."

I walked into the bedroom and changed into shorts and one of Embry's huge shirts. I walked out and laid back down beside him on the couch.

"Ready?" Embry asked.

"Yea." I replied. He pushed play on the remote, laying his arm over my waist.

"I'm glad I changed." I whispered. "I'd be sweating if I didn't."

"You're not cold anywhere?" Embry tempted me in my ear. I shook my head.

The movie started, it was like I hadn't really watched it before, but I couldn't help but cringe at some of the killing parts. Finally five minutes into nothing but a bloodbath, I turned into Embry, who sniggered and rubbed my back consoling me. Suddenly he stopped as he ran his hand over my upper back. His hand moving quickly to my butt and pulled me closer. Then he put his hands under my shirt running his hand lightly up and down my back, giving me goose bumps all over my body. I shivered.

"Cold?" Embry whispered. He didn't wait for me to answer. He pulled his hand around, cupping my breast.

I found myself on my back on the floor with Embry on top of me kissing my neck the way he always had. I was losing control of myself like I always had when he would kiss me. He moved down to my stomach and started kissing me there, moving my shirt up as he kissed his way up my body. My shirt was off and my hands managed to tangle themselves tightly into his shaggy layered locks. I moaned quietly making him look up finding a huge grin spread across his face. His lips found mine as I opened my mouth and lightly bit his upper lip. He started grinding on me when out of no where someone knocked on the front door and burst in.

"Aww crap!" Quil said turning around after seeing us on the floor half naked. "Sorry guys."

"What's going on bro?" Embry said sitting up.

"You wouldn't have barged in if it wasn't an emergency." I said, Embry handed me his shirt.

"Jake called. He wants us at the Cullens ASAP." Quil told us.

Embry leaned in to kiss me goodbye. "I'll be back. I love you." He whispered into my lips.

"Oh no you don't." I growled. "I'm in this too. I'm goin."

"Cas, it's probably nothing." Quil said, still turned around.

"You can turn around Quil." I said standing up fixing my shirt. "I'm going. I am a part of the pack too, aren't I?"

"Stay here baby." Embry whispered. "Sam's pack coming too?"

"Yeah. They're on their way."

"Jackie?"

"Yep." Quil said not looking at me.

I was the first to the door. "I'm going."

I was stripping as I ran into the woods. My phasing natural now as I ended up on four feet running. I didn't slow to wait for Embry or Quil to catch up. Jackie's voice bellowed in my head.

Jackie. What's goin on?

Not sure. Sam's pretty nerved up though.

They're not coming for Nessie yet are they?

No I don't think so. Maybe a fight within. It sounds pretty important.

Just then Embry and Quil phased.

Where are you Cason? Embry thought.

In the woods. I sniggered.

Stay put we'll catch up to you. Embry thought.

By the main road hon. I thought as I had shown him pictures. Hey Jackie?

What Cason?

New Kids on the Block just went by! I started singing one of their songs in my head for her.

Ewww. Quil's head swirled.

Who? Embry thought.

Jackie used to be obsessed with them. I laughed.

Not anymore. Jackie thought. Still kinda cute though. she added dreamily.

Hey old woman… you've been imprinted on. My thoughts filled with Billy. Oh my god!

What Cas? Embry started running faster.

More leeches? Quil went into over drive.

No. Not that I know of. I'm waiting for you guys. I told them. I was just thinking. I wandered off showing them pictures of Jackie and Billy.

Okay Cas, we got it. Quil replied finally meeting me by the road.

Jake's gonna be my cousin… and my brother in law!

Shut up Cason! Jacob thought as he phased in. Hurry up guys.

Yes, czar.

You've been listening to Leah for too long. Jacob growled.

So, what's up bro? Embry changing the subject.

We fighting now? Quil was gearing up as the three of us started running.

No. I want you all here though. We're experimenting. Jacob thought.

What? We're lab rats now? My thoughts went to biology when we all had to dissect … things.

Bella's idea. Jacob thought. The others… well one from Alaska, she's showing Bella how to… push this shield out to protect all of them. I was just wanting you all here for an experiment.

Jake the science guy. I sniggered. Thought you hated Biology?

Hurry up! Jacob insisted.

This is interesting to watch Leah finally said.

Leah! I smiled in my head.

Cas! Leah replied back laughing.

Hurry up Cason. Jackie thought. I don't have all day.

We're almost there, mother hen. I told her.

You still hear Jackie? Jacob thought.

Yeah, I'll always hear her. I thought to Jacob. Right now, she's singing and old New Kids on the Block song. I won't get it out of my head until I get home!

I beat Embry and Quil to the Cullens.

Greetings oh fearless leader whom I saved… oh, what… five months ago? I thought as I bowed down in front of Jacob, sniggering.

Jacob growled Knock it off He ordered as Leah and Edward sniggered.

Hey Edward. I thought as I ran around.

Sit still will you Cas. Jacob thought as he threw out pictures of what Bella had done.

"Now, hold Nessie." One of the bloodsuckers told Bella.

"Not again." Bella told her. I rand beside her and growled. "Hey Cason. She's just experimenting." I growled again.

"We want her to cast a shield as far as she can." Edward replied. "We wanted to see if she can shield all of you as well."

Jake? I thought.

She's not gonna hurt us if that's what you're thinking.

Edward, I need clothes.

"Yes, certainly." Edward answered.

NO, Cason! Embry growled. You're not phasing!

Why not? I asked. We'll discuss this later.

No, we'll discuss this now! Embry growled in my head.

Can we talk privately then?

Got to the other side of the river. Jacob thought. We won't be able to hear you… unless you yell.

I started walking to where Jacob told us to go. Pictures filled my head of me completely naked. I ran faster and phased.

"what were those pictures about? Me. Naked?" I growled quietly accusing him before he phased.

"Baby. Please." Embry begged. "It happens to all of us."

"Naked?" I accused. "And you don't want me to phase, why?"

"Baby… Cason." Embry got down on his knees. "Please baby… I don't w ant you phasing. I love you." I folded my arms. "Please baby."

Angry tears were streaming down my face. "I have never once pictured you naked in my head!" I wasn't looking at him.

"I'm sorry baby." Embry begged again. "I can't help it. Every time I think about you when I patrol, it's always when I make love to you."

And I'm supposed to forgive you for that, am I?"

Please, baby." Embry begged as he put his hands on my waist.

"I'm going home." I growled. "Then, I'm leaving. For good this time." I started walking away. Embry grabbed my arm. "Let go."

"No. You're not going anywhere ." Embry growled standing. He pulled me toward him.

"Don't" I said forcefully.

"I'm not letting you go again." Embry growled.

"Embry, stop." I chocked out as he lifted my head to meet his gaze. "You don't love me."

"I don't?" He whispered, raising an eyebrow.

"No. you never let me say or do things when I feel I need to do them."

"Like what?" Embry whispered as he leaned in to kiss me. "I'm here to protect you Cason. I will never abandon you."

"Let go of me." I whispered.

Embry pulled me forcefully in to him. Kissing me as I tried to fight against it. The more I fought him, the more forceful he became until I gave into both of our needs. He know what made me melt. He was doing it right now. Kissing me, wanting only me. My hands reached for his hair and I pulled him into me tighter as my mouth opened as my tongue reached out to his.

"I love you baby." Embry whispered. "You know that, don't you?"

"I do baby. I love you too." I whispered back. "But please, let me make decisions too."

"I'm sorry baby. I didn't meant to make you feel like that."

"I know Embry. But I need to be able to voice my opinions too."

"I will baby." Embry whispered into my lips again. "But, I don't want you go get hurt. That's the only reason. Cason, they could hurt you! I don't want to lose you.""You wont lose me baby." I whispered. Suddenly we heard Jacob's howling. He needed us back there.

"I'd rather take you home." Embry told me.

"You'll have me all to yourself tonight." I replied seductively. He growled as he kissed me one more time before we phased.