For Mine Eyes Only

by SilverWolf7

In a way to try and help Spock deal with the death of his mother, planet and everything with it, the ship counsellor tasks him to not openly express his emotions like a human would, but to write them down instead. He reluctantly agrees to it.

10. Ill

10

I slept through my shift today.

I woke up ill this morning.

McCoy believes it is from stress and has temporarily written me down as unfit for work. He gave me some pills to help me sleep. It helped a little.

I am now only slightly nauseous, and I believe it is due to the medication. I always have this reaction to what he gives me.

I did need the sleep.

I am dreading tomorrow. I am suffering enough without being constantly reminded of my losses.