Authors Note: Okay, here you go! Sorry, it has been a while since I updated, but please enjoy!
Addison is one month pregnant in this chapter.
Meredith stood watching Addison at the nurse's desk as she talked to Callie, whispering about something that Meredith was unable to figure out, she was seriously pissed off at Addison; she couldn't figure out why she just thought she could come back to Seattle without any warning and steal Derek from her.
Again.
"Meredith, you need to stop and just give up, okay?" Cristina tried to reason with her. "Addison is here to stay and I highly doubt that you are going to convince either one of them that she needs to leave."
"Whose side are you on, Cristina?" Meredith glared at her.
"Ultimately, yours, but considering that I am on Doctor Montgomery's service today...Theirs."
"Fine, you know what?" Meredith said angrily. "I am going to do this, with or without your help." Meredith told her as she walked towards the two girls. Cristina sighed; "You know, she is actually kind of nice if you get to know her!"
"Hello, Doctor Torres." Meredith said as she reached the desk. "Addison." Meredith thought that it was the perfect time for a little Meredith/Addison contact, although Addison seemed to think differently as she took a step back from her and put some space between them. "Something wrong?" Meredith asked her.
"No, nothing's wrong." Addison replied, trying to put on a face to sell the part while a little voice told her that she needed to walk away, ignoring it, Addison took a sip of water from her bottle; Addison knew that Meredith hated her and that she was trying very hard to get her to leave Derek, to leave Seattle, and it wasn't going to work. It wasn't that Addison hated Meredith; she just wanted her to leave Derek and her alone to be happy without feeling the need to intervene all the time.
"Then why did you pull away? Don't you like me?" Meredith asked her, knowing exactly what buttons she was pushing.
"It's nothing personal."
"Oh, because you think that I am not good enough for Derek, is that right?"
"Whoa," Addison said, "I didn't say that.
"Admit it Addison, you didn't like me from day one. You won't let me talk to Derek or even assist him in surgery, fuck, you won't let me do anything if it means being around him. I get you have 'trust' issues and 'mommy' issues but Derek is a grown man and he doesn't need you around to help him." Meredith spat in her face. "God, you are so damaged. I can't believe he even took you back."
"You always walk with your charts covering your stomach, hiding that layer of fat you've sprouted from all of the shit you eat. You walk with your shoulders up but your eyes on the floor trying to look more confident than you actually are; and don't even get me started about whenever anybody brings up a topic that actually requires some intelligence; you are a coward and you pick on people around you because you have shitty self esteem." Addison closed the space between them until she was face-to-face with Meredith and said, "I have put up with your shit for far too long and I am done."
"Bitch." Meredith snarled, Addison stood, "You aren't the first person to say it and only God knows that you won't be the last." She said before taking her chart off the top of the nurse's desk and swiftly turn around to walk away, as Addison walked down the hallway of the ER she could hear Callie yelling at Meredith in Spanish, the truth was there was only a few people to which Addison didn't pull away from and she was pregnant with one of their children.
It was a Friday night and Addison had a late surgery, when her surgery was finished she went straight to the locker room where she proceeded to put on her jacket and left the hospital. Addison looked at the clock as she drove home and realized that it was only nine o'clock and she was already exhausted, she was one month along and she knew that being pregnant and having the job that she did, she was going to have to tell Richard sooner than later.
She could only last so long on her feet.
She got home twenty minutes later and entered the house to find that the lights were off, thinking that Derek was asleep, she shut the door behind her as quietly as she could and was in the process of taking off her shoes when the lights switched on; "God, Derek, you scared me!" She slapped him on the chest.
"I didn't hear you come in, otherwise I would have turned the lights on sooner." He replied as he approached her and took her into his arms; "I missed you."
"I missed you too." She replied, dropping her gaze to the floor and pulling away from him just for Derek to shoot her a confused look; "Are you okay?"
"What makes you think that I wouldn't be?"
"Just checking." He replied, helping her take her jacket off before hanging it up in the closet by the door and following her into the kitchen; "It's-It's just that I had a little talk with Meredith at the hospital..."
"Did she hurt you?" he asked, immediately looking her up and down for bruises.
"No, nothing like that."
"What did she do, Addison?"
"I'm just worried that I think he might be right," she muttered.
"Emily-" He started but was cut off.
"Do you think I'm damaged?" she asked just to receive a very angry and confused look from him, "Never mind, I shouldn't have asked."
"Addison, what we do is hard and most of the time, people on the outside don't understand that we see the world in a different way than they do. We know there is hurt and death in the world because we see it every day, and in the end we get to see the beauty in everything...And Meredith is obviously one of the people who just don't understand."
She smiled slightly. "Thanks."
"I'll talk to Richard and Bailey about Meredith, she crossed the line tonight and she isn't about to get away with it." He said, pulling her into a quick kiss just to be pulled back into another one, their kisses became more fervent and hungry as if they hadn't seen each other in years; he slid one hand up the side of her thigh and she gave a little moan against his lips. Pushing him against the counter, Addison rubbed her body against his hardness and gave him a grin causing him to moan, he attacked her lips again, gripping her waist tightly as she rubbed against him.
Addison squealed as Derek picked her up effortlessly and carried her up the stairs and to their bedroom before discarding her on the bed, she kicked of her shoes as he slowly removed her skirt and her shirt; he kissed his way down her neck, between her breast and lay multiple kisses on her stomach, she growled as he ran his fingers through her hair before taking off her bra with a practiced flick, "Stop teasing me," she breathed. "I want to feel you." She told him as she pressed her hips against him.
He quickly removed his pants and pushed into her at an agonizingly slow pace until he was completely inside of her, he waited for her to give him the okay before he started to move, Derek watched as Addison's eyes rolled into the back of her head at the sensation of him moving inside of her; Derek thrusted into her, again and again, Addison wrapped her legs around his waist and let out cries of pleasure as she started to tense until the familiar pressure released and she orgasmed, her walls squeezing around him until he spilled his seed deep inside of her.
That was the last thing that Addison remembered before falling asleep, six hours later they were both asleep when Derek's phone started to ring, he reached over the side of the bed and retrieved his phone; "Hello?" He said sleepily as he rubbed his eyes before sitting up.
Derek? It's Meredith, I want to talk to you.
"Meredith, its three thirty in the morning...Cant it wait?" He asked her, feeling Addison stir beside him before she too sat up and looked at him curiously.
No, it can't wait! She replied tensely, look, abut Addison...
"Oh, when you called her damaged?" He said angrily. "Listen, Addison is in Seattle to stay; we are back together, we are having a baby, and that is final. Now, you either back off or I tell Richard that you need to go...Your choice." He said before hanging up, he lay back down and pulled Addison's naked form against his; "Why was she calling?" Addison asked as she rested her head against his chest just to hear his steady heart beat.
"It's nothing, don't worry about it. Just go back to sleep." He replied before too closing his eyes.
Authors Note: Okay...I don't think it is the best chapter...but, tell me what you thought!
