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Chapter 10-Its just the hardest part of living

Callies POV

Daniel Robbins, Arizona Robbins why didn't I put it together earlier. This must be her brothers son who she told me not to long ago that he had died in the war she never did tell me that she had a nephew though. I watch them intently while they talk well I mostly just watch Arizona and I can see that her face is definitely bleeding and I cant stop myself from wondering what happened.

"Daniel are you okay"

"Yeah I'm fine just fell of my bike….what happened to you" He says with a huge smile on his face.

She touches the side of her face almost like she forgot she got hurt and then smiles back at him.

"Oh I fell off my bike too….what are you doing here"

"We came to visit you in Seattle"

She stops momentarily and she glances at me for just a moment finally realizing that I am there and she gives me a small smile and I want to smile back but I'm still mad at her so I don't.

"And when you say we you mean you and your mother right" she says with a slight panic.

"No grandma is here with us too"

She closes her eyes and lets out a sigh. I'm assuming she doesn't want to see her mother.

"Can you guys act like you haven't seen me for like 10 minutes" She says addressing both of us.

"Sure as long as you come back" Daniel says still smiling she looks at me and I nod my head yes.

She starts to back up towards the door when it opens and her mother and her sister in law come in both with coffees in hand and a snack for Daniel. I can tell Arizona isn't thrilled when she shakes her head no and stares at the ceiling.

"Arizona what a surprise to see you since you haven't been answering my phone calls"

"I lost my phone…haven't had it for a week" She says turning around looking at her mother.

I know that line is a lie because she just texted me this morning telling me how much she loves me I never responded.

Her mother steps closer to her and grabs her face and turns Arizonas face so she can see the cut that is now turning black and blue.

"what in Gods name happened to your face"

I am curious as well because I know she definitely didn't fall off her bike. Arizona moves her mothers hand off her face and backs away just slightly.

"Nothing nothing it was an accident its all okay"

Her mother not pushing the subject notices me.

"Ahh Dr. Torres how's my grandson"

"He'll be just fine just sprained his arm should be healed right up in a couple of weeks" I say smiling and getting up to leave

"Goodbye Dr. Torres" Daniel says to me and I wave goodbye and leave the room.

Arizonas POV

I was watching Callie the whole time I stepped into the room well after I found out Daniel was alright. I never told Callie about him but he is pretty much my favorite kid. He reminds me so much of my brother and I'm so grateful that Julie got pregnant before he passed away. When I found out that my mother was also in town I knew that God was definitely trying to destroy me. One day me and Callie are telling each other that we love each other and then the next Joanne is back raising hell and lying about us sleeping together and then my mother comes into town. This is going to be great. Just Great. When Callie leaves the room I tell my mother, Julie and Daniel that I need to clean up my face. Which in reality I just want to talk to Callie. I still cant believe that I got hit in the face with a frat boy paddle I haven't had a chance to clean it up because a few minutes after the problem somebody told me that Daniel was here and I pretty much ran to his room. I leave the room and I go to the bathroom quickly to clean my face. I look in the mirror and damn she really did do a number on me it's a slight cut and it is turning black and blue all around my eye. That's just perfect my life really is going to hell at this moment. I leave the bathroom and I wonder around for just a moment until I see Callie turn the corner I quickly run after her. I catch up to her and grab her arm and pull her into an on call room. I just need to talk to her or if she doesn't want to talk I just need to be in her presence.

"what are you doing' she demands.

"I love you" Not what I wanted to say to her but it just came out.

"Stop saying that Arizona…we both know that you don't mean it" She says moving to the door but I stop her

"What do I have to do to make you believe me that I didn't cheat on you"

"Well we can't erase what I saw or my memory so probably nothing"

"I love you Calliope….and I know you love me and deep down I know you know I never cheated on you….look when I tell you that Joanne is psycho I mean it in every way possible….she lies…she manipulates to get what she wants"

"she sounds just like you" Callie says with anger in her voice

"oh please Callie if I was manipulating you we'd be fucking right now" I say in all honesty.

"What do you want Arizona…I have things to do"

There are a lot of things that I want but right now I just want her and I just want to kiss her and tell her that I love her and I want to see her smile.

"I want you Calliope"

Before I know what is happening Callie is slamming me up against the wall and assaulting my lips. Her tongue darts out and I grant her access. See I knew that she still wanted me too I know this will probably just be a random act of passion and then she'll start avoiding me again and still be mad at me but I really don't care she is everything that I want right now. She is everything that I want all the time. I grab her hair and pull her closer to me I want her as close as possible to me. She puts her hands on my hips and lets out a little moan letting me know that she is enjoying this as much as I am. I know that she is still mad at me when she bites my lip harder then normal and I wince in pain and I almost pull away but I miss this and I miss her. She doesn't let me touch her any where that I want too. She just keeps me up against the wall kissing me. I want to make love to her and let her know how much she means to me but I know she won't let me. I'm sick of this I'm sick of not being able to sleep with my girlfriend all because she thinks I cheated on her its ridiculous and I'm fed up. I pull away from her.

"Call-"

"Shut up" she says kissing me again

"No we're not doing this until you forgive me" I say as much as I didn't want to but I didn't do anything wrong in this relationship.

"Then I guess we're not doing this" she says stepping back from me.

"Seriously Callie do you really think I cheated on you"

"Its what I saw"

"And you saw wrong…I wouldn't do that to you"

Right as she is about to say something the door busts open damn I thought I locked it. April comes walking in looking slightly panicked.

"Dr. Robbins….I think you should see this"

"Can't this wait"

"No…..I don't think you want to wait for this"

I look over at Callie for a moment and she brushes past me and out the door

"Callie" I say and she doesn't turn around. I seriously am going to kill Joanne.

"I'm sorry did I interrupt something"

"Oh now you ask" I say walking out of the room with Kepner. She has scans in her hand and I know who their for they're for the girl that I was taking care of this morning. We look at them.

"Is that what I think it is Kepner"

"Yeah I believe so"

What I am looking at is a x-ray of a skull and it has a huge tumor pushing against the brain.

"I thought you would want to be the first one to know" she says handing me the file. I look at it and then I do a double take this scan doesn't belong to the little girl it belongs to Daniel.

My day just keeps getting better and better.