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Rating: NC-17 or M
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Chapter 9
Souichi couldn't believe his own ears. He saw the lust in Morinaga's eyes, so why did the man say that he didn't want to take him? It wasn't right. After the meal he thought that everything was okay with them. Morinaga even made his favorite dish, and now as he offered himself as dessert the man refused. Something was definitely off here and he must find out what that was before something bad happened again.
"Why?" He knew he sounded hurt, but he didn't care. He never thought something so simple could hurt so much. The only thing Morinaga did was tell him 'no' when he wanted to make out and that stung very badly. He had to know why.
"I… I don't know. It's…" Morinaga sighed. "Look Senpai. I appreciate it, but you don't have to do this."
"What do you mean? I don't understand."
"I don't need this kind of proof that you are willing to be with me. I'm not going to force you…"
"You're not forcing me!" he shouted. Souichi was really frustrated. How could Morinaga think that he was forcing himself to be with him? Souichi couldn't understand.
"You feel pressured with this whole situation and you want to make sure I'll stay. I will, so stop what you're doing." Morinaga sounded tired. He didn't let Souichi come closer.
"But… you've got it all wrong! I know that you will keep your word. You said you will stay and I know you will. I just… I missed you." It was hard to say those words aloud, but he figured that from now on he couldn't keep some things only to himself. He had to tell them to Morinaga, he had to be honest. His pride wasn't worth the pain his dishonesty would cause them both.
"Me too. I missed you too, but…" Morinaga sounded sincere, but Souichi also heard pain in his voice.
"Where do you see a 'but' there? Why can't we…?" Souichi stopped in the middle because he saw Morinaga become angry.
"The question isn't 'why can't we', the question is 'why can we' or even 'why should we'? What changed from the last time? You were always making it clear that you don't want to have anything to do with me in that way and now all of a sudden you're trying to seduce me. I don't know what you think, but I think it's weird. After all –" Morinaga stopped in the middle because Souichi started talking.
"Can you just forget about all that's happened! It's in the past. Now, I want to build a future… with you."
"You demand a lot from me! I can't forget that easily, Senpai. I'm trying, but I can't! Even if I don't want to, I'm picturing her with you in bed, that you kissed her and made love to her. And I still remember her clinging to you in the lab, I remember her words." Morinaga saw that Souichi wanted to say something so he continued, "Yes, I know. You told me what really happened and that's just one more thing that won't leave my mind."
"I don't want her! I don't want anybody else! I just want you, Tetsuhiro. I… it took me a long time to realize it, but now I know what's important for me. What is wrong with me wanting to be with you?! Tell me!"
"Nothing. I just…"
"Do… do you want to tell me that you don't want me anymore? You agreed to return. I thought you still loved me. I…" Souichi became really confused and hurt. He thought Morinaga still loved him. He never thought that the man could stop loving him.
"I love you. That hasn't changed. It's just…" Morinaga couldn't find the right words.
"If you still love me then let me love you." Souichi came nearer. This time Morinaga didn't oppose him when he wrapped his arms around his neck and pulled him into a kiss. He pressed his body to Morinaga, making clear what he wanted. The evidence was hard enough for Morinaga to notice.
"You really mean it!" Morinaga was so surprised Souichi had to stop himself from laughing.
"I wouldn't be doing this," Souichi ground himself into Morinaga, "if I didn't mean it. Don't push me away." Souichi buried his face on Morinaga's shoulder. He didn't know what he would do if Morinaga pushed him away now. Fortunately, he didn't have to worry anymore because Morinaga wrapped his arms around Souichi's waist and pulled him toward himself with so much force that Souichi lost his breath. Morinaga didn't give him time for anything more because he covered Souichi's mouth with his own. The kiss that followed was full of need and love. Souichi tried to respond, but Morinaga took charge completely. All Souichi could do was take whatever Morinaga wanted to give him and give whatever Morinaga wanted from him.
Morinaga gave into the temptation. Senpai was so sweet and wanton. He couldn't resist any longer. He feared that he would regret it afterward, but right now there wasn't anything that could stop him from taking Senpai into the bedroom and making him his. After ravishing Senpai's mouth, Morinaga moved down his neck, kissing and gently biting the soft skin. He heard Senpai moan and wanted to hear it again. He sucked on the skin hard enough to leave a mark. It would be visible, but he didn't care. He needed every bit of Senpai, every bit Senpai was willing to give him. Senpai moaned again, this time louder, and tilted his head to the side, giving Morinaga even more access to assault his skin. Morinaga would gladly comply with it if he wasn't so hard. Reluctantly he pulled away from Senpai and growled.
"Bedroom."
Souichi didn't need to be told twice. As soon as Morinaga gave the order he caught the other man's hand and pulled him towards his bedroom. Normally he closed his door, and when Morinaga had come in one night when Souichi was drunk enough to forget to lock the door, he had chased him away. 'If I hadn't done that I probably wouldn't have left for Canada, and none of the awful things would have happened.' Souichi had only enough time to think that before they reached the bed. Souichi spun around and kissed Morinaga again, his hands trying to remove the other man's clothes.
Morinaga felt Senpai's fingers undoing the buttons of his shirt while their tongues played with each other. Before he knew it, he was stripping Senpai naked, baring his chest and undoing his pants. He pushed Senpai to the bed, and caught off guard, Senpai fell on it. Morinaga reached for Senpai's pants and pulled them down together with his underwear. The socks were next. Now the only things that were on Senpai were his glasses, but Senpai removed them by himself. Before Morinaga managed to strip Senpai, the other took off Morinaga's shirt and opened his pants. His cock was hard and was screaming for attention.
Suddenly a wicked thought came to Morinaga's mind. 'I wonder if he'll do it? It's worth trying…' He took off the remainder of his clothes and came even closer to the bed. He watched as Senpai looked him over. A blush crept on to his lover's face. Morinaga smiled. He knew where Senpai was looking before turning red. 'There's hope.' Before Senpai could wiggle further up the bed, Morinaga came as close to the bed as he could. He took his member into his own hand and stroked it a few times. Senpai watched it with wide eyes.
"Suck me." Morinaga watched Senpai's reaction very carefully. The man gasped at Morinaga's words, then became crimson-faced. His eyes drifted between Morinaga's shaft and his eyes for awhile. When they finally settled on Morinaga's eyes Senpai said,
"I… I've never… that's…" Senpai tried to find the right words. Morinaga saw that. He was afraid Senpai would look at him with disgust, but the man didn't. That encouraged Morinaga. It looked like the problem wasn't with Senpai's attitude, but with his inexperience in the matter. Senpai had never sucked a cock before. It would be his first time if he agreed to it.
"I know you've never done this before. You could at least try, but don't force yourself if you really don't want to."
Senpai glanced at him, then at his member and Morinaga saw him swallow. He was about to say something so that Senpai could stop forcing himself to do it, because Morinaga saw how the other hesitated, when Senpai pulled out his hand and touched him very shyly. Morinaga thought that Senpai would pull his hand away immediately, but he didn't. The hand was trembling slightly, not much, but it was noticeable.
The touch ignited Morinaga's desire even more. He had waited so long for this. He had dreamt for Senpai to touch him like that. Now he wanted to feel Senpai's mouth on him, but he was still not sure if Senpai could take it. That was a totally new territory for him and Morinaga didn't know how he would react. There was hope, Senpai still held him and even stroked him a few times. His cheeks were flushed, lips swollen from their kissing, and he looked so delicious.
Morinaga had a hard time forcing himself to stay calm and wait, hoping for Senpai to go even farther with his ministrations. All thoughts about that girl were long forgotten when Senpai leaned forward, his lips nearly touching the head of his erection. Morinaga held his breath. He knew he should encourage Senpai somehow, but at the same time he was afraid of scaring the other away by saying something that would break the spell. He thought he would risk not opening his mouth at all, at least for now.
Souichi didn't know what was the matter with him. How did he end up here, doing what he just did, nearly on his knees in front of Morinaga with the other man's member in his hand? That was a mystery to him. He was so nervous; he had never done this before. He had never, ever held another's shaft in his hand. It felt weird, but not unpleasant. The skin was soft and so warm, and he stroked it some and watched as his hand slid up and down on the erection. He felt it under his hand as Morinaga grew harder.
"Suck me." Those were Morinaga's words. His kouhai wanted to feel his mouth on him. Souichi remembered the times that Morinaga did that for him. It always felt so good. He never admitted that, but he liked it when Morinaga used his mouth. It was dangerous, because Souichi couldn't control himself, but the pleasure couldn't be compared to anything else he had ever experienced. Morinaga gave the best blow jobs.
Now it was Souichi's turn to taste. He was nervous, anxious and afraid that he would do something wrong. Morinaga should know that he had never done this before, so Souichi hoped he would instruct him in some way. He came nearer and stopped just before touching the hot, hard flesh. Looking up, he searched for Morinaga's eyes. The man was watching him and when their eyes met, Morinaga nodded and smiled warmly at him. That was enough for Souichi to taste Morinaga, but he saw more in the other's eyes. There was so much love in them. It made Souichi blush hard. 'Was there always so much in them? Was I that blind? Or is he only now showing me his feelings so openly?'
To hide the blush even just a little bit, he lowered his head and closed the distance between his lips and Morinaga's member. He heard Morinaga's gasp and then a soft moan. He kissed the tip of the cock and then dragged his tongue out and licked it. Never in his life had he tasted something similar to it. He licked Morinaga's member, going all the way down and then up again. When he found the pulsing vein, he lingered a bit more there. Then he opened his mouth and took the head in, licking all that was now inside of his mouth.
He heard Morinaga's content sigh and felt fingers brushing his cheeks. Souichi took it as a sign that he was doing it right and he took even more of Morinaga into his mouth. Then he started to suck. Morinaga's hands were now toying with his hair and massaging his skull. Souichi felt Morinaga tightening his grip when he sucked a bit harder. After taking almost the whole length out of his mouth, he swallowed it right to the back of his throat.
Morinaga was in heaven. Senpai was really blowing him and he wasn't that bad. Morinaga thought that he would need to tell Senpai what he should do, but Senpai did just what he should. It was obvious that it was his first time having a cock in his mouth, but it wasn't that bad for a first time. Senpai explored him, of that Morinaga was sure, and he let him do whatever he wanted as long as it felt good. After all those times Morinaga had given him head, Senpai should know what felt good and what he should do, and he did it. Senpai took him in deep, and Morinaga couldn't stop himself anymore. Words of praise started to spill out of his mouth.
"Yes! Just like that, Senpai. You're doing great! It feels wonderful! I wanted this so much. Ah…Yes!" Morinaga's words made Souichi's heart beat faster. He was happy he was doing it right and giving Morinaga pleasure. Those hands in his hair were holding him stronger and Souichi felt it as Morinaga shivered. He looked up and glanced at Morinaga's face. His eyes were closed and he had a blissful expression on his face. Morinaga made little noises. Souichi was surprised that he was the one giving Morinaga so much pleasure and making him emit all those sounds.
He was so hard. He knew Morinaga had that effect on him, but he was just ridiculously hard and Morinaga hadn't even touched him yet. Souichi wouldn't be so surprised if he came soon without even touching himself. He wanted to give Morinaga more, hear more and taste more. Sometime during the sucking he was doing, he tasted Morinaga's precome. He almost pulled away when he felt it on his tongue, but remained where he was. The taste wasn't that bad, he could get used to it, and most importantly it was Morinaga. Souichi took Morinaga in as far as he could and the head of Morinaga's erection touched the back of Souichi's throat. He nearly gagged and drew away. He lost his balance and ended up on his back on the bed.
"You need more practice to take me in farther, but you did a really good job, Senpai. For a first timer you were great! I'm proud of you. Thank you." Morinaga leaned above Senpai and kissed his lips tenderly. He was at his limits. He wanted to take Senpai here and now, but he didn't want to hurt him so he restrained himself as much as he could. Senpai kissed him back and threw his arms around Morinaga's neck. They crawled further onto the bed and Morinaga ended up lying between Senpai's spread legs. The body beneath him was so warm, so inviting, and the kisses were so wonderful. He didn't want to stop, but they needed air. Morinaga kissed Senpai's neck, played with his earlobe and nibbled at his collarbone. At the same time, his hand played with Senpai's nipples.
"Ah!" Senpai's voice was music in his ears and he kept assaulting the two nipples that were now erect, red and standing out, inviting Morinaga to play with them. He complied eagerly, sucking them and biting. Senpai made it clear what he thought about it with moans that turned Morinaga on even more. Morinaga didn't waste more time and moved downwards. He licked at Senpai's member and went even further down. Senpai spread his legs even more apart on his own, and now Morinaga pushed them into Senpai's chest before starting to lick Senpai's hole. He felt the muscles react when he swirled his tongue there. Senpai tried to move but his position made it difficult for him.
"What are you doing?!" Souichi wasn't sure if he liked Morinaga's action. That was the first time Morinaga had licked him there and he didn't know how to respond. Souichi's body decided for him. It responded strongly to Morinaga's tongue. Souichi relaxed and let himself be swept away. He gripped the sheets and tried not to moan, at least not too loudly, when Morinaga played with his opening and plunged his tongue inside. Soon enough he was impaling himself on Morinaga's tongue. He wanted to feel it more. He looked at Morinaga and saw the other watching him.
"Enough. Tet… ahh… Tetsuhiro, stop. Ah!"
"I need to prepare you properly. I don't want to make it painful for you. Bear with it a bit longer."
Souichi nodded in agreement and Morinaga resumed licking him. One of Morinaga's hands came to his mouth and traced Souichi's lips. He parted them and two fingers slipped inside. Souichi was certain what the next destination for those fingers was. He sucked at them, licking and wetting them as much as he could. It was weird knowing what Morinaga would do in a while, but all the blood went to the lower parts of his body and his brain wasn't working as it should. Maybe if he wasn't so aroused he wouldn't be doing all that he did, but he really didn't care. He wanted to feel Morinaga, he needed to feel him, to know that the other was with him, that he wouldn't leave. Souichi gave up and gave himself to Morinaga completely and he felt wonderful about it.
His mind was in a haze. Thinking was a difficult task. Souichi could only feel, and all Souichi felt was Morinaga's tongue and his fingers. They felt fantastic. When Morinaga pulled his fingers out he complied, but there was a feeling of emptiness after that. Morinaga left him stretched on the bed and hovered over him. Their eyes met and Souichi pulled Morinaga down for a wet kiss. He whimpered into it when he felt the fingers circle at his opening and moaned when Morinaga pushed them past his muscles. It had been a long time since they had done anything together, but Souichi remembered what to do in order to make it not hurt. He relaxed as Morinaga worked his fingers in and out of him, stretching him, preparing for what would come next. Souichi thought Morinaga took a long time to do so. The feelings accumulating inside him were staring to overwhelm him. He sucked Morinaga's tongue into his mouth, but couldn't do much more because Morinaga found his sweet spot.
"AH! Ahh… hm.. Tetsu… ah… stop. No… no more…" His hips were moving on their own. His member was hard to the point of being painful, but Morinaga didn't stop the assault on his gland. He hit it with each push of his fingers. Souichi was going insane. He felt it, felt that he wouldn't hold on much longer. Even without Morinaga touching his hard on, he would come. Just before bursting he felt Morinaga's fingers withdraw and he was left empty.
Morinaga positioned himself at Senpai's entrance. He knew the man was on the verge of coming, but he wanted them to come together. The way Senpai reacted to him made him incredibly hard. He couldn't stop thinking of how Senpai looked while sucking his fingers so greedily. He still remembered those lips around his cock and was happy that his mouth was occupied at the moment. Otherwise he would moan.
When he felt the tip of his erection brush Senpai's opening he couldn't restrain himself anymore. Morinaga pushed his way inside, pausing only once when Senpai's moan became something more than pleasure filled. He gave Senpai time to adjust before pushing all the way in. The heat was incredible. He had missed it so much. Senpai made little noises that made it clear that he enjoyed it as much as Morinaga. He looked at Senpai's face and couldn't stop the temptation to lean down and kiss those swollen, red lips. They looked too delicious, Senpai looked too delicious. When their lips met, Senpai parted his lips and allowed Morinaga entrance.
They were truly connected and Morinaga couldn't stop himself from moving. He started with shallow thrusts, allowing Senpai to adjust to his size and swallowing the moans that came out of Senpai's mouth. He was trying to hold himself back as long as he could. He didn't want to hurt Senpai, but when he felt those slim, long legs wrap around his hips, pulling him down even further into Senpai's body, his self-control slipped away completely. He thrust vigorously, increasing the pace and kissing Senpai's face, neck and every inch of skin that he could reach. Senpai's moans and screams were becoming louder with every minute. Senpai's arms were embracing him. It felt so good knowing that Senpai wanted it that badly and that he was enjoying himself so much. It brought Morinaga right to the edge, but he refused to come without Senpai. He reached between them and grabbed Senpai's member.
The feelings that took over Souichi's body when Morinaga entered him were just too vast. He couldn't deal with them. Morinaga paused once, but then he became serious, thrusting in and out of him. He and Morinaga hadn't had sex for far too long now. Souichi was sure that they would do it on a daily basis now and he didn't mind. He didn't mind at all. Morinaga was a damn good lover, touching him in all the right places and making him feel pleasure with every thrust.
Souichi concentrated his whole being on Morinaga. He felt the other moving inside him, pulling almost out and thrusting right in. He felt that Morinaga wanted to restrain himself, but he didn't want any of that. He wanted to feel the whole force of Morinaga's feelings no matter what, and Morinaga gave him everything eventually. Souichi was happy. It felt weird being on the bottom and embracing Morinaga with his legs and arms, but while he did it he felt as if the man was really his. He felt they belonged to each other and he knew he would do anything so that they could stay together forever. Souichi felt Morinaga's hand on his cock and knew he wouldn't last long.
"Ah! Ha! I'm… I'm gonna…" Souichi was ready to come. He felt it and couldn't stop it even if he tried.
"Together," panted out Morinaga. He was stroking Souichi's member to the rhythm of his thrusts. "Now!" bellowed Morinaga, touching Souichi's slit. He cried out, spilling hot fluid into Morinaga's hand. Souichi was semi-aware of Morinaga's orgasm as he rode his own. Never in his life had he come so hard, never in his life had he felt so good.
Morinaga shouted for them to come, and the next moment he felt Senpai's muscles clench as the man's orgasm hit him and he came, emptying himself inside Senpai. His lover gripped him so tightly, not only down there where they were connected, but also with his legs and arms as if he was never letting him go again. He saw that Senpai lost himself in the pleasure completely, but couldn't admire him for long because his own orgasm didn't let him.
He didn't know how long it took for him to regain his senses enough to be aware of his surroundings. Morinaga knew only that Senpai was still quite out of it and still holding on to him for dear life. Morinaga was happy. He kissed Senpai's neck, cheeks and lips. He wasn't ready to speak yet. The other man had his eyes closed, lips slightly parted, Senpai looked just marvelous. His grip on Morinaga loosened and Senpai let him go, but Morinaga hugged him again. He didn't want to lose contact with Senpai's skin. It felt so good knowing that he could touch it, that Senpai was just there for him. Morinaga was really happy.
"I love you… Morinaga…" Those words were only a whisper, almost inaudible. Morinaga wouldn't have heard it if he was a little bit further away from Senpai. Lucky for him he liked to hug after sex, so he heard Senpai's words. He looked at Senpai's face in astonishment, but saw that Senpai was still out of it, or rather almost asleep. 'Did… did he just… say… that he… loves me? Was he even aware of it? Is it true… or am I dreaming?'
"I love you Senpai! I love you so much," Morinaga whispered those words right into Senpai's ear and then kissed his beloved lovingly and snuggled into Senpai. He was a bit more sure that everything would be all right. Morinaga could rest happy, actually looking forward into the future with a lot more hope.
Note: I think I could leave this as it is and end this story here and now, but I also think that you all want to see more of them, don't you? ;) And you still don't know what happened with Naomi. You'll see in the next chapter. :)
I hope you liked this chapter. I was wondering that I should have made Senpai act a bit more violent while persuading Morinaga, but this just didn't fit. I wanted them to act just like they did, sweet and loving. XD
Now you can tell me what you think about this part of the story. ;)
