"She was….."

Ravens glass

Mine? Can this be true. Looking up from a sound above, Dimitri`s face heaved with angry drifted above me. I didn't speak nor move I was still shocked about how my mom could have betrayed me. Now who was I, was my name even Rose? What am I? Why is Lisa a mori if my fake mom isn't. Nothing added up, but one thing did more magic was involved I was almost certain of that. Lisa's pounding fear sang in my vein cause me to move, once and for all. Their she was, I didn't hate her for taking the only family I knew I had away, but I did get angry at how she had the thing I always wish for, love, parents, freedom. Her jade eyes afraid of me not for me this time, I saw myself from her point of view, my hair was dead looking, my eyes a piercing red color, from tear I didn't notice, and I was so pale right now from shock almost violently I whipped back to my own head shock was gone but replaced with madness. "Run," I thought, " I have to run, get away from here." I couldn't take it, everything I was alone in this world no love, no family, no truth. So far Abe my true father if he was, is the only thing I could say is my family but his been gone to long to really say. I tried to run, but Dimitri was blocking me and Lisa was scream at me jumbled up words. I couldn't help but laugh then at how much faith they have in me. "Really" I sneered, " you actually think I would go all stigro on you? Hello I just found out I a freak, I have a reason to look like shit!" Freezing them on each word I ran, leaving them to call after me. Nothing was right, could my powers for fire and the other ones be more then shadow gifts? I decided with some thought I would have to find Abe or Zemy to find my answers. But first a blood test for me I had to force on it I silently thought, maybe If I think enough I can see if I want it or not, even with compulsion I wouldn't want to drink it but god bless the dead if I did, everything I knew is out that door and into the next.

I stayed all night, closer they came but went back to the hotel for sleep soon after search for an hour or two. Stiffly I walked back almost zombie like, not Rose Hathaway style at all. A shadow moved over me, swiftly I looked up, circling me was the raven lisa healed, I never knew why but I always could tell when he was near. Crooking again his black eyes following mine sending a voiceless message. " Rossse, I cannn hellpp, bothh of uss saw what wee weren't meant tooo heardd whatt is to be leftt unsaid." The shadow world came to mind, his shake of the beck confirmed it I now had to get Lisa's parents to talk to. When I finally got to the room, everything was dark, child like breaths were the only noise to e heard. Water dripped down my arms, as I watched I saw more, "Blood, Lisa," entered my mined, I raced over to her, knife half way in skin, eyes crying my little sister, my blonde angel sat. Falling beside her I cried for us, hugging her, I saw her tears dim as her arms vigorously found me and closed in around me. Both sobbing and unbelieving, I felt like when I was back in the past, back when we had first runaway, are tears and hurt are sad and lonely minds. Closer morning came, the closer we merged drifting off to sleep along the way.

Blinking furiously, bright light swamped my vision. Jumping back, but being unable to, strong arms held me. loving arms, Dimitri, I didn't know what to do Lisa's gave me a small smile understanding my confusing and longing. "Rose, I'm sorry, when you left I happened to look at the pictures you dropped, I should have know rose," she sobbed, "they (meaning her parents) lied to me to.

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