Inside this head of mine

by Aida Caroti

Want to know what a character is thinking? Or a missing scene? Read ahead! A series of drabbles based on the episodes in series 4. Chapter 42: Arthur couldn't shake the feeling he knew this place, and then it hit him. It was his greatest mistake.

10. Rearing its ugly head

A/N This one is a bit different in respect it's a missing scene that I wish could have been in.

Merlin

'It's hard to accept and I wish it wasn't so… but there really is nothing to be done.' I said mournfully, Arthur regarded me for a few seconds.

'What would you know? You can't understand' He spat. I stared at him in astonishment. I knew more about loss than most people; Freya, Balinor, Lancelot and so many others that could have been spared.

'My father died there was nothing I could do, he was just… gone.' I said slowly hoping he wouldn't remember that conversation from long ago.

'Oh, sorry' Arthur said looking slightly shocked by my revelation.

'There is still a way to heal my father though'

'How?'

'Magic.' Like that I could feel destiny rearing its ugly head. Was the time now?