Warning:

This chapter has some sexual conduct in it. If you are not comfortable with this DO NOT READ.

If you're uncomfortable with the fact that it'll be between two males:

WHY THE HECK ARE YOU READING THIS? THE HOLD DANG STORY IS BETWEEN TWO MALES!

You've been warned.

"I'm going to look for Carlos alone," James said. "Everyone else just go back to the Palmwood's."

"James, are you serious?" Logan said.

"Yeah, he may be all our brothers but I must know what is going on between him and Casper." James said.

"James, we-" Logan started.

"We understand." Kendall said.

"But Kendall, honey." Kendall's mom said. "He's your brother. How can you give up on this so easily?"

"I'm not giving up. I want to go find him but right now. It's James that he wants the most. James is the one that can help, more so against Casper." Kendall said, tightening his fist. "This is between Carlos and James, against you, Casper!" Kendall said, pointing to Casper.

"True, so the rest of you need to butt out and go have some… fun." Casper said.

"What does he mean by that?" James asked.

"Nothing," Logan said. "Just go bring Carlos back to us."

"Will do," James said, then ran out.

"You can't hide it. Oh, and he knows, he saw you two kiss." Casper said then began to walk out of the building.

"Let's get back to the room." Mamma Knight said.

"Yeah, not sure how much longer I'll be able to take all this." Logan said.

Kendall nodded and they all went back to the room, Kendall had to take Logan to his own room because Logan looked as if he was going to freak out.

"Logan, are you alright?" Kendall asked.

"No, I'm not. We're getting broken apart, Kendall! I don't know how much longer I can take this! Having to hide from James, Carlos is in trouble, being chanced of having to find a place to live because your mom isn't okay with a small part of us!" Logan said. "I don't know how much more I can take this."

Kendall was speechless at what Logan had said, but knew he had to say something but before he could there was a knock on the door. "Kendall, Jett his here to see you." Mamma Knight said.

"Why is he here," Kendall said.

"He said he needed to talk to you and Logan." She replied.

"Okay, let him in." Logan said.

The door opened and Jett walked in.

"Wow, this room is ugly. If there was a few pictures of me hanging… everywhere, then it'd be a lot better." Jett said. "And Kendall, your hair is still horrible. You should make it look like mine, better yet... Just make yourself look completely like me, then you'd be at least better looking."

"What do you want Jett?" Kendall asked.

"Earlier, the two of you were kissing, only were interrupted by someone other than me. Who is he?" Jett asked.

"James's evil younger brother, who's very evil!" Kendall said. "Why?"

"I want to beat him up. I was supposed to be the one to break the two of you up there. I want the two of you broken up in general!" Jett said.

"Why?" Kendall asked.

"Because, although you're not attractive Kendall, Logan is. I want Logan." Jett said.

"Too bad. I'm with Kendall and will never break up with him!" Logan said.

"Well then, I'm leaving. But where did James's brother go?" Jett asked.

"Looking for Carlos, if Casper finds him before James does… Big Time Rush loses a member." Kendall said.

"Well then, I better hurry. Because if you lose a member, then your all leaving. I seen how you treat each other. If one has to leave, the others will too." Jett said, then rushed out to find Casper and beat him up.

"At least we found someone Jett hates more than me." Kendall said, closing the door. Kendall looked over to Logan and saw Logan on his bed, close to either freaking out or crying. "Logan, look at me." Kendall insisted, "Everything will be alright." And with that, Kendall gave Logan a large passionate kiss.

Logan began to kiss back, but knew Kendall had more force than he does and had them both fall backward, both their legs intertwined. Their kiss deepened as Logan's arms wrapped themselves around Kendall's neck, bring him closer. They broke apart, staring into each other's eyes, smiling at the one the fact they were with each other. Forgetting all that was going on outside of the room. To them, at the moment it was only the two of them left in the world.

Kendall pulled up, away from Logan, which made him a little sad until he saw Kendall taking off his shirt. Kendall stayed there a moment as Logan gazed upon Kendall's chest and stomach. Kendall didn't have abs but they were visibly there. Kendall's chest was flat though, so much so that Logan couldn't help but place his hands there and feel how flat it was, while noticing how quickly Kendall's heart beat was. It was about as fast as his own.

"It's alright to feel, I don't mind." Kendall said.

"Kendall, do you want to do this?" Logan asked.

"I want whatever you want, it's okay if you want to." Kendall said.

"You sure," Logan asked.

Kendall nodded his head and gave Logan a small kiss on the lips. Logan smiled and pulled Kendall back in and began to kiss him. Kendall kissed back, a bit taken back from the kiss that he allowed Logan to switch positions. Logan broke apart and smiled.

"Wasn't expecting you to overpower me like that." Kendall said, a bit breathless.

"Yea, it was fun." Logan chuckled.

Logan bent over and started kissing Kendall again, while Kendall's hands moved over Logan's body over top of his shirt. Logan broke apart to take off his shirt, allowing Kendall to see his completely flat chest and stomach. It was flat enough to look frail but Kendall knew better to think of Logan like that.

"Logan, have I ever told how much I love you?" Kendall asked.

"Yes, but I love you more." Logan said, giving Kendall a kiss.

Kendall deepened the kiss as Logan's hands found their way to Kendall's pants, only to get inside of them and feel his crotch over top of his boxers.

"Oh," Logan said when he noticed. "Sorry."

"Don't be, I like it. If you want, you can take it out. You know I'm not shy about it when it comes to my brothers." Kendall said.

"Are you sure? I don't want to force you into anything." Logan said frantically.

"Logan," Kendall said, undoing his pants and placing Logan's hands into his boxers, "I'm completely sure."

Logan looked into Kendall's eyes and saw how serious Kendall was. Kendall was doing the same and saw how much Logan was trying to hide his fear. To Kendall this wasn't that big of a thing. He's done this a few times with a couple guys but Logan was a different story. Logan hadn't done a thing with a guy or girl, which Kendall had to keep reminding himself of in order not to go too fast with the boy.

"Kendall," Logan said, "thanks for being so patent with me."

"I love you, if I need to slow down or wait for something, it won't bother me any." Kendall said.

The two of them smiled at each other as they shared a passionate kiss. Logan began to tug at Kendall's pants trying to take them off, which Kendall lifted his hips in order to help the boy. Kendall's hands found their way to Logan's pants, which caused Logan to slightly squirm but didn't resist when Kendall entered. Logan broke apart and backed away from Kendall in order to lock the door and close the blinds.

"We had started all this and now you worry about those?" Kendall chuckled.

"Well I don't want anyone other than you to see this." Logan said as he removed his pants and boxers.

Kendall stared in awe as Logan stood there, fully exposed to him. He knew what Logan looked like naked, from a few times they all went skinny dipping while in Minnesota but never thought he'd get the chance to just stare and touch what once seemed like a dream to him. Kendall had noticed that he was growing "excited" and decided to get up and stand next to his love, only in the same manner as him. Kendall removed the rest of his own clothing and stood a good ten feet away, allowing Logan to see him as well.

Logan wasn't sure if all this was right to do. He was completely shy about this. Sure, Kendall had seen him naked from going skinny dipping but that didn't really mean anything since James and Carlos was there. Not to mention it was his first time doing anything with anyone. If he wasn't with the others he was somewhere studying. Standing there, completely exposed like that was completely humiliating, more so since Kendall wasn't doing anything. Logan was soon to put his clothes back on when Kendall, who still looked awed, stood up and removed his clothes allowing him a look at his body. "Wow," Logan thought "Kendall is the best. I can't believe his going this slow, and just for me."

Logan noticed Kendall's "excitement" and started to grow himself, which Kendall was hoping for. Kendall started to walk towards Logan, both their members sticking straight up as he engulfed Logan in a hug as a few tears ran down Logan's face.

"Thank you," was Logan could muster up at this point. He had always thought that no one would care to do something like this with him. He was a teenage that was anti-social but had crazy and troublesome friends. No one was able to understand what he wanted, or even what he actually needed. Until that very moment when Kendall embraced him.

"Logan, I love you, don't you ever forget it." Kendall said, feeling a few of Logan's tears.

"And I you," Logan said.

"Do you want to stop for tonight?" Kendall asked, still holding onto Logan.

"No, I want to try something, if you don't mind?" Logan said. "Can I… um… give you a blowjob?"

"Yea, and after, I am giving you one. No if, and, or buts about it." Kendall said, not backing away.

"Okay," Logan said, his voice a bit quite.

They moved over to the bed and Kendall lied on his back, Logan next to him as he hosted himself into a semi-sitting position. They looked into each other's eyes, Logan making sure Kendall was okay with it and Kendall giving Logan permission. Logan bent himself over and took a hold of Kendall. Kendall found Logan's cool skin felt nice on his hot, sweaty skin. Logan lowered himself and wrapped his mouth around Kendall's member, slightly scraping it with his teeth but opened his mouth wider so that wouldn't happen again. Logan went down as far as he could but with how big Kendall was compared his the size of his mouth, he wasn't able to get down far. Logan was about half way down when he started choking on Kendall.

"Wow, Logan, don't push yourself. It's your first time doing this. You need to know your limits." Kendall said gently. "Go to about here," Kendall said, pointing to a part of his crotch, "just to there until you are use to this. Then you can go farther."

"Okay, thanks," Logan awkwardly chuckled. "I guess I have a large gag reflex."

All Kendall did was smile and kiss Logan, showing him that he doesn't care and loves him for all that he is. Logan smiled back and quickly went back down on Kendall, which didn't allow Kendall a good bit of rest. He just watched the boy, noticing when his reflex would kick in while trying to hold himself from exploding into Logan's mouth.

"Dang Logan gives really good head," Kendall thought, "I won't be able to hold out much longer before I explode. Hopefully he doesn't flick his tongue in my one spot."

Just as Kendall thought that, Logan was starting to use his tongue and ended up flicking Kendall's spot.

"Oh man, Logan, I'm gonna blow," Kendall moaned.

Logan removed his mouth but not his hand as he began to move it over the top of Kendall's member, insuring that Kendall does blow.

"My spot is my top, when chicks mess with that, it'll be a quick session there!" Logan remembered Kendall saying to him and the rest of the band members, being Carlos and James, during a camp out.

"OOHH," Kendall moaned as he blew all over Logan's hand and himself as it shot up towards the ceiling and his chest.

"Kendall, how was that?" Logan asked.

"Amazing! If you ever give anyone else head better than you just gave me one," Kendall panted.

Logan started to chuckle but only for a couple of moments because Kendall was soon on his member.

"Oh," Logan moaned, and almost too loudly. "Dang, you do that quite fantastic!"

Kendall gave Logan a thumbs-up and continued on. Logan came within a minute later, but forgot to give Kendall a warning and ended up blowing his load in Kendall's mouth.

"I'm sorry, I forgot to warn you," Logan said, as Kendall swallowed it.

"Don't worry, I doubt it'll be the last time I'll taste your load." Kendall said. "Do you want to go farther? It's all up to you?"

"No, I had my fun, and I know you did too. So let's leave it here for tonight and clean you up then go to bed." Logan said. Kendall agreed and the two of them fell asleep, naked and in each others arms facing the other.

A/N: Hey, check you the poll on my page. It's an important hint for the upcoming chapter.