There Is No Love Without Pain

Chapter 10

Grapenut01 – Mrs. Lovett/ Lucy Barker

BellatrixBlackLovett – Bejamin Barker/ Judge Turpin/ Beadle/ Guards

''Nellie!'' called Benjamin Barker has he let himself into the pie shop looking around ''Nellie, mind if I use your bath? The hot water in our place has buggered up!''. He swore under his breath has his clothing dropped onto the floor. Bending down heard her shoes clicking onto the floor.

"Don' yell ya bloody man! Jus' laid Viole' down. She's been fussy all mornin'. An' can' ya keep yerself covered a' all love?" she chuckled watching him fumble with his clothes. "Go on then. Ya know where the bath is."

''Sure I know where it is. Thanks, pet''. He walked past her and let himself into her bathroom. It hadn't changed much apart from the odd baby toy dotted here and there. Sighing he filled up the bath, testing the water with his fingers till it was just right. Pulling of his robe and throwing it to one side he slipped into the warm water letting it tickle at his bare flesh. His eyes caught the place him and Nellie had once made love. He couldn't keep his eyes from it.

She bit her lip and checked back in on Violet, covering her back up with the blanket, she was still small for three months and needed the warmth. She then turned and locked the shop door heading for the bathroom unlacing herself as she went. "Looks cold in there all alone love."

Benjamin looked up at her smirking ''Actually its rather warm in here, pet''. Leaning over the side of the bath he pulled her lips to his, nipping and chewing at her lower lip ''Finally...'' he whispered helping her with her laces. He had waited for months to have her back in his arms, were she should be. Groaning he pulled her into the bath tugging off her corset, sucking at her neckline.

She chuckled softly stumbling into the tub kissing him back wrapping her arms around his neck. "Jus' go easy love. M'all tender." she murmured kissing him more slipping her tongue into his mouth greedily.

''Thats alot to ask for pet..'' he rolled his lips onto her breasts sucking onto her pale flesh, pulling her closer to his body. He'd body shook with lust and excitement, and the tiniest bit of pain as he was still getting better. He groaned he run his hands in between her legs, feeling her dripping into his palm.

She moaned softly leaning in, him tugging him up from her chest. "Ya may no' wanna do tha' love. Gonna win' up with a mouthful." she chuckled tugging him close again.

He groaned and trailed his fingers to her, pushing the tips on them in ''I look forward to it!''He moaned clamping back onto her breats, licking around her nipples secretly liking the idea of drinking from her. His lower half throbbed for more, wanting her, needing her. He pushed his fingers in deeper feeling more of her juices slide down his hand into the water below ''you know, the point of a bath is to keep clean'' he sniggered into her ear.

She whimpered softly pushing up into his hand desperate for more and tangled her fingers in his hair pulling him in for a kiss. "I've never been one t'follow rules love..."

At her touch he pushed deeper into her flesh feeling her contract around him, pulsing for more. His head rolled back as his lower half cried for more brushing at her legs ''I see that now..'' he smirked pushing her thighs open more. The bath water spilled over the edge as they moved, slapping onto the cold floor below. ''I-I need y-you Nellie!'' he whined pushing his man hood nearer to her, arching his back as he pushed into her more.

"Then bloody have me already. I need ya jus' as bad..." she begged pulling him closer.

Taking his order he pulled his fingers from her before quickly replacing it with his member. His eyes screwed and his body shook as pleasure ripped through his body stronger than ever before. He ran his hands over her stomach, past her ribs and to her breasts, holding to them tight as he moved into her further.

She gasped softly pushing up to him moaning louder shuddering and holding him tightly to her, digging her nails into his back and biting down on her lip to keep quiet.

He shook, holding her down onto him for a good few minutes; the pleasure was just too powerful. He bit his lip hard, drawing blood ''Ohh God..'' he hissed feeling her tighten around him. He started to move, pushing her up and down slowly with her arms, letting his hands run over her breasts.

She moaned softly moving with him and shuddering. "I-I need ya so bad Ben...." she whispered having missed him with her like this so much.

Groaning out loud he wrapped her legs around his and carried her from the bath to her bed. Laying her down he kissed every part of her body, licking, nipping, and clawing at her wanting more. His bloodied lip left a trail as it went up her stomach with her tongue quickly followed. His hands went to her breasts, sucking and teasing with them not caring at what came out of it. He smirked as Nellie groaned wanting more; he wouldn't give in to her that quickly.

She bit her lip arching up to him moaning his name more. "B-ben... we're gonna wake Viole'....." she muttered only half concerned at this point arching up to him spreading her legs wider for him.

Laughing softly he said ''we won't if you stop yourself from screaming my name dear Nellie'' he let his fingers trail up her open legs, her liquids has poured down her leg. She was ready for him but he loved to tease. He lent over her hand sucked her neck pushing his thumb slowly into her loving to see her back arch up for him.

She whimpered biting her lip hard pushing up to his torturously light touch. "I-I need you solo bad Ben..." she whimpered tugging him closer. "Please..."

He hushed her and bit into her neck ''Not yet Nellie.. not yet.'' He groaned wrapping her legs around his again and carrying her to dressing table. Pushing her onto it he placed his head between her legs and trailed his tongue along her leg before he pushed deep into her, me moaned as her liquid crepted into his mouth. His hand grabbed onto her hips, he felt faint his illness had the better of him but there was no way he would stop. Never.

She groaned louder reaching down and tangling a hand in his hair tugging him closer gasping softly tightening her legs around him. "Fuckin' hell Ben....".

Her sweat. Her blood. Her juices. They took over him, he couldn't take anymore. Groaning his nipped her flesh before pulling his tongue from her and smashing himself into her, grinding, pushing, moaning, and groaning. ''Shit!'' he screamed as her white liquid poured down onto him, causing him to come deep inside her. He threw back his, his eyes rolled. Weak. Powerless. He felt faint but he held onto Nellie keeping himself up before taking her back to bed and rolling up with her in the covers. His head pounded and his chest burnt but he smiled and kissed her through his pain ''Nellie, I love you. Be mine forever..never forget.''

She nodded panting his name and turning to him kissing him lightly. "Always an ferever darlin'. Always an' ferever. No ma'er wha'." she murmured lacing her fingers through his. "Ya should go though. Lucy's expectin' ya, ya know."

''Nellie I just want to st-'' he stopped hearing a crash and a yelp for help from upstairs ''Lucy?'' he muttered ''Lucy!'' he jumped from the bed and threw on his clothing before running upstairs. He crashed through the door to see two men grab his screaming wife ''What are you doing!'' he cried punching at them ''Get off her!''.

Nellie sighed as he left and got up tugging on her robe and picking up Violet as she started screaming and began to feed her. Lucy sobbed falling into his arms and holding him tight. "Tell them to leave me!''

He grabbed Lucy before one of the two men pulled him by his hair and kicked him to the ground ''You mus' be Benjami' Barker..Judge Turpin says you're under arrest!''he spat pulling him out of the room from his screaming wife past the pie shop. Benjamin punched and kicked with all his might as they past the shop ''Nellie!'' he screamed ''Nellie, help me!'' he turned to the man and hit out ''What the bloody hell are you doing with me? Nellie!''.

Nellie frowned hearing all the commotion and fixed her clothes holding Violet close and hurrying out. "Wha' the bloody hell is goin' on?!" She exclaimed looking between the men and Ben. Lucy was still at the top of the stairs sobbing and reaching for him.

''Nellie help me!'' he sobbed before the man holding him knocked him out with one clean punch. The two men laughed seeing the limp, helpless man ''He's been don' for assault'' said one of the men to Nellie ''Bette' say bye-bye to ya lover!''. He looked up and turned to Lucy ''Ya bette' visit Judge Turpin if ya wanna see husband here again!''. They sniggered once more at Nellie before throwing Benjamin into a carriage and riding off towards Bedlam.

She gasped some blinking back her own tears and looking up at Lucy. "Well do somethin'! Ya foolish li'le girl!" she yelled at her looking at her with disgust that she clearly wasn't moving from the stairs and shook her head heading to the Judge's house herself.

A knock on the door didn't move Judge Turpin from his chair ''Beadle, get the door'' he sighed not even bothering to lift his head up from the book he was reading. The Beadle bowed and headed hearing shouts and screams from the hallway. Rolling his eyes the Judge slowly got up from his chair and shut his book ''Beadle what's the matter, I'm trying to relax!'' he shouted going on tip toes to reach the top shelf of his book case, carefully putting his battered book into its slot.

She pushed passed the beadle and held Violet closer and heading into the library. "Ya can' bloody arres' Benjamin Barker!" she yelled at him.

The Judge turned to this woman. Her beauty was beyond compare to the other woman of London, she had the perfect body, perfect looks, that perfect fire in her heart. Smiling he sat back down into his chair ''Bejamin Barker..'' he said slowly turning to the Beadle ''I have not touched him...'' his words oozed out of his mouth making Nellie hang onto everyone of them ''...why are you so upset about all this? It's not like, well, you're married to him!'' he smirked and leaned forward in his chair resting his hands onto his chin.

"Yer lyin'. They jus' arrested him. An' I may no' be married t'him bu' he's a dear frien' of mine an' is my tenan'. I need the money he pays fer ren'." she said refusing to let the man get to her holding Violet closer.

''Beadle, my dear friend check why Benjamin Barker has been arrested'' he asked turning to his friend and then back to Nellie. He held out his hand and pointed to a chair ''Sit Ma'am. Have a drink, make yourself welcome'' he rubbed the stubble on his chin and poured them both a drink ''Doesn't this Benjamin Barker have a wife? Why isnt she here, as you said your just a friend''.

"M'fine standin'." she said shaking her head refusing to let him smooth her down. "An' she's no' here because ya jus' took him away. She's a silly li'le ni' tha' can' take care of herself. She needs him."

''Don't you need him too?'' he asked turning as the Beadle walked in ''Ah my friend, what has happened then?'' The Beadle bowed and said ''My Lord, Benjamin Barker is under charges for the rape and killing of three young ladies. He will kept in Bedlam till further notice''. The Judge turned to Nellie and sighed ''Ah, that is a problem. With charges like that I'm afraid he'll be behind bars for a long time...'' he took a sip of his drink ''...no need to worry, you can see him in Bedlam. Now, the Beadle will show you to the door. Good day Ma'am''.

"Tha's a lie! He would never have done tha'! You bloody people can' jus' make up lies an' toy with people's lives as ya please!" she exclaimed pulling away from the Beadle kicking over the Judge's table breaking his glass and spilling his drink all over the floor causing Violet to start crying.

The Judge looked at her, his eyebrows raised ''What do you know? Your just his lady lady, not his lover, you know nothing!'' he lifted himself up and poured another drink, downing it in one ''Now , you best leave before I get angry and file a complaint that you're not taking care of you baby. Wouldn't want that now.. would we?!'' He nodded to the Beadle and pulled another book out of the shelf, sitting into his chair once more.

"You fuckin' bastard." she spat at him knocking his book out of his hands and turning heading for Bedlam hushing her baby as she went.

Benjamin Barker groaned as he woke, his head hurt and blood was spilling through his shirt ''Shit!'' he hissed sitting up and pulling his sleeve down to reveal a huge slash mark, no doubt they'd beaten him. Looking around him he saw he was in a dark, dank and smelly cell. He cried as he remember what happened. Lucy crying, Violet crying...Nellie. He sobbed holding onto his hurt arm feeling it had that a bone had be cracked. Groaning he pulled himself along the floor onto some straw before ripping his top off and wrapping it around his bloody arm.

She was lead back to his room and smiled some seeing him as they left her inside. "Ben..." She said softly wrapping an arm around him still holding Violet. "Are ya aright' love?" she asked softly, worried about him.

He yelled has he touched his hurt arm. Curling his face he turned to her ''Oh I'm fine, never better!'' tears fell down his cheek but he turned away determined not to let her see him cry ''Nellie'' he croaked ''Why am I here? And why are you here, you should be resting pet!''

She flinched some as he yelled, upset with it all. "They said ya murdered an' raped three girls. He wouldn' lis'en t'me. I couldn' jus' le' 'em take ya away from me."

''What.. by I never.. I never done that! They can't do that! They can-'' he stopped and broken down into tears pulling away from her and falling into the straw crying harder than he ever had before. He would be killed for this, he knew it. He'd be without his Nellie, his pet, forever.

"Please don' do this Ben." she whispered softly kneeling beside him with Violet. "They aren' gonna hang ya. Their sendin' ya off t'prison."

''I can't go to prison! I can't be away from you Nellie.. both of you'' he cried reaching up and hold Violet's tiny fingers. He sat up and dabbed his top onto his open wound attempting to stop the blood that was now running down his stomach. He groaned in pain and placed his head into Nellie's neck ''I love you Nellie. I can't be without you''.

She piled some of the straw together and laid Violet down and ripped some of her dress fixing him up and kissing him gently. "Yer gonna be fine Ben. I promise ya. We'll be t'gether again one day. I swear i'."

He sighed and kissed her back ''Don't ruin your dress pet! You haven't got alot!'' he said looking at her ripped dress ''I've got some money I put into your draw, it's for you, spend it on whatever you need!'' he pulled her closer and kissed her head, pushing back lose rings of her hair ''I'll wait for that day forever Nellie, I'll be lost without you..''.

"I only care abou' you love." she murmured kissing him and glancing back at the cell door before pushing him down moving over him gently. "M'gonna miss ya so much."

''I'm going to miss you too pet'' he groaned as pain and lust hit him as she leant over him, her hair tickling at his face. He arched up to her, this time she was in control. He wanted her to overpower him. Their last supper. He ran his hands over the back of her corset before murmuring ''I'm all yours to do with as you please!''.

"We don' have much time." she murmured kissing him and tugging his pants open and pulling him out scrunching up her skirts tugging down her knickers and suddenly shifting pushing him into her.

Moaning he arched his back, pushing deeper into her ''My Nellie...'' he panted moving his hips with hers, tearing falling down his face ''...my darling Nellie''. He sucked at her neck, nipping and teasing. His hands ran under her skirts, feeling her flesh for one last time. He kissed down her neckline onto her cleavage, breathing in her sweet scent, liking her soft skin. He'd never forget her, ever.

She moaned softly moving with him faster pushing him deeper into her tilting her head back so he could keep kissing her neck and holding him tight savouring their last few moments together.

He wrapped his arms around her, not caring about the amount of pain he was in, he just wanted to feel the closest he'd ever had with her. He watched her move with him as one, the one that they should've been to begin with. The memories filled his head, the laughing, and the crying, his dear Nellie being happy. She should be happy forever and ever. He moaned panting her name as he came inside her for the last time before he'd be chucked away for good. He felt weak and tired but that didn't stop him for pulling Nellie towards him and kissing her lips ''My Nellie'' he whispered ''My Violet'' he knew the baby wasn't his but he felt so connected to her, so in love with her that it was almost too powerful.

She came with him crying out his name and collapsing on top of him panting and kissing him more. "I love ya Ben. Always an' ferever." she murmured stroking his cheek and pulling away fixing her clothes and scooping up Violet. "I'll miss ya." she murmured stepping out.

He watched her walk out of the room, leaving him for a long time. He shook his head when she finally vanished, he held out his hand calling for her, crying, screaming. Before long too men came and grabbed him ''Off to Australia for ya mate!'' one wheezed before hitting him in the face, knocking him out again.

OOHHH! Poor Nellie and Benjamin, heart stopping much. Hm. Right, you know what'll make us happy! We spent over three days on this, so review! Eeekk! Tim Burton and Johnny Depp on TV in a second, hopefully they'll so HELENA! Ahh its on! Yaay! R&R peeps! x

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