A/N: Thank you to those of you who participated in the poll :). I was slightly surprised at the most popular options XD but I'm grateful for the help. For those of you who want to know, I've not been cutting to what Naruto's doing 'cause right now he's still on the boat to Turtle Island (Remember, Adventures at Sea fillers. Not something I'd like to touch on XD) but I decided to speed it up a little. About one week since the last chapter in the timeline. Which means Sakura has been missing from Konoha for three weeks and that Naruto is almost there to train. Your welcome, readers :D.
Anyway, I'm sure most of you know what will happen in this Chapter, thanks to the poll. Kushina now knows the entire Team Seven sob story and love triangle :P. On top of that, Kushina realized Minato loves her so you all know what's gonna happen next XD (P.S. I will not make MinaKushi canon yet in my fic. Still needs more development :D). And of course ... present cut. :P
Oh and Inner Sakura is in bold (for those of you that don't know ;))
Disclaimer: Now why would Kishi be wasting his time writing fanfics XD? It's not my property and it's completely Kishimoto's. But if I did own Naruto, Kakashi would not run Rin through with a Chidori, Mikoto would still be alive (I know we don't know much about Sasuke's mom but she seemed like a nice lady. Plus, she's adorable XD), and Sakura's parents would have been introduced earlier on in the manga and not a movie.
Constructive criticism is always appreciated! ;)
War On the Horizon
" So, Sakura. How has your progress been with finding more on the Uchiha? " The Third Hokage's gray eyes rapt attention were on the young medic-nin in front of him, not giving way in the slightest.
Sakura bit her lip slightly at the expected question, mildly anxious. It had been over a week since her venture into the library with Minato and Kushina. She had mostly spent her time inside, pouring her soul out into books with as much concentration as possible. Sakura had still been more or less condemned to the village completely. Both Minato and Hiruzen had expressed their sympathies to her which did not go unnoticed but it did little to relieve her displeasure of the situation.
Minato and surprisingly even Kushina occasionally visited her during the week. Minato's presence was again the one she found she welcomed more. He had gone through the book as well and gave helpful tips such as how the Sharingan was created for the mimicking purpose of other's jutsu as well as legends being powerful enough to put under genjutsu that could last for hours or days. Sakura had been surprised when he mentioned the length it could occasionally last but apparently, Jiraiya had shared that knowledge with him. It was interesting to learn to be sure and she appreciated his supportive, conscientious nature.
Sakura and Minato had occasionally discussed subjects, such as battle tactics, strategies, books. The most frequent topic of their discussions were Kushina and Naruto, surprisingly. They exchanged stories of both of the hyperactive ninjas and it surprised Sakura how much Minato had to deal with. It reminded her of how dealt with Naruto's more childish behavior on occasion but Minato showed no ill will of Kushina. He had mentioned her antics with fondness and even admiration at times. This strengthened Sakura's belief that Minato was indeed in love with his red-headed friend but she did not mention this to him out loud. Most of the time however, they focused solely on the task at hand.
Kushina, in her own way, had also tried to help her. She did not go through the book completely, unlike Minato. Instead, she had quickly skimmed through it (Sakura was slightly annoyed at this. The book was at least six-hundred pages and large. She didn't feel the red-head's half-hearted reading would be of great help) and then afterwards, slammed the book down and told her the basics. None of it wasn't what she already knew but she appreciated the brash kunoichi's attempts nonetheless. On some days, she would not help at all and just lounge around, once eating food out of Sakura's fridge (The pink-haired girl had abruptly snapped at her for the action. This had merely earned her some angry mutters and 'Don't tell me what to do!' words from the girl before eating anyway. Ironically, Kushina did not raid her fridge again afterwards).
But most of the time, much to Sakura's complete shock, the red-head would try to converse with her. Sometimes Sakura ignored her, too focused on going over the book but on other times, she had returned the conversation. It was a stark contrast from their almost acrimonious, hostlile beginning and it made Sakura relieved. It seemed that through their shared emotional turmoil, they reached some sort of even ground. She was almost positive the fellow Chunin would never admit such a thing anytime soon, though.
With the occasional periodic visits of those two ninja, Sakura had also continually used her free time productively. Of course, Sakura did not learn many new aspects that she didn't already know. The book by itself however, was thick in length and refreshed her memory on many subjects she had somewhat forgotten. This had lightened her spirits slightly but she still knew with a certainty that she would not find her way home with such sparse information as this was. For that she needed more ... like the Uchiha Clan secrets for instance. She had not told the Hokage what had niggled at the back of her mind the past week but she was half-convinced he already knew. How she was going to do that though, she had no clue.
" Well, " Sakura began hesitantly, her emerald gaze troubled and tinged with uncertainty. " Most of what the book said ... I already knew. " She admitted. Hiruzen merely nodded, having already expected this. " The Sharingan is a kekkei genkai. It's purpose is to mimic jutsu or actions to complete perfection. It also has the abilitity to put those under genjutsu. The power of the genjutsu depends on the person. " She clarified expertly.
" Of course you know all of this. I figured as much. But at least, you've been refreshing your memory. " He pointed out, sitting in his chair in the Hokage's office.
" Yes, but ... " Sakura took in a deep breath, before continuing firmly. " Lord Hokage, we both know this isn't enough. I need to get back to home. The basics for the Sharingan isn't going to pull it off. " She insisted matter-of-factly, her tone frustrated. " The Uchiha I went up against was very powerful. He's the only one I've ever seen capable of Time-Transportation Jutsu. That's never been recorded before as far as the records say. Everyone believes it was a myth. Even I did. And-"
" Calm down, Sakura. I understand your desperation. " Hiruzen chided, sounding very tired. Ever since Kushina had rescued Sakura from death, the matter of returning her back home had been very complicated. He never once wavered in his resolve to send her back to future Konoha but that didn't make it any less tiring. " What you say is true. It isn't enough for something as elaborate as your situation is. "
Sakura was silent again, worry and hesitance clearly visible in the lines of her body and eyes. The only option I can think of is getting hold of the Uchiha Clans secret files. But, knowing how guarded those types of Clans are, it wouldn't be easy. They probably have it stashed somewhere in the depths of a compound. Sakura assessed logically. How can I ask permission from him for something like that? If I'm caught or worse, the Third is blamed than trouble with the Uchiha Clan might start. I don't want that. All he's been doing is trying to help me. Sakura felt stress coming at her in all sides. She knew from the beginning it wouldn't be easy. Hell, she didn't even know if there was a way back but for her the sake of her mental health, she suppressed that doubt as best she could. Even the fleeting thought of such a possiblity clenched her heart. She closed her eyes, deep in thought. Three weeks ... three weeks I've been gone. Probably worrying my family to death, Lady Tsunade, Ino, my teamates! I should be at home, helping them for the War. Would if they started without me? I need to be there and heal. Not HERE. Would if Naruto found out I was gone?! Sakura pondered in horror. She didn't want him to know that. Knowing him, he'd probably try to find her and then blame himself when he didn't. Even if she didn't come back, it wasn't his fault. He would never be to blame. No ... I'm not gonna stop! This is my mission. And I'm gonna keep trying, for the sake of me and my loved ones.
The young medic-nin snapped her eyes, clear and focused with renewed fervor and determination. Hiruzen had watched her lapse of silence curiously, noting the completely different look in her eyes now. She faced him, finally voicing her plan. " Hokage, I mean no disrespect by this and I know it's a lot to ask of you but it's the only thing I can think of. " She began, voice genuinely sympathetic. " I have an idea on maybe finding a way of going home. "
Hiruzen sat back and crossed his arms, intrigue and curiosity shining in the gray depths of his eyes. " Well, then. Let's here it. "
Sakura nodded. " It's not exactly simple but here it is. It's common knowledge that Clans, especially powerful Clans like the Uchiha or Hyuga to name examples, never give away big-top secrets. It's a sign of weakness and enemies might take advantage of the information. " She stated immediately. " In fact, they keep things like that closely guarded and most of the time, only members of the Clan actually know about it. It's their right to, after all. "
Hiruzen narrowed his eyes, catching on to what she was trying to say. " What are you trying to suggest, Sakura? " He inquired warily.
Sakura felt a fleeting moment of returning guilt but she quickly shook it off. " What I'm saying is, maybe I can find a way to get the information from the Clan. The secret files to be exact. It's not hundred percent clear but we'll be much better off that way. My chances of finding a way back home might increase. " She finally said, the tangles of a plan already began to form in her head.
The Third Hokage gave out a long, loud sigh. " Sakura ... you do realize the risks of such attempts, don't you? I would be violating the terms of the Uchiha Clan's privacy. I may be Hokage but they are still one of the essential power points of in this village. I have no wish to make them an enemy by pushing my boundaries. As clever as your suggestion is, it's also dangerous and may put you and others in danger. " He replied, his voice uncertain.
" I already know that, Lord Hokage. It's not going to be as easy and I know with a clarity how risky is it. " Sakura agreed. In all honesty, she never wanted to put so much pressure on this man or herself for that matter. He didn't deserve it and was dealing with his own problems as Hokage. But still, if there was even the slightest ray of hope in this dangerous solution, she wouldn't ignore it. Home. Sakura needed to be home and nothing would steer her from it. " I get the place you're in. Really, I do. I'm willing to hear any other options you have to say but I'm not going to give up. This is truly the only possibility I can think of. "
The Hokage smiled at her tiredly. " It's good that you're still so optimistic and determined, Sakura. Great qualities a ninja can have. " Hiruzen said kindly.
" Thank you, Third Hokage. " She acknowledged gratefully. " My friends and family keep me going. I don't want to never see them again or have them think I'm dead. " Sakura replied seriously before giggling a bit in amusement. " Besides, a certain friend of mine never gives up. If he was in my place, he wouldn't be quitting or losing hope. Why should I? I don't want him getting the better of me. " She said teasingly, fondness filling her as she recalled Naruto's never-wavering determination. " I hate to lose, after all. " Sakura added, smiling.
Hiruzen smiled once again as well, amused. " Clearly. " Quickly returning to his former seriousness, he added. " As for your plan, Sakura ... I'm still not entirely sure. I'll talk it over with my advisors as soon as possible. We'll see where that takes us. " He promised.
Sakura nodded in affirmation, satisfied with his response. She truly didn't expect anything more than this and at least she could tell he was considering it. " That's all I really am asking for. " She admitted.
" I'll call you to my office as soon as my meeting with them are over. " Hiruzen informed her. " For now anyway, stay at home. "
" Got it. " She agreed, despite inwardly groaning. All I ever do is stay at home. Sakura grumbled. She hadn't been on a misson ever since her she got put back in the past. Truly, Sakura never thought she would miss being on a mission this much. Why on earth am I complaining so much lately? Is it because of the stress? She wondered, bewildered. Or maybe Naruto. I always knew he'd be a bad influence on me. She realized, finding her answer quickly. Regardless, she really missed him more than just about anyone, excluding her parents. Sakura never thought she'd say this but even his annoying immaturity or cluelessness would be welcome now. I wonder why? She pondered but it remained unanswered as she bowed respectfully to the Hokage before walking out the office.
Meanwhile, Kushina was in her typical training zone, this time alone. The past week had certainly been interesting for her, both good and bad if she was honest. Hitting swift kicks to the trunk of a tree half-heartedly, her mind raced and went over the events that she had dealt with. Akana had been sulky still about the fight they had over helping Sakura at least for the first three days but she did her best to ignore it. She could tell her mother still didn't agree with her daughter but she was at least shutting up about it, much to Kushina's relief. She loved her mother more than anything but she hated how distrustful Akana could be. 'Cause I'm a kid, apparently. I don't KNOW what I'm talking about half the time, at least as far as she was concerned. She was the one who was wrong! Kushina thought, her old anger returning quickly. Without realizing in her anger, she quickly punched a fist-sized hole in the tree. At least she's more or less back to normal. She grudgingly admitted, still angry.
Feeling her fist stuck in some sort of obstruction, Kushina finally noticed her annoyance-fueled punch had created a gaping hole in it. Moving her fist a little, it barely moved. Muttering some impatient curses, she tugged harder and finally freed her hand from the tree. Her mother's emotional problems were not the only thing that had bothered her lately. Thanks to Sakura, Minato now became the center of her thoughts more than usual. Minato loves me ... that seems so unreal. How the hell can Sakura be so sure, -dattebane? Kushina thought, her emotional state splitting between confusion and some other emotion she couldn't name. She said I love Minato ... how dumb is that? I don't care about love. Just look at Sakura and see what it did to her because of that Sasuke-teme guy. All it ever does is ruin you in some way or another. Loving a man was something that had always been an entirely ridiculous concept to her. She shunned the idea so much that she had in the process shunned the idea of falling in love, even with Minato.
She huffed in annoyance and walked away from the work she had down on the tree. Instead, she sat down and leaned against another one. She really needed to think now, no matter how much the idea annoyed her. Did she love Minato? Her mental head screamed 'Hell no!' and Kushina had for the longest time agreed with it. But her heart? It was all confused. She couldn't deny how her heart sometimes sped up when he said or did a really sweet thing for her. Or how heavily she relied on his companionship ever since he had rescued her three years ago from Cloud ninja. I followed you because of the trail of red hair you were leaving. I noticed it right away because it was so pretty. Minato's words echoed in her ears from that day. Kushina ran her hand through her hair unconsciously, a happy smile visible on her face. I remember how happy he made me that day ... he loved my horrible red hair when all I ever felt about it was shame. He made me feel accepted, like someone actually cared. I was more than just the container of the Nine-tails ... I was just Kushina. She reflected, powerful feelings surging inside her. Maybe, just maybe she did actually love Minato ...
Suddenly, Kushina shook her head angrily before getting up again. What the hell does Sakura know about love anyway? She fell for a Uchiha teme, after all! A person who abandoned his village for power. And what's worse, she still sympathizes with him and still loves Sasuke-teme. On top of that, she STILL hasn't realized she loves that Naruto guy! Why should I listen to her?! Kushina pushed her moment of weakness away. She didn't love Minato. He was a very close friend that she could never live without but falling for him was out of the question. Just look at the condition my mother's in ... I don't want to end up like that. She realized.
She may have temporarily come to her conclusion of Minato but she still had to deal with his supposed feelings. I'm starting to think Sakura may be right, about this at least. Minato might just have feelings for me. She truly didn't know what she thought of that. Part of her felt happy (which she refused to admit meant something) and the other part of her felt uncomfortable. Lucky for her, Minato had been send on misson after mission with his teammates so she had happily been able to avoid the awkward subject of how he felt about her. The only thing he'd actually found time for was to help Sakura but Kushina knew he did it because he felt bad and wanted to help. I'll have to face him about it someday ... just NOT now. Kushina thought determinedly though honestly, she didn't know how she'd be able to spend time with him on a regular basis without that question in the back of her mind. I want an answer ... but I also don't. Kushina made a loud, frustrated sound. " Damnit! Why does this have to be so complicated, -dattebane!? " Kushina once again punched the tree behind her, trying to let loose all her frustration and pent-up confusion in that single punch.
It created a larger dent then her first punch and to her relief, Kushina felt much better afterwards. She removed her fist from the trunk like she did the last time, which again took a bit more effort than she had it wanted to. She turned up her navy-blue eyes to the sky, noting how the sun was sinking down the sky, staining it with red. Guess I've been out a bit longer than I thought. I better go home. I don't want my Mom to worry about me. Kushina turned and quickly departed the Training Field, not looking back to the several demolished trees covered with holes, both from her legs and fists.
Sakura had long-ago left the Hokage office behind, trudging through the streets of Konoha. Civilians still roamed the area of course but it had thinned out much compared to earlier. The pink-haired girl was not truly paying attention to her surroundings, her expression deep in thought. I wonder if the Third's advisors will accept my idea? If there anything like they are in my time, it probably won't be without complaints. She grimaced at that realization. Sakura was never really that fond of the elders to begin with and she recalled vividly how often Tsunade had clashed with them. Her master had always been fairly impatient from the beginning but she always seemed to be especially testy when it came to them. Honestly, Sakura couldn't blame her. She would never be able to put up with their arrogant and conceited nature either. It amazed her how well the short-tempered Hokage could handle Koharu and Homura. Lady Tsunade's patience with them is always by a thread. One of these days there gonna push her too far and it just ... won't end well. She thought with a certainty.
Sakura sighed. She really missed her master, too. Lady Tsunade, Shizune ... I hope you're doing okay. I wish I could tell you I was fine. They were sure to have noticed she was gone by now. Gaara probably informed them that she never showed and Tsunade realized she had never accomplished the mission. Sakura never wanted her family and friends to think she was dead! They all cared so much and the assumed loss of a close friend would be horrible to endure at the brink of a war. I can't take it! Of all the times ... Why can't I be home already? A war is about to happen and what if people die that I would've been able to heal ... I have responsibilities. That's what really bothered her besides the aching loss she felt of her friends. Sakura was inexperienced when it came to wars but she knew there would be severe casualties and deaths. Tsunade and others had constantly praised her as a top medic-nin. If that was true, then she was needed back home now more than ever.
She quickly was pulled out of her musings however when she noticed the now familiar shape of Kushina. She looked tired and her ninja clothes were covered with dirt. Her black forehead protector was of course still attached firmly to her head but it was also dirty. Her long, red hair was down this time.
" Kushina! " Sakura called in surprise, causing the red-head to turn her eyes to the sound of Sakura's voice.
Kushina recognized her immediately. " Oh. It's you. " She replied back, voice almost dull. It wasn't like she was angry to see Sakura. In fact, over the past week or so, she had lost almost all of her dislike of the pinkette. Kushina was however tired. On top of that, she was annoyed that she still had thought about Minato the entire way home. Kami, it made her almost hate him for preocuping her thoughts so!
" What's that supposed to mean? " Sakura grumbled in annoyance, not liking the flat tone Kushina had used on her.
Kushina glared at her before rolling her eyes. " I'm tired, okay? You don't have to be so sensitive all the time, Sakura. " She muttered back, annoyed a bit now herself. She may been known for her hyperactivity and energy but it wasn't a curse to be tired for once, right? She was a Uzumaki through and through. It was true she didn't get tired very easily so this was strange for her. She blamed it on Minato.
" I am not sensitive, Kushina. " Sakura denied right back, crossing her arms in irritation. She always hated it when people called her that. She could admit she was emotional for a ninja but sensitive? No.
The red-headed kunoichi once again rolled her eyes, biting back the scathing retort of 'Would you rather me call you a touchy attention-whore instead?' from her lips. While Sakura's reaction to that comeback would indeed be amusing and priceless, she for once didn't feel like arguing. Her emotions were too mixed up for her to summon up her usual sharp tongue and spunk. I'm losing my edge. It's all your fault, Minato. Kushina thought angrily. " Whatever. " She replied instead, tone dismissive. " What are you doing out here anyway? "
" What, I can't be out of my apartment every once and while? " Sakura said sarcastically. " I just came back from visiting the Hokage. I mentioned to him my idea of getting back home. "
Kushina's navy-blue eyes lit up with childish interest and she fell in step next to Sakura who started walking back in the direction of the Hyuga compound. " Plan? You have a plan, -dattebane? " She asked, a tinge of excitement and surprise in her previously bored voice.
Sakura looked at her from the corner of her eye, slight affrontment in her emerald gaze. " Don't sound so surprised. Of course I do. " She said firmly. " The books of just basic, well-known Sharingan facts don't have enough information about the stuff we're dealing with. So I asked him if I could ... well, if I could ... " She began hesitantly.
" Just get to the point already, Sakura. I wanna know, -dattebane! " Kushina insisted impatiently.
" Alright, alright already. Just relax. " She grumbled. Sakura knew her plan was risky and she still doubted if the advisors or the Hokage would agree with it. Consequently, it wasn't easy for her to voice it even to Kushina. " My plan is to find the secret Uchiha files in their Clan compound so I can get more of an idea of their Sharingan. The Mangekyo Sharingan isn't a normal level of Sharingan. I won't find that in some book. " She finally said, her determination growing every time she said it.
Kushina stopped walking immediately after she said that. Sakura stopped as well, curiously observing her red-headed ally. Kushina looked completely shocked, her navy-blue eyes widening and mouth gaping open. Is she crazy or just stupid? That's the UCHIHA Clan she's talking about here. She thought, anxious and disbelieving of Sakura's little idea. " Okay. Are you crazy, Sakura? " She questioned bluntly, almost voicing her exact thoughts. " That's the Uchiha Clan. They're extremely powerful and if you even try and mess with them, all you'll get is trouble. " Kushina said, almost worried about the risks Sakura was trying to take.
" Not crazy. Just practical. " Sakura corrected. " My enemy used a time-travel jutsu on me when I fought him with his Mangekyo Sharingan. It's one of the legends of the Uchiha Clan. " She informed. " So many techniques can be created out of their visual jutsu, to be honest it's not completely surprising one of them figured out something like that. " Especially since that was Madara I was fighting. Sakura added silently. " The point is, maybe if I get the files, I can read it and find out at least the legend of a time-travel jutsu. Then we'll go from that and-"
Kushina put her hand up to stop her from going any further. " So you have an outline of it so far. Good. But you're not completely understanding this, Sakura. " She began, her dark eyes darkened even more with doubt and worry. " If I'm getting this right, you want to literally break in the compound, totally stomp on a Clan's right of privacy of Clan secrets, steal files, and possibly turn the entire Uchiha Clan against you and worse, Lord Hokage. " The red-head assessed, feeling overwelming emotions of disbelief and concern. It take away every single, shred of pride she had in her to admit her concern was for Sakura.
The medic-nin stared at her in dismay, not at all liking the way Kushina had described what she had set out to deal. " You don't have to say it like that, you know. " Sakura muttered pathetically, the dangerous rules she was breaking sinking in even deeper than before.
" I'm just saying the truth. That's what your plan is, right? " She checked. Why should she sugarcoat anything Sakura was doing? This solution to getting back home seemed way too risky for her. There had to be another way to this that didn't involve her getting killed or thrown in prison the rest of her life.
" I just want to go home, Kushina. I know this was never going to be easy for me ever since I found out I was in your time. " The kunoichi replied, her voice almost pleading. " I have friends and family waiting back for me at home. I can't stay here. I will not to stay her any longer than I have to. You don't know what's happening in the future. A war is about to break where I'm from. " Sakura finally admitted, trying to get Kushina to see where she was coming from. " I'm a medical ninja and they need someone like me around. So that's why I'm willing to do whatever it takes to, even if that involves bending the village rules. " Sakura stated, her conviction unfaltering.
Kushina gazed at her, undisguised sympathy shining in her navy depths. " I get it, Sakura. If I'm honest, I would try just about anything to get home to if I were in your position. I'm sorry you had to be brought here with a war looming over back at your Konoha. " She confessed freely. " But still, there has to be more options to this! And I know I'm the last person to be saying something like this but what you plan on doing is way too dangerous and reckless. " She insisted passionately.
Sakura was staring at her in complete state of disbelief. I think that's the first time I've ever seen Kushina say sorry about anything. Or been this nice to me. She's actually a really nice person. I can't believe I didn't see it earlier. She realized, touched by the red-head's show of concern for her. She never expected this from someone who seemed so coarse on the outside. " I know it's not exactly free of risks but it's my only option. If I don't take or at least consider this possibility, I'll regret it forever. " She shot back stubbornly. No matter how grateful she was that Kushina cared enough to be worried for her, nothing would change her mind.
The air of compassion around the Chunin quickly evaporated, turning into a frustrated groan. " For Kami's sake, you're so damn stubborn, Sakura, -dattebane! " She put her head on her forehead and stomped her foot in an annoyed way, her patience beginning to wear thin. " You could be put in prison or worse. You have to know that, right? "
" Of course I do. But I'm still not changing my mind. " She said, her tone final. " It's a way to go back home. I'm not letting go of it. "
Kushina sighed loudly. " You aren't even sure if you'll find information about some dumb Time-Travel visual jutsu. For all you know, this could just end in complete disaster. You'll get caught and I get the right to say 'I told you so'. " She countered logically.
Sakura was quiet for a moment. " Well, I'll never know unless I try. " She replied firmly.
Kushina closed her eyes, one hand still resting on her forehead, the other on her hip. " You really are crazy. " She muttered in total annoyance before raising her head and looking at Sakura. " Well, I guess I'm crazy too. " She added in resignation.
Sakura looked startled. " You mean you'll-"
" Don't even finish that sentence. Of course I am. I promised you I'd help you, remember? " Kushina said. " As crazy as I think this is, I don't want you doing it alone. " She stated earnestly. She still had not dislodged the sickening sense of responsibility she felt for Sakura ever since she had rescued her. I still don't like it at all ... why me? But Sakura's all alone on this. I can't let her do all of this by herself. She'll just get into more trouble.
" Kushina, you really don't have to. It's not your problem, it's mine. And would if things turn bad. You'd get in trouble too. " Sakura argued immediately. The last thing she wanted was the red-head to be involved with her own risks.
She shrugged nonchalantly in response. " Then at least I had some fun. I love adventure and excitement. " Kushina grinned. " This is definitely some interesting stuff, I have to admit. " Kushina responded cheerfully, actually looking excited now and not the worry and annoyance she had shown mere moments before.
" You really don't-" Sakura began again.
" Shut up, Sakura. I'm going, -dattebane. Don't try changing my mind. " She shot back. Kushina had already realized what she was going to do and nothing Sakura would say to her would change it. The logical side of her hated this plan but the other side of her felt different. She was always up for some challenges. And Kushina Uzumaki would not be called a coward. She was fearless! I wonder how Minato will take this? She thought absently.
The medic-nin sighed a bit, looking annoyed. " You're pretty stubborn too, y'know that? " Sakura muttered in defeat. Kushina would never shut up about going along with it. She would push and push to the point of such extreme annoyance, Sakura would end up giving in any way. Call her selfish but she really didn't want to hear the constant nagging. Besides that complete truth, she actually found someone in on it with her comforting. Never thought I'd think that. 'Kushina' and 'comforting' in the same sentence. Sakura noted inwardly.
" Yeah, yeah. So I'm told. " She replied off-handedly, waving her hand dismissively. " So, when are we doing it? " She asked curiously.
Sakura crossed her arms, looking visibly thoughtful. " I'm not really sure. The Hokage said he'd talk with the advisors about it and-"
Kushina made a sound akin to an amused scoff. " Good luck with that. " The red-head retorted, obvious disbelief and amusement in her voice. " Those stuffy people are so hard-headed about political stuff like that, it'll be amazing if they even consider it. " She responded curtly.
The pink-haired girl glared at her a bit, annoyed that she was actually agreeing with her. " I know. But still, if there is any chance they may agree then I'm taking it. " Sakura insisted. She knew her odds weren't exactly great. They never were from the beginning. She realized that a while ago. But she couldn't help hoping. It was one of the few things that kept her going.
" You say that a lot, y'know. " Kushina noted flatly before continuing to walk with Sakura. " I guess I'll walk with you. Our houses are pretty much in the same direction, anyway. " She added logically.
Present: Fifth Hokage Tsunade, Advisors
" Princess Tsunade, you must stop wasting our ninja on tracking missions. " Koharu ordered, her tone clipped and faintly tinged with frustration.
" Yes. Don't forget the Fourth Great Ninja War is very soon to starting. We can't afford working our shinobi day after day. Their resources should be used for preparation and supplies, not the search of a medic-nin who's been MIA for almost a month. " Homura supplied emotionlessly.
" Be quiet, both of you. " Tsunade growled immediately. " I'm the Hokage. I realize the importance of our ninja focusing solely on the war efforts. " She acknowledged, raising her head to look at the elders.
" And yet you excert your people by ordering them to find Sakura for days on end. You have also yet to find any evidence that supports where her whereabouts currently are. " Homura argued. " We realize your emotional attachment to your student but it's unbecoming of a Hokage to let your personal feelings cloud your judgement. "
Unbecoming? What the hell do you know about it?! You aren't dealing with what I am dealing with. Tsunade thought angrily, fury at her advisors' arrogance and heartlessness. She wasn't blind. Tsunade knew her shinobi had been out for days at a time with no new evidence. She also knew that they had often come back tired only to be put to work right afterwards. Unfortunately for her, her damn advisors had noticed as well and consequently called this meeting with her. How she cursed her luck that she had to face their complaints.
" Sakura is my student. Of course I don't want to stop looking for her. " Tsunade began, her voice barely even. They were really starting to antagonize her. " Sakura, however, is also one of the village's most skilled medical ninja. Her healing and medical expertise are invaluable to us, especially now. So in reality, searching for her and returning her to our village is not a complete liability. " She pointed out matter-of-factly, trying her best to appeal to her advisors logically.
Homura and Koharu looked at each other, seeming to share the same thoughts. Koharu was the one who voiced it this time. " Sakura is indeed an asset to Konoha but your point would matter more if you have found any clues to what happened to her during her misson to the Sand. You haven't, have you? " She questioned, sounding more like a statement than an actual question.
Tsunade raised herself from her chair, obvious anger in her face and body language. Her hands were on her desk, looking ready to squeeze the life out of something. " We don't know what has happened to Sakura. Nothing has been found the past few weeks. All the more reason why we should keep looking. " Tsunade answered furiously. She glared at them, daring them to argue any further.
The advisors looked startled and faintly frightened of their Hokage. " You are to show some more respect for your elders, Princess Tsunade. " Homura grumbled, rattled.
" Learn more self-control. " Koharu added angrily, detesting how impatient and ill-tempered the Fifth Hokage was.
Tsunade gave them a death glare, just about ready to choke them. She was tired of their patronizing and arrogance. Honestly, it was a miracle she hadn't beaten the life out of them already after all the criticising they have made of her. " You are not the Hokage, I am. " She reminded them icily. " If I feel the need to have my ninja continue looking for Sakura, then that's final. "
" Then you are a fool. " Homura insulted furiously. " And unfit to be Konoha's Hokage. " He said bluntly, disapproval and disdain dripping from his voice.
That did it. Tsunade got up and charged her two advisors, fury emitting from her that it was palpable. She grabbed them roughly by their collars with both hands and raised them up to look at them in the face. They seemed horrified by this unexpected action, sweat dripping down their faces in fear. " Unhand us! This is not appropriate behavior, Princess Tsunade! " Koharu ordered nervously.
" Oh, shut up! " Tsunade shouted, a large scowl marring her beautiful, youthful features. " Who do you think you are?! Ordering me around like some child! " She criticised. " I'm the rightful Hokage of this village and it isn't your place to overrule me. " She retorted frostily, before dropping them ungracefully to the floor. " I'll compromise with you. The search for Sakura will continue at least until the war starts. If she is not found by then ..." Tsunade trailed away for a second, her voice failing her momentarily. " Then ... all of our ninja will be focused on the war. We cannot afford them for something as serious and important as this. " She admitted grudgingly. " Understand? " She prompted, tone still unfriendly.
Homura and Koharu once again shared a glance before getting off the floor after the rough handling the Hokage had presented them with. " We accept your terms only if you lesson the time and number of ninja on these parties. " Homura stated, Koharu nodding in agreement.
Tsunade narrowed her eyes threateningly for a moment before turn her back against them, saying in disgust " Fine. Just get out of my sight. " If they stayed there any longer, she was afraid she would do something violent.
The elders glared at the woman's back unabashedly now that she wasn't looking before acquiescing and leaving behind her makeshift office.
When she was sure they were gone, Tsunade sighed heavily. Stress, misery, and defeat were fighting her at all sides, making the level of her emotional limit being unbearable. She sat behind her desk again and put her hands clasped together. For once, she actually didn't feel like drinking any sake even though it lay free of use right in front of her. A war is on the horizon ... in a week it will start. I truly don't have time to search for Sakura. She sighed again, her amber eyes pools of distress and guilt. I'm sorry Sakura ... wherever you are, I just hope you're alive. If you are, whatever situation you're in, just be strong. As your master, I wouldn't expect anything less from you. Tsunade thought, smiling bitterly. The village needs me more than you do.
Past: Kushina Uzumaki & Sakura Haruno
Sakura and Kushina had walked together in mostly a companionable silence until the red-head in question had started chattering animatedly about her teammates, training, and then about their " plan " involving the Uchihas. Apparently, Kushina hated silences of any kind, awkward or not. Truthfully, Sakura felt the urge to shut her up after about ten minutes of nonstop talking. It's times like this I miss when she hated me. She grumbled innerly.
" Hey, are you even listening to me, -dattebane!?" Kushina shouted at her indignantly, finally noticing the noncommittal answers and faint traces of a scowl on the pinkette's face. She better not be ignoring me! I HATE being ignored. She openly glowered at Sakura, annoyed.
Sakura jumped a bit and then stared back at her. Kushina was frowning at her in such a childish manner it almost made her laugh. It's such a Naruto-thing to do. She realized once again, baffled and amused by Kushina's personality. She still missed Naruto more than she really cared to admit and sometimes being with the red-head made her feel better. Sakura still didn't truly understand it but Kushina was at times so much like Naruto, it made her feel like he was actually here. She never thought she'd miss his loud complaining and annoying childishness but she did. She has to have some sort of connection to Naruto ... what is it though? It's on the tip of my tongue. I just know it! It was upsetting how difficult I felt for her to grasp it but it continued to escape her.
" Oh, of course I am. " Sakura lied, smiling falsely. Her words were contradicted even more when Inner Sakura finally woke. 'Hell No! Just shut up already, Kushina! Shannaro!' Inner Sakura screamed in her psyche, raising her fist. She shook her irritating inner voice off and refocused her attention on the Chunin.
Kushina had her arms crossed, looking at her with a unconvinced, bothersome expression on her face. " You're a really bad liar, y'know that? " She stated pointedly.
Sakura rolled her eyes in annoyance. " Whatever. " She answered back, not feeling the urge to deny it. She was a bad liar. Most of the people she knew had called her that at some point or another. Suddenly, she recalled that Kushina had completely omitted Minato from her no-direction chatter. That striked Sakura as odd, especially now that she knew the red-head's feelings for the blonde Jonin. " Hey, what's up with you and Minato? You don't mention him eariler, did you? " She inquired curiously.
The red-head scowled immediately at that reminder. She had done so well at suppressing Minato thanks to all the excitement of the Uchiha files plot and now Sakura just had to bring him up. Thanks so much, Sakura. Kushina thought sarcastically. They continued walking again. " So? I don't have to mention him every day, do I? " She grumbled.
" Well, no. " Sakura agreed, noticing curiously how touchy Kushina was being when Minato was brought up. What's that about? She wondered. " You usually do, though. Did you two have a fight? " She asked.
Kushina made a loud scoffing sound and immediately halted again. She faced Sakura, her fist raised, wide apart legs, and an annoyed look. " No! Of course not. Minato and I don't get into big arguments unless it's really serious. " She objected right away.
" Okay. " Sakura said. " Then what's going on? Did you tell Minato how you feel? " She pried, not stopping herself from asking. She wasn't as gossip-obsessed as Ino was but that doesn't mean she didn't have an interest in it.
Kushina looked outraged as soon as those words left Sakura's mouth. " What the hell are you talking about, -dattebane?! There is nothing to tell. I don't love Minato! Now shut up about it, -dattebane! " She snapped angrily, eyes glaring at the pink-haired girl. She shouldn't be telling me what I feel. She can't even understand her own feelings.
Sakura blinked in confusion. Why can't she just admit she loves Minato? There's nothing wrong with it. He's a really nice person. She thought, bewildered. " Kushina, Minato loves you. You have to admit you at least have feelings for him. " She pressed.
Kushina covered her ears, her annoyance reaching an entirely new level. " Ugh! Just be quiet already! I know he has feelings for me now. " Kushina finally admitted. " But I do not love him, -dattebane. " She continued to protest.
She raised a brow, crossing her arms. " So ... what? You're just gonna have him suffer from unrequited love? Shame on you, Kushina. " Sakura replied smoothly, a devious smirk beginning to pull at her lips. I know how she's going to react to that. She thought. She was in love with Minato no matter how much she denied it.
The red-head's expression faltered. " No! Of course not! " She fired back immediately. The medic-nin she was talking to had a smirk that grew wider every second. Before she could say anything, Kushina sputtered back " Wait, no! What I mean is ... he'll get over it. " She argued weakly, sickened by the way that possibility actually upset her. Why does that bother me?
" I don't know ... " Sakura said, closing her eyes. " It depends on how stubborn he is. Is he stubborn, Kushina? " She asked teasingly. Maybe it was Ino's dark influence over her since she was younger but Sakura was really starting to enjoy poking at the red-head's obvious affection for Minato. " Besides, do you even want him to get over you? "
She scowled at the pinkette, furious and rattled by the smug amusement she could see plainly on Sakura's face. dammit, dammit, dammit. This is pissing me off. Kushina ranted internally, trying to some comeback that didn't seem entirely lame. " You're a baka, -dattebane! " The red-head settled on, temporarily satisfied by that response.
Sakura looked at her in mock hurt. " A well-known baka calling me a baka? That hurts my feelings. " She pouted fakely. Kushina was so easy to tease, especially when it came to Minato. You know, this is really fun. Sakura reflected.
" Well, you are -dattebane! " Kushina retorted, ignoring the baka barb Sakura had thrown back at her. " You're even more emotionally messed up than I am. You say I love Minato when you keep denying that you love Naruto. You don't know what you're talking about. " She argued bluntly.
This got Sakura's attention. " You're wrong, Kushina. I don't feel that way about him. " Sakura stated, annoyed. " Why do you keeping saying that? " She questioned angrily. I love Sasuke-kun ... only Sasuke-kun ... right? She wondered doubtfully, confusion creeping up on her in the corners of her mind. Do I? I don't know anymore.
" Because it's so obvious! " Kushina answered. " The way talk about him, the way you look when you talk about him. That whole sob story you told me about how guilty you felt because of that promise thing. " She added, remembering vividly how heartbroken and upset she was during that day in the library. " If even I can see it, then that's gotta tell ya how obvious it is. " She told her honestly, sounding less annoyed than before.
" I care about Naruto a lot, Kushina. He's probably the best friend I've ever had. I would do anything for him. " Sakura confessed honestly, before sighing. " But I can't love him. First of all, I don't deserve it. I never did. " She felt old self-loathing creep in her again, even in her tone. " But it's more than that. Not only do I not do enough for him, I'm in love with someone else. " Sakura said, her voice wavering with sorrow. Or at least, I think I am. She thought doubtfully.
" What? Sasuke-teme? " The red-head supplied, unimpressed. I don't understand her. The guy's a traitor who left his village. How can still love a person who betrayed everyone he cared about by leaving? It's dumb and he broke her heart. " If you're so sure you only love him, then why is that every time I mention you liking your other teamate, you look confused? " Kushina asked, earning a startled look from Sakura. " You say you don't love Naruto but almost every time you do, you look like you don't what the hell you're saying. " She noted honestly, looking puzzled.
Sakura frowned in thought, equally taken off guard by Kushina's words and her use of the disrespectful suffix -teme at the end of Sasuke's name. Naruto used to add that to Sasuke's name too sometimes, when he was really upsetting him about something. She recalled, once again stumped by Kushina's similarities to Naruto.
She pushed it away for later, knowing that the red-head was waiting for her answer. She sighed heavily and did not meet her eyes. " You want to know the truth? " Sakura began reluctantly. " That's because I'm still working things out. " She finally admitted. It took her forever to even admit that to herself ever since Naruto returned from his training with Jiraiya over a year ago. I think this is the first time I ever told anyone this, except for Ino. Sakura reflected, before continuing on. " I honestly don't know what I feel for Naruto. It's been really confusing for a while now. All I know is I still have feelings for Sasuke-kun. "
" I knew it. " Kushina said suddenly, looking like a lightbulb just went on in her head. " You love Naruto but you're in denial over it so that's why you're confused. It makes perfect sense! " The red-head claimed triumphantly. Sakura really is blind. Maybe I can help her with this too. Kushina wondered. She wasn't really in to romance but sorting out Sakura's emotional words sounded like a challenge and something to keep her busy. I love challenges. She thought eagerly.
Sakura glared at her, indigantion rising up in her chest. " Who said I'm in denial about anything? " She grumbled. " I'm just a little lost, that's all. If anything you're the one in denial. " She said pointedly, an edge of irritation in her voice.
" Am not, -dattebane! It's true, -dattebane! Minato is my friend, -dattebane! " The red-headed Chunin denied furiously, almost biting her tongue off when she realized she had said 'dattebane' three times in row. Smooth, Kushina. She thought angrily, embarassed at her nervous slip of a word.
" Admit, Kushina. You're just as confused as I am and you know it. " Sakura claimed, rounding the corner to her apartment near the Hyuga compound. I wonder how long it's gonna take her to admit she loves Minato? Probably forever. She can't even admit she's confused. Sakura answered her own question quick enough.
" I am not confused! " She shouted angrily, unknowingly proving Sakura's inner monologue correct. " You can't tell me how I feel, -dattebane! " Kushina argued stubbornly. Sakura-pinky's such a know-it-all. Like's she's smarter than me or something. The red-head glared at her once more at least for the millionth time that day.
" You can't tell me what I feel either. " Sakura countered logically, looking at her curiously. I think I might try to get Kushina to realize she loves Minato. It's no going to be easy. The girl has way too much pride for that but maybe I'll get somewhere with her. Sakura realized, coming to the conclusion that Kushina was never going to realize she wanted to be with Minato unless she was given a little push. Preferably from Sakura herself.
Kushina just muttered something that sounded faintly like 'You're just too stupid to figure it out yourself' but Sakura ignored the insult. Instead, she frowned deeply in thought. Kushina's connection to Naruto ... what is it? As she finally reached the door to her apartment, that thought continually tossed itself inside her mind. The red-headed kunoichi paused by the door, about to leave until she noticed the intense, concentrated stare the pink-haired girl had cast on her.
" Why are you staring at me? " Kushina asked out loud, bewilderment on her pale face. Seriously, can she stop that? It's creeping me out. She knew Sakura sometimes stared at her longer than necessary, usually when she believed she wasn't looking. And every time, the medic-nin would stare at her with a searching type of gaze, like she was trying to figure out something that she could only understand by looking at her. It was, to be honest, unnerving.
She ignored the Chunin's question, continuing to study her carefully. It's her face ... the shape of her eyes ... dattebane ... that's it! She's Naruto's mother! Sakura finally realized. Shock swirled inside her so quickly it was unbelievable. It all made sense now. The way her face looked and how she sometimes would remind her of Naruto when she was upset, angry, cheerful and more importantly, the way she grinned when she was really, really happy. All the personality traits she had like Naruto: his playfulness, mischievousness, stubbornness, his hot-tempered and impatient nature. I've been so stupid. I can't believe I didn't realize it earlier. It was obvious right from the first time she used dattebane and I found out she was a Uzumaki. Sakura honestly felt like slapping herself for her denseness.
" Well, I'm going to go now. " Kushina informed her, still frowning at Sakura before turning to walk the other way, her hands behind her head in a boyish manner. Whatever's wrong with her, I hope she snaps out of it. She thought, faintly worried.
" YOU'RE NARUTO'S MOTHER!" Sakura blurted out uncontrollably, too stunned by this realization to find the strength to stop herself from saying it. I can't believe it ... I MET Naruto's mother ... I argued with Naruto's mother ... I TOLD her about Naruto ... ! Am I dreaming? She wondered. This whole thing seemed completely unreal. Never in her wildest dreams did she expect a situation like this would occur.
Kushina turned around immediately, staring at her oddly. " Did I hear you right? What are you talking about?! " She asked her, confused and aggravated. Did she just call me her teammate's mother or what? Kushina wondered in complete disbelief.
" You heard what I said. You're Naruto's mother. You look and act just like him. " Sakura replied, abandoning complete self-control at the moment.
Kushina walked back to her, having a expression mixed with disbelief/annoyance. " How can you be so sure, -dattebane? Did someone actually tell you already that I'm his mother in your time, -dattebane? And if they did, why didn't you frickin tell me, -dattebane?! " Kushina growled angrily. She's crazy. I never really cared about having children. She has to be mistaken. She thought, feeling vulnerable and uncomfortable by this topic.
Sakura paused for a minute. " Not really but I don't need to. Naruto has your personality and the face and eye shape. Plus, he always says 'dattebyo' when's he's nervous or angry. That's a lot like 'dattebane'. And he's a sixteen-year-old Uzumaki. " She verified. " I'm almost positive that he's your son, Kushina. " She continued.
The red-head scowled. " You mean my son's cursed with something as terrible as 'dattebane'? How does he live with that? " Kushina shook her head. " If I ever have children, I don't want to pass down 'dattebane'. It's an annoying habit. " She said matter-of-factly. I have a son? That's impossible. She denied vehmently, refusing to fully believe it.
" Actually, he doesn't really care that he says 'dattebyo'. Personally, I think half the time he doesn't even notice he says it. " Sakura admitted, her mind still reeling with the fact that she had actually been saved and befriended Kushina Uzumaki, Naruto's birth mother. Why am I telling her all this? Do I want to ruin everything? She shouldn't know about this yet. She thought in frustration, knowing full well that it was too late to take her words back.
" I still don't believe you, though. " Kushina reminded her. " You don't know for sure if I'm Naruto's mom anyway. You're just assuming. " She argued weakly, unable to accept now all the support that she was faced with of Sakura's claim. " I'm leaving. It's nighttime now and my Mom wants my home. "
Kushina turned away from her, just about ready to leave. However, she couldn't stop herself from saying one more thing. " Besides, Sakura, do you have any idea how awkward it would be if I rescued the girl my future son fell in love with? The fact that you're also in love with him, whether you realize it or not, means I've been hanging out with Naruto's future girlfriend or wife or whatever. It makes it even more weird. " Kushina shook her head. " I'm still sixteen for Kami's sake. That's just creepy. " She added with a disconcerted frown. I think that's also why I don't wanna believe it. Kushina realized, slightly disturbed by that scenerio.
Sakura's emerald eyes widened. Oh, she agreed with the creepy factor. She had bonded with the red-headed girl lately, only to realize it was her teammate's mother. That was completely awkward but she again didn't like the way Kushina had so easily said she was in love with Naruto. " Kushina, wait -" The Chunin ignored her, already several yards away from Sakura's location. " -I don't love Naruto. " She finished lamely, watching the retreating figure of Kushina disappear completely.
A/N: I think is is the first time I ever published a chapter on a Monday night XD. I meant to publish it Sunday but this Chapter was pretty long and because I started a little late, it took me at least two days XD. But anyways, I finally finished it for you guys obviously. I liked this chapter. I know that Sharingan aspect of this chap wasn't included in the poll but I felt it was necessary for the plot to move along a little. Personally, I think one of my favorite parts was when Kushina didn't approve of Sakura's risky plan to get Clan secrets. I wanted to portray that as immature and hot-headed young Kushina can be at times, she really does have a compassionate and responsible side to her. Sakura never really noticed it until now. But I loved how the Kushi/Saku bonding was done right there. :)
And you wanted cuts to the present which I did do, with Tsunade. I wanted to cut to the Konoha 11 and how they're dealing with Sakura's disappearance but this chapter would've been too long that way XD. Same with the Sanin appearing in the past :P. And I love Sakura and Kushina's adorable denial about Minato and Naruto XD. Especially Kushina's :P because she's way too prideful for her own good :D. Sakura is too but not as much as Kushina. Both of them want to help with their love lives, another similarity between them XD. Best part of this Chapter: when Sakura finally realized Kushina was Naruto's mother. Both Sakura and Kushina's reactions were completely priceless and it's about time I brought it up :). Next chapter includes how they deal and cope with the revelation. ;)
SUMMARY OF CHAPTER 11: Third Hokage goes up against his advisors, deciding the fate of Sakura's plan while Kushina and Sakura learn to cope with their emotional feelings regarding the shocking truth of Kushina being the future mother of Naruto, all the while dealing with their personal feelings about both their blondes. Back in the present, Konoha 11 discuss Sakura and her disappearance, coming to a final conclusion.
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