One of you that are a guest have insulted me on my writing, until you are signed up to write your own story you don't have the right to insult me on the way I write you are only a reader nothing more, if you don't like the way I write you don't have to read my stories, I wouldn't have insulted your work I wouldn't even posted a comment for you.

I really do appreciate the nice once especially those written in captions thank you very much.

By the way in June going to be going to film school to become a screen writer, I'm so excited.

Might have one more chapter after this since don't know what else to do with this story.

Brendan couldn't sleep that night once he spent a few more hours with his children, which he loved more than anything, but Steven was coming in as the third most important man in his life and wondered if this is was pure love and happiness felt like. He never thought it was meant for him. He thought he was a fuck up, after everything that had happened with his ex-wife, thought he would hurt forever, be stuck in the porn industry for a few more years but he needed out he needed to change but he was growing up and needed a real relationship, he never would have thought it would be his last co-star. He never thought he had love to give but he did, he had so much to give and what would happen if he told Steven his thoughts, what would happen if he told him he loved him it was almost a week since they met, was it too soon to feel this way, there is something called love at first sight and that's what it was, he had checked Steven out the first day he laid eyes on him in the waiting room at the audition and felt a tingle in his groin, he felt it when he touched his finger to the redness of Steven's soft cheek to make sure it didn't hurt.

He desperately hoped that Steven felt it to, felt the connection between them the first meeting, so desperately to impress him, to make him feel wanted and comfortable around him.

Brendan could tell the changes in him he was more confident, he was the one who asked him for a kiss, he was the one who took charge in giving him a mind blowing blowjob. He was the one who said he loved when he would whisper in his ear while filming are just in private, he couldn't help it, he loved making Steven feel good, with sweet whispered words or just by his kisses and touches.

He was just with Steven 4 hours before but still had the need the want the craving for more of him, another level beyond sex, he wanted a real first same gendered relationship with him and it didn't scare him at all, he wanted to get to know him better inside and out he wanted his beautiful children to get to know him and him them, but would it be too much for him to take.

"I hope not" said Brendan out loud before turning around on the same side of the bed that Steven was on and could smell him on his sheets since he didn't want to change them just yet. He reached for the lamp on his night stand and shut it. He put his head down on the pillow that also smelt of Steven and took a deep breath and fell in a deep sleep.

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Ste was wide awake on his right side of the bed, he was all smiles, he had never felt so good never felt so loved in his life, Brendan made him feel wanted, his whole family had treated him like they had known him forever, his family never gave a shit about him, he felt more special then the way Doug made him feel. He trusted Brendan and his family with his life, trusted them they would never hurt him, they cared about him and he cared about them. He saw the love that Brendan had for his family it shown in his eyes when he was surprised that his children were at the club tonight. He saw it in his eyes when he told him how crazy he was about him, that saying his name drove him crazy, the truth was it also drove him crazy when he said Brendan out loud.

Ste was madly in love with Brendan he felt it the day they met felt it in the kiss felt it in the soft touch to his cheek felt it when Brendan took the mousse off his cheek and he felt it when he did the same and soon he hoped to lick it off his entire body. Gave him chills just thinking about it.

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Ste woke up due to the ringing of his mobile phone, he looked at it and it was a text from Brendan.

Brendan: Haven't stopped thinking about you all night :X

Ste: I miss you already.

Brendan: come over

Ste: Later

Brendan: How about that promise to feed the ducks at the pond with Leah and Lucas

Ste: you really want to

Brendan: Of course I do

Ste: where should we meet you?

Ste got up from his bed so excited. Ste checked his phone and Brendan text that they should meet by the pond in an hour.

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Brendan was in bed texting Steven, he wanted to see him right this minute but knew that he had to get his children up and bathed and fed and knew it would take about an hour or so to get everything done.

He stood up had a piece of bread that he had baked the previous morning before going to film his and Steven's last scene together and put some jam on it. Once he was done eating he went into his bedroom took out a pair of dark denim jeans he thought Steven would like on him and a button down deep purple long sleeve shirt. He then took everything with him into the bathroom and took a lukewarm shower. He was too hot to take a hot shower and he didn't want to cool off all the way. Once he got out of the shower he shaved his growing beard and put aftershave on then he put on deodorant on and cologne then he got dressed and spiked up his hair the way he thought Steven liked it and left the house.

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Ste took care of getting his children fed and dressed for the day then he kept them seated at the table while he got himself dressed. He rushed to get himself together but also took some time to look his best for Brendan.

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When Ste and his children got to the pond Brendan was already there sitting down on a chair, he saw that Brendan had a bag of stale bread to feed to the ducks Leah ran to Brendan and Brendan gave her a hug and then gave her some bread to feed to the ducks.

"So good to see you" said Brendan once Ste came over to him.

"And you as well. Thanks for taking care of me kids" said Ste

"Any time, I hope you don't mind"

"No, not at all, I told Leah we were going to see the hairy man from the party last night and she smiled."

"Did you enjoy the cake Leah?" asked Brendan

"Cake yummy"

"Good, did Lucas like it too?" asked Brendan

"Yeah made a big mess" said Leah

Brendan and Ste laughed.

"You like feeding the ducks don't you Leah"

"Yes dad very much"

"She's so smart" said Brendan

Leah turned around and smiled at Brendan.

Ste and Brendan moved close together while Leah and Lucas were feeding the ducks and kissed softly on the lips.

"So we're on for tonight for dinner?" asked Brendan

"Wouldn't miss it for anything Leanne is watching them for me all night so we can be together all night"

"Oh good; I'm planning something for us tonight, I haven't set it up yet but I will"

"What is it?"

"Not telling you it's a surprise"

"Daddy likes surprises" said Leah

"You do?" asked Brendan

"Yes Brendan daddy loves surprises"

"So happy to hear that"

"I'm done daddy" said Leah when she was done feeding the ducks almost an hour later

"How about Lucas?" asked Ste

"Done" said Lucas

"Good boy" said Ste

"Are you hungry?" asked Brendan to all three of them.

"me" said Leah

"You're always hungry"

"No, not always" said Leah making Brendan and Ste laugh.

"You all can come over my flat and have something to eat. Sure Cheryl and my kids would like to see you all"

"I like Paddy he cute" said Leah

"Oh, Leah has a crush" said Brendan

"It runs in the family, me kid has good taste" said Ste with a smile

"so will you come have lunch with me?" pleading Brendan

"Sure, sounds like fun"

"Yeah" screamed Leah

Ste put Lucas in the stroller and Brendan held Leah's hand to his flat.

Brendan opened the door to his flat and his family was there on the couch watching a movie.

"We have guests for lunch."

"Paddy" screamed Leah and ran to him.

"Hey there Leah, how are you?" said Padraig

"Very good"

"What you want to eat?" asked Padraig to Leah.

"I like eggs"

"Me too" said Padraig

Leah smiled.

Padraig made eggs for him and Leah.

"Nice seeing you again Ste" said Declan

"Yeah you too"

"What would you like to eat?" asked Cheryl to Brendan and Ste

"Whatever you eating"

"Fish and Chips alright with you" said Cheryl

"Sounds great thanks" said Ste

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Once lunch was over Ste got a phone call from Leanne wondering when he would be dropping off the kids at her place. He looked at the time on his phone and saw that it was 2 in the afternoon. He told Leanne that he would be coming over to her place in an hour. He wanted to spend more time with Brendan and his wonderful family. Leah seemed to be enjoying herself as well.

When Cheryl cleaned the dishes they all set around the telly and finished watching the movie that Cheryl and Brendan's kids where watching when Brendan and Ste walked in. once the movie was over Ste and to go bring his kids to the baby sitter, Leah didn't want to go but Brendan promised that she would be able to come back soon and have more cake, she was happy with that.

Ste put a sleeping Lucas in the stroller and told Leah to hold on to the stroller while they walked to Leanne's place and she listened.

"When will I see you?" asked Brendan once Ste and his kids where outside.

"Is 6 alright?" asked Ste

"It's a little too far away, but I think I can handle it"

"Well that way you can make those surprise plans"

"Oh yeah almost forgot" said Brendan with a smile

"See you later" said Ste

"Later" said Brendan before kissing Steven on the cheek softly

Ste and his kids walked away and Brendan watched them go, once he couldn't see them anymore, Brendan walked inside the house and up the stairs.

"Bren what you doing?" asked Cheryl

"Planning something romantic for just Steven and I"

"Oh sounds nice"

"Thanks"

Cheryl was so happy for her brother, she never thought he would find someone, and he finally found someone amazing, sweet, smart, loving, and who she could tell loved her brother like crazy. His eyes said so much and his kids seemed to love her brother as well. She was so happy for them she just wanted to bring them in for one of her tight bear hugs and never let go.

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Ste walked home without his kids and smiled to himself, he was so happy and couldn't wait for the surprise later, and he didn't really care what it was unless it was him and Brendan alone and doing something naughty. He laughed to himself and made his way home to get ready for his dinner and surprise with Brendan.

He took a quick nap to refresh himself since he had a feeling he wouldn't be getting any sleep that night. He would be getting something but it wasn't going to be that. Then he took a relaxing bubble bath and once he was dried he got dressed in a pale blue dress pants and a lighter shade of blue long sleeve button down shirt. He had heard people say that, that outfit brought out the color of his eyes so that was one reason he wore it, it also made him taller and leaner and he had a feeling it would drive Brendan crazy.

While he was finishing getting ready there was a knock at his front door. He shut off the faucet in the bathroom and ran to the front door, he asked who it was and was shocked to see that it was Brendan since he was there almost a half an hour early.

"Wow" said Brendan as Steven opened the door.

"You like what you see?" asked Ste teasingly

Brendan nodded his head.

"Well that goes for me too" said Ste looking Brendan up and down, he was wearing dark gray dress pants and another dark purple shirt, since people had said more than one occasion that purple looked good on his built upper body.

"Are you ready or need some time."

"Just a few more minutes"

"It' fine take your time" said Brendan walking in the flat and sitting down on the couch.

Ste walked into the bathroom and finished working on his hair. Ten minutes later he was by Brendan ready to go.

When they left Ste's place they walked out of the flat hand in hand and didn't let go of each other's hands until they got into the café. They sat down at the same table they had been sitting since the first time at the café; it was if that table was reserved for them only.

Brendan loved seeing Steven so happy Steven was smiling at him and holding his hand on the table.

"I've never felt so free before" said Brendan honest with Steven

"What you mean?" asked a confused Ste

"I mean about my sexuality, I'm so comfortable with you. You might think it's strange because of the line of work I was doing but it's true. Thank you Steven."

"I didn't do anything Bren. Like you said the day we met you were ready to stop doing what you were doing and settle on a real relationship, I'm just so happy that I could be that for you"

Brendan leaned over the table to kiss Steven on the lips.

Ste laughed but walked the kiss before the waiter asked what they wanted to eat. Ste asked for the steak and cheese crepe with red wine and Brendan ordered the fish and chips with a red wine.

When the waiter gave the new couple their drinks Brendan made a toast to them being together and happy and Ste made a toast to family and friends and to happiness. They clicked their glasses together and took a sip of their wine.

"I was wondering about taking some of that mousse back with us" said Ste

"Mmm, my thoughts exactly."

Ste smiled and blushed.

"You drive me crazy when you do that" said Brendan

"Do what?" asked Ste teasingly

"When you smile and blush like that"

"I know" said Ste with a wink.

The waiter came back and gave them their meals.

"Want a taste?" asked Brendan

"Looks yummy" said Ste

Brendan gave Steven a little bit of the fish from his fork and Steven put it in his mouth so sensual Brendan thought he would come right there on the spot.

"How can you make everything so sexual?"

"Because I can" said Ste laughingly

"Want a bit of my steak?" asked Ste

"I'd rather take a bit out of you" said Brendan

"You bad boy"

"I need a spanking"

"Yeah wait until later."

"I'm counting on it."

Ste and Brendan finished their meals with flirting looks and when the waiter came back to their table Brendan asked for 5 take home containers of the chocolate mousse. The waiter nodded his head and walked away. When the waiter came back with 2 bags of the mousse he placed the check on the table and Ste reached for it. He paid and both men left the café the same way they came in, hand in hand.

"So, it's getting late and you did say you had a surprise for me"

"Yes I did, it's this way" said Brendan pulling on Steven's hand

Brendan couldn't wait to show Steven so he ran and Ste ran to catch up with him.

When Brendan had stopped Ste almost bumped into him.

"We're here" said Brendan out of breath.

Ste turned around and it was an exclusive hotel.

"Wha!?" Ste asked in shock

"I paid for a room for us, let's go"

Ste was in complete shock he couldn't believe that Brendan would do that. When they got to their room it looked like it was Valentine's Day and it almost brought Ste to tears, he was speechless. It was more like a penthouse then a hotel room. There was a bucket of ice with a bottle of champagne in it to chill there was a vase on the night stand with a long stem red rose and chocolate covered strawberries on a tray on the middle of the bed.

"Why… when… how…" Ste said not being able to complete a full sentence

Brendan pulled Ste inside the room by holding his hands.

"I just wanted to show you, how you make me feel. You make me into this talkative person, romantic, loving, honest, and trustworthy person, I never knew I can be this person. I never knew that I could feel this way. I never knew I could truly and honestly love someone so deeply, that's what I am. I'm completely in love with you Steven. You take my breath away every time I'm with you, every time I think of you."

Ste was a buddle of tears he was also smiling and laughing.

"What? Are you alright" asked Brendan concerned trying to dry Steven's tears away.

"Never better, and here I thought you were a man of a few words" said Ste laughing and pulling on to Brendan's shirt tightly hugging him.

"Not anymore" whispered Brendan in Steven's ear.

Ste slowly unbuttoned Brendan's shirt and pulled it down just as slow. Ste kissed Brendan's neck.

Brendan just realizing he had the bags of mousse in his hand placed them down on the floor. Brendan unbuttoned Steven's shirt and pulled it down and threw it somewhere in the room.

Ste took Brendan's hands and walked over to the bed he moved the tray of strawberries to the side of the bed and sat down on it he undid Brendan's fly on his dress pants and pulled them down while Brendan pulled his shoes off.

Steven reached for a strawberry and placed the tip of it the strawberry in Brendan's mouth and he bit into it and licked his lips when the juice dripped out. Steven took the strawberry and ran it down Brendan's shaft and Brendan laughed. Ste placed the strawberry in his mouth and once he finished eating the strawberry he licked Brendan's shaft and then sucked on the head.

"Tasty" said Steven

"You naughty boy" laughed Brendan

"Couldn't help myself."

Brendan picked Steven's leg up and placed it on the bed and laid on top of him. He grabbed a strawberry and made Steven bit just the tip of it and when he saw the juices on Steven's lips he licked and kissed them off.

"Yummy" said Brendan

He placed the strawberry down Steven's chest and licked the red trail off his chest then he circled the strawberry around Steven's nipples and sucked on them. He moved down Steven's body to his navel and circled the strawberry around his navel and all this time Steven was moaning loudly and laughing. Brendan licked around Steven's navel.

With one hand Brendan pulled on Steven's pants down leaving his underwear and he saw the head of Steven's penis sticking out of the top of his underwear he circled the strawberry around the tip and licked and sucked on it then he finished eating the strawberry.

"Tasty" said Brendan

"Feels so good Brendan"

"Still have an appetite?" asked Brendan

"Why?"

"Could go from some mousse."

"The question is, are you hungry?"

"I'm always hungry Steven"

Brendan got up and took out one of the containers of mousse. He walked to the bed and sat down on it next to Steven and placed the container on the bed by the tray. He stuck a finger in the mousse and put it in Steven's mouth. Steven sucked on it and licked Brendan's finger clean. Brendan moaned. Steven took a finger and placed it in the mousse and it in Brendan's mouth and Steven moaned. Brendan placed some on Steven's lips and licked it off.

"So badly wanted to do that, that first night" said Brendan

"I wanted you to" confessed Ste

"My turn" said Ste

He did the same to Brendan.

"Tastes so good"

Brendan placed some on Steven's nipples and sucked and licked it off.

"No more food Bren I just want you"

"You hungry for me?"

"I'm always hungry for you"

Brendan put the tray and the container on the floor on the other side of the bed and once he finished that he climbed on top of Steven and pulled down his underwear and rubbed their crotches together.

"Have to stop or I'll come too soon" moaned Ste

"Wouldn't want that"

Brendan reached over to the night stand and opened the draw and took out a bottle of lube.

"You thought of everything"

"Of course I did"

Steven looked up at Brendan three words on his mind to finally come out.

"What?" asked Brendan

"I love you" Ste said softly and happily

"I love you" said Brendan happy

Brendan lubed Steven up good and two of his fingers. Brendan fingered Steven slowly and Brendan moaned.

"I love how tight you always are" said Brendan

"I love it when make love to me slowly"

Brendan took out his fingers and lubed himself up and eased into Steven slowly the way Steven liked.

"Oh god," moaned Steven

Once all the way in Brendan moved slowly with one of Steven's legs on Brendan's shoulder. He hit the spot that drove Steven crazy and he had him screaming out his name.

Brendan was giving Steven a hand job the same rhythm as his moves in and out of Steven

"I'm gonna come Bren"

"Come for me"

Ste screamed and moaned so loud and cum went flying over Ste's head on to the bed post.

Brendan pulled out of Steven and Steven was jerking him off for him to come and his cum hit Steven in the face and Steven licked most of it off.

"I told you I was hungry for you" teased Ste with a laugh.

Brendan climbed on top of him tickling him both were sweaty sticky and laughing.

Steven yarned and Brendan got off him.

"Get some rest now, tomorrow will be a great day" said Brendan cuddling up to Steven before kissing him on the cheek.

"I love you" said Ste right before falling into a deep sleep.

"I love you too" whispered Brendan in Steven's ear before resting his head on the pillow and him too falling into a deep, peaceful, relaxed sleep.