A/N: I got really disapointed with my last chapter. I know how this story ends but i'm finding difficult to put everything going smoothly. So I'm going to give myself a new start as if the last chapter never happened while it obviously did. A big thank you for the people following this terrible first attempt at . I'm working in another story but i'm not going to put it here until it's finished and I'm happy with it.
When I got home Cloud wasn't home yet. After saying goodbye to Axel I came straight home because I needed to think. I was sure that now Axel thought I was a stupid… boy.
I was feeling so angry right now! So frustrated! When I text with Axel everything's easy but when I was in front of him? I'm such a fool! I admit I wasn't expecting questions like "what's your favorite tree" but he was just trying to relax me. And that's the problem! Why wasn't I relaxed? I am always relaxed when we text each other!
I seriously hope that he doesn't think I'm bipolar or something like that. 'Cause I'm not! But I can hear a little annoying voice saying that it doesn't matter if I'm bipolar or not because that was the impression I made on Axel.
Dear God! What do I do now? Should I text him? Should I wait?
I ended up doing nothing that afternoon. I searched some things on the internet related to college because even if I was not ready it would start soon. My father sent me a text saying that he and Zack were going to have dinner at some fancy restaurant. At least something is going good.
I must have been deep in thought because I barely heard my cell ringing.
1 New Message(s)
Axel :)
Hello Roxie! How are u? Im done working. Wanna talk?
I wasn't sure of what to do. I really like Axel but if it's awkward now? I typed his answer that even to me sounded stupid:
Hello Ax. Sure.
1 New Message(s)
Axel :)
U don't seem in the mood. Whats up?
I ponder for a minute about what to say. Should I tell him the truth? In the end I decided to be honest and instead of a text Axel decided to call.
Hi.
What's the matter Rox?
I don't know.
Don't lie to me. I hate liars.
I just… I feel really stupid with what happened Axel. I feel like I made a fool of myself in front of you today.
Humm… No, I don't remember that part Roxie. Was it that bad? Do you wish to stop talking to me or something?
NO! – I couldn't stop that scream because Axel's voice sounded somewhat sad and it bothers me greatly.
Then talk to me.
I do. But it's easier when we are not face to face. See? Through the phone I tell you everything! My fears, my life story, even the things I'm not supposed to say with a virtual stranger Axel.
Humm. Maybe it's because I'm older and you feel the need to be more mature or something? If it is please stop Roxie. I'm not "mature" to begin with and I would like you to be…you know… you!
I guess you're right Axel. Maybe we should try again?
You're game Roxie! Saturday?
We talked some more and now we got another date. My worries? They flew through the window and now I just can't wait for Saturday to come!
