Warning : swearing, abuse Rated PG13 I don't own anything maybe some of my own characters but besides that I don't own Jason or Sam
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The next morning I wake up to feel strong arms around my waist. I turn my body and Jason's face is now on my neck. Oh my god! I'm about to smile and squeal for happiness when I realized what happened last night. So I turn back to how I was and try to go back to sleep, but I can't his strong arms feel so good. God why can't I get over him! Oh I don't know maybe your in his BED! WITH HIM! Man I can really be a dumbass.
His arms suddenly lift up from my waist and Jason sits up. I close my eyes and pretend to be asleep.
"I know your awake so you stop pretending." He says
I open my eyes and sit up looking at him.
"Sorry but I didn't want to embarrass you, you were kind of snoring." I say in a bitchy way. I'm kind of tired of thislittle dance he's been pulling and now I'm totally convinced he doesn't like me.
" What's wrong Sam?" he asks clearly hurt by tone.
Before I could answer the door opens and a high pitched scream is heard I cover my ears. Tracy is screaming her lungs out waiting for someone to come.
"Tracy what in God's name...OH MY GOD!" Mrs. Morgan yells before covering her hand and I lay on the bed and put the pillow over my face and scream.
" What the hell is going on here?" Mr. Morgan asks Jason anger in his eyes. I lift the pillow from my head and sit up.
" It's my fault..." I begin to say before
" See I knew she was a tramp right from the start! ALICE GET THIS TRASH OUT OF HERE NOW!" Tracy screams
"HEY! I DON'T BELIEVE I WAS FINISHED!" I scream back at her. I get up from the bed and stand in front of the crowd by now Lila, Alice, Dillon, and the little girl and her father was there.
" Last night me and Jason watched a movie, and I fell asleep. Jason was nice enough toput me in his bed and he slept on the floor. In the middle of the night I woke up and I felt bad so I said we could share. Not because I wanted tohave sex withhim but because I didn't think it was right for him to sleep on the floor while I took HIS bed." I explain and I could see Mr. and Mrs. Morgan, Lila , Alice and Dillon believed me. Tracy on the other hand looked like she didn't believe a word I said.
"Please like anyone is going to believe that pack of lies!" she says and she turns and looks at her mother who put her hand on her shoulder. Lila walks up to me and looks me straight in the eyes, like she was looking for something. After a while she smiles and gives me a soft hugthen looks at the devil incarnate (Tracy).
"My daughter she is not lying. Look into her eyes, and you will see what I see. This woman would not lie about that." she says to Tracy and after a second Tracy nods and grabs Dillon's hand and they walk downstairs. Then everyone else begins to leave but Mrs. Morgan and Lila.
" I'm truly sorry about this misunderstanding. I just didn't want him to sleep on the ground when I got his nice and comfy bed." I say looking down
They both smile
"It's okay but I think from until the storm clears up you can stay in Emily's room." Mrs. Morgan says
" I agree, don't you Jason? You have beenvery quiet this morning." Lila says looking at him. I turn my head and look into his eyes. He looked upset at me, but thenhe looked a little mad, and then he looked very compassionate.
" I agree I thinks it's best if Sam staysin Em's roomfrom now on." he says with an attitude
They both heard it so theysmiled andsaid goodbye leaving us both alone, where silence was the only thing heard.
" What's your problem? " I ask him and he looks at me with disbelief
" What'sMY problem? Are you kidding me? I'm not the one who woke up with a stick up my ass snapping at the first personI see." he says to me anger in his voice THAT'S IT
" Well maybe I wouldn't be snapping if SOMEONE wasn't MOANING all fricking night long!" I scream at him
" What are you talking about?" he asks me his tone lowering and his eyes are widder
" All night you were moaning MORE and BABY ALL NIGHT JASON WHAT THE HELL WAS I SUPPOSE TO DO WAKE YOU? NO I ALREADY DID THAT ENOUGH FOR ONENIGHT. SO I HAD TO LISTEN TO YOU HAVE DREAMS ABOUT YOURPRECIOUS COURTNEY WHO YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT HER!"I scream at him until I lose my breath and storm downstairs where everyone was looking at me with sad looks on their faces. I look at Lila
" Can I please sit in the library alone for a moment I have to call someone."
She nods to me
" Thank you." I say and I hear Jason's door open and I run before he comes downstairs
In the library I spotted a phone and I picked it up and dialed Carly.
"Hello?" I hear on the other line
"Hey Carly." I say weakly
"CHICA oh my God I miss you so much babe the weather here sucks! We can't leave until Saturday." she says
" At least your with you mom. I'm at the MORGANS!" I say like it's the end of the world
" REALLY! DETAILS GIRL I NEED DETAILS!" she says happily
" Carly there's really nothing to tell but I was so stupid." I say starting to cry
" Oh sweetie what's wrong what happened?"
" He still likes Courtney." I whisper and tell her the story
"Well are you sure it was her? I mean it could have been anyone." she says trying to make me feel better
" I don't think so. Oh God why? Why can't I get over this. I thought I was stronger then this." I say
" You are! Jason is not the center of you life Sam, you are! You control yourself! Now I can't do anything about the situation but what I'm gonna tell you is try to be nice and try to act like you don't care." she says
" I don't know if I can. How do I stay away?" I ask her but I know she doesn't have the answer
" I don't know love has a way of blinding you, and you might not admit it but you are in love!"
" I know, but I have to try not to be." I whisper then look on the clock
" Sorry babe but I got to go. I'll try to call you tonight. Love ya!" I say and hang up the phone after she said Love ya too.
I'm debating on whether or not to call Mark. Figure I might as well.
I dial the number and after a second I hear a muffled "Hello."
"Mark it's Sam." I whisper hoping he was at least a little sober.
"SAMMY WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN! YOU GET HERE NOW YOU LITTLE CRACK WHORE, AND GET THEPUNISHMENT YOU DESERVE!" he screams at me but I don't let him get to me, and I will NOT cry. So I result to anger instead.
" Oh yeah? Well how the FUCK can I do that when no one is supposed to leave shelter until the storm lets out!"
That when he get more mad.
" WATCH THAT MOUTH OF YOUR'S SAMMY GIRL, YOU ARE NOTHING! NOTHING BUT A LITTLE POOR CON ARTIST LIVING ON THE STREETS AND DIDN'T HAVE ANYMORE MARKS TO MESS WITH. YOU WERE BETTER ON THE STREETS BECAUSE THERE YOU WERE WHERE YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE. EATING SHIT OFF PEOPLE'S PLATE! THAT'S THE ONLY THING YOU'LL EVER BE GOOD AT, WHO KNOWS MAYBE ONE DAY YOU'LL BE A GOOD FUCK TO PEOPLE WHO CAN'T GET ANY!" He screams so loud at me I have to take the phone away from my ear. What a...
"You BASTARD! HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT TO ME, YOU DON'T KNOW JACK SHIT ABOUT ME!" I scream back with all the anger I have.
Then I hear a crash, I I knew he must have passed out. Good maybe this time he'll be so drunk he'll die, and never wake up. YAH! I hang up the phone and I turn around and leave, but I see a bright blue eyed hottie looking at me.
" Okay I think you should tell me what's going on." he says and I look at him right in the eyes and look pissed
I can see the pity in Jason's eyes, and I can barley stand it. I hate pity and sadness being directed at me because it always made me feel like the person was better then me. I just want to know what he heard.
" What are you talking about?" I ask him pretending like nothing happened
" Oh don't even pretend like you don't know." he says crossing his arms around him
I appear to be thinking for a second.
" Um...no I really don't know what you're talking about." I say "Sorry."
" Why do you have to lie? Who was that on the phone? What was he talking about, and why would he say that shit to you?" he asks me stepping closer to me but I step back
" Oh him? That was...my ex boyfriend. He thinks he controls whatever I do, that's why we broke up." I lie
" Bull shit! That was NOT your ex boyfriend. That was your foster father wasn't it?" He says again stepping closer to me which I step back again
" You let him say that bull to you?" he asks me whispering and continues to step closer as I step back. Before I knew it I was backed up at a wall.
" Jason please don't make me answer you." I beg him whispering
" Why not Sam?" he asks me
" He's lying you are not what he says." he says to me but I wont letmyself tobelieve it. So I try to move away from him but he stood strong
" Oh yeah how would you?"
" How would I know? Sam you worth so much more then you think." he says
" No I'm not I'm worth sharing a bed with a guy then hearing the guy moan LOUDLY dreaming about a girl I can't stand."
" What girl are you talking about?" He asks
" COURTNEY! I CAN'T STAND HER." I scream for the whole world to hear.
" When will you figure out that it wasn't Courtney I was dreaming about it was YOU." he says his face gets closer to mine until he crushes his lipsonto mine. He was kissing me so passionately and so hungrily. He puts his tongue into my mouth and I massage his with mine. As the kiss gets hotter and hotter he puts hishand through my hair and I almostget weak in the knees. Thankfully he lifts meup and I wrap my legs around his waist. We pull apart for air.
" What?" I whisper heavily licking my lips. I taste like him. He taste like coconuts
Jason looks into my eyes again and this time I see passion and hunger and lust, but I just can't get myself to believe it's because of me.
" Why is it so hard for you to believe I'm attracted to you and I like you?" he asks his voice cracking a littlehis face coming closer to mine again.
" To many reasons." I whisper what I did to Carly when she asked me practically the same thing.
" I have to confuse something." he says and I fear the worst
" what?" I ask
" I can't get you out of my mind, why can't I stay away from you?" he says whispering into my ear and I start to tremble. I look at him and stroke his face, before I put my lips on his again and kiss him slower, and softer, but passionate at the same time.
TBC
YAH THEY FINALLY KISSED lol tell me watcha think