This chapter and chapter 11 are fillers. 12 and up will be longer. I promise.

10. Use control when you hold to tight

When we got to the hotel, Jacob completely passed out. I couldn't get to sleep. I decided to take a shower and wash every nook and cranny of myself.

When I was done, I let my hair air dry, and then ended up doing the same to the hotel room as I did to myself.

Use control when you hold to tight

But turn your head long enough to let it by

Cause, faith left me staring at the ceiling through the night

It's freaking me out

And when I fell asleep, it plagued my dreams

And, 30 bits of glass have become my teeth

They where breaking each and every time I tried to speak

I didn't have much to clean with but I made do. After I was done, I sat down on the bed in the dark and started crying. I thought I understood it, but it still hurt so much. I couldn't help but be rude to him earlier. I don't even know why I did it. I just did.