A/N: I noticed it said in the book the house was pretty big for such a small island so I hope you all don't mind my small add on's to the house being they never fully described it … I think Esme's isle is a magical place and do not wish to alter it in any negative way and I hope you all like what I do change… Enjoy!

~Chapter Seven~

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~*Isle Esme*~

~Bella's POV~

After we left we flew to Denali Alaska, to pick up some friends Alice had told me. It had taken almost three hours to leave the house because Alice wanted to make sure she and Rosalie packed enough clothes. And that was them moving at an unbelievable speed. Jasper had only packed a duffle bag worth the stuff and well Alice had packed for me…

It was nice that the Cullen's had a person who would fly them around whenever they liked. It was kind of like having your own plane. When we arrived at the house after driving a little ways everyone got out and headed up to the house but Jasper held me back to talk to me first.

"Bella you remember the sex crazed sisters I mentioned…" I nodded quietly. "Those are them, they know I'm an empath and I'm worried at what they might try, and last time I was here I was here for months." I laughed at Jasper. "Jasper you're going to be fine, they are just women. Want me to hold your hand?"

That's when I heard Edward laughing a little bit ahead of us which made Jasper growl and stand and walk passed me. 'Maybe I shouldn't have teased him so much..' I ran up to him and wrapped my arms around his waist. "Sorry…" Jasper put his hand over mine. "Forgiven."

After we reached the house, we were greeted by a woman about my height and age with blonde hair and the same golden eyes. She of course looked like a model with her bold eyelashes, and her soft plump looking lips. Her body was tiny but she had at least a c cup. Her figure a perfect hourglass, I decide it was best not to stare and went back to laying my head on Jasper's back.

"Hi everyone Tanya is in the back getting ready why don't you all go sit in the living room, it shouldn't be long." We started to walk inside when she stopped me and Jasper. "Hello handsome, where hav- uhm hun you have something attached to your. Erhm waist." I blushed and I knew she was meaning me.

Jasper grabbed my hand and pulled me out from behind him. "This is Bella, the human I told you about." The woman looked me up and down before huffing. I heard Edward cough and start laughing before starting to walk inside. "What's so funny Edward?" I asked and he turned around.

"I don't really think I should say. It's rude to read someone's thoughts when they can't read yours as you said." He turned around and no soon took a step when "I think you're a little plain is all." Edward and everyone else looked at her and I stood there with wide eyes.

What had I done? I felt jaspers arms around my waist as he pulled me to him, and I instantly knew. She was the girl, the one he had been with… I was so jealous at that moment I didn't think before I spoke. "I will have you no that you can ask any guy a blonde with boobs and no ass is overrated. I would take plain old brown hair and a normal figure any day!" I huffed my face beat red.

She smirked at me and the crossed her arms and smiled. "I see why he likes you, I'm Katrina." I blushed and smiled back. "God I'm sorry I don't know why I was so hateful, it's Bella." Katrina started to walk inside. "Yea well don't apologize just yet you haven't met Tanya." As we walked by Emmett started roaring with laughter; before Rosalie whacked him a good one.

"Dear did you forget your wife is a NATURAL BLONDE!" Rosalie scowled sitting on his lap. Emmett grabbed her and hugged her close to his body. "No never baby but you my angel have the body of no less then a goddess, and don't get me started on your cute little a-" 'Whoa!' I covered my ears as I watched Rosalie swat him playfully and kiss him.

A few moments later a taller woman with strawberry blonde curly hair came storming into the room. "Kate, Esme I'm sorry but I'm not going to be able to come with you all. Demetri is coming down from Italy for some reason and has requested to use our manor…"

I watched Kate's eyes light up and they screamed 'up to no good'. "Oh well if Demetri is coming I will decline to. Did he say what he wanted sister?" Tanya shook her head and then saw me. "Nothing only that he had important business here. Who's the human?"

Kate spoke before I could. "This is Bella, Jaspers human." This time when Edward laughed I didn't have to ask because she just stated it. "What a waste…" Carlisle was about to speak up when Jasper did. "I won't have you speaking to Bella like this; Tanya just because she intimidates you does not give you the reason to be so bad-tempered with her."

Tanya hissed at him and in doing so at me and stepped towards us. "This is my house Whitlock and I won't be talked to like that." Jasper pulled me behind him; I could see that Alice was standing next to him along with Emmett suddenly. "And neither will Bella, not while I'm around."

I was mainly talking to myself but everyone heard apparently. "Why is everyone fussing about me I'm just a normal human girl with brown hair and brown eyes and I'm short and hell I even have spilt ends-" I hadn't noticed but both sisters had started to listen in on my rant.

"- And yet all you three can do is complain about me I mean god, you all look like life sized Barbie's and your jealous of me. Is all of your kind this tweaked out or just the girls… Well besides Alice, and Esme…" And then I heard Edward chuckle followed by Esme and Alice.

Emmett just stood there waiting to grab the first one that moved, he was really eyeballing Rosalie until she smiled and laughed softly. Carlisle stood up. "Well girls I believe its time for us to go, next time I hope you all will play together a little more nicely." Tanya just looked as pissed as ever when we started to leave.

She followed me and Jasper to the door we were the last people to leave. Kate was talking with Edward by the car. "Jasper if you ever want to… Ah well I shouldn't go into details, but you know stay in bed all day, well and night. With someone do come by." Her voice was covered in lust, it was sickening to watch. I glared at her and Jasper grabbed my waist.

"Oh that's quite alright Tanya I have someone I already do that with, right Bella?" Jasper said making Tanya fume. I wasn't satisfied yet though and I turned to Jasper, looking into his eyes the best I could to try and tell him to go along. When he smirked I stood on my tip toes and went to kiss the side of his mouth.

But when he moved to kiss me full on the mouth I was shocked, but quickly wrapped my arms around his neck and tangled my fingers in his hair. "God make me sick will you two leave already." Jasper smiled against my lips and I sighed against his and kissed him again, I wanted him to kiss me again but he sat me down and lead me away from the house and to the car blushing worse then ever.

When we were almost to the car he leaned to my ear and whispered. "Sorry if I got carried away, that was what you wanted right?" 'Oh god yes and so much more…!!!!!' But I settled for nodding my head and starring at my feet. After we got in the car and took off I settled into Jasper's lap. The car seated three in front and four in back so needless to say I was sitting in jaspers lap. It was a mini van, and Edward had cursed when we got it saying how much he hated them.

After we got back to the plane I spent the rest of the day flying to wherever we were going. Sometime late that night Jasper woke me up and told me we had landed I was so sleepy I barely noticed him carrying me off the plane and into a car where we drove to some docks and got on a boat.

Jasper carried me inside to a cabin area that had long booth seats lining the small inside area. He laid me down; I felt him lay a cool cloth on me and opened my eyes. Jasper was sitting up in front of me with his bare chest shining from the light coming from the upper deck. "Beautiful…" I whispered reaching out to touch him, he grabbed my hand and put it to his cheek turning his face and kissing it lightly.

I shifted uncomfortably in Alice's dress. "Jasper where are we?" I leaned up and slid his shirt on saying thanks as I did. "We are on a boat in Brazil; the Cullen's have an island about two and a half hours from here." I sighed and sunk into the seat. "Jasper will you lay down with me?" "Of course, as long as I am not to cold."

Jasper laid down in front of me and I turned to face the wall, as he wrapped his arms around me. "No I like this." I said blushing; I knew he would assume I was referring to his temperature, but I was really talking about his arms around me.

We stayed like that until the boat docked; I had been sleeping on and off the entire time. When Esme came down to tell us we were here; I had fallen asleep and didn't realize until Jasper picked me up to carry me off the boat, I tried to get his shirt off but he wouldn't let me down to. "But Jasper they will see-"

Jasper held me to his chest as he walked out of the cabin and off the boat. "I'm not concerned about them Bella go back to sleep." He sounded so sure but as I looked around I noticed them staring at his scars as he walked by, none had looks of disgust or anger but of sadness confusion, and shock.

Jasper walked with Esme and the others to the house and went inside. "Where should I take her?" Esme smiled down at me. "The first door down the hall, it's the blue room, and Alice will bring your things in."

I looked around briefly noticing the house had the same white on white color scheme as the Cullen's house in forks, I also noticed how open it was with the large windows and placement of things. We were standing in the cross section between the living room and kitchen I noticed the hallway was straight ahead.

Jasper took me down the hall until he came to the first door; I noticed the hall continued down in an L shape, I also noticed a small set of black steps near the door next to ours. Jasper carried me into the room and I quickly noticed why it was called the blue room.

The walls were dark paneled in teak; the bed was fitted in blue silks. It was a perfectly proportioned room with a full sized bed and a dresser next to one wall and a bench with a long mirror on the other. The bench had colorful pillow's decorating its wooden frame in shade of light blue. The bed was framed by a beautiful wooden headboard under a large window that looked out to the water.

Jasper carried me to the bed; Alice soon appeared and set down his duffle and two other bags. She smiled at me and shut the door mouthing 'good night.' I sat up and shrugged off Jasper's shirt.

"It's so… Hot!" I breathed trying to reach the back strings of this prison type dress Alice loved to put me in. Jasper sat behind me with a leg on either side of me his cold touch was so much more then welcomed to my searing hot body. His hands made quick work of unlacing the back of my dress.

"Bella we are on an island somewhere outside of Brazil, did you think it would be cold?" Jasper finished the string and then grabbed the zipper. "No its just SO hot… I don't even want to put on my sleep clothes." I groaned as he slid the zipper down, once he unzipped it fully I could feel his cold hands leave me and I frowned. "Bella if you would like I can stay somewhere else during the nights so you can sleep a little more… Comfortably…"

I shook my head and leaned back into his bare chest sighing contently. "You're not going anywhere, do you no how absolutely great your body FEELS against me right now?" I said grabbing his arms and putting them around me. His skin was the closest thing to ac I had.

It dawned on me a few moments later how my statement had sounded and I blushed when I heard him chuckle. "Well Bella I at least have to leave long enough for you to get dressed." I sighed and wiggled my back against his cold chest one last time before I sat up. Jasper got up, slipping his shirt back on and exited the room so I could change.

I walked to the bags Alice had set down and unzipped the first one, and I was overwhelmed with lace and stringy things. I quickly zipped it and went to the next one, it was sadly pretty much the same except I managed to find a peach colored night gown that came to my upper thigh. It was silk with lace trimming along the bottom and along my breast. I also found some peach colored panties that covered at least the front half of me. They to were lace and happened to be a thong, with wide strips of lace going over my hips and down to, well that's not important…

I no sooner slipped them up on my body and lowered my night gown and Jasper knocked on the door. "Uhm come on in." Jasper opened the door and took one look at me and shut it again. My eyes widened and I thought at first I did something wrong until I heard a growl resonating down the hallway.

I quickly padded out of the room and down the hall barefoot as I kicked the shoes off before I left the room. I followed Jasper as he went up the black steps and through a fogged glass door. After I went out the door I noticed we were standing on part of the roof of the house, it was, like the rest of the house wooden floor, and there was a railing going around the whole thing. I Saw Alice sitting on a bed at the other end. The bed was up on a low wooden frame that lifted the top end of the bed into a reclining position. There were no pillows only a large tan quilt on it.

Alice stood up wide eyed and yet smiled sheepishly. "Hello Jasper… And Bella." Jasper whipped his head around so fast I almost had to do a double take. Jasper yanked off his shirt popping the buttons as he did and quickly covered me up in it. "Bella please go back to the room." I saw Alice frown, at almost the same time I did. "She really liked that shirt." Alice said to Jasper.

I nodded, "I did! that was my shirt and now it's all torn up!" I huffed at him. Jasper groaned at me. "Bella I have others just please!" And then I heard Edwards voice from behind me. "Bella not that the view isn't an improvement now that you're here, I think Jasper is just trying to keep you from showing you're… More intimate parts to us men…" Edward seemed sincere enough and I blushed and nodded at him, and then turned back to Jasper. "Don't yell at Alice it's too hot here for me to wear much else." Jasper shook his head. And I heard Emmett yell from the sandy beach outside the house by where we were.

"Oh come on old man relax, Alice can't help it she was probably a nudist in her former life. I know Rose was!" 'That wasn't helping…' I thought and Alice scowled at Emmett as Edward laughed at her. Jasper bundled me up in his arms and went back to the room without saying another word. After he closed the door I sat in the middle of the bed sliding his shirt off.

"Jasper if it bothers you I can ask Esme for something else." Jasper put his hand to his forehead and rubbed his temples. "Bella as long as you are comfortable I'm ok." I smiled as a wickedly evil thought entered my head I just hoped I was brave enough to do it.

I sat up on my knees on the bed. "Jasper would you mind, taking your pants off and laying down with me in your boxers? It's just so hot…" I felt my cheeks burn red as I asked. But Jasper did it none the less, and I was almost too caught up in watching to do what I had originally set out to.

I watched him pop the button free and unzip them; it was almost slow motion for me as I saw them fall carelessly to the floor. I took in his form briefly as I watched the moon light dance off his gorgeous body. His scars shimmering almost in the light, I found the nerve I was looking for and reached down to grab the bottom of my nightgown I started to lift it up inch by inch, until I knew you could almost see my peach colored thong.

Jasper suddenly pinned me to the bed my hands above my head and his face hovering over mine. "What in the hell are you doing Bella?!" His face was so shocked it was so hard not to smile. 'Come on hold it together now! Don't smile! Don't laugh! Crap Bella don't smile!'

I frowned and bit my bottom lip. "You said… As long as I was comfortable." And Jasper groaned and dropped his head to my shoulder letting go of my hands. 'Don't smile, don't laugh, don't smile, don't- ah screw it!' and I burst into a fit of giggles. Jasper instantly knew what I had done and growled playfully against my shoulder. "Awe Jasper I was only joking! You should have seen you face though!" I giggled.

"That's not funny Bella I thought I was sending my emotions to you, you know Rosalie and Emmett consider this another honeymoon? And you don't want to know what Esme and Carlisle are doing…"

~Jasper's POV~

I honestly didn't understand why Alice couldn't leave something respectable for Bella to wear she knew me and Bella were not intimate; and yet she still sent Bella these tiny little outfits that hardly covered anything. I had gone up there to demand an explanation but when I found out Bella had followed me I just wanted to get her out of eye sight.

I knew it was Bella's body and she choose to wear it, but I just felt maybe she wasn't saying anything because she didn't want to hurt her feelings. But damn it Bella wasn't her play thing. After knowing both men had seen her in this state, I found the talk rather pointless and decided it best just to take her back to the room.

After we were in the room and she sat down on the bed I looked at her and realized part of my frustration was that as we were here in this room two other couples were on the island; one at the beach and one in the room at the end of the L shaped hallway, doing things that were sending massive amounts of lust my way.

Bella had asked me to sleep in my boxers and on any OTHER night that would have been fine but tonight it just seemed like walking on a fine line to no where good. But after she explained why I couldn't help but comply, I could feel how hot her skin was and with the hot air around us I understood perfectly why she wanted me to.

I had caught wind of Carlisle saying there would be an ac installed tomorrow for Bella. After I had undressed and looked up I had seen Bella inching her nightgown up, I didn't register at first what she was doing but as soon as I did I had her pinned to the bed at the same time I was thinking about it. Her reply to me inquiring to what in the hell she was doing was simply my end straw, my last defense, this island would kill me.

It wasn't until I heard her laughing I understood she was just playing and yet it wasn't funny to me. Being fully aware of the emotion's closing around me I was almost certain I had let my guard slip and had emitted these feelings onto Bella. And yet here she is laughing like everything is okay, because she doesn't understand how serious to me it was.

I told her what was going on around us and her face softened to an understanding look and she stopped laughing. "…I'm sorry Jasper I didn't know…" Then I decided to do something very against my better judgment. "…Bella you have know idea what it feels like, or how hard it is to keep all of these feelings to myself." I watched Bella frown. "Can't you block them out Jasper?"

I took my hand and ran my finger tips up her arm letting small pulses of what I was feeling go to her threw my touches. "Can you block it out Bella?" I watched her bite her lip and shake her head 'no'. I furthered my point by moving my fingers to her knee; I slid them slowly down the inside. "Bella this is very serious, if I ever were to loose my concentration, everyone around us would feel what you're feeling…" I slid my hand down until it was inches from her nightgown. "Only it would be a lot stronger then what you're feelin-"

As soon as my fingertips brushed the nightgown on her upper thigh, Bella grabbed my hand and held it there. Her eyes slid closed and her back arched slightly off the bed. I stopped breathing as soon as I smelled her arousal. It didn't help much though because I already had it in my lungs, I could taste her in my mouth. Bella laced her fingers in with mine that were on her thigh. "Jasper…" My name rolled off her tongue so musically, I knew then I had gotten carried away.

As I went to let go and break contact with her, her other hand grabbed my wrist that was above her head. I didn't understand what she was doing, I felt her slide her hand up my arm and around my neck, feeling her pull down on my neck I leaned in closer to her. Bella looked up at me, and smiled sheepishly. "Jasper.. I can help, if you want me to…"

I searched her emotions and was hit with her arousal, my eye's started to drift back into my head and my eyes slid closed. When I felt her lean up and kiss me, my eyes snapped open like I had been shocked, this wasn't right. These emotions weren't hers, I made her feel this; these feelings weren't even mine. This wasn't right I kept saying over and over again in my head as Bella ran her tongue along my lower lip. The feeling was so erotic, her hot tongue sliding over my lip causing my eyes to close. "Bella…" I sighed and it was just enough for her to slide her tongue into my mouth.

I growled low in my chest and I started to cave as her tongue slid over mine, I started to kiss her back regardless of how wrong it may have been. Right now it felt right to both of us, and that's where we were right now. I was lying in a bed kissing my Bella… For some reason it filled me with a certain amount of happiness when that thought entered my head… My Bella.

I felt Bella's hand slide down her thigh taking mine with hers. I groaned and pulled my hand away from hers placing it above her head like my other hand. I broke the kiss, "Bella we have to stop this." Bella slid her hand down my neck and to my chest. She shook her head. "Jasper I'm fine, really." She sounded so sure but this wasn't her, these feelings weren't hers.

"Bella I can't it isn't right. These aren't our feelings." I felt her other hand slide up my back. "If your feeling like this or worse, Jasper I want to help." I knew I had stopped emitting emotions to her by this point as I had grown irritated. "Bella your not an object for me to use, this isn't right." Bella bit her lip as the harshness of my words sunk in. "That wasn't what I thought…" Tears brimmed in her eyes and I knew I had let my emotions get the better of me.

I sighed and leaned down on to my elbows and looked down at her. "Bella I wasn't trying to hurt your feelings; I just know how much this may feel okay now when it really isn't. Darlin I just don't want us to get caught up in this and do something we can't take back." Bella nodded but she wouldn't look at me. I knew she felt rejected, I knew it was my fault. I kissed her forehead, then her cheek, her nose, and her other cheek. "Bella talk to me… please."

Bella shook her head but reached up and placed her hands on my face. She brought her lips to mine slowly and I watched her close her eyes when she kissed me her tears finally escaping down her cheeks. I brushed them away as I cupped the sides of her face and kissed her back. She pulled back, her eyes still closed. "Please Jasper tell me what you feel."

"I was only trying to show you a little of how I was feeling I never meant for all of this to happen, I don't want you to do anything because I made you feel that way, if you are going to do this or anything more with someone I think it should be your feelings guiding you Bella."

I gave Bella a quick kiss on the cheek before lying down beside her. Bella turned to me and snuggled into my neck; I wrapped my arms around her and held her close. "Jasper what are you feeling, around you now?" I sighed and kissed the top of her head. "It's not as bad now Bella, don't worry about it I have been channeling peoples feelings for a long time now."

I could tell Bella was drifting to sleep as her heart beat was evening out; I rested my chin against her head and sighed. "Jasper… I really did want to kiss you…" I felt a lot of love rolling off her as she fell asleep. I knew she did and I felt bad because it was my fault that she did… I promised myself I would make it up to her tomorrow…

~Bella's POV~

Sometime early that morning before the sun came up I woke up in a sweat. I found Jasper sitting on the blue bench, one leg drawn up to rest his chin on his knee, the other carelessly swinging back and fourth. "Jasper, what's wrong why did you get up?" Jasper stared at me like I was the most edible thing in the room; he watched my face as I smiled at him and ruffled my hair as I sat up. Jasper smirked at me and I gasped, I felt my heart skip a beat and I didn't know what to say. Jasper looked so perfect sitting there without his shirt or pants, just basking in the rays of the fading moonlight.

I went to get off the bed when he shook his head at me. "Bella I don't want you around me right now." I felt instantly hurt, but then when he closed his eyes and moved to place his forehead against his knee, something about his body language told me I knew why. "Are they at it again already?" Jasper growled, but responded soon after. "All of them, its maddening they have forever to do this why do they all have to pick the same day? Even Edward and Alice are…"

I got off the bed and saw Jasper tense, I didn't care I walked up to him anyways and put my hands on his head, leaning against him and kissing the back of his head. "Jasper hunny we can go some where else if you want…" I started feeling the lust coming off him and I could feel myself getting very turned on. I felt my knee's start to wobble and I gripped his shoulders. Jasper hands instantly grasped my hips and he looked up at me.

His eyes looked like they were pleading for something, anything really that would help. I felt my knees wobble again, this time I nearly fell, but before I could I found myself on the bed. "Jasper…" I whispered and pulled his face up to mine, he buried it in my neck. "I promise you we won't do anything I don't want to… please let me help, Jasper I love you…" I felt him kiss my neck, and thought that was his way of declining nicely.

And then I felt his hand on the other side of my neck pulling it over so he could better access the side of my neck; he began kissing and sucking on it fiercely. I clung to Jasper this feeling was so new to me; it was exciting and wonderful and completely over whelming.

"Jasp-Jasper…" I gasped digging my fingers into his back as I tried to arch into him. Jasper stopped long enough to lick up my neck and start to kiss my ear. He was panting a lot for someone who didn't need air.

"Bella… Are you… Is this okay?" I didn't say anything only turned my head and kissed him with as much force as I could, afraid the moment would slip away if I let it. Our tongues slid together harmoniously, blissfully, and I felt him lean into me. I felt Jasper, I mean I REALLY FELT Jasper.

I moaned into his mouth and my hands slid down grabbing his lower back trying to urge him to push against me. Jasper growl against my lips and leaned up causing me to whimper.

That was until I felt the palm of his cold hand on my panties, rubbing me, sending me feelings that were so unbearably strong, I leaned up and bit down on his shoulder not wanting people to here me cry out his name. "Bella I thought this would help… Its only making it …. So much harder…" He groaned.

I placed my hand over his and started to move our hands together creating a pleasant mixture of hot and cold. "Please just a little longer Jasper…" I sent every bit of emotion I was feeling right now to him, as I felt the aching in my stomach building fast.

"…Ugh Fuck me Bella..!" Jasper let his head fall to my shoulder, as I felt one of his cold fingers slip under my panties and slide in between my wet lips. That nearly did it right there, as I was about hit my release I fisted my hand in the sheets by my side and arched into him crying out his name.

…And then I woke up.

My eyes snapped open and I noticed I was all hot and sweaty, where was Jasper? I didn't see him anywhere in the room. Not a second later there was a knock at my door; I pulled my sheet up to cover myself "its open." The door opened swiftly and it was Edward caring a plate of fruit.

"Good morning, Jasper went to hunt he should be back later. In the mean time, here is your breakfast." He said and handed me the plate. There was every kind of fruit imagine able pealed and cut up, along with some eggs and bacon. "Thank you, this looks really good." Edward nodded and turned to leave.

"Would you mind sitting in here and keeping me company?" Edward stopped moving with his hand on the door. "Bella, it seems a little inappropriate, in your state of undress and your companion isn't here." I scowled at him. "God Edward you making sound like I wanted you to do more then talk with me. And I will have you know Jasper isn't my boyfriend! Thank you very much." Edward chuckled and shut the door. "As you wish, what is it you want to talk about?"

Edward sat on the bench and looked up at me as I ate. "Well… What's there to do here?" "Swimming, snorkeling, looking at the coral reefs, there are some submerged caves to look at, and I guess there is a small bit of forest you can explore up by the cliff. Other then that there are some porpoises, but they don't like our kind much." I had almost finished eating and glanced up at him. "Why not?"

Edward smirked up at me. "Because they unlike you are smart… Tell me you really have no idea what we are?" I glared at him, why did he have to be so arrogant sometimes. "No I don't because Jasper said that was the only way he could be with me is if I didn't know. But now…" I shook my head and went back to eating.

"But now you want to know?" I nodded. "I thought you couldn't read my mind." Edward laughed softly. "Bella I don't have to read your mind to read what written clearly on your face." I set my plate on the bed. "Edward is the big secret really so bad? I mean you guys are the nicest most generous people I've ever met and Jasper-"

Edward stood up. "Bella you need to realize we are different from our kind. The true root of kind is not someone or thing you want to meet, Jasper was one of those very being not to long ago. Bella we are dangerous, what you're doing is worse then playing with sharks with your hand cut open. It's only a matter of time."

I scooted off my bed and glared up at Edward. "Jasper is NOT going to hurt me EVER. I know that because I know Jasper! Because I-" Edward looked down at me and frowned.

"Because you love him? I admire you, for that, for being a person who can love someone they don't know. And knowing they don't know who they are because the person is afraid to tell them. You are a strong person, but this here is bordering stupid. We are dangerous no amount of love can change that." I shook my head.

"You don't understand now, but just wait you will see Jasper is different. Because I believe in him, I believe you're different too; you just hate your kind to much to see that you're not like them." I spoke from my heart and hoped he would see the honesty in my words.

Edward did not move at first but when he did he grabbed my hand and kissed it. "I really wish I could read your mind sometimes." I smiled up at him. "Would you mind taking me swimming?" "The beach is right outside why don't you go swimming, Jasper should be here soon." I frowned "You just don't like being around me?" Edward shook his head. "I don't trust myself as much as you do."

I walked to the door and opened it. "It seems to me like you just need a friend Edward, I'm going to change and I want you to take a walk with me please." Edward stared at me for a minute I think wondering how he had gotten stuck in this and then left. "Oh hey can you get Alice please." Edward was already halfway down the hall and he muttered out a 'sure' and kept walking.

I shut the door and crouched over one of the bags, before I had a chance to grab more then a tan swim suit with white bikini strings Alice came in. "Hey Bella here is your clothes." I looked up at her and grinned ear to ear. "No dress?" She shook her head "Nope, no dress."

She laid out a pair of faded blue jean shorts that looked a little torn in parts and a white cotton tank top with orange star shaped flowers strewed across it. "Shoes?" Alice shook her head. She also held up a gold ankle bracelet. "Alice that's beautiful! I can't wear it, what if I loose it?!" I gasped. Alice smiled and flung it at me. I caught it, dropping my swim suit in the process. "It will look great on you, please."

I nodded and sat on the bed with a huff, I looked up at Alice. "Alice I don't know what to do, about Jasper…" Alice sat down beside me and put her arm around me. "Just let things happen Bella, they will happen when and if they are meant to…" I sighed it was nice having a girl to talk to. "Do you think you could help… I mean you can see the future…"

Alice laughed. "Sweetie what do you think all that lace is for? Its not there just to make you blush. But honestly Bella I'm not sure how much I can help you right now, I'm still trying to soak all of this in, but I'm trying." I nodded. "Bella if he loves you it's only a matter of time, trust him." "I do."

Alice let me get dressed then I went outside to meet Edward after brushing my hair up into a pony tail. Edward was still dressed in his slacks and blue t-shirt. But his shoes had disappeared. I walked up to him and held out my hand. "Come on you let's go!" I said smiling at him. Edward didn't reach to grab my hand so I grabbed it for him and started walking.

"What's it like seeing everything through your eyes?" I asked him as we walked the shore line of the beach the warm water washing over my feet. "Its very bright…" "What do you want to talk about then?" "Bella I'm not so much the talkative one, I really don't care. Your company alone is fine."

I stared up at him. "Are you always so polite Edward?" "Yes, does it bother you?" I shook my head. "Stop caring so much what I think, I'm not gonna run off." He chuckled at me. "You know what, I think I believe you."

We walked until we came up on some large gray rocks, when we got to them he lifted me up and sat me down on one taking a seat next to me. "Wow, the sand is really hot over here…" I said wiggling my feet in the air.

Edward didn't respond and I laid back and stared at him. Edward sparkled just like Jasper in the light, he was beautiful period but in the light… It just didn't seem fair. "What is it Bella?" I blushed up at him. "Its just I was thinking about how handsome you are. And how beautiful Alice is…" Edward smirked. "why aren't we together huh?" I nodded. "I love Alice, we are very close, but in the way a brother and sister would be."

"Why is it you don't seem lonely." Edward laid down next to me his hands behind his head. "I have always been alone Bella, after a while… it's just not important." "Well is it important to you?" "Why does it matter so much?" "It's okay we can change subject then."

Edward sighed. "Thank you, Jasper is back." I sat up on my elbows. "How do you know?" "Lets just say it comes with the cold skin and the glittering in the light bit." Edward slid down and held his hands up to me. "God why does this feel so high up now…" "Bella I will catch you." I shook my head and started inching to the edge before I slid and busted my head against the rock.

Edward caught me and laid me on the sand, "Bella? Bella, are you okay?!" I was dizzy at first but then opened my eyes and two Edwards came into focus. "…Owe that REALLY freaking hurt!" Edward looked so worried. "Are you okay Bella do I need to get Carlisle?" I scrunched up my face and tried to sit up at which he held me down.

"Why would you need to get Carlisle?" "Because Bella he's a doctor and you hit your head pretty hard." I rubbed the back of my head and winced. "I'm okay really this is nothing for me, just a bump…" Edward scooped me up, holding me away from his body as he walked. "Still I would like Carlisle's opinion."

As we came up to the house I saw Jasper and nearly wiggled my way out of Edwards grip to get to him….

~Jasper's POV~

That night after Bella went to sleep I had time to think, everyone had finally settled into doing things that took a little less energy, thankfully. Sometime between the night and the early morning Bella had wound herself around me. Her leg hiked up over my waist, her arm on my chest, and her nose against my neck. Which that was fine until, her scent changed, followed soon by her emotions.

Bella's arousal hit me like a bag of bricks, shocking me straight out of my thoughts, her hand began to wander up and down my chest as her leg would every once in awhile move a little up or down my waist. I found it barely endurable, and even less so when she started making noises. After I heard her moan and I felt her rub herself against my side I groaned and tried to move to leave.

Then I felt a sudden rush an overwhelming amount of arousal from her and I grabbed the side of the mattress. "…Ugh fuck me…" I placed my hand on her stomach even though I knew it was wrong I couldn't stand it, she had to get some release or I was going to loose it. I sent her feelings back at her. I felt her spike and then I felt the wave of her release, the feeling of it was unbelievable, in all my many years as I vampire I had never felt something so strong so good so breathtaking.

I groaned and rolled out of bed quickly dressing and exited the room I had to get away, I had to hunt.

I had Esme take me to the mainland where they hunted when they stayed here. I spent many hours hunting and thinking before I had my fill, afterwards me and Esme talked a little and walked about the mainland. We talked about Bella and what was best for her, or safest for that matter. She told me that it was okay to have doubts but that I should trust Bella too.

Esme and I decided to head back around midday; on the ride there we talked about Bella's mood swings lately and about how I worried I was about hurting her physically and emotionally.

We arrived at the house just in time for me to see Edward carrying Bella in the house. "What happened?" I demanded walking up to them, I watched Bella try to wiggle free from Edward but he wouldn't let her down. "Bella smashed her head on a rock pretty bad I was going to have Carlisle look at her."

I shook my head "I have enough experience to take care of that, no need to involve Carlisle." Bella smile and turned to Edward. "Thank you for keeping me company." She said and kissed him on the cheek. He seemed to come unhinged and quickly gave her to me after saying 'you're welcome' and going inside. Esme followed after him and I heard them talking in the living room as I walked towards the beach with her.

"Did you make a new friend Edward?"

"I might have, she is so strange, but I think I enjoyed myself."

I heard Esme's laugh. "I think she did too..."

I felt Bella lay her cheek against my chest. "How come you didn't wake me up before you left this morning?" I mentally groaned I wasn't ready for this conversation. "Emotions were getting the better of me, I'm gonna set you down over there passed though rocks, by the tree okay?" Bella nodded and I walked passed the rocks until I came to a palm tree surrounded by grass, and sat her down.

"Jasper I'm okay really it barely hurts anymore promise." I shook my head and looked at the back of her head, I found the spot where she hit her head and knew other then a sore bump she was indeed okay. "Am I going to die?" She asked sarcastically. "No not today." I sighed after realizing she was indeed okay. "So how are you holding up Bella? It doesn't look like you melted while I was gone…"

I heard her giggle and watched her lay down on the grassy. "Oh well I was melting when I woke up and you weren't there…" She said looking somewhere other then at me. "Bella I'm sorry I really had to leave." She still didn't turn to look at me. "You could have told me Jasper."

I crawled up over her body and leaned my face down to hers. "I'm sorry Bella." She pouted at me and I kissed the corner of her mouth. "Forgive me?" I kissed her again and she slowly nodded. Bella sat up and I moved to sit next to her pulling her into my lap. Bella turned in my lap and I raised an eyebrow at her. "Will you come swimming with me?" I nodded at her. I watched her stand and unbutton her shorts sliding them off,

I watched as she took off her tank top and pulled the band out of her hair shaking it loose, I couldn't understand how she didn't see how beautiful she really was. I undressed down to my boxers and followed her into the water where we swam around until dark and then when we got out Bella managed to somehow fall in the sand and then giggling she laid down, effectively getting sand just about everywhere on her.

I dropped to my knees in the sand and laughingly brushed her hair out of her face when she rolled over. "Okay I give you can't carry me anymore I have forgotten how to walk." Still laughing I leaned back on my heals.

"Bella you never could walk without falling." She threw sand at me and got up and jumped at me laughing. One thing led to another and soon we were both covered in white sand. After she yawned we decided to go inside or rather I did. I picked her up and carried her into the house.

We were greeted by Esme when we entered. "You two, go to the shower before you do anything else. You guys look like you just went through a sand storm." She mused smiling at us. "It's the door at the end of the hall before you hit our door." I nodded and walked towards it, Bella snuggled into my chest. Before reaching it I noticed it was occupied…

I turned and look at Esme, "Its full do u have another?" Esme paused for a second before answering. "Yes the guest bathroom by your room but-" I didn't wait for her to finish only nodded and went inside the door next to ours. I noticed a part of the right wall had two glass doors that opened up into a small walk in shower. We could both fit fine in the shower but I would have to sit on the bench while she showered off. I set her down and watched her face as she came to the same realization I had.

"I'm going to wait out here until your done Bella." I said but she grabbed my hand. "Yea and watch Esme hurt you for getting sand everywhere? Jasper what's the big deal it's not like we're going to be naked." And with that statement she led me into the shower after adjusting the water to the temperature she wanted. I sat on the wooden bench as she stood under the water and showered off.

Between watching the water roll down her body and the emotion's coming from the other bathroom and now Esme's room I was gripping the bench hard enough to do damage. I stood up "Bella I can't do this." We were touching now and she looked at me like she had done something wrong. "Bella its not you its this place, its them I can't- I can't think clearly I just-" Bella dropped her hands from her hair and put them on my chest. "I want to try something Jasper… At least I think I do. Though this isn't how I planned this happening…"

I raised an eyebrow as she pushed me to sit down and I did after several moments of starring down at her. Bella sat on my lap and my hands went to her side instantly to lift her off me. "Bella I already told you THIS wasn't going to happen, last night will not happen again Bella, I won't do that to you." Bella looked down at the bench. "…Why?"

I furrowed my brow. "Why what?" Bella looked up at me, apparently that was then intended response she was going for. "Why wont you?" That was the most absurd question and I was getting up to leave when I felt a spike of sadness roll off of her. "Please answer me Jasper…" I was so upset that she even had to ask me I slammed my fist down on the bench effectively breaking a chunk off.

Bella gasped and looked down at it then without saying anything got up and went to leave. "How can you even ask me that?! Why won't I use you? Why do you think Bella?! Because I care to fucking much about you to treat you like that!" And with that I was standing hovering over her. I knew most everyone probably heard me but I didn't care I was pissed.

Bella spun around fast even for her human speed. "Care about me like what Jasper?!" I grabbed her shoulders and pushed her against the wall of the shower, putting me directly in front of the spray. "I love you Bella, why are you being so stupid!" Bella grabbed my face. "…How?"

I didn't understand at first 'how what' but what took me a while to register in my mind didn't feel like more then a few seconds for Bella. "I don't know how I just do." Bella placed her hands on my face and I went to move back, she didn't need to be touching me like this with me so upset. "Like this?"

I felt it hit me, at first just her love for me but then a whole new level of her feelings washed over me. I forgot about Rosalie and Emmett in the other bathroom and Esme and Carlisle in the bedroom. All I felt was her and her feelings for me, it was the strongest thing I'd ever felt.

I grabbed her waist and lifted her onto the wall of the shower and kissed her, it wasn't soft and sweet, but urgent and demanding. I needed to feel more of her, of this. I wanted to do anything to touch her, feel her. I felt her legs wrap around me and her hands in my hair.

I gripped her waist maybe a little harder then I should have but she didn't complain, she instead licked my lower lip and with that I parted my mouth.

She tasted amazing just like Bella should, she was intoxicating. I felt myself loosing bits of the small amount of control I thought I had left as her love quickly began turning into something more sexual. As soon as I felt her rub herself against me I held her against the wall and stepped back so that we weren't touching anywhere but my hands, as I set her down.

"We have to stop… I don't know how much more-" I paused mid sentence as I looked at her. Bella's lips were swollen red, and her sides had red palm prints from my hands. My face softened and I stepped closer to her tracing her sides with my fingers. "Bella did I hurt you? You didn't say anything- Bella I'm so-" Bella jumped up and kissed me on the mouth silencing me. "Jasper I'm fine, please don't apologize… Please." I nodded quietly but I kept staring at the red marks on her sides.

"Jasper will you help me finish showering off?" Bella said turning around, I knew she was just trying to change subject and well for once it worked. Because hurting her was the last thing I wanted to think about right now. We showered off and then grabbed towels and went to change, I grabbed my clothes and changed in the bathroom while Alice dressed Bella.

I walked to the door just as Alice exited; she smiled at me and kept walking. I knocked on the door and Bella squeaked out. "Its open." I opened the door and stood completely stunned…

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A/N: Okay so this one was a little longer then the rest I hope you all like it please R/R! A lot of my readers I'm used to hearing from didn't last chapter and I really like hearing from you all so please review, it lets me know how I'm doing, and inspires the next chapter. The review I got inspired this one ^_^ So I hope it good and thank you all so much for reading, its just my little story but I'm glad its liked by others!

So I have decided Edward will have his own story and thus he may stay single through this one…. Though knowing me I could change my mind lol I tend to do that a lot…

The next chapter will be out at the latest Thursday. I expect it to be as long as this one as its part two to this one. The more reviews I get the fast it may get written!!!!

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