Murdoc sat in front of his burned out computer looking through the usual web sites. Every once in a while he looked over at his bed and the sleeping blue haired boy that was laying on it. It was strange how somebody who spent a little over a year knocked out could even want sleep anymore.

He continued looking through photos of nude women, some of the things he looked at he doubted were anywhere near legal. Some photos held what appeared to be women who looked rather dead, some tied up….Usually he would be turned on by these sorts of things, but ever since 2D got out of his zombie state he hadn't really been interested.

"Ew wot are yew lookin' at?"

He looked over to see the singer who was now standing next to him leaning down to get a better look at the screen and the sick pornographic images it held.

"Wot don't you ever look at things like this?" Murdoc asked sounding mildly frustrated.

"Not anyfink like dat…Besides I thought yew said you got me for tat stuff now….Well not tat stuff."

Murdoc clicked out of the web site and turned his attention to the older man.

"Yeah I suppose I said something like that."

2D went and sat down on the bed and looked up at the bassist. The older man went over and sat on his lap; he placed his hands on his shoulders and roughly shoved him back onto the bed.

Murdoc removed his shirt before leaning down and kissing the singer roughly. He had a hand on either side of his head and groaned when he felt fingers digging into his back. The women he'd have sex with were generally just there or tried to make everything dramatic like a porn film. This was something completely different; there was actually passion in the way the blue haired boy was kissing him, the way his nails were clawing into his skin, and teeth nipping at his lower lip. He could feel himself getting hard rather quickly; he ground his hips down against the younger man's causing him to moan in response.

He broke the kiss and went to work on 2D's neck biting hard enough to break the skin then sucking at the blood that slowly bubbled to the surface. He felt fingers tangling in his greasy hair and another hand on his chest. He focused on the pulse under his mouth and the soft whimpers and moans that were made with each rough bite or each caress of his tongue against damaged skin. Murdoc slowly ran a hand down his body to his crotch, he smiled when he felt the singer was as into this as he was. He left his hand there not doing anything, within seconds 2D was bucking his hips and groaning in frustration as he tried to get the older man to touch him. Murdoc just barely rubbed at him taking it slow, the younger man let out a soft frustrated cry and the bassist replied by running his tongue along his jawline before kissing him quickly.

"C'mon more, please Muds"

"More what"

The younger man groaned and his cheeks turned red. Murdoc couldn't help, but laugh at the reaction. He was beginning to think the boy was more interesting out of a coma than he had been in one.

"Please, just…."

Murdoc rubbed at him more roughly this time and watched in amusement as his back arched off of the bed and his eyes shut tightly.

"That?"

The singer nodded quickly.

The bassist continued rubbing and groping him through his jeans finding the moans and expressions he made amusing enough for a couple of minutes. He wanted more than this though, especially for himself. He quickly unfastened the younger man's pants sliding them and his underwear down to his ankles then went to work with his own. 2D kicked his pants off the rest of the way as he looked over the older man's body with a look of mild fascination. Murdoc placed his hand on the side of his face, he kissed him passionately, he felt a hand on the back of his neck, and another on his lower stomach. He reached down moving the hand on his stomach lower silently hinting at what he wanted.

2D broke from the kiss and looked up at the older man.

"I never been wit another guy before, not tat I remember about anyways." He said sounding embarrassed.

"Me either….Just do what you'd do to yourself, alright? You'll know if I like what yer doin' or not."

The younger man nodded slowly before reaching down the rest of the way and grabbing hold of the bassist dick. He began stroking him slowly; his eyes never left Murdoc's as he watched his expression carefully in hopes of not screwing up. Once the initial hesitation passed by he began working at a quicker pace occasionally running his thumb over the tip. Murdoc groaned in reply to each motion of the younger's hand, he began biting and sucking on his neck and then his chest as the singer continued working him. He never thought in his lifetime he would be sexually aroused because of another man and then be touched by another man. He was actually grateful that Paula bitch had left, if it wasn't for that then he wouldn't have this gorgeous man under him right now.

"Stop mate" He mumbled as he reached down grabbing hold of 2D's wrist stopping his motion.

"Did I do somefink wrong Mu'doc?" He asked nervously

"No, no not at all…Just lay back luv I wanna try somethin' wit you." He said speaking softly.

Murdoc sat back on his knees and pushed the younger man's legs apart so he had enough room to settle between them. He reached over the side of the bed and began digging through condom wrappers and a few knives until he found a half empty bottle of lube. He could feel 2D's eyes on him and wondered if he would tell him he didn't want to do that….Then he remembered that the singer would do anything as long as he thought it'd make Murdoc happy.

"Wot you need tat stuff for?"

Murdoc poured some of the substance onto the palm of his hand coating his fingers then his dick with it. He tossed the container back onto the floor then adjusted their bodies until he found a position that he was pretty sure would work for what he wanted to do.

"So it won't 'urt as much."

"Oh okay den"

"It's gonna feel a bit weird, alright?" Murdoc asked before pushing a finger into the taller man.

2D closed his eyes tightly and bit at his bottom lip as the older man pushed his index finger all the way inside of him. He pulled back out then pushed two fingers inside of him, he pulled half way out, and then slowly pushed back in. He watched the younger man's face carefully with each slow movement to make sure he wasn't too uncomfortable.

"Yew alright D?"

The younger man nodded in reply.

Murdoc leaned down and began kissing at his neck and chest; he flicked the tip of his tongue at the singer's left nipple as he pulled his fingers out of him completely.

"If ya don't want to then I won't, it's gonna hurt a lot." Murdoc said honestly as he looked up at the younger man.

"I wanna do it, I'll be al'ight."

He slowly pushed his dick inside of him stopping once he was half way inside, he felt muscles tightening around him, and watched the severely pained look on the younger man's face.

The Satanist reached a hand up softly caressing the blue haired man's cheek; he leaned in kissing him softly.

"It's alright luv, yer doin' fine….Just let me know when you're ready."

"Al'ight"

The bassist slowly pulled out then pushed back in, the singer's body felt less tense this time. He wanted to just fuck him like he would with the women he generally brought back, but this was different. He continued with the slow steady pace hoping he would find the blue haired boy's prostate soon so that it'd be less painful for him. After that point he'd be able to go as fast as he wanted to. He reached down wrapping his fingers around the singer's dick stroking him in time with each thrust hoping to take his mind off of the burning pain.

He continued kissing and nipping along his neck listening as the sounds went from ones of pure pain to ones of pleasure. He pulled out completely then pushed back in except harder this time, he felt fingers digging into his back, and listened to the loud moan that fell from 2D's lips. Murdoc continued with the fast pace, the singer wrapped his legs around his lower back pulling him in further. 2D tangled his fingers in black hair pulling and urging at the older man, Murdoc moved up and kissed him hungrily. He gripped tightly onto the younger man's hips holding him still as he continued pounding into him.

His head felt like it was spinning as he continued thrusting into the younger man, it actually felt better than any bird he'd been with. It wasn't like he wanted men, but he wanted this one. He buried his face in the crook of the singer's neck moaning and growling as he felt the familiar tightening in his stomach. The sound of his name followed by 'God' coming from the blue haired man made him smile. He was God, he was 2D's God, and he knew it would always be that way.

Murdoc reached down taking hold of the singer's dick stroking him in time with each quick thrust. Soon he was coming inside of him; he bit into 2D's neck muffling each moan as he slowed his pace as he rode out his orgasm. The fingers that had been clawing into his shoulder blade were now just rubbing gently. He continued to stroke him; he watched his face liking the pleasure, and mild frustration as he pumped the vocalist closer.

"That's it luv" He whispered as he ran his thumb over the tip a few times before letting go completely.

2D looked up at him confused and slightly angry.

"Please Muds, c'mon yew can't do tat to me."

"Hold on a second, I wouldn't do tat to ya."

He moved down the singer's body trailing the tip of his tongue from his chest all the way down to his belly button. He kept his eyes locked on the other man hoping he got the point by now. Murdoc flicked his tongue over the tip of his dick before taking the head into his mouth running his tongue around it. He watched the realization hit the singer as his eyes widened then fell closed; he reached one hand down placing it on the back of the bassist head. He took more into his mouth sucking slowly; 2D tossed his head back against the bed, and let out a loud moan. He went at a faster pace as he watched the quick rise and fall of the singer's chest as he brought him closer. He pulled off completely replacing his mouth with his hand. He moved up and grabbed 2D roughly by the back of the head, the singer's eyes widened and he let out a small whimper, Murdoc kissed him hard. With that the younger man was coming in his hand and onto his chest, he could feel his body shaking beneath him and swallowed each desperate moan. He released him and broke away from the kiss; Murdoc rolled onto his back and reached over grabbing his jeans off of the floor. He pulled a pack of cigarettes and his lighter out of the pocket and popped a stick out placing it between his lips. He offered the carton to the younger man who shook his head. Murdoc lit the cigarette and took a long drag, he watched as the singer went for his own discarded jeans grabbing out an orange prescription bottle.

"Migraine?"

2D looked at him then put his focus back onto the bottle as he poured four pills into the palm of his hand.

"Thought you only took two of those, least tat's what your mum said anyways."

"Well…I like takin' more tan tat…She don't know though, she'd freak if she did." He said smiling sadly.

He popped the pills into his mouth like candy then settled back down next to the bassist resting his head on his chest.

Murdoc wasn't anybody to judge especially when it came to drug habits. He wrapped an arm around the man's shoulder holding him closely.

"So how was it?"

2D looked up at him and smiled lazily.

"Real good, kinda 'urt for a bit though…I liked it a lot though."

"Good, we'll do it a lot more then." He whispered as he kissed the top of his head.

"I like it wen yew call me luv, it's nice."

"Yeah, you like that? I'll do that more too then."

They laid there for awhile and it wasn't long before 2D drifted off to a drug induced sleep. Murdoc spent the time thinking over the past year and the future. He needed a better place than his flat, he needed more people for his band to be complete, and he also had to wonder just how long he'd be able to maintain the thing he had going with the singer, probably for a good while. In his mind everything was going perfectly.