IMPORTANT A/N!
Hi guys, listen I don't know if I'm going to continue writing this story because I don't get much reviews so I don't think there are a lot of people that are reading it... Any who, I'm posting this chapter but if I'm still not getting any reviews I'm gonna stop... Sorry, I just feel awful...
Ally's POV
Blank. White untouched paper. A clear sky. Empty. Clean. Vivid.
That's how my brain feels like right now. He loves me. He loves me. Do I love him too?
I mean, I know I have feelings for him but I'm in the dark here. I've never being in love so I don't know how that feels. Damn it. I stared into his beautiful eyes. Fuck. What am I gonna do?
I take a deep breath and smile at him. But I don't answer. He looks at me and then looks away. He gets off of me. I stare at him while he runs his hand through his hair. Then he clears his throat. Well that's awkward. "Well, I should drive you back home." He finally says. I blink at him. "Austin-" "Don't." He cuts me off. He looks away again. Damn him. Doesn't he know that I'm not good at this?! I groan in frustration and launch myself at him, kissing him hard and crashing him to the bed. He moans to my mouth and I grasp him tighter. Not letting go. He pushes me slightly. "Ally.." He whispers. I look down and clear my throat. "Look, Austin, I... I don't know how I feel. Ok? I'm new at this so I don't know what's that like." He looks at me and finally nods. He tries to get me off of him but I refuse to let him go. I nuzzle myself to him. He stiffs, surprised. But than wraps his arm around me. He sighs.
"You're different. I love that about you." He says caressing my face. I move my head to his hand. Then he kisses me. At first it's soft, full with passion. Then, it's heated, the fire inside of me is growing, out of control. The power he has over me is undefinable. Damn him. He rolls us over so I'm lying on my back. He takes off my shirt and stares down at me. I watch him closely. He looks at me with sparkling eyes and then he whispers:"You're so beautiful." I stay quiet. He leans down and kisses me again.
He moves to kiss my neck and I arch my back to him. I stiff a moan. The fact that his family are in the house doesn't escape my mind. I'm allowing this to go on just because I don't think they can hear us because this place is so big. But I'm not gonna let myself be loud either. Austin made his way under me and unclasped my bra. He takes it off and starts kissing my chest. The fire inside of me is reaching levels that I've never felt before. I know Austin feels it too because his hands are trembling. He bites my nipple and I gasp. The session is running trough my body, consuming me. I pull his hair and I hear a low sound in his neck. I push him off of me and sit down on him, I pull his shirt off. I start kissing his abs and his chest. He moans loudly. I smack his chest. "Be quiet!" I say panicked. "Kinda hard to do." He says gasping. I smirk at him and resume to what I was doing. I suck on his neck and he puts his hands on my bare waist. I kiss him down his chest, the lower I'm going the more shallow his breath is getting. I smirk again. Just when I reach his waistband he pulls me up and flip us around. I giggle. Austin smirks at me. "Well, that's a sound I don't hear very often." "Shut up." I said annoyed. But then smiled.
He puts both of my hands above my head and kissed me again. Then he lowers one hand and grabs my waistband. He stops kissing me and gives me a questioning look. I nod. He smiles at me while taking off my pants. He lets go of my hand and I take off his. We stare at each other in what seems like ages. Then he finally spoke:" Are you sure you want this?" I smile at him and say:" Never I've been so sure in my entire life." He grins at me and kisses me.
He takes off my underwear and presses his hand into me. I gasp and moan. He puts one finger into me and I biting my lip trying not to scream. He grins wildly. "You're so wet Ally. Is that for me?" He whispers in my ear. I groan. Damn it. I don't answer. He put another finger in me and pumps them in and out. It's hard to breath. I clench myself to him, like that would make it any less sessional. My hips jerks upward involuntarily. My hands are in his hair. I feel myself getting closer and that's when he stops. My eyes are widening with surprise and I look at him. He smirks and then lowers his face to my pussy. I feel my insides burning but this feeling was compare to nothing as soon as he puts his mouth on me.
I couldn't take it any more and I screamed. I took one of his pillows and screamed into it. His tongue devoured me and I was helpless. At his mercy. For the first time in my life. His tongue circled my folds and then entered me. And I couldn't take it anymore and I exploded. The most amazing feeling was running through my body. The fire was burning me. And I liked it. I liked the pain. I was panting and so was Austin. He brings his face to mine and I kiss him. He smiles at me. "That was the most amazing feeling in the world." I say gazing at him. "Glad I could help." He says smiling. "Now it's your turn." I say and roll us over. I take off his boxers and grab his shaft. He moans loudly. I smirk at him and he rolls his eyes. I kept my eyes on him while I lower myself. His eyes are growing wide in realization and then I kissed him. His hips jerk towards my mouth. I close my mouth on him and start to suck. I roll my tongue around the tip and he grabs my hair. I'm feeling his pre cum and I know he is close. After a few more second and he is cumming in my mouth. I swallow it all.
He is panting now. "God Ally, you'll be the death of me, you know that?" He says out of breath. I smirk. He makes his way between my legs and then looks at me. "Ready?" He asks. I nodded and he enters me. We both moan together as he fills me. He gives me a few minutes to get use to his size and then he pulls out of me and slams into me again and again and again and I'm feeling I'm gonna die. Die out of pleasure. This is too good to be real. I've never felt anything like this before. He takes my hands and intertwined our fingers. And that's when I realize that in this moment in time we are one. They can never break us. And I will fight and give my everything for this to last forever.
I open my eyes and at first I panic. Where am I? Then I turn and see the sexy boy who is asleep next to me. Ohh.. That's right.. I'm in Austin's room. His arms are around me. I raise my head up and kiss him. He wakes up and smiles to the kiss. "Hi there, beautiful" he says with a smile. I smile back at him. "How did you sleep?" He asks while running his hand in my hair. "Good. Thanks." I say. He looks at his watch next to his bed. "Damn. We're late for school." He says and gets up. I groan in frustration. I hate school right now. He picks up some cloths and I watch him. He is still naked. Then he turns and catches me. I blush lightly. "Like the view?" He smirks. "You have no idea." I say. "I think I have some." He says while pointing to one of my breast that the blanket didn't cover. I smirk at him and cover it with the blanket. Austin chuckled and then says:" I'm getting in the shower. You can take some of my cloths and take one too. We will pass through your house and pick up some new cloths for you before we go to school." With that he goes to the shower, leaving me alone with my thoughts.
Austin and I had sex last night. Ohh god. I lay back again and put my hand on my face. Ok now we have to face the curse or whatever. I don't want to think about this. When we will reach the bridge we will cross it. With that I got up.
On our way to school I gaze at Austin. After a few moments he asks:" What?" "Nothing." He smirks. "Can't take your eyes off of me, can you?" I snort at him. He laughs. I smile. We reach the school and we exit the car. Everyone is looking. Damn it. Austin raises an eyebrow and then gives me a look. I don't like that look. He smirks and then takes my face in both his hands and kisses me in front of everyone. I blush. What the hell is he doing?! He releases me and whispers in my ear:" If they are watching why don't we give them something worth watching?" I was too upset to answer. "Besides, I want everyone to know that you are mine." He adds before he takes my hand and we enter the school completely ignoring all the stares. This is going to be a long day.
It was dark. So dark, I couldn't even see my hands. Where am I? Austin! I screamed. But I had no voice. I started running. Then I saw a light. It was a circle. Like the one that Austin had in the forest. Right now it was under my feet. But there was no sign of the moon in this circle. No. Not at all. But there was something else. There was a huge symbol of a sun. I gasp. Then I saw it again. The shadow. It was staring at me out side the circle. Just waiting for me to come out. I screamed for help but no one answered. What am I gone do?! Then something happened and the circle disappeared. The shadow came closer then. I started running backwards but I fell. Austin! Help! I screamed. But there was no one there. The shadow grabbed my hand in force and then it was all gone.
"Miss Dawnson!" I heard a severe voice. I gasp and open my eyes at once. I look up and saw Pr. F looking at me angrily. I fell asleep. Damn. "I'm sorry for boring you. Maybe if you're not interested at being in this class you should just go out." Damn it he was mad. "I'm sorry. It won't happen again." I said looking down. Finally Pr. F let it go and continued the lesson. I felt something in my wrists and I look at them and saw that they were blue. They both have bruises on them. Fuck. This is not good.
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Love you all,
Emily.
