Hey guys! So here's a new chapter. There is a part of Raleigh's past that is quite sad, and I hope that I wrote it good. Okay so the super awesome reviewers are:

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If I missed anyone I am sorry. So thanks for reviewing! You guys are uber awesome! Oh and there are two songs that were major inspirations for this chapter. They were: You Can't Break A Broken Heart and Wish You Were and both are by the amazing Kate Voegele, and I own neither songs.

Disclaimer: I ONLY own Catalina, Raleigh, her parents and that's it. I DO NOT own Twilight, the characters or anything of that sort. AND I DO NOT own the songs by Kate Voegele.

Breaking Dishes Chapter 10

To some people school was a place to socialize, to talk to your friends, to concentrate on school and to ignore any bad things from the weekend. School for me was a slap in the face and a constant reminder that I got ditched by Paul. I didn't go to school with him today, and I didn't talk to him at all. Mind you he didn't try and call and explain.

When I got to school, I grabbed my backpack and practically ran into the school. I opened my locker, grabbed my books and ran towards my class. I walked in and I sat down in my usual seat. I put my stuff under my chair and looked out the window. I saw Jared, Embry and Paul all standing by his truck talking. I rolled my eyes and I tore my gaze away from him.

I was practically glued to the couch by the phone waiting for him to try and call and explain it but nothing. I was at least expecting him to try and explain but he didn't. I sighed and turned my head back to the window when the bell rang. I saw Embry shake his head and he ran inside, probably to this class. Unless if he was skipping again...I looked out the window and saw Paul and Jared talking to each other. I could hear people coming into the class. I could hear them talking about their exciting weekends...

"Today we are going to learn about the..." There was a knock on the door, the teacher sighed and opened the door. Embry smiled nervously and walked into the class.

"Mr. Call if you are going to come late to my class make sure you at least have a half-believable excuse." Embry nodded and he looked at the desk next to mine. I put my hand on my forehead trying to block out his image.

"So listen about Paul..." I turned towards Embry and gave him a dirty look, but he didn't understand what it meant. He leaned in and tried to nudge me. I sighed and went back to ignoring him and trying to pay attention to the lesson.

"Mr. Call, Miss Young is there a problem? Is there some big secret that you need to share?" I turned towards Embry and gave him a pointed look. He sat back in his chair and shook his head.

"Yes Addison?" My eyes widened, and my jaw dropped. Since when was she in this class?

"I have a secret that EVERYONE would just DIE to know." The teacher sighed and she waved her hand letting Addison proceed.

"Well this weekend Paul Walker, MY ex boyfriend, asked the loser out." Embry turned towards Addison and he gave her a nasty glare.

"it's not any of your business Addison!" I bit my lip and looked down at my desk. I didn't want to go through this again. They'll laugh. Not the laughing, the laughing was the worst part.

"Anyway so she went on a date with him and he ended up ditching her at the theatre and she was left stranded. She had to call her mommy!" I clamped my eyes shut and I tried to block out the sound of the laughing. They were all laughing, every single one of them. I tried to block it out, I tried not to let it get to me, but it did. I grabbed my stuff and I stood up. I walked over to the door and I opened it. I slammed it behind me and ran to my locker. I opened it and I started throwing stuff into my backpack. I put it on my shoulders and I walked down the hall towards the door.

Just as I was about to leave, I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around and pushed it off, only to see Paul standing there. I glared at him and turned around and continued to walk outside. I was pulled back by Paul and I turned around and tried to push him back.

"Raleigh about what happened..." I rolled my eyes and I walked out of the school.

"Hey! I'm trying to apologise to you!" I kept walking until I felt myself being turned around.

"I wanted to apologise Ray..." I pushed him back and I gave him a dirty look.

"You don't have to. I get it." Paul started shaking then he grabbed my shoulders and shook me lightly.

"I DO have to apologise because you DON'T get it!" I glared at him and I pushed his hands off of my shoulders.

"No Paul! YOU don't get it! The ONE time that I let a guy in, and start trusting him again and he not only hurts me but he also humiliates me! If you didn't want to date me in the first place then you should've said so, not just ditch me and make me the laughing stock of the school." I turned around and started walking back to my truck. I felt a hand on my upper arm and I turned around, and tried to pry it off.

"Let my arm go." Paul shook his head and I glared at him again.

"I'm not letting you go until you listen to me." I glared up at him, then I sunk my teeth into his hand. He let go off it, and I stumbled backwards. I steadied myself and was met by Paul shaking. He turned on me and he grabbed me and shook me again. But this time I could see that he was angry, he was very angry.

"Why won't you just listen to me?" Paul screamed at me, and I immediately thought about what happened to me. I started sobbing and Paul let go. He stared at me in shock, and then he looked at me in horror.

"Ray-Ray I am..." I glared at him and pushed him away from me.

"Stay away from me! Just stay away from me!" I ran over to my truck and I got in. I started it and I drove away from the high school. I drove over to the beach, going as far away from my house as I could, without going into the woods. I pulled into a parking lot and I jumped out of my truck and started walking down the beach. I kept sobbing to myself, and I didn't think I would ever really be able to stop.

Flashback

I was pregnant and I felt horrible. I stopped talking to Abby just because I was scared. I was scared of everything and every boy that came near me, besides my dad. I always wore baggy clothes, trying to hide my problem. But I wasn't even showing yet.

I was forced to go outside after being kept inside by my fear. My mom and dad went to doctors and they said to make sure that I got fresh air, because it wasn't healthy for me or the baby. So they told me to walk around, maybe go to the park. But they didn't know how fearful I was of seeing him again.

But they reassured me that it would be fine, so they made me go. I was walking around the park when I heard a loud group of boys. I instantly wrapped my arms around my stomach, and went to turn around when I saw him. I froze in fear and I tried to make my feet move, but they wouldn't. I was stuck there.

When I was finally able to move my feet, it was too late. He turned his head and he saw me. He started smiling and he said something to his friends. They smirked and they walked away from the park. He started walking over to me, but I couldn't move.

"Hey princess. I finally found you. I was looking for you since that night." I was still frozen, and I couldn't say anything.

"What? Did a cat get your pretty little tongue?" I shook my head and he chuckled. He took a step towards me and I took one back. He reached out and he grabbed my arm and pulled me closer to him.

"Oh come on sweetie. It'll be fun like last time. Except this time, you'll be awake." I started thrashing and then he grabbed both my arms.

"No, no struggling or else." I started hyperventilating, and he smiled. He pulled me into a hug, and I thrashed against him some more.

"Stop it." He started getting mad, when I didn't listen to him. I kicked him in the shin and his face contorted with pain, then it turned back into anger. He reached his hand up and he slapped me. I felt my cheek stinging and I started to cry. He pulled me against him again and he started wiping my tears away.

"You see that's you have to listen to me." He started pulling me over to the slide, and I tried to resist. I dug my heels into the ground, but he just tugged harder.

"You'll like this I promise." I started sobbing, and he turned around and smacked me again.

"Shut up you little brat! Do you WANT us to get caught?" I nodded and he rolled his eyes and tugged me again. I ended up tripping and falling. He got down to my eye level and he grabbed my chin.

"I guess here's good too." I shook my head and tried finding something to defend myself with.

"Oh and princess my name is Riley. I know what yours is. Miss Raleigh Young. Your friend Abby told me the night we shared our special moment." I was picked up and placed on my feet again.

"Let's go." Riley faced me and I took a deep breath. I kicked him where it hurt, and he doubled down in pain. I turned around and took off running. I was halfway put of the park, when I felt arms around my waist.

"RILEY! STOP! SOMEBODY HELP ME!"

End Flashback

I wiped away my tears and began rocking back and forth. I knew who had attacked me, and who had done this to me. But I didn't want anyone to know. I didn't want him to come after me. He said that he would. He said that he would come after me if I told anyone. I didn't know if that was just a scare tactic or not, but it had worked. I was terrified for weeks after that moment; I didn't want to leave my room.

I mean after I screamed for help, I heard someone yelling, and then Riley got off of me and he ended up running. I got up and I ended up running to my house, then to my room. My parents weren't home then, so they didn't ask questions. Which is what I needed, at that moment.

I kept drifting in and out of thoughts, so often that it almost felt like I was dreaming. I know that I should've told my parents, but I mean...it was three years ago. I mean...No. I should tell them. I should tell my parents.

I sighed and looked out at the ocean. I don't remember being here when I was younger, but now that I was, this was my favourite part of La Push. It was so calming, and relaxing. It's like when I was by the Ocean, I didn't have to worry about anything. I liked that.

I sighed and got up; I got all of the sand off of me and started walking down the beach. I started kicking little rocks that were here and there on the beach, but all in all I wasn't paying attention to what I was doing, or where I was going.

I was just thinking to myself, thinking about what had happened to me, and why I had such bad luck sometimes. I knew that there were something's that I wouldn't change for the world. But other things...I wish I could change some things.

"I was true as the sky is blue, I couldn't soon say the same for you, So now I find denial in my eyes, I'm mesmerized by the picture that's in my mind." I sighed and wiped away some tears that were falling. My life's a little messed.

Authors Note:

Okay so there's your guy's new chapter. What Raleigh sings at the end is actually part of a song by Kate Voegele and they are not mine. I'm sorry if it offended anyone that was NOT my idea. I was just trying to get her story out. So if I did offend anyone, then I am SOOOOOO sorry! Please let me know what you think. Thanks! Oh yeah and the Riley mentioned in this chapter is NOT Riley Biers.