The day had dragged for Demi but not as much as the last hour before seven has she had been ready by half five which she was sure was knew record for her and she had been waiting nervously wishing for time to fly by. She was dressed in a black skinny jeans and a baggy grey top so she didn't look over the top, her hair was pulled up and was wearing black sunglasses. She hoped she didn't look like she hadn't put too much time into it either because she had, her bed room floor had looked like junk yard but luckily she had time to clean up.

Finally at quarter to seven she had set off hopefully to arrive at seven depending on traffic and if she was early she would wait in the car. Thankfully she had, had a lot of time to think of a plan no matter how stupid that sounded, she didn't want to look to egger but she didn't want to look like an arse either. In fact she had thought way too much about it, all say to be precise.

Thankfully she arrived with a couple of minutes to spare giving her time to get to the front door giving her one less thing to worry about. She didn't know why she wanted to get here so fast they were going to talk about why they weren't friends anymore maybe it was the fact that afterwards they were going to try for something more. Something Demi had wanted for so long that even the stupid argument didn't hurt her as much as it had because it meant Selena wanted her too.

Yeah she still wanted to know what had happened and she was still angry with her but nothing amounted to the excitement that filled her veins every time she imagined going on their first date and sharing a kiss that wasn't set in stone.

Knocking on the door she waited nervously wiping her sweaty hands on her trousers her heart was pounding and now she was having second thoughts. What was she thinking; she was just going to get hurt. Selena was going to tell her what a better friend Taylor was and how she hadn't wanted to be friends with her and Demi was going to tell her how she hadn't rang her because she just kept getting blow off. Gulping she realised how dry her mouth was and was about to turn back around when the door opened and there stood Selena's Mom Mandy.

Mandy welcomed her warmly and Demi mumbled a hello and held out a sweaty hand for her to shake but Mandy laughed telling her to stop been so formal which Demi was glad of she didn't think anyone would appreciate holding her hand at the moment.

Selena came down soon after and Demi was glad yet scared she wanted to run out the door yet something was stopping her, like she was rooted to the spot. Selena led her to the sitting room and Demi was glad of the sit down because all the emotions running inside of her made her feel dizzy again.

Mandy and Brian left and Selena offered her a drink and asked her if she had, had anything to eat. Demi said no and Selena smiled and said that they could order pizza then she left to get to glasses of coke.

"Selena," Demi said when she came back and handed her the drink, "I don't have any money forget pizza."

"It's fine Mom left us some money no problem," Selena answered but it made Demi uncomfortable she should pay not let Mandy pay for all of it but she agreed making Selena happy.

Feeling sick Demi put down her drink and just wished they would get it over and done with so Demi could run out of the house and cry before it was too late. They sat in silence for a while before Selena said something, something Demi didn't expect her to say.

"I didn't mean to," She mumbled, "To push you away I know I didn't help but I really didn't mean to. I really am sorry."

Demi nodded, "I didn't help either I stopped ringing that was the worst thing I have ever done, we were both to blame that's obvious to everyone who has a brain. It takes to people to tango as my Mom always says. I just I didn't know what to do you weren't answering my calls and when you did we talk for ten minutes before you had go or you would brush up plans because you were doing stuff with Taylor, I guessed you was just trying to tell me you didn't want to be my friend in the nicest way possible."

Tears were already running down Demi's face like they always did when she thought about what happened. She felt weak and stupid and she wanted to run away but when she looked up at Selena, Selena was crying to and that made things a little better.

"I know I'm sorry it was just I had," she gulped, "Starting having feelings for you and I thought it might be best if I left you alone for a bit I didn't want to do something stupid but then it got to the point when I wanted to ring you we were already too far apart. I was afraid to call it's stupid I know and then you stopped calling so I guessed we were going our own ways but I never wanted it."

Demi let this sink in but it didn't fill the gap she had felt when she had left her, "Did it hurt you at all?" Demi didn't even know it had left her mouth until she heard Selena gasp and she felt bad but she needed to know what had happened.

"It killed me, I cried every night, I fell into Taylor's arm's whenever I had a chance because she was the only one I could tell I liked you. I tried to move on but I saw you everywhere even in my own home, we had pictures up of me and you when we were on holiday. My room was filled with pictures I slept on the sofa few nights because I couldn't stand it." She said chocking back a sob as if she couldn't believe Demi had asked such a question but of course Selena knew it had hurt Demi she had seen her in the bathroom.

Demi stood up she didn't know if she could stay she didn't want to start an argument but how were they both suppose to get past it when the both thought the other had done wrong. Stop thinking Demi told herself but that was easier said than done in this situation. So she took a drink and stood right in front of Selena.

"I'm sorry and your sorry but what we really need to know is if we can stop this can work back what we had and the only way we can do that is if we move on." Demi whispered not stopping herself from wiping Selena's tears away.

"Demi don't," Selena chocked, "I know what you move on is please don't leave me."

Demi reached out a grabbed her pulling her to her, "I'm not leaving Lena not with you we need to get past this move on together which means extra movie nights and," Demi stopped and placed her finger under Selena's chin and raised up so she could look in her eyes, "a lot of talking and gossiping."

Selena smiled and hugged Demi tightly, this was Demi not thinking this was her doing exactly as she wanted and with that the both sat back down ordered pizza and watched a movie.

This was the begin not the end or the middle this was the start of everything because eventually they would be together but first they had to work this out and Demi was ready for it. She was ready to feel happy to forget the feeling of ever been depressed and she was ready to have her best friend back.

***Okay so this is kinda rushed so I hope you like it, I didn't want to go into feeling too much because y'all know how Demi feels. She's sorta confused anyway and that's just complicated. I really hope this makes up for me been in hospital and I'll try and write another chapter tomorrow.

Thanks for reading***