Title: Kamui and Subaru's ABCs

Rating: T

Warnings: KamuiSubaru, AU

Note: Inspiration: IvoryKate's ficc 'Need'

Disclaimer: I don't own Kamui, Subaru or any other characters created by CLAMP.

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J: Juvenescent

"Kamui" Subaru warned with a stern look

Crossing his arms elegantly, Kamui gave his younger twin brother a raised eyebrow.

"Stop being so immature" The vampire with emerald eyes stated, softly yet administratively.

Kamui rolled his eyes "I'm not a child, Subaru"

This time, it was Subaru who raised his eyebrows, but in doubt. He looked at his brother, from head to toe, toe to head, as though he were saying "Just which part of you is not child-like?"

"It's not like there's anything to be ashamed of, Subaru" Kamui stated, intelligently.

Sighing, Subaru ran a hand through his hair. He took another look at his brother and sighed again. It wasn't like he didn't enjoy the attention he was given, but, Kamui just wanted too much, excessively.

"You don't need to follow me into the toilet you know..." Subaru stated, albeit embarrassed for having to say it.

Kamui grimaces at Subaru's comment and then does what he wants, he wraps his arms tightly around the other, closing the distance between them. He doesn't want to let go. He doesn't want either of them to leave either of their sides. That's what 'Together Forever' meant right? The vampire with amethyst eyes holds the other impossible tighter, impossibly closer.

"I wasn't following you, Subaru." Kamui spoke, his tone giving away hints of his pain "I'll be beside you forever"

Subaru recognises that his brother was acting juvenile. But he understood the meaning behind the want to stick together like a pair of chopsticks, he could imagine the fear of being left alone, the desolation that'll envelope you, he could understand.

"I'll hold you forever" Kamui whispered into his twin's ear before he travelled to the Subaru's stretched neck, his sharp teeth running over the skin, tingling.

"Your love for me, it's like a juvenescent elixir" Subaru smiles, still not forgetting that his twin brother was still stuck to him like a stubborn and hard to remove parasitic leech, ready to suck blood from his neck.

Loneliness brings nothing but pain. But even so, it is a pain I can and am willing to love. Because, love is not love without pain. Subaru knows that he's a necessity to Kamui, like Kamui is to he.

"There's bound to be pain in love, Kamui" Subaru whispered apologetically.

"I feel as though I can't get enough of your love, Subaru" Kamui confesses as he sinks his teeth into the other's neck, knowing that his orbs were going to flash gold.

Needing is pain. Pain is love. Love is everything.