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I OWN NOTHING.

"Good morning darling"

I smiled "good morning"

"How did you sleep?"

"Good, you?"

"Good, this is nice Jackson"

"It'll only get better from here babe"

"Come on, lets take a shower"

"Yes ma'am!"

We got into the shower and turned on the water.

Jax kept playing around then he pushed me against the shower, lifted my leg up. We laughed

We stopped when we heard someone knocking on the door. It was Opie. We paused what we were doing to see what he wanted.

"Jax you in there?"

"Yea Op, why, what's up"

"You almost done?"

"Naw, I'm actually kind of busy at the moment" he looked at me, I started giggling.

"Hey Tara, Jax we got chapel, now"

"Hey Opie" I tried to say without laughing

"Yea I'll be out in a second" Jax said

"Okay" Opie said then we waited until we heard him leave

"Babe I got to go"

"Aw are you sure you can't stay and have fun a little bit longer?"

"I wish but I got to go" he started finishing up the shower

"Later"

"I hope so"

We got out the shower, he got dressed and left.

I looked around for something I could wear. There was no way I would have walked of his room with the same clothes I had on last night. It was bad enough I had to do the walk of shame but I refused to walk outside dressed as a slutty school teacher. Maybe I should stay in his room until he's done with chapel. I put on one of his t-shirts just in case someone walked in.

Finally, Jax opened.

"I thought you left by now" he said looking for something

"I wanted to wait for you, what are you looking for?"

"Nothing, sorry babe but I got to go handle this thing with the club" still looking

"Okay well tonight?"

"Ha! Found it" he pulled out a gun

"Oh My God Jax! What are you doing with that?"

"I don't know if I'll be back by then, I'll have one of the prospects take you home"

"Jax, you expect me to get on the back of the bike of someone I don't know?"

He laughed "Wouldn't be the first time"

I gave him a serious look.

"Okay fine, if it bothers you that much I'll have Gemma take you home, I got to go"

"Call me later?"

He kissed me and left. A minute later Gemma walked in.

"You can at least knock!"

She knocked on the door "There, happy?"

"Your something else you know that?

"Here" she said handing me a bag

"What is this?"

"Open it"

I opened it and found clothes, shoes and everything else necessary to get ready.

"Thought you might need some clothes" she said as she took a seat on the bed.

"So wait, are you telling me that the entire time you knew I was going to sleep with Jax?"

"No, I had a hunch"

"A hunch? You really expect me to believe that"

"Just think of it as mother's intuition, that and the fact that I saw you guys leave together last night"

"Your unbelievable"

"Yea, you'll get use to me"

"You mind" I needed privacy to change

"No" she wasn't leaving

I changed in the bathroom.

"Looks good on you"

"Yea, how did you know it would fit"

"Come on, your dad's probably worried about you" she said

"I doubt it"

We got in the car

"Have you seen Cherry" I asked

"She's fine"

I tried making small talk to ease the car ride home.

We got to my house and my dad was about to pull out of the driveway I slid down into my seat.

"That's your old man?" Gemma asked

"Yea, thanks for the lift Gemma" I asked unlocking the door of the passenger side.

"Tara if you ever need someone to talk to I'm here"

"Really?"

"Really, perks of being and old lady, we look out for one another."

"Yea, I'll think about it, thanks" I walked up the drive way and she drove off

I need sleep, that's all I could thing about as I walked into my house. I saw no point in cleaning. I learned to just push the mess to the side for another day.

Jax never called me that night. I felt like crap, this was all part of his plan and I fell into his trap, even Gemma saw it coming and the tragic part was that I actually loved him.