A/N: I'm baaaaack!

Sorry for the long hiatus! I honestly lost all inspiration for this story. I didn't mean too, but writers block sucks. I hope this chapter will make up for it! We're breeze past the rest of New Moon in this next couple chapter, but with some of my own twists.

Love y'all! R&R!

"Ready to go kiddo" My dad asks as we finished packing the car
"Yeah" I answer, I then turn around and hug Elena, Jeremy, and Grams and bid them a goodbye. I was slightly disappointed Damon wasn't here; then again I never told him I was leaving for a few days. Dad and I get in the car, I wave goodbye and then we begin our drive to the airport. Once we get there it was hectic. We manage to squeeze through crowds of people with our bags and finally make it the boarding. We show the lady at the desk our tickets and make our way on the plane. We take our seats which were surprisingly decent, I get out my headphones and lean back and prepare for the flight.

It was just another day in Forks, the rain. The wet watery drops just kept pouring hitting against the window and would slide down creating lines. The car ride was silent all you could hear was the rain pattering down against the car. Charlie looked like he was struggling not to cry. I knew he wanted to be strong and kept it in. I wanted to speak. At least let him know it was okay to cry but it seemed all words had escaped me, my throat seemed extra dry today. I lick my lips to moist them and let out a sigh as I lean further into the fabricated seat. I wonder what Elena and Jeremy are doing right now. I wonder if everything is okay back in Mystic Falls. I wanted to know if Damon was okay and staying out of trouble. I made a mental note to call them later.

I didn't mind that my mind was drifting off to Mystic Falls. In fact it kept me sane. Forks was just a bad place for me. All these memories rushed back to me and all I want is for them to disappear sometimes I wish I had amnesia when it came to Washington Forks. I want to forget everything even him, Edward. The thought of him makes me sick, since I was still left with no answers, I was left with only questions when it came to him, I didn't even want to think about him.

Soon we arrived to the local Forks cemetery. It was nothing like Mystic Falls' cemetery. This one was a lot smaller and older. You can barely read out the names on the stones. The whole cemetery is fenced off with a super tall black metal fence. Bars, like it caged in animals. They even had an archway with sign that read "La Push Cemetery" very original I thought bitterly and sarcastically. I wait as Charlie parks the car. I watch as he cringes when he spots the hearse. I let out another sigh today was going to be a long sad day.

Not that I was irritated or mad, it was just stressful. I knew how close Harry and Charlie were. They weren't just fishing and drinking buddies, They were so close that I considered him an uncle. I know what's it like to lose a friend, and it's not a good feeling. Dad and I exit the car and begin to make our way to the gateway to the cemetery. From a distance I can see everyone from the wolf pack all the way to some of Harry's neighbors and a few towns people. He was a really loved man. I rest my hand on my one of my dad's shoulders and give it a squeeze. I hear him sigh and give a little sniffle and places his hand on mine.

"I'm okay Bells." He murmured it. If I didnt make friends with vampires. I would've barely caught the words and from the tone of his voice I knew he was choking back tears and was lying, he wasn't okay, he was hurting. I pull my hand away and stuff my hands in the deep pockets of my jacket. I watch as my dad walks over to the ceremony. I slowly follow. Once I make it there, I don't go and greet Jake like I wanted, I stayed next to my father knowing he needs to comfort the most right now. Jake and I exchange looks.. Soon Charlie breaks and turns to me and wraps his arms around me in a tight warm embrace. I hug back instantly.

It was strange sight. I've never seen Charlie cry. I watch as Billy reach up and grab my dad's hand and gave it a squeeze sending us both a sad smile, that was met for comfort. I return it and watch as my dad bends down to hug him. Soon Jake comes over and pulls me into a hug as do the rest of the boys. Soon the priest came and started the ceremony, which made a lot of us break down and cry, well except for me. I didn't cry and I refuse to cry, yes I knew Harry Clearwater but I had to stay strong. Not just for the boys but for as Charlie as well. Soon to my luck after a bunch of rain and tears the funeral came to end. It was nice for a funeral it was good everyone shown love and support for one another.

After everyone said their condolences, love, and goodbyes. Billy announced that everyone can reconcile at his house for some food, snacks, and drinks and to unwind from this sad dreary day. Charlie agreed to go, but I decided to stay behind. After everyone left,including Charlie and the boys, I pulled an Elena and say at the cemetery. I took out my phone to see a miss call from Elena and a text message as well saying she hopes everything is okay and asks if Charlie was holding up okay. I text back a yeah and thank you. It was a short vague text, but I wasn't really in the mood to discuss Charlie grieving, it was still strange to see and I don't know what I thought about besides sadness.I was kind of disappointed to see no text from Damon, but I figure he just didn't want to show how much he truly cared, or maybe he was just busy, busy being Damon.

After a while I left the cemetery taking the car, since Charlie got a ride from Billy and Jake, I ended up driving by our old house and immediately regretted it. The memories flooded back. It wouldn't have mattered if they didn't have such an affect on my emotions. That made me tense and riddled with fury instead of sadness and misery. I guess that hole in my chest didn't heal, just scabbed I make the worst decision.

I drive to the Cullen's.

When I get there as I could feel something build up in the pit of my stomach, like that night of Vickie's attack. I follow my instincts, and shoot out my hands, causing a part of the roof to explode.

I'm not gonna lie, it felt exhilarating. I did it again till the whole roof was gone. I was panting from the exertion when I heard the silky smoothness of his voice behind me.

"Hello Bella."

A/N: I'm ending this chapter here! Im sorry! Please don't be angry! The next chapter is gonna be amazing!

Also I would like to thank my amazing Beta, LuvinYouWasRed, for her amazingness! Please check out her stories because they are great!