(Ahh..I am so sorry that I haven't written in forever. I have been through our internet being strange and well my computer coming and going from the shop. And it deleted the chapter I wrote to put up...and I just couldn't continue to write it after it had been so long. I will continue now that I have a stable laptop. I just hope you're all not mad at me...this chapter is a lot different than it originally intended on being.)

His eyelids opened slowly as he looked around the room. Pain shooting into his head as his small hand shot up to it. His eyes then looked around as to find himself in his room.

'What happened.' he asked himself as he then was reminded by the pain that was slowly dwindling in his head. 'I was...how long have I been sleeping?' he sat up slowly, his other arm moving slowly as it was connected to the machine.

'Where's the letter?' he asked himself once more looking around his eyes moving to the desk where he thought it would have been last. His mind a bit dazed from his sleep.

"You're awake...I'm glad." Came the one voice that Len did not want to hear the most of, Kiyoteru. "You've been asleep for a while now."

"h...how long." he asked him as he looked at him.

"Four days now...we thought it may take you a while to wake up. You were dead for a minute there but you didn't give up and came back to us."

Len's face went into look of shock, a thing it did every time he got this news. "again?"

"It seems you don't want to give up..now I'm glad...I'm going to put you on some meds to help you sl-"

"NO...i ah.." his voice went timid and a bit shy, "I just...I want to stay awake for a few hours...please..."

"Fine...I will have them make you something to eat then, yes? And if your body can take it, maybe even some desert."

"o..okay..."

"good..." he gave him a soft smile as he walked closer to him bending down a bit as he stroked through the shoulder lenght hair. "now...relax and I'll be back in a while with some food." He slowly walked out of the door watching as the blonde only nodded his slow head.

He let out a soft sigh as he leaned back into the pillows that were perched on his bed in a perfect manor. He didn't like the way Kiyoteru treated him. He slowly pulled his knees under his chin thinking when he heard a small knock. Ocean eyes widening as he turned them to look around. A wide smile came onto his face as he saw the most friendly face in the world at his windowsill. He slowly got out of bed, not wanting to hurt himself as he felt his feet were still a bit weak from not walking for a few days, and made his way over to the window. "K...Kaito!" he smiled at him, "I'm sorry I haven't replied to your letter. I wanted to but they put me to sleep. And I really don't like it when they put me to sleep. I usually don't wake up for few days and it always gives me nightmares that something-"

"Len..len ...calm down..." he paused for a moment to catch those blue eyes into his own. "Hi..."

"Hi..." a small blush formed immediately as he looked down and then back up at him.

He pressed his larger hand up against the window smiling at him, "Rin explained everything to me...and I ah...I wrote letters for you everyday. I think she has them at the moment. But I can't be here for long..."

His face in that instant became a bit sullen. He didn't want the one thing that truly made him happy to leave him so soon after not seeing him for so long, "But..."

"But I'll be here tomorrow...tomorrow night...alright. You're parents have a conference and rin is having girls night with Miku and Luka so you're doctor won't be over..unless well you need him of course...okay...I'm going to come over...but I got to go...okay...I don't want him finding out anything..." he gave him a small toothy grin. "that's alright...right? Or ah..do you well..I don't want to push you to see me again so soon-"

"Come." his tone was serious as were his eyes before brightening up into a small smile, "Please come!" He nodded his head a few times before putting his hand up to meet Kaito's against the window. If only he was there now..if only he could touch him. Feel his warm embrace. "I love you." his voice was soft but his lips easy to read.

"I love you too...now..get some rest...tomorrow will be fun." Kaito let his hand train down from len's leaving it for a moment before he disappeared from his site.

Len let out a small sigh before starting to walk back over to his bed. He couldn't help but feel gitty inside of himself and soon found his hands catching his weight as he fell to the ground. "ah...ouch..."

Wide eyes stared down at him somewhat scolding, "W..what happened." Kiyoteru quickly set the tray of food onto the bed side table before walking over to him and picking him up under his arms helping him stand.

"I...just wanted to use the restroom...I guess I ah..well my legs were still asleep." Len said as he then put a hand through his hair.

"Well you should have waited until I returned...come...I'll help you to it." he let out a small sigh, "and tomorrow...you're going to be alone...but don't worry. I had camera's installed so that if anything does happen I can be there in a few minutes. That's only if your beeper does not respond fast enough."

"Ahh..." bright eyes loosened as he looked down and back up, "thank you for being so concerned."

"Well We don't need any unnecessary guest do we?"

"No..." He responded quickly, "I don't want to feel sick again...I do want to get better doctor." He smiled his eyes shifting his way as they walked.

"I'm glad to hear that." a small pause happened in his voice, " Someday we will be able to go outside together. I know it will come sooner than later if you do as told."

"I think so too...I can't wait." They reached the bathroom as he smiled and nodded to him as he went inside thinking to himself, "but for now...I get to think about tomorrow. Kaito and myself...alone..." The blush moved faster across his face then he could ever thought happening. He looked into the mirror before quickly away his face bright red. He would have to calm himself down before leaving the room.

I think I got my Mojo back...well some of it. But thank you for reading even though I disappeared sometime. The next chapter has a high chance of having lemon in it...I've never written a lemon before...but ah...so ah...*blushes* yea..