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Dinah's eyes shoot open as she was finally able to pull herself from Helena's mind. She continued to hover over Helena's bed even though every single part of her body was shaking. Below her Helena lay eyes wide open.
Helena tilted her head to one side, a smirk forming as she pulled her hands up and behind her head. "Huh so will you telling me what's bugging you now?" Dinah only swallowed, eyes wide in terror.
"Come here," Helena reached up grabbing Dinah's shirt and pulled her down to the bed while Helena smoothly rolled on top of her. Dinah remain stone still as Helena hand gently caressed the young blonde features. "What's wrong baby bird?" Concern clear in Helena's voice as Dinah's face remained unchanged.
"Stop calling me that." She squeaked, unable to look Helena in the eye.
"Why," Helena asked, "I thought you liked it." Helena dipped her head into Dinah's neck and began to leave butterfly kisses all the way up to her ear lope.
"Helena…" She stiffened even more as Helena's nails began to coast under her shirt instantly filling her with desire. "Stop please." She whispered and Helena did but her hand remained just under Dinah shirt filling her with warmth. Helena raised herself up a bit to look down at Dinah, Dinah expected there to be a smug smile or an angry glare anything but the small frown.
"Why so on edge baby bird you need to relax…" Helena gently whispered as she gently pulled Dinah's ear lope into her mouth.
"Helena what are you doing? I've been …caught…. you don't need… torture me…I…ahh…I'm…ohhh god." and with that Dinah let her head fall to the side giving Helena even more access as she wrapped her arms around Helena's shoulders. Helena took this as a sign she could continue and slipped a knee in between Dinah's legs and began to move it in conjunction with her hips as her hand continued its way up to tease Dinah's breast. Despite having been on the receiving end of Helena's affection in so many dreams, the real life feeling was so unbelievably better. Dinah was at loss for words or thought, all that existed was Helena, her mouth, her hands. Dinah moaned as Helena's hand grasped her breast gently, she could feel Helena laugh slightly into her neck.
"So much better in real life isn't it?" She whispered into Dinah's ear. Dinah sucked in a deep breath and tried to push Helena off of her. Helena groaned in frustration as she rolled off of Dinah and removes her hand from beneath Dinah's shirt. "Aagh, I'm sorry that was a stupid thing to say," Helena groaned as she re adjusted to lay on her stomach while still keeping her eyes on Dinah's face. Dinah leaned away from Helena her hair falling across her face forming a protective curtain but did not rise from the bed. "Baby bird," Helena said slowly and extended a hand slowly.
"What are you doing?" Dinah whispered as Helena's hand caressed her face and pushed the few golden strands of her hair that were obscuring it.
"Making love to you?" Helena offered with a questioning smile.
"Why?"
"Don't you want to?" Dinah paused before giving a small nod and turning her face away from Helena to keep her tears hidden. "Baby Bird, then what's the matter?"
"This isn't what was supposed to happen." Helena pulled away from Dinah to stretch out at the foot of the bed, much like she in her dream only moments before.
"Then what was supposed to happen D? You've been sneaking in here for weeks right?" After a long time Dinah gave a short nod as she scooted herself back to lean against the wall opposite Helena. "You've been in my dreams, did you mean to do that?" Nod. "Was that you changing the dreams?" Nod. "You saved me, in more than one of my dreams?" Nod. "Then what's wrong, why did you tell me to stop?"
"You don't feel the same, you don't l…love me."
"What are you talking about, I don't love you? You couldn't tell from the dreams?"
"All those dreams you didn't know it was me."
"Hmph I didin't know. Dinah how could I not know it was you?" Helena almost laughed at Dinah's face of shear confusion. "Dinah why do think it always turned into a make out session?" Dinah frowned, she'd never really thought about it like that. "From the moment you came in I couldn't help myself.'
"So when you were under the bleachers?" Helena nodded.
"Started out with Tommy Stevens, it was a memory from high school and I was shy, then suddenly it was you and I wasn't shy anymore." Helena lowered her head slightly but kept her eyes fixed on Dinah. Dinah swallowed as she saw the intensity behind Helena's eyes.
"What about the others?" She whispered. Helena sighed as she shifted onto her back to stare at the ceiling. After drawing in another long breath before she began.
"My first week at the bar you saved me and that same night …the pool game and the store room. All I saw was you, all I wanted was you."
"And tonight?" Dinah asked hopefully, "the blonde woman."
"You," Helena barely whispered not turning to look at Dinah. "What I hoped we could be together." Dinah gently ran her fingers over the back of one of Helena's, she was testing Helena's reaction though she didn't know for what. Helena sighed again, this one however was different from the previous ones it was somehow restrained. As if Helena was trying to hold something back, it was a small and quick touch however it was enough for Dinah to feel some shadow of Helena's own emotions. The sadness that she had caused by pushing her away, the fear of rejection, the lust of her touch and the foundation of them all, love. A moment later Dinah let out her own restrained sigh and bit her bottom lip as she thought about what to do next.
"I'm sorry for all this Dinah." Helena mumbled after a few moments of awkward silence. "I just had to know what was going go, I thought I was crazy you know, constantly dreaming about you. It was just so real and every morning I woke up so disappointed that it had all been a dream. I couldn't help myself D I'm sorry. We should just go to sleep and forget this ever happened." Dinah turned to look at Helena's profile; she saw the pained look on her partners face, it was the breaking point for Dinah. She rolled onto her side toward Helena draping one leg across Helena's hips before sliding even further so she was straddling the brunette. Helena's eyes shot open and instantly began to glow yellow, Dinah could tell Helena was trying to hold herself back, to make sure this was really what Dinah wanted.
"I never lost interest Helena," Dinah found herself becoming more confident as the look on Helena's face became even more lustful. "So why don't you show me more of what you were hoping for." She rolled her hips slightly for emphasis on certain words and gasped when she finished and Helena suddenly shot up claiming her lips in a possessive kiss.