"Alice, when are they coming", I said sitting next to her on her and Jasper's bed.
"Not for a while a few months maybe so how do you feel about having a graduation party?" she asked bouncing up and down.
"A party are you sure I mean with everything else going on is that really a good idea."
"Oh relax you sound like your sister", she giggled beginning to braid my hair. "and by the way you're going to be sick tomorrow so do with that what you will", she finished kissing my cheek before Jasper walked in I hugged him.
"Good night Charlie", he said wrapping his arms around my waist.
"Night Jazz, night Ali", I said closing their bedroom door behind me. I walked into my room and found Emmett and a very stressed out looking Edward.
"Hello Charlie", Edward greeted me pinching the bridge of his nose between his thumb and pointer fingers.
"Hey, is something wrong with Bella?" I asked the two of them were always together so where the hell's my sister.
"No there's nothing wrong with her there's something she wants, something I don't think I can give to her", he answered looking depressed. I walked over and sat Indian style in Emmett's lap, he smiled perfectly down at me putting his chin on the top of my head.
"So what does she want exactly?" it was so out of character for my sister to be selfish especially when it came to Edward.
"I don't know if it's appropriate to talk about with you", he said looking away from me.
"Maybe she can help", Emmett shrugged.
"Alright well Bella wants to try and be intimate", he sighed.
"Ok and why is that a bad thing, is there something wrong with my sister?" I said confused.
"No it's not that at all, I love her so much I'm just terrified of hurting her", he answered calmly.
"Oh well then you need to have rules, if you hurt her just make sure she knows to tell you, simple as that", I said.
"Maybe on her behalf but it not simple because the whole time I will be fighting to control myself and if I can't", he shuddered at the thought
"The way we over came this is by facing the worst possibility first", Emmett clarified.
"Like what?" Edward asked.
"I knew that if I didn't make Charlie happy I would hate myself and I knew if I hurt her I would hate myself more what I'm saying is she understands the risks and if worst comes to worst and I break her, sorry babe, I would change her then because we both know that's how it has to be", he said kissing my hair.
"And if you do hurt her beyond repair change her I know that's what I would want", I said looking to Emmett to back my argument.
"So go talk to Bella and give it a shot", he smiled at his brother. That's my boy always there for his family.
"I'll consider it, thanks you two", he said getting up to leave.
"Anytime bro I'm up twenty four seven", he reminded him with a smirk. Edward walked slowly out the door closing it behind him. "So rumor has it you're going to be sick tomorrow, is there anything you want to do before you get sick?" he asked hinting.
"Nope we're not having sex again until Bella's a vampire", I said.
"What, how does Bella being a vampire affect that?" he asked.
"Because every time we do someone tries to kill her ok James I accepted as a coincidence but right after we finish with the Victoria thing, that's more than just a little bad luck", I said almost sobbing, it sounding stupid I knew that but it was true.
"Babe you know that's not why those things happened, you can't honestly hold yourself responsible for that it's insane", he said taking my face between his hands forcing me to look into his eyes.
"Emmett can you please just support me ok I'm freaking out and people are after my sister and no matter how hard I try I can't protect her because all I am is human a frail, weak, and useless human", I said throwing my face in the pillows at the head of the bed.
"Charlie, do you honestly think that about yourself?" he asked rubbing my back in soothing circles.
"Yes", I said not looking at him.
"Well think again because you are the only thing that brings a smile to my face and you're the only reason that I pull myself out of the house in the morning, Charlie you are the reason I fight so hard without you I'd be nothing don't you understand that by now?" he said putting his finger under my chin forcing me to meet his gaze.
"Emmett I need you", I sobbed into his neck.
"I need you too baby, more than you know", he said laying me down on the bed beneath him. He slid his hands under my shirt and pulled it over my head before unclasping my bra and throwing it to the floor. In seconds he had removed the rest of our clothes before kissing his way down my stomach. He stopped at my sopping core and put my thighs over his shoulder. He then placed a sweet kiss on my bundle of nerves before lapping at my opening greedily. It only took me a few moments before I was screaming his name as I reached my climax. Then he did something that surprised me he rolled next to me and pulled me into his arms. "I never thought I'd be spooning", he chuckled.
"What are you doing and why aren't you fucking me senseless", I said.
"Because you said no sex and your wish is my command", he said kissing my neck.
"But I, we can't not have sex", I stuttered.
"Why not?" he teased.
"Because I'm horny", I spat at him.
"Prove it", he said.
"How?" I wondered.
"Touch yourself, for me Charlie", he purred into my ear sucking it into his mouth.
"I ….I don't know how", I said. The only person who had ever touched me was Emmett.
"Just do what feels right", he said sliding one of his legs between opening them slightly. My breathing hitched as he moved my hand near my sex. I looked questioningly at him but he licked his lips reassuringly at me. He moved my hand with his in small circles over me clit applying a slight amount of pressure. Then he began to move them faster causing constant profanities to fly from my lips.
"Emmett", I cried out over ad over gain reaching my orgasm. "Was that proof enough", I panted after a few minutes. He smiled and shrugged before making rough love with me for hours.