Hello! Back again! Here is chapter 10, this chapter is a bit of a twist, both Ichigo and Orihime's pov is in there, so i hope you can keep up. Sorry for switching them around like that. Lot's of drama in here, sorry i die it down next chapter lol okay ill shut up lol

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Summary:Tatsuki you have no idea how I'm feeling right now, so I suggest you back the hell off before I bite your fucking head off.

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"I…I've been raped." She whispered. I dropped my hands. She looked at me, wide-eyed.

The girl I love…

A range of emotions flashed through me like a bullets.

Agony

Anger

Fear

Revenge

My body froze, my heart stopped and I felt a strange powerful, fervent need to kill. I was livid. I clenched my fists and was already thinking of ways to foolishly kill—I wanted someone's death so savagely—my hollow's thoughts became my own and for once…I liked it. For someone to take advantage of an innocent girl whom I love…?

I needed to kill, I wanted to kill. I could not stand here any longer and I had to go find him or them.

"Kurosaki-kun…It's okay" She said thickly—with fear, no doubt.

Surely Orihime could feel the brutality radiating out of me, it was obvious.

"No it's not" I snarled. "Why? Why did you keep this from me?" I demanded. My jaw tightened

She hesitated at first, water filling in her stormy honey brown eyes.

"B-because…I was afraid," She looked at me "I was afraid you wouldn't love me." A tear rolled down her cheek. I sighed, aggravated. She turned red, beet red.

This is where I needed to comfort her, but the lust for manslaughter was too thick. But nonetheless, I went closer to her and touched her cheek.

"You…" I couldn't speak. The pain was unbearable. She seemed even more delicate to me now. More precious, like a diamond in the rough.

"I love you…I love you." I whispered roughly. I kissed her nose, and then my lips lightly grazed her lips. I could feel her quiver under me.

"I love you…" She said faintly. Those words, I could hear them a million times and never be satisfied.

"Tell me again…" I pleaded against her soft lips. She raised her free hand and placed it gently on the side of my cheek.

"I love you…" She repeated this time with a soft tone, seductively rather.

Enough I told myself.

"I'm going to kill—"

"No!" She stopped me short. "Don't…its okay. It's over now." She said.

I glared at her hard. "No, it's not okay and it's not over." I said in a harsher tone then I intended. I paced back and forth in the living room. Orihime placed her back to the front door.

Come on King let's go. Let's go find them and kill them. I'm ready king, you know I'm ready.

"These guys…" I corrected myself, "These bastards take advantage of you and other girls, they cannot just get away with this!" I roared. Orihime was startled.

"Ichi-"

"We got to do something about this." I grabbed the keys outta my pocket-Mizuiro's keys. I borrowed Mizuiro's M3 earlier to get to work. I needed information, since the Soul society couldn't help; I had to handle this myself. If I found the bastard I could just stab him with zangetsu and be done with it.

"Let's go" I ordered Orihime.

"Wa-wait where are we going?" She said panicked, while stumbling out the apartment behind me.

"We got to find him!" I said with an edge.

The car chirped as I walked around it.

Orihime stopped in her tracks.

"No…" She said, jaw set, expressionless.

I searched her face…"No, what?" I responded.

"I don't want to look for him, that's the authorities' job. Plus I didn't want you to know, I didn't want anyone to know. The only people who know are Tatsuki and Dr. Soken." She fidgeted with her fingers uneasily, she seemed uncomfortable.

"I just told you because I love you, and I couldn't keep it in anymore."

I sighed heavily and walked back to her.

"Well…what do you want me to do?" I asked, suppressing the annoyance my tone.

"You want me to sit back…a-a-and do nothing?" I could feel the lust so badly that it made my fingers twitch, I had to kill. I heard a chuckling in the back of my head. My hollow was enjoying this.

She nodded her head yes.

Damn this girl!

Damn it!

If it were anybody else I'd ignore their respond and go ahead to kill anyway. But this girl…this girl.

"WHA-" I began

"It's already hard!" She cried out, clutching her sides. There it was again, her beautiful sadness. I didn't like when she cried but I've never seen a more beautiful sight.

"It's hard…e-enough, just k-k…" She sniffled. Her body jerked while she cried, head bowed to the ground.

"…I don't…I don't understand." I responded slowly. A gust of wind blew by. The cool air hit my skin, I could feel my goose bumps rise. Her burnt orange hair blew violently in the wind. She glanced up at me.

"It's hard enough…kissing you…I can't even…"

My eyes widened. How couldn't I have noticed? Ahh… I was so selfish, not only have I kissed her, I was rough with her.

Damn it. Of course, I noticed before anytime I wanted to do something for her or be with her she refuses. Especially the time I stalked her home. She probably noticed me.

When she was in the clinic, forcing me to go back to class, walking her home, every time she looked sad; Ugh! Fuck!

Why didn't I notice? I shook my head in disappointment. Even my hollow knew.

Told ya King. I ignored him. I finally understood, her keeping this from me, from everybody, must have been hard. And the biggest worry, is me.

"I didn't want to get close to you, I didn't want you to love me, I didn't want this to get deeper," She wiped her tears—made no difference—and locked eyes with me again.

"Look...you don't have to kiss me…" My body trembled, my head felt hot and I felt like I was losing it. I closed my eyes shut and clenched my jaw. There was too much anger building up.

I took a deep breath, "You don't have to hug me or kiss me or even come close to me. And I'm sorry for kissing you—"

"I kissed you because I love you!"

"You love me because I said I love you" She looked at me flabbergasted like I insulted her. She pressed her lips into thin lip then parted them.

"No! …I loved you even before! I loved you before you even knew I existed, I loved you since my brother died Ichigo. I don't have any love for anyone in this world except you!" She exclaimed.

I tensed up. Those words…her words…I couldn't explain how I felt. The anger I felt quickly died down, as if her words were soothing.

"This is already hard enough! Kissing you and hugging you, I do it because I love you." The tears came back again. It hurt to see my princess cry.

"I don't want to hurt you Orihime, I don't want to be a constant reminder of…that." I used two fingers to shove her locks behind her ears.

"But-"

"Listen," I cut in, she sighed. "I don't want you to suffer. Don't you feel pain every time I kiss or touch you?" I asked concerned.

She looked off to the side as if she were remembering something. I scrutinized her expression…maybe she was having a flashback. I frowned deeply. "I endure it." She said in a broken voice.

"No" I said too quickly. "I don't want you to do that" She snapped her to look at me, piercing her stormy eyes into mines—angry might I add—looking for a response. Damn, that was sexy.

Enough

I commanded myself. I won't be thinking about that for a long, long time. I would have to get use to myself jerking my mind out of those thoughts.

"Don't say that…d-don't say that….don't…" She was turning red again,

"Don't worry about me, I can handle myself! I know my limit Kurosaki-kun" She groaned. She said my last name? Ah, she says it when she's mad.

"Orihime, I don't want to push your limit, I can't control…myself…if I get too far with you." I admitted so foolishly. She probably didn't know how much she had an effect on me.

"Kurosaki-kun don't do this for me, I can handle—"

"I'm not only doing this for you, I'm doing this for me too!" I raised my tone a little. She pouted her lip almost whimpering—damn this beautiful woman, there's no getting angry with her. Her eyes drooped and she dropped her head.

"If you love me then, respect my wishes and just…take it easy." I said calmly.

She gasped and held her temples. She breathed in sharply. "Uh…Kuro…"

"What…" My eyes widened, I grabbed her shoulders. "Are you okay?" She fell into my arms.

"Orihime!" I panicked. "Orihime…ori-" I grabbed the keys to the M3 and carried her to the car.

I shut my door and roared the car to life. I stomped on the gas pedal, Orihime on the passenger side out cold. Every cell in my body panicked; I didn't know what was wrong with her.

"Hang in there! Orihime! Hang in there, okay?" I panicked; I went straight to Uryuu's father at his hospital.

Orihime POV

I heard a voice of angel. His voice was so velvet and deep.

It can put me to sleep. I felt my shoulder being shaken.

Orihime! Orihime!

Yes? I wanted to respond but this sleep felt good. I didn't want to wake up. I heard the angel again this time pleading, crying to me to wake up. Orihime please…

Okay…but please angel, don't cry, be happy, I wanted to say. But I felt weak, I felt like sleeping. Boy this sleep felt so good.

She should be fine an unfamiliar voice said. I drifted in and out of sleep. My eye lids were heavy so I didn't feel like lifting them just yet, I wanted to hear the angel's voice.

Where'd you go? Oh angel of mine…where did you go?

What did you do to her? I heard…Tatsuki? Why does she sound mad? Tatsuki don't be mad, I'm fine.

Deeper…this sleep was taking me.

We are not doing this right now, stop this, the both of you. A stern voice said. What's going on? Was that Rukia?

Tatsuki you have no idea how I'm feeling right now, so I suggest you back the hell off before I bite your fucking head off. Whoa…was that my angel? I felt myself smirk. The atmosphere was thick and wherever I was smelled like germ-x and bleach. Was I at the hospital?

"Doctor Soken please come to room 110, Doctor Soken room 110." I heard voices arguing in the room, but I didn't want to open my eyes just yet.

"Why don't the both of ya's go outside, I think yer wakin' up sleeping beauty over there"

I know that voice…Shinji!?

"Stay out if this Shinji!"

"All this arguing isn't gonna to solve anything and yer beauty there needs her rest" He responded firmly.

"Shinji is right." Uryuu confirmed, I heard Chad grunt in agreement.

"This would have been avoided if this asshole over here could have just stayed in his place. I had everything under control and you had to ruin it!" Tatsuki yelled.

"Look, I called Keigo and he said he was fine, he's not offended or anything."

"Rukia it doesn't matter, he ruined it now Keigo suspects…you dunce"

"Tatsuki…I don't hit women but you are really making me think twice about that." Ichigo said.

"Oh PLEASE, I wish you would lay a hand on me." She retorted. I had to wake up now, I can't hear this anymore. All my senses were coming back to me now. I used my spiritual awareness to figure out who was in the room, Ichigo, Rukia, Chad, Uryuu, Tatsuki and Shinji. I felt Renji there too but I didn't hear him speak.

I opened my eyes and groaned the light was bright. Was it morning?

"Guys..." I said in a low voice. The arguing was loud.

"The controlling is a bit too much!"

"All I wanted you to do was to stay away from her!"

"You are not her mother!"

"You shouldn't be yelling!"

"Screw you!" "Screw you!"

"You shouldn't be talking!"

"You guys are proving that you are incapable of controlling your tempers!"

"Guys….guys…." The arguing continued.

I took a deep breath. "GUYS"

End of Chapter 10! What'd you think? R&R! Tatsuki's a bit mean here huh? what do you think shes trying to do? and Shinji is here yayyy i love him _