A/N:Hi my lovely readers! :) I really hope I still have my fans that really liked my story, and are dying to find out what happens next. So here you guys go! And after the chapter I'll explain why I've been gone, and how I'm going to keep up with this story... Ok to the story! :D oh and also I wanna continue where I left off so like a few days before Halloween, then continue it like that until we catch up to present time :)
The next day I woke up on Trent's couch. I noticed a pillow under my head and a warm, furry black blanket keeping me warm. Did I fall asleep here last night? Oh my god! Did anything happen? I looked under the blanket and see all my clothes, of course their there, Trent would defiantly not take advantage of me.
"Morning Beautiful." I hear Trent say on the couch's arm. I smile at him as he hands me a cup of coffee.
"Hey." I said starring at him.
"Uh, you fell asleep last night and I didn't want to wake you, so I pretended I was you and texted your parents that you were sleeping over Bridgette's."
"Oh yeah, Thanks." He nods as saying no problem.
I grabbed my phone and see I have 3 texts. 2 from Bridge, one from Courtney. Basically they are saying lets get dresses for the school's Halloween dance, I really don't want to go, I don't really think its my thing. But I have to go to help people believe Cody's my boyfriend, and were like the new "it" couple. Ugh, I hate knowing that everyone at that damn school knows "who I really am" when really they don't know shit. Just because they know me and Cody are "dating" they think they know everything. It's so ridiculous.
"Well I gotta go, sorry. Maybe I can drop by later? For another sleepover?" I said moving over to kiss him.
"That sounds really fun. Count on it." he says between kisses. But sadly our little make out session ends before it even starts, because Bridgette just had to call.
"Hello?" I answered annoyed.
"Oh well excuse me for calling and pissing you off!" Bridgette replies equally annoyed as me now.
"I'm sorry, I was just... busy." I say blushing, starring at Trent. He smirks at me.
"Oh, well do you have enough time to buy a dress?" she says happily.
"uhh, sure?"
"Great! Drop by my house in 15, 'Kay?" She tells me.
I roll my eyes. "Okay. Bye."
"Adios!" she says hanging up. I look at Trent, and just look at him for a minute. Last night I realized I love him. Did he realize it too? Should I tell him that I love him? Then I remembered some advice my mom gave me once I started getting serious with Jack, to always let the guy say 'I love you' first. And I did, I waited for him to say it, and he finally did, when he gave me the locket... I put my fingers over it, still feeling connected to him.
"Well, I guess I'm going shopping!" I say with fake excitement, then I roll my eyes. Trent chuckles.
"I guess you are... For?" He asks.
"Schools Halloween dance." I answer.
"ohhhh." he says.
"Yeah..." Then he comes over me and kisses me, I never want to stop, just stand there, and kiss him forever. But I stop. "Bye." I breathe out.
"Bye..." he says kissing my forehead. And by that you can tell he doesn't want me to leave either. I walk to the door, and look at him one more time before I close the door.
When I get to Bridge's house, I ring her bell, and she quickly comes and answers the door. "Hey!" she says hugging me.
"Hi." I said forcing myself to smile. The truth is, it's really killing me to be hiding that I'm seeing Trent and not really seeing Cody, and I just wish I can tell Bridge the truth, she's my best friend, and it really sucks to be hiding it from her... And the rest of the gang, I just wish everyone I love could know the truth, but that would result into some major drama...and most importantly I wish Trent was never my teacher, because it will still be weird if 3 years from now were together and some of my former classmates see us together, it's still fucked up, because he was my teacher, and he might still be teacher... Who knows what could happen years from now.
On second thought I actually take that back about wishing Trent was never my teacher, things would be totally different if he wasn't. And I love how me and him are...all except hiding how we are...
"Is something wrong, Gwen?" Bridge asks concerned. I stop thinking, and then I smile.
"No, everything is perfectly fine... Why wouldn't it be?" I lie.
" I don't know, you just looked like you were thinking a lot."
"Oh, well I was just thinking about Cody you know." I say, twirling my hair. Ugh, just look how I'm acting! Bridge totally won't buy it.
"Wow, didn't know you liked Cody that much! Well anyways come on, Court's probably wondering why were taking so long at the door." I nod in agreement. We walk in the living room, and we find Court watching TV.
"Hey Gwen." she says with a big smile on her face.
"Hi. So are you two ready?" they both say yes. Then we go to my car.
"Oh hey what's the theme for the dance again?" I ask.
"It's a ball like thing; everyone HAS to wear a mask." Courtney says.
"Who came up with that idea? You or Blake?" Bridgette asks.
"Mr. Vice President did. It's a pretty damn good idea, I say." Courtney replies.
"Does he still like Cody?" I ask. Courtney nods. I drive for a little while without speaking, and I think Court and Bridge think I'm mad so they don't speak ether. Then I pull over, I can't take it anymore.
They look shocked but when they try to speak I tell them to shut up.
"I don't know how to say this, but... Never mind." I put the break back into drive, they look confused then I explain. "I can't tell you today, maybe another day, just don't bring this back up, unless I do ok? And I mean it, don't bring it back up." I couldn't do it. It's not right unless he's here. I have to much respect for Cody, so I can't tell them, until he's ready to come out...
A/N:Ok so like I said in the begging of this chapter I'm going to explain why I was gone for so long so here's why: The Internet on my laptop no longer works, and I can't fix it so I can't upload new chapters! Then a few days later my home computer broke, like it won't turn on at all -_- so I can't upload chapters, until I came up with an idea.
I can use the notes app on my iPod and write my chapters there. It kinda takes a while because I only use one finger to write it, so yeah, and I email the chapter to my e-mail, and then when I go over to my grandma's I'll upload it from my e-mail :D
Now there is a down side from this. I only go there on the weekends and it's like after a few weeks but I'll for sure upload a chapter or more on Saturday and Sunday. Just not EVERY Saturday and Sunday. But I'll try to come over more for my fans, and to spend some time with my grandma :)bye!
~Elise :3
