Neko Love ch. 10 Anna's POV

I feel bad about what happened between Elsa and Belle and no matter what she says, I know that it's all my fault and now she's all sad. When it's late at night and the writer thinks that I'm asleep, I can hear the soft sobs that she lets out and it breaks my heart. I wanted to protect from the med student because there's something off about her, I don't know how to explain it but I don't trust her. I didn't want the writer but I did the exact opposite of what I wanted to do and caused her great pain of losing her lover.

I know that I'm becoming a burden with Elsa working so hard at work to get a place so I won't be discovered but is it worth it. Am I worth it? I don't want to be a burden on the writer or the guys and it feels like I am but where do I go? I can't return to that place that I once lived, I just can't and I don't want to leave Elsa because she's been so good to me and she's took me in when she could've easily left me on the street.

The time that I spent with the writer and the guys have best moments of my life because they showed me what it's like to be a part of something truly special and treated like I mean something to them. I love them for that and they hold a special place in my heart especially Elsa because she is truly one of a kind. I think that… I might be falling for her. Oh no, this isn't good. I can't fall for Elsa… not that she's not attractive but she is but I'm… we're just too different. I'm too damaged and I'm neko.

I was meant to be a pet and a slave, nothing more. If I do tell Elsa how I feel, it doesn't mean that she likes me in that way. She would just laugh in my face and tell how much of an idiot I am while saying that there's no way that she could love a beast like me. That's what my last owner used to tell me. He would say that no one will ever love filthy, weak, disobedient animal like me and that he's the only one that would want me before smacking me around.

I know that Elsa wouldn't hurt me but I can't help but think she would get rid of me once she discovers my feelings. Maybe everyone would be better off if I wasn't around and they won't have to work so hard to take care of me. The writer currently in the middle of one of her classes with me all alone in the dorm.

Maybe this is the moment that I should take off and never come back and Elsa doesn't have to worry about me anymore. I sit down at the desk before grabbing a piece of paper and pencil and start writing everything that I don't think that I'll be able to say face-to-face to the writer. Once I'm done, I stealthily sneak out of the room and out of the dormitory without being noticed.

I don't have a set plan of action but it's for the best and I am sure that I can survive on the streets. I walked around in no particular direction, taking in the scenery before walking into a nearby park. I see children throwing snowballs at each other and laughing when they get hit or hit somewhere. It reminds of the time that I was allowed out of the dorm room for the first time and we had a snowball fight. I smiled at the memory but it made me feel sad because I won't be able to have any more of those memories because I can't be with the others.

They are better off without me and I can't be a burden on them any more than I already have been. I sink down to the ground before pulling my knees into my chest as I bury my face into my legs. I know that I haven't been gone that long but I already missed them. I miss Elsa and I want her with me, to tell me that everything is going to be okay. He was right about me. I am weak. I don't want to be weak and have to reply on someone to take care of me but I don't know what else to do.

What do I do? "Are you okay? Are you hurt?" Someone asked. I looked up to see a boy knelt in front of me with a concerned look on his face and he couldn't be no older than 15 or 16. He has hair as white as the snow that we're standing in, kind and gentle brown eyes, one tooth sticking out of his mouth, pale skin but not as pale as Elsa's skin but pretty close and he's a little bit shorter than Kristoff and Sven. I don't know him but it… feels like I can trust him for some reason.

"I'm… fine" I said looking away.

"You don't seem fine. My name's Olaf and I like warm hugs. You are?" Olaf asked curious.

"A-Anna. I'm Anna" I replied.

"Okay Anna, why are you so sad? Are you lost?"

"No, I'm not lost. I just… never mind" I said shaking my head.

"Come on, you can trust me. I'm a good listener or at least that's what people tell me" Olaf said smiling.

"Well I was staying someone and they have been taking care of me for awhile now but I ruin everything" I said feeling the tears form.

"What do you do mean? Ruin everything how?" Olaf asked frowning slightly.

"I caused for her to lose her relationship with someone that she cares about even though she says that it wasn't my fault but I know it is. They're always arguing about me and I know that I'm a burden on her so I left. I didn't want to cause her anymore problems for Elsa" I said as the tears rolled down my cheeks.

Olaf doesn't say anything for awhile and I assumed that he had left but I can't blame him for leaving. Why would he want to be around a mess like me for? I was caught off guard when a pair of arms wrapped around and pulling me into a warm chest, causing me to cry hard. The younger boy shushes me as he tells me that it's going to be okay. I want to believe him that it's going to be okay but I'm just not sure.

Elsa's POV

Seeing Belle at school is very difficult and we avoid each other so we don't have to deal with our breakup because we've been together since junior year of high school and you just can't turn those feelings off like a light switch. It hurts… it hurt so much and I don't know what to do. I never expected Belle to break up with me and I didn't expect myself agree to it as easily as I did. I love the med student and I thought that we were going to spend the rest of our lives together but life threw a wrench in that plan.

I always thought things happened for a reason but I can't see the reason in this. To make matter worse, Anna is blaming herself for the breakup and it's not her fault. Belle may had a problem with her being in my room all time but I can' t just turn my back on her like that and I can't just give her back to her owner. Form what the cat girl has told me about him, the only way that she's going back to him is over my dead body and I wish that the med student would try to understand the situation that I am in.

The constant bouts of jealously was getting real old real fast and I couldn't take having to defend my character al the time. She should know me better than that and I never gave her a reason to not trust around a beautiful girl because I only wanted her. Now all I want to do is going to my room and just take a nap, maybe grab something to eat too but nap first.

I walk towards the girls' dormitory before pulling out my keys to open my room and closing the door behind me. I drop my backpack on the floor by the door before walking over to the bathroom to relieve myself when something catches my eye. I looked at my desk to see that there's a note folded in half with my name on it and I picked it up before reading it.

Dear Elsa,

I want to thank you for everything that you have done for me recently and there's no way that I can ever repay for your kindness. You took me not knowing anything about other than that I was in trouble and took me in without a second thought. You have feed and clothed me as well as offer your friendship when I had nothing and I never been more thankful to you and the guys for what you have done for me.

I think that it's best that we part ways now before it become more difficult later down the road. I have caused enough trouble for you and the others because I feel like I have used you as a crutch because of not being able to take care of myself since I am well over the legal age of needing to be taking care of. Thank you for everything you have done and I will never forget what you did. The time that I spent with you was the best moments of my life and I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world so thank you once again.

~Your friend,

Anna

I stare at the letter for a moment before reading it over and over again but I can't seem to wrap my mind around any of it. I can't believe this. I can't believe that Anna ran away. She ran away because she felt like she was becoming a burden on me and the guys. I knew that the cat girl was going to need a lot of help because of what happened to her but she was never a burden. The guys love her to pieces especially Sven and I… I care so much about her.

I don't know what I'm going to do if something happens to her but I'm not going to stand around here and do nothing. I'm bring Anna home if it's the last thing that I do with that in mine, it'll be easier to find her if I have more than one pair of eyes searching for her. So I called the guys to tell them what was going on and all I heard was footsteps running out of the door. I searched up and down the street, checking for the places that the cat girl might go to and nothing.

I continued running around like a chicken with its head cut off as I frantically searched for the smaller girl. Please be okay! Please be okay!Please be okay!You have to be okay. Anna, where are you? I ran into the park for some reason that I can't explain and the reason was correct as I see Anna sitting on a park bench talking to a boy with white hair. She listening to him talk about something as she sips on something warm and I couldn't feel anymore happy and relieved than I do right now.

"Anna!"

Anna looks up in my direction as her eyes goes widen. I run over to her before pulling her into a bone-crushing hug.

"E-Elsa, w-what are you doing here?"

"What am I doing here? What am I doing here? What are you doing here? don't you ever scare me like that ever scare. I was so worried about you" I said taking her face in my hands.

"You were worried about me?" Anna asked surprised.

"Of course I was worried. What kind of question is that? I repeat never scare me like that again" I said sternly.

"I'm… I'm sorry. I thought that you would be better off without me" Anna said kicking up a little bit of snow.

"That's ridiculous, you can't just up and leave like that. Anything can happen to you"

"So you must be Elsa. Hi, I'm Olaf and I like warm hugs" Olaf said smiling.

"Hi Olaf and thank you for finding Anna" I said holing my hand.

"No problem. I better get going" Olaf said shaking my hand.

"As for you, young lady I am revoking your chocolate privileges" I said folding my arms.

"No Elsa! Anything but that! Please anything but that!" Anna said fearfully.

"I'm sorry but I have to. It's the only way that you'll learn that you can't pull stunts like this. Come on and let's go" I said taking Anna's in mine.

"I'm sorry" Anna said hanging her head.

"I know you are but I'm just glad that you're safe" I said smiling a little.

End of ch. 10