Chapter Ten: Connected
"You're tense," Gibbs said scooting over next to Tony. They'd just gotten into bed for the night. Gibbs pulled Tony back against his chest, molding his body with his lover's. "Something's bugging you. Ya been quiet all day."
"The others have been pressuring me," Tony said. "It's okay. They're just doing the same thing to me that I've been doing to them for years. It's just different when you actually have a secret."
"Do you wanna go ahead and tell 'em?" Gibbs asked. He and Tony hadn't talked about telling the team since that morning in the diner.
"No," Tony said. "I don't wanna tell them because they keep asking questions and snooping around. When we tell them I want it to be because you and I decided it was time."
"Alright," Gibbs said softly. "I like that." He kissed the back of Tony's neck and inhaled his lover's scent as he let his body relax after the long day at work.
"Make love to me, LJ," Tony requested quietly.
Tony rubbed his ass over Gibbs' dick and could feel him starting to get hard. Gibbs left a trail of kisses down Tony's neck then lightly bit down on the area where his neck and shoulder met. Tony grunted and Gibbs licked the bite to soothe the sting.
"Hand me the lube," Gibbs said. Tony was closer and could reach without moving too much. Gibbs didn't want to unwrap himself from Tony.
Gibbs took the lube from Tony and squirted some in his hand. He reached around and rubbed Tony's rapidly hardening dick and tugged at his balls. He knew Tony would have no objection if he took him hard and fast but Gibbs sensed his lover was more in the mood for slower and sensual and he was more than happy to oblige.
Tony relaxed completely in Gibbs' arms. He rocked his hips forward, pushing his cock into Gibbs' hand then back and rubbed his ass against Gibbs' cock. It was the best of both worlds. "Feels good," he murmured.
Gibbs loved seeing Tony so at peace, especially after he'd come home from work so tense. He left more kisses on Tony's shoulder and neck then nipped and sucked on his earlobe. Tony arched his head forward, giving Gibbs more access to his neck and Gibbs took full advantage of it. He kissed and licked all over while he took his time stroking Tony's cock.
Gibbs rolled Tony over on his back and looked down over his body. He dipped his head and nipped at the nipple closest to him before kissing it and moving on to the other one. Tony looked up at him dreamily with a sincere smile on his face and Gibbs couldn't help but kiss him. After a series of passionate kisses, Gibbs traced his fingers around Tony's body.
"You still wanna sleep connected?" Gibbs asked. He wasn't sure if they'd make it the whole night staying connected. Sometimes Tony started thrashing around in his sleep but he was willing to try. Maybe the comfort of having someone holding him would keep him calm.
"Yeah," Tony said. "I want you to wake me up in the morning by making love to me again."
Gibbs leaned in and kissed Tony again. "Roll over," he whispered, "on your side."
Tony obeyed and snuggled back into Gibbs. Gibbs lubed up his cock then squirted a little more in his hand before tucking the bottle out of the way under his pillow. He spread Tony's ass cheeks and rubbed slow, firm strokes over his hole. Tony pulled one leg up to his chest to give Gibbs easier access then relaxed into the sensation. Gibbs lubed Tony up and stretched him out then slipped his cock inside.
"Oh yeah," Tony moaned. "I'll never get tired of that. You feel so good, LJ."
"So do you," Gibbs said reaching around and stroking Tony's cock. "I love how hard you get when I'm inside you."
"It's all your fault," Tony teased. "You're the one who makes me this hard."
"Do you feel how hard you make me?" Gibbs asked pumping into him.
"Mm-hmm. You're perfect."
Gibbs ran his hand up Tony's chest and pinched his nipple. He rubbed his fingers over the hard nub and held Tony tighter as he cuddled in closer. Tony reached between their legs rubbed Gibbs' sac. Gibbs pushed all the way into him and held still while Tony rubbed and tugged on his balls.
"Pull out, LJ, stick your cock between my legs."
Gibbs did as requested and Tony stroked Gibbs' cock and played with his balls. He rubbed his finger across Gibbs' slit making him moan.
"Time for you to go back where you belong," Tony said squeezing Gibbs' cock as if he were talking to it.
He rubbed Gibbs' cock head over his hole, listening as Gibbs moaned in pleasure. He pushed him in a little then pulled him out and started rubbing again. After doing that a few times he pushed Gibbs in and rocked his hips back, pushing himself all the way back onto Gibbs. Tony took Gibbs' hand from his side and moved it over his cock, wanting Gibbs to rub him again.
Gibbs wrapped his fingers around Tony's cock just below the head and gave a few quick, loose strokes.
"Actually, I wanna try to cum without you touching me again," Tony said.
"Without me touching you at all or without me touching your cock?"
"Just my cock."
"I think I can make that happen," Gibbs said.
Tony didn't know what Gibbs had planned but he was excited to find. Gibbs moved his hand down to Tony's balls, rubbing and gently squeezing. He wasn't at the best angle to be able to put a lot of pressure on Tony's prostate so he decided to stimulate it from the outside instead. He lifted Tony's sac out of the way and rubbed behind it.
Tony cried out at the new sensation and grabbed onto Gibbs' wrist, making sure his hand stayed there. That was exactly what he needed.
"You're so easy," Gibbs teased softly. "So sensitive. Doesn't even matter where I touch you, does it?"
"No," Tony panted.
Gibbs licked the back of Tony's neck and blew on it, making him moan and squirm even more. He kissed and nibbled all over the back of Tony's neck and shoulders.
"Harder, LJ. Please."
Gibbs rubbed and pushed even harder on the area behind Tony's sac, focusing on bringing him to completion. He continued pumping into him, angling his hips as best as he could to rub against Tony's prostate. Tony's whimpering and panting turned to an almost constant moan as Gibbs increased the pressure and speed of his movements. He knew if he reached down and stroked himself he'd cum immediately but he wanted to do it without touching again.
Gibbs could feel how close Tony was and didn't let up on what he was doing. "Cum for me, Tony," he whispered in his ear.
"Oh… oh shit… shit, LJ!"
Gibbs looked down and saw the white all over the bed sheets and Tony's stomach and smiled. "Can I touch you now?"
Tony nodded eagerly and Gibbs stroked his cock, pulling a little extra out of him. He continued pumping into him while he stroked Tony's cock. Tony rocked his hips in rhythm with Gibbs. It wasn't long before Gibbs was crying out in pleasure as his orgasm overtook his body.
Completely drained of energy, he wrapped his arms around Tony and pulled him close. "Good?" he asked, trying to slow his breathing.
"The best," Tony said. "You gotta try cumming without your cock being touched."
"You sure seem to enjoy it," Gibbs said. He knew that would involve some anal play and he wasn't sure if he wanted to try that.
"Don't pull out, okay?"
"I'm not going anywhere, Tony, but sometimes you get a little violent in your sleep."
"I do? What do I do? You can wake me up."
"I've tried," Gibbs said sleepily. "You just fight me harder."
Tony didn't know what to say. He knew he had nightmares sometimes but he didn't realize he got violent. How was he supposed to stop doing something he wasn't aware he was doing?
"What do you dream about, Tony?" Gibbs asked gently. He pulled him into a tighter embrace, hoping to make him feel safe and secure enough to talk about it. He could feel the tension in Tony's body.
Tony was quiet for several minutes before responding. "I'm tired. Can we just sleep, LJ?"
Gibbs sighed quietly as he kissed the back of Tony's head. He cuddled in closer, his nose nuzzled against Tony's neck, their bodies pressed tightly together, and closed his eyes. He wasn't angry or even surprised that Tony hadn't opened up to him. He would chip away at it and in time he'd learn the truth and try to find a way to help. "Good night, Tony."
Gibbs was surprised when he woke the next morning to find that neither he nor Tony had moved in their sleep. He was generally a pretty still, calm sleeper. He had his nights like everybody else but he rarely tossed and turned. Tony, on the other hand, rarely slept peacefully. Few nights passed where he wasn't trying to battle someone or something in his sleep. Gibbs wondered if the security of sleeping in his arms had helped Tony.
He kissed his way across Tony's shoulder then pressed several slow kisses to the nape of Tony's neck. He rocked his hips slightly, not enough to move himself in and out but enough to get his cock nice and hard. Tony sighed happily and pushed his ass out towards Gibbs. Gibbs wasn't sure if he was still sleeping or not.
"You awake?" he asked softly.
"Gettin' there," Tony said.
Gibbs retrieved the bottle of lube he'd left under his pillow the night before and pulled out enough he could lube himself up. Tony rotated his upper body so his shoulders were on the bed and he could look up at Gibbs but his ass was still facing Gibbs and available to be used.
Once Gibbs was finished, he smiled down at Tony.
"I wanted to be able to see you," Tony explained.
"I'm not going anywhere," Gibbs said. He leaned down and shared a soft, sweet kiss with Tony as he started moving in and out of him. He moved his hand from Tony's cheek, down the front of his neck and over his chest. Both of Tony's nipples got a kiss before they were licked and sucked on while Gibbs' hand explored. He took Tony's hand and pushed it down to his crotch. Tony took the hint and started rubbing Gibbs' sac.
"You like having your balls played with?" Tony asked.
"You play with 'em so well."
Tony smiled brightly. He always had thrived on compliments and that was no different in the bedroom. Gibbs slowed his thrusts to a gentle rocking and Tony moved his body slightly so he could rub Gibbs' balls against his own. He tugged and squeezed and rolled them in his hand while Gibbs kissed every part of Tony's body he could.
When Tony let go, Gibbs lengthened his strokes again. He would've been happy spending a lazy day in bed but they couldn't both be gone on the same day. Not only would it look suspicious, it would leave the team short. He reached around and started stroking Tony's cock. He loved watching Tony's cock move with the rhythm of their lovemaking but he also loved the feel of it in his hand.
Gibbs' thrusts became harder and more deliberate and Tony's grunts got more dramatic. Their eyes stayed locked on one another except for breaking for the occasional kiss. Gibbs rubbed Tony's balls and played with his cock perfectly. He was learning his lover so quickly but Tony had made it easy. He loved everything. Gibbs was beginning to realize he could probably get Tony hard just by staring at him across the bullpen. He smiled at the thought.
"I'm gonna cum," Tony choked out.
Gibbs sped his strokes up so he could finish with Tony and it wasn't long before they were both crying out in ecstasy together. Once their breathing slowed, the two shared another kiss then Gibbs pulled out. He both loved and hated the look on Tony's face every time he pulled out after they made love. He loved that Tony enjoyed being connected so much and hated that he had to take that feeling away. He kissed Tony once more then they got started on their morning routine. They needed showers and shaves, clothes ironed and coffee and their lovemaking had cut into their time a little bit. Both knew they couldn't be late again.
His and his lover's insatiable sexual appetite along with his coworkers snooping around kept Tony on his toes and increased the pressure on him. Despite the added stress, Tony was having the time of his life. Gibbs' subtle glances and light touches added excitement to every part of his day. He loved both trying to anticipate Gibbs' next move and pushing Gibbs to try to get him to lose control. The thrill was invigorating and the challenge addicting. Tony couldn't get enough.
"Hello, earth to Tony!" Ziva called rather loudly.
"Huh?" Tony looked at his coworkers confusedly, unaware that he'd zoned out.
"I'm going on a lunch run," Tim said. Tony didn't miss the irritation in his voice. "That new Chinese place right outside the front gate."
"Uh, did you need me to hold your hand or something?" Tony asked.
"No, I asked you what you wanted but apparently you were too busy daydreaming about your new girlfriend to notice," Tim said.
"Oh, you got me there McGreatWallOfChina," Tony said. "I'll have General Woo's chicken—spicy."
Tim disappeared to get their lunch and Ziva moved over in front of Tony. She sat down on the corner of his desk and stared at him.
"You look happy, Tony."
"I am, Ziva."
"In that case, I am happy for you but you might want to start paying attention to your job before Gibbs decides to fire you."
"Good point," Tony said, mostly to get her off his back. He watched Gibbs come down the stairs and head for the bathroom and got an idea. "Gotta hit the head."
Before Ziva could say anything, her coworker was gone.
Tony took stock of the bathroom as he slipped inside. The stalls were all open and Gibbs was the only one at the urinal. They were alone. Perfect. He stepped up next to Gibbs as the man was just finishing up.
"Hey," Tony said.
Gibbs just nodded. His impromptu meeting with the director had soured his mood slightly. His team had just been assigned a cold case that no other team had been able to solve. It seemed hopeless but Gibbs was the type of person who didn't like to leave things unfinished. Him and his team would solve that case it would just put a damper on his weekend plans.
Before Gibbs could tuck himself away, Tony reached over and stopped him. He moved Gibbs' hand away from his cock and took it in his own hand.
"What're you doing?" Gibbs asked as he scanned the bathroom.
"You looked stressed," Tony said before kissing him.
"And you're gonna fix that?" Gibbs asked before kissing Tony again.
Tony growled lustfully and backed Gibbs into one of the stalls. He was going to fix it alright. He freed Gibbs' balls from his boxer briefs then licked from his balls all the way up his shaft to the tip. Gibbs released a heavy breath as his hand found the back of Tony's head.
He took hold of his cock and lined it up with Tony's mouth, wanting more than just his tongue. Tony opened his mouth and eagerly took as much of Gibbs' cock as he could. He hollowed out his cheeks and sucked hard every time Gibbs pulled out and took more and more of him down his throat every time he pushed in. It felt so good that Gibbs had to remind himself not to get too rough with the willing mouth.
Tony pulled his mouth off and went back to work with his tongue. He licked and sucked, nipped and kissed all over Gibbs' most sensitive parts. He swirled his tongue around the tip before taking just the head of Gibbs' cock in his mouth and sucking as if he were trying to pull liquid through a straw.
Gibbs' hands tightened in Tony's hair and his breathing became more erratic as he quickly felt himself losing control. "All the way in, Tony. I wanna cum deep in your throat."
Tony took Gibbs all the way down and tugged at his balls. As soon as he was in Tony's mouth, Gibbs let out a low growl and let himself go. Tony swallowed all he could then licked up the little bit he'd missed. He looked up at Gibbs with lustful eyes and Gibbs couldn't resist pulling him to his feet for a kiss.
They heard the bathroom door open and both momentarily froze. Gibbs stepped up onto the toilet and Tony dropped his pants in case whoever it was could see under the stall.
"Tony? You in here?" Tim called out.
"What do you want, McGee?" Tony asked.
"Lunch is here," Tim said. "Ziva said you've been in here awhile. Everything okay?"
"Everything's fine, McGoo," Tony said. "Just havin' a little tummy trouble."
"The maybe you should've ordered some egg drop soup instead of spicy chicken," Tim said.
"I'm hungry, McGee. Egg drop soup ain't gonna cut it. I'll be out in a minute."
Tim opened his mouth to say something but decided against it and just left.
"You think he bought that you have a stomach ache?" Gibbs asked as he stepped down from the toilet and tucked himself away before zipping up.
"Don't know, don't care," Tony said pulling his pants up. "I think they've figured out I'm in love. They just don't have a clue who with. I guess I act weird when I'm in love… as rare as that happens."
"You better figure out how to balance the two because I don't plan on us falling out of love any time soon," Gibbs said possessively. He pulled Tony in for one more kiss, loving the taste of himself on Tony's tongue. "Get back to work."
"On it, Boss."