Chapter 10

I'm back yay done with my autobiography. Though it didn't go as the way I planned its okay because now I can write on my story today.

"What do you mean the surgery will be risky?" Derek said in a stern voice talking to the chief about getting Meredith some Surgery.

"Well if we operate too fast the blood left over from her bullet wound shot could flow to her brain and damage her brain" chief said walking next to Derek.

Derek stopped in the middle of the hospital hall and buried his head in his hands "you should have operated right away WHY IN HELL DID YOU WAIT?"

"Everything happened so fast I'm sorry Derek can't we just about this?"

Derek got right in his face "you promised her you promised Meredith you would take good care of you well you're doing a hell of a job at it!"

"Derek?"

Derek turned around and saw a familiar a face that had raised him. A face who taught him life was hard but you have to live with it. A face that had a heart attack and was so close to death. She was still in her hospital night gown she looked as pale as ever. She must have just woken up he walked up to her and gave a deep hug.

"Mom!"

IN WAITING ROOM

Derek along with other like Izzie, Alex, George, Christina and Derek's beloved mother waited as Meredith was getting her surgery done. Mark was still in Italy on his plastics seminar and Derek really needed a friend through all of this. Derek's mother was good at holding his hand.Izzie had her head on George's shoulder; Alex twiddled his thumbs while Christina knitted Mer a sweater. Derek breathed in and out!

"Honey everything will be alright"

Derek sighed "I'm not so sure. This has happened twice before sometimes people don't get second or third chances at life."

"Honey do you think because she almost died before she's just going to give up. This was her fault someone else shot her she was defenseless. You can't blame Meredith for this if she really loves you she'll come back to you. If I've been hearing about you two correctly she'll come back"

Derek smiled "thanks mom"

"Anytime"

Hahn and Chief Webber both entered the waiting area. Chief Webber spoke first.

"Meredith's surgery went successfully!"

Izzie stood up proudly" So that means Mer is going to be okay? Right?"

"Well not exactly see she's been in such a deep coma we still if she will wake up." Hahn said harshly.

Derek gave another deep sigh his words came as mumbled sayings. He needed Meredith without her his life was nothing. He couldn't move on to another woman Meredith was all or nothing. He collapsed to the ground and started to cry and curl up in small ball. His mother held her son she whispered into his ear she was going to wake up. Derek wondered what his life has come to things kept getting worse whenever there was a happy glow of light things turned dark again.

Derek sat next to Christina neither of them made eye contact Christina stopped knitting there both starring into space.

"Burke left me at the altar."

"She was trying she said she was trying then rose happened!"

"She still is she still trying just give her some time. Time is what she needs time."

So things are kinda sad right now and everyone is kind of angry at each other I know. Just give it some time and some more reviews I'd like to know what you think.