Sorry it's been so long. I had a case of writer's block and then life had to come first for a bit. This chapter is unedited, so sorry for any mistakes but I did my best.
Sara xxx
Kurt paced his bedroom floor. He had sent the text to Sebastian just over an hour and a half ago and still hadn't received a response. He showered and dressed as doubts started to creep in his mind. 'What if he's decided I'm too high maintenance? Shit what if he's given up? ...God , what if he's decided to go to Scandals and find something easier?' Kurt continued to pace not noticing the sound of the front door slamming and someone running up the stairs.
Sebastian stood outside Kurt's bedroom door trying to control his breathing before knocking as he suddenly realized, 'Shit Smythe you never returned his text. Shit he's going to think you blew him of.. Fuck dumbass.'
Sebastian forgot all about knocking and burst into Kurt's room in his panic. "Babe I'm so sorry I didn't reply...I was talking with Satan and then I got your message and she wouldn't drive me back till I brought her coffee and Macaroons. She took forever to pick which ones she wanted. Then the she devil had to eat one before she would drive off. She deliberately took the long way to get here while making my ears bleed listening to some girl group she wants to have an orgy with. And I couldn't say anything cause she kept threatening to throw me out of the car and all I wanted to do is get here so I could take you for a nice dinner and we could fix things but as usual I messed it all up. I should have texted straight back..."
Kurt started to smile as Sebastian continued to ramble on. "Sebastian...," Sebastian continued to ramble, "Sebastian...," again Sebastian continued.
Kurt stepped forward standing right in front of Sebastian, "Sebastian shut the fuck up and breathe." Sebastian stopped talking and looked into Kurt's eyes slowing down his breathing. "Good boy, now just listen to me for one sec okay?" Sebastian nodded given Kurt his full attention. "You're right, you should have texted back. But that's okay we've all forgotten to do that at some point." Sebastian nodded again, "As for our friend Santana, she will always try to push your buttons when the opportunity arises and that's what she did to you today. She gets an immense amount of pleasure out of watching people squirm. I swear I have visions of her in a full dominatrix outfit running a torture chamber when she finishes school." Kurt shudders at the thought as look of relief washes over Sebastian. "Now, Hunter and Blaine have taken Dad and Carole out as way of a thanking them for letting you all stay here. So I thought instead of going out, we could order some Thai food for delivery and talk here. If that's okay with you?"
Sebastian started to smile as it dawned on him that he was still getting a chance. "That would be great. But aren't you a tad overdressed for staying in?"
"Well I got ready before everyone decided they were going out smartass." Kurt playfully slapped Sebastian on the shoulder, "You go order the food, the menu is by the phone in the kitchen and I'll change." Kurt shooed Sebastian out of the room and as he closed the door he smiled and headed towards his wardrobe.
Sebastian finished placing the food order when he decided that he should set up the dining room for their meal. He laid out the cutlery and grabbed some candlesticks from another room and searched for some candles.
Kurt stood in the doorway watching Sebastian put the finishing touches to the dining room table. "Candles?"
"Don't mock me. I'm trying here." Sebastian started to pout.
"You really don't have to try too hard, I know you're not into all this romantic stuff."
"But you are. I know I am selfish and have been so in our relationship and I want it to be different if you take me back."
"Seb I was happy with our relationship as it was..."
Sebastian cut Kurt off, "No Kurt the balance was all wrong and lead to my outburst at your party. I got so scared and only thought of myself. I never gave you a chance to speak before I crapped over everything we had. I sent someone else to the door instead of facing you when you came to sort things out and it wasn't even down to you to sort. I should have been the one begging you to talk to me. And then when I realized what a fool I was being, I still couldn't man up without enlisting everyone else's help. I really thought I'd lost you for good and when you sent me the text about tonight, I wanted to do something for you."
A single tear escaped from Kurt's eye as he smiled at Sebastian. "Kurt I'm so sorry for everything. I got so scared of losing you, I pushed you away in some vain attempt to protect myself. I thought if you left Dalton that it would be just a matter of time before you realized that you could do so much better than me."
"Seb we don't have to be together twenty-four seven to make us work. I see past all your insecurities. I know after what Luke did you have issues and yes they will surface now and again. And this was one of those times where they got the better of you. But you need to believe that I want you and I'm not going to leave you on a whim. I see the good person you are behind your barriers and you know what?
Sebastian took a small step forward and whispered, "What?"
"I like what I see and so would everyone else if you let them. You may not realize it but you have already started to show it to people. It took a lot of guts to go to my Dad's office and face him and my Grandma."
"Well your Dad was cool but I think Grandma wants me six feet under." Sebastian gently cupped Kurt's face.
"And you know Santana may love to stir things up but she must really see something in you to want to help you out in her own twisted way."
"Well she doing it for you not me."
"Oh trust me if she didn't like you it wouldn't matter how much she loves me, she wouldn't let you anywhere near me. She see's herself in you and as much as she acts like a bitch, she one of the only ones who understood what you were doing and why you were such an ass to me. And if she wasn't in your corner I doubt we'd of got to this point." Kurt closes his eyes enjoying the feel of Sebastian's hand on his face.
"Remind to buy her some more of those Macaroons tomorrow." Sebastian slowly started to rub his thumb on Kurt's cheek as he edged his face forward. And just before their lips could meet the doorbell rang.
Kurt pulls back and clears his throat, "Emm, that must mean dinners here."
Sebastian walked out of the room muttering, 'Damn cockblocking delivery guys.' Kurt started to laugh as he sat down at the table to wait.
Sebastian returned with the food and placed the containers on the table for them to share. Sebastian felt a knot in his stomach as he watched Kurt start to fill his plate.
"Stop staring it's kind of creepy."
Sebastian snapped out of his Kurt induced daze. "Sorry just wondering how I got so lucky."
"It's not luck. We're a match, I need you and you need me. We may fight it now and again but that makes it interesting. I'm sure at some point I'm going to 'have a moment' when I do something stupid, so just remember this time and learn from it and we will be okay."
"So does this mean I'm forgiven?"
"Wellllll," Kurt raised an eyebrow, "I still undecided but from what I've been told make up sex is the best, so I'm leaning towards yes."
Sebastian smiled, "You should definitely forgive me then because I'm really, " Sebastian made his way to Kurt's side on his knees, "really sorry for not having more faith in you and in us." Sebastian took Kurt's hand as Kurt turned on his chair to face him, "And I promise to tell you when I'm feeling insecure and to talk about how I'm feeling." Sebastian slowly ran his hand up Kurt's thigh as he moved into the space between Kurt's legs and started to pepper Kurt's face with tiny kisses, ""And I promise to be a very good boy from now on."
Kurt felt himself getting hotter and hotter as Sebastian started kissing his neck, "Sebastian maybe we should move this upstairs?" Kurt stood up and moved towards the door.
Sebastian leaped to his feet and moved to follow. Kurt saw Sebastian move and started to move fast and as he reached the door he turned to look at Sebastian. "Last one upstairs is has to do whatever the other wants." Kurt took of running with Sebastian close behind.
Hunter, Blaine, Burt and Carol made their towards the house. "Well this sounds promising. Can't hear any shouting and there was no police or paramedics . Maybe Kurt murdered him and managed to hide the body before anyone noticed."
"I don't know Uncle Burt you know Kurt wouldn't want to make a mess in his own home, maybe he lured Seb someplace else."
Blaine and Carol looked at Hunter and Burt as they laughed at their own jokes. "Well I have more faith the pair of them. When we left Kurt was ready to talk and think Sebastian would do pretty much anything to make Kurt happy again."
"I agree Carol, hopefully they had a nice evening and sorted out everything. I'm sure when we go in everything will back to normal. A happy Kurt makes for a happy Sebastian and vice a versa."
Burt opened the front door and slowly walked in. "It's very quiet." He looked into the living room, "Nope not here."
"Awww, come look Burt." Carol gestured to Burt to look in the dining room at to table all set for a romantic meal.
"Strange, they haven't touched the food."
Hunter and Blaine looked at each other as it dawn on them what may of happened. Hunter was the first to speak. " Well maybe we should go back out for ice cream and give them a bit of space, seeing as they haven't had their food yet,you know having spent all that time talking and sorting things out. My treat."
Burt picked up on the panic edging its way into Hunter's voice. "What an excellent idea Hunter. We could pick something nice up for Kurt and Sebastian too. What do you think Carol some frozen yoghurt for Kurt?" Blaine looked at Carol Hoping she would catch on and both boys were relieved when she did.
"Yes boys what a nice idea," She discreetly indicated to Hunter to use his phone to send a text, "Come on Burt I'll even let you have proper ice cream as long as you don't tell Kurt on us."
Burt started to move but a loud thud from above stopped him in his tracks. He looked round at the three sniggering figures standing to his side. "I don't think I want to know what that was let's go and Hunter..?"
Hunter looked at his Uncle trying desperately not to laugh, "Yes uncle Burt."
"When you send your cousin that text, you're trying to hide doing, tell him he's got as long as it takes us to get ice-cream to get himself and his soon to be deceased boyfriend in their separate rooms and I will talk to them in the morning." As Burt finished what he said Hunter, Blaine and Carol burst out laughing as they followed Burt out of the house.