Against The Odds...Chapter 10

(Sonny's POV)

As the crawled up on top of him, I could help but notice how calm he was going into this. Don't get me wrong here, I know how nervous it can be to give yourself completely to someone for the first time. To be honest, I remember what my first time was like and it wasn't all that wonderful as I hoped it would be. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I don't want Will's first time to be something that he's going to regret for the rest of his life, and it's my job to make sure he doesn't feel anything but loved, because I love him and I want to show him that as we make love to each other. I also want him to feel wanted, because want him more than anything I've ever wanted in my entire life, I need him...But besides the usual relationships stuff when it comes to the loving a person and the wanting a person, I also want him to feel pleasure that comes with it. Because when you find the right person to share this experience with, and I truly believe Will is the person for me, you can take the simple act of making love and turn it into something so much more, something wonderfully amazing...Now, I'm the one who's nervous...

"Sonny, why did you stop? Did I do something wrong?", he asked as he laid underneath with a look of fear on his face.

"Oh, Will. You did nothing wrong. Don't you ever think you do anything wrong. I'm just..."

"Nervous?"

"Well, kinda", I awkwardly admitted and continued, "I mean, it's not that I'm nervous about being with you, it's more like not wanting to disappoint you..."

"Sonny...I..."

"I want your first time to be everything you've always dreamed about. I don't want you feeling pressured or disappointed once it's over. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I want to make this as special for you as possible, and if I can't do that, well..."

"Well first of all, if you think I'm not nervous, well guess again. Because I am Sonny. "

"You are? You don't seem nervous."

"Have you not felt my heart rate? It's beating a mile a minute. Here, feel it...", he offered as he took my hand in his own and pressed it up against his chest and smiled, "Do you feel it?"

"I do this to you?"

He nodded, "You do...My heart beats for you Sonny, only you. No one has ever made me feel the way you do. And as for making my first time a dream come true, well you've already made my dreams come true, Sonny."

"I have?"

"From the moment the words I love you left your lips, I knew then that my dreams cames true, and I'm sure making love to you is just gonna prove that I was right all along."

"Will...I..."

He cut me off, "Sonny, I don't ever want you to feel like you're pressuring me to do this. If I remember it correctly, I'm the one who asked you to make love to me, because I'm so ready, Sonny. I've waited my whole life to find you and now that I have, I'm ready to take this next step with you, but only if you want to...no pressure."

"I want to!", I said a bit to loud and paused, "I mean, I want to take this next step with you, but I don't wanna...I'm scared!"

"Scared?", he repeated and look at me confused by my admission, "Shouldn't I be the one who's scared? I'm the one with zero experience here and never done this before. Should this be the other way around?"

"I don't wanna hurt you, Will. What if I do something you don't like and then..."

"Then we'll talk about it and try something different, together. You're mot going to hurt me, Son. I'm not made of glass. It's not like I'm going to break or something. Well, maybe my heart if you ever stop loving me, that might shatter..."

"I'm never going to break your heart, Will."

"Good, now shut up and kiss me before I explode", he said as he pulled my lips towards his own, but I stopped him.

"Explode?"

"Have you not been paying attention to the massive boner that I have endured for the last fifteen minutes? Just because I'm a virgin, it doesn't mean I don't get horny you know?"

"Oh, yeah...Sorry...Why don't I help you out with that?", I offered.

"How about we help each other out together...I want you inside me, Sonny. Make love to me..."

"With pleasure...", I said as we both melted into each others arms and started making love to each other, together.

(Will's POV)

For the past hour, we've been exploring each other in ways that I never imagined possible. We started with the usual stuff, the touching, the kiss, the biting, the licking, and a few other things he did with his tongue that I'll have to admit I found very much enjoyable, that I actually prefer to keep to myself, well at least for now that is, when I realized that I've been the one on the receiving end all this time and Sonny's been the one doing the offering. I could help but wonder what I could possibly offer him that could top any of the things he's been offering me.

"What's going on in that beautiful head of yours? Did I do something you didn't enjoy? I can stop if..."

Before he could finish, I reached over and grabbed his face and cupped it with my hands, "Don't you dare stop doing those things to me now you hear me?", I said as I placed a soft kiss upon his lips.

"Okay, okay...I promise, but what is it then?", he asked.

"It's just that at some point...", I tried explaining but stopped when I suddenly got embarrassed considering the lack of experience I had and wasn't sure how to actually tell him, but I tried my best to, "You know? Return the favor? I know that I'm new at this and all, and probably wouldn't even know where to start, but I would love to do to you some of the things you just did to me. It's just I don't know how and I really have nothing else to offer you and..."

"Will, don't you ever say that again, you hear me?"

I simply nodded.

"You're already offering me so much by giving me the honor of being the first person to be able to make love to you. I don't think you fully understand how much that means to me. As for the rest, well...We will get there, together. You don't need to give me anything in return, because I want to do those things to you, Will. Just looking at the smile on your face and hearing you scream my name out in pleasure when I did that thing with my tongue you liked so much, well let me just tell you that I'm going to have that picture mentally painted into my mind for a very long time", he said and wiggled his eye brows at me and picked up the bottle of cherry flavored lube that rested on the night stand and started pouring some onto his fingers.

I blushed shyly, "Okay, first of all, I did not scream", I pointed out as I noticed his hand going under the blanket in direction of my...

"You screamed! Just admit it!", he said as he started rubbing his fingers gently around my entry, slowly letting one finger slip inside.

"Oh fuck!", I screamed and let out another moan as he started finger fucking me by pulling his finger in an out at a slow but steady momentum, "Alright, I screamed!", I said as I laid my head back against the pillow.

"Told you, now just relax...Le me make you feel good, Will."

"Sonny, that feels...", I tried saying but instead I gasped as I felt a second finger being inserted, "Oh shit!"

"Just breath babe. You're almost ready."

"Okay...", I said a he pulled his fingers out and picked up the condom that we previously got ready early and tore it open.

I laid there still and watched him as he placed it on the tip of his erection and pushed it back until it was in properly in place. He reached and took the bottle of lube and poured some over the condom and applied it with his fingers, making sure the latex was fully covered and positioned himself in between my legs, "You ready babe?"

"As ready as I'll ever be", I answered and gave him a nod.

He rubbed his erection up and down against my hole a few times, just to make sure there was enough lube to make sure the entry was as painless and as pleasurable as possible. And then finally, he placed the head of his erection in direct line with my hole and slowly started pushing himself into me and said, "Oh Fuck! You're so tight. Just remember, I love you, Will. I hope you remember this moment forever", he said as I felt him enter my body.

"Oh...Sonny...I'll never forget this moment...You feel so good inside me..."

To Be Continued...OXO