I DO NOT OWN GLEE
Blaine was leaning on Kurt's shoulder as they were up against Seb's car waiting for the next round to start. He was thinking about Tissa's situation...and everything he has learned in the past like 12 hours..he was glad to see her genuinely enjoy herself today and even with the knowledge of her being a well a 'her' it still felt like the same person he guessed cause really it was...Tie being Tissa didn't make her different just how being gay didn't make him any less different then he was they were still the same person they always were. He worried though...he hoped he wouldn't slip up or anything...and hoped Kurt would forgive him for not saying anything...He felt a gentle kiss on his neck and smiled..."hey we go back in now...you going to be okay you looked like you were lost in space" Kurt smiled and Blaine gave him a smile and a kiss in return..."well if i'm lost in space its just because you are my Galaxy..." Kurt smiled and blushed Blaine was such a cheese-ball...but they were cheese-balls together. "come on love birds...lets go lazor snot nosed brats." They shook their heads laughing at Sebs comment and left towards the next match they decided since there was a Megatron in the game they would change their names to auto-bots. Sebastian was Ironhide, Blaine was Ratchet and Kurt was Jazz...Tissa decided to be Hotshot. A smaller kid and his older brother saw them pick auto bots so they chose Optimums Prime and Bumble bee it was cute they declared 'we will take down the despicable deceptacon!' Tissa giggled...she loved kids...
Seb looked over feeling a wave of affection seeing Tie so happy looking at the kids having fun...honestly this shorty was just too adorable...Seb always wanted to be a dad...he wanted to raise someone with all the love...as his mother gave him but all of the support and understanding as his father never and he promised to protect his child like his father didn't...They entered the maze and winked at another going to to different sections of a lower part of the maze that had mirrors they could use to their advantage. They teamed up against 'Megatron but the kid had a sense of humour at least and yelled out 'curse you auto bots deceptacons will rule!' all in all it was a blast of a time and by the end Sebastian was in first place for the day and Blaine Second and Tissa surprised herself with being third and Kurt forth...it was so much fun!
Afterwards they had eaten all the snacks and drank all the water they got and most of the soda and were headed back to the school...they missed the dinning hall so they all stopped and got Thai food. Seb paid again and they rolled their eyes. "hey I have a shit ton of money let me use it on the people I care about.." and honestly it was so sweet they just let him...When they got back to the dorms they headed for Tissa's room and fed the cat who meowed for his food she smiled fondly and they all sat to eat.
"lets play a game while we eat but not like one where we have to move.." Seb smirked and they nodded Kurt suggested Truth or Dare They nodded and made up a few rules(this is how I always played.) They decided that they would get 3 out's in total and if they used all their outs and didn't want to answer or do the dare they had to do something the group decided on. Nothing that was illegal or would get them suspended or something but fun. They decided that the youngest would go first and they could ask who ever they wanted but couldn't ask someone something twice in a row and then the person who was asked or dared would continue. It turned out Blaine was the youngest. So he was starting...
Blaine thought for a moment and then went to Tissa..."Truth or Dare dude?" Tissa thought for a second and decided to be brave..."Dare" the others smirked and Blaine thought for a moment..."I dare you to...put ice down your pants.." Tissa smiled this wasn't a challenge she had sooo done worse...She nodded and grabbed a few ice cubes from her little fridge and opened her fly and button and dropped some down her pants...She shivered and bounced a bit and the others laughed...she shook and when it was mostly melted she had a wet spot and just glared at Blaine "watch it Anderson I has lots of dares in my head..." he smirked saying bring it on and they all laughed and Tissa sat down and thought..."Okay Kurtie Truth or Dare?" He winced at the nickname but thought..."Truth" he said slowly trying to judge Tie's face...He was just smiling however and nodded. "How long were you in love with Blaine before he came around..?" he blushed and Blaine looked intrigued he never actually asked Kurt that...Kurt blushed and looked at Blaine..."like Umm six months maybe I fell for him like first site he sang teenage dream...then he was my courageous hero..." Tissa blinked "awwwwwwwwwwww you guys are just so fucking cute...It's ok Kurt I has a friend who was in love with her now boyfriend for like over a year before he noticed..." Blaine blinked and smiled like a love sick fool..."I was smitten you know...I did sing to you...you were and still are the most beautiful boy I have ever laid eyes on...but I was scared I didn't want to scare you since you were being bullied...so I decided to be a friend..." Kurt smiled and lent over kissing Blaine softly and Seb and Tie rolled their eyes fondly but smiled..."I love you" Blaine said smiling. "I love you too..." they laughed and went on with the game Kurt setting his eyes on Sebastian... "Truth or Dare Meerkat" Seb smirked "Dare he said bravely. Kurt pondered for a moment and then nodded "I dare you to kiss Percy on the nose...and pray he doesn't attack you.." The others laughed and Seb scowled slightly but had a bit of smile on his lips. He got up searching for the cat quirking his brow when he saw the cat...laying on his and Blaine's shoes...The others laughed and he picked up Percy who made a cute noise of protest and seemed to have a face that said "why are you disturbing me from my slumber human...when you don't even have food" it was comical. He sighed and lent in kissing the little pink nose The cat's face was priceless his eyes widen and he looked at Seb like he had 4 heads and then started struggling...it was so funny and he set him down "hey my kisses are not that bad thank you" Seb commented and the others died laughing..."no worries Seb we believe you..." Blaine said smirking and the others laughed again and he smirked "I can prove how good of a kisser I am if princess over their wouldn't be jealous..." Blaine blushed but laughed "your such an ass Seb...why do we love you" Tie rescued him and Kurt blushed too...Blaine and Seb were amazingly attractive...Jealous maybe...turned on...yeah a hell of a lot. Seb smiled and walked over Bending over Tie and smirked "I'm good looking,smart,rich, athletic and charming...you love me for that and the extra shit too.." Tissa blushed feeling herself get a little tingly...'what she was only human' she took a breath and smirked. "gentlemen of the court...our best friend here...such a kind and genuine person always...his ego is so small it's only the size of China..." The words broke the spell a bit and everyone laughed and laughed...even Seb. They sat down and Decided to keep on playing a bit.
"OK lets see Tie...Truth or Dare?" she smiled "Truth I guess" He nodded he was hoping it was dare..."Ok shorty..remember you have outs but I want to ask..." they nodded... "That ex boyfriend you mentioned...was he abusive...?" Tissa was sort of thrown off by the question...she saw Blaine stiffen and she smiled. She trusted these boys...she hated lieing...she took a breath "yeah, I was...Blaine I told...the night I had a freak out...he didn't tell you two cause I asked him..." They nodded and Kurt gave Blaine's hand a squeeze saying how much he understood with just that gesture. "Can you tell us about him?" Kurt asked she nodded and they stopped the game making tea. "I was dating A guy named Trent...at first he was picture perfect...kind,funny,smart..." she listed and they nodded..Blaine clenched his fist...he hated hearing shit like this...and he new what actually happened... "I am was always one to help other people or encourage people to leave their shit boyfriends/girlfriends husbands/wives if they were Abusive at all...not just with hitting and stuff any abuse...or I was involved with helping people who were abused by parents and stuff...and it wasn't the first boyfriend who has hit me.." Blaine looked up that's something he didn't know...she gave everyone a soft smile and kissed Blaine cheek telling him it was okay... "after a bit I left my roommate mostly and started moving my stuff in I have lived on my own a lot..." she explained sort of..."I saw how angry he got in some things...but still he was different with me so I stayed..I ignored the signs that I know and saw..I thought I loved him...he distanced himself..and was more...and was more possessive..." she sighed and took a sip of her tea..letting the warmth of it calm her mind a bit. "I saw the signs and ignored them because I sadly loved him and then a few weeks later he was really drunk...not that excuses any of his actions but...I didn't fight back...and my old self would of..." She stated softly she felt like tearing up..."I trust you guys very much so I don't mind talking bout my past...as much as I can.." she added and they said they trusted her and loved her she smiled..."I had a bruised arm and left cheek...I was worried though so I stayed and made sure he didn't choke on his own vomit..." she snorted "Then of course like they always do the next day he said how sorry he was and bought me roses...and said he wouldn't drink anymore..." she shook her head "I had an alcoholic father...I know you can't stop drinking...but I was stupid and I stayed.." she took another sip of her tea...Blaine looked like he wanted to hit something she was going into more detail then the other night...shit... "he was acting like he did when we first went out and didn't even speak up when I told him I was going to see my Gf's...but about a month later...he wasn't even drunk...he came home early from work and I usually have something made for him if I'm home and I didn't...we argued and fought and then when he didn't win the fight verbally he hit me...I was stunned that I didn't see him swing at me again he hit my face and shoved me and...in the end I had a busted lip and 2 black eyes and a couple scratches on my cheeks and my nose bleed..." Tissa unconsciously touched her lip... "I fought back as best as I could...but eventually I had passed out.." the others gasped and she smiled softly... "I new I couldn't stay and so I devised a plan to leave..I waited til he was going to be away for a few days and called my friends and packed up my shit and left..." she shook her head taking a deep breath...she hadn't really said this much since telling the cops bout it...she started to tremble a bit...The others gasped and Seb wanted to loose it...he wanted to find this ass and beat the fuck out of him...he saw how small Tie looked though... "when I was 6 my mom died...soon after I use to spend time at my uncles cause my Father stopped caring...I was just a little kid I needed my dad to hold me and say it be okay...that never happened my Uncle showed interest in me and I didn't know what was going on...he hugged and kissed me and I soaked it up...I thought maybe he was just giving me love that my mommy couldn't or my father didn't he used to tell stuff" They nodded and Tissa looked up and looked at him with understanding where this was going...she new the look in his eyes and Seb saw it too and they reached for another s hand and held it Kurt and Blaine nodded and they went closer too..."He used to say..."Sebastian your so pretty just like your mother..." He shook but held strong "I thought yeah I like that and at first it was fine a few hugs and kisses and I didn't even question him putting me on his lap and rocking me or telling me to sleep in his bed and snuggling...I didn't mind he said it was okay to go to bed naked...big boys do it..." Kurt and Blaine gulped Sebastian continued "that went on for months then in school we had talks on 'Predators' I went home and asked my Uncle and he was like 'Sebbie Yeah those bad people do stuff but they don't love the boys...so what we do is okay cause I love you...' I was just little so I went with it and my father was never around...when I was 7 He penetrated me with his fingers...and got me to suck him off...said "I need to learn big boy love...and if I loved him I would do good' I went with it cause he loved me" Seb snorted "soon though it went passed that he penetrated me with his fucking cock when I was 8 years old...I thought it was okay...that happened til I was 10...then I had a rape awareness thing in school and police came and shit...and I knew...I knew what my heart was trying to tell me and my Brain was telling me...I went to my Father...he didn't believe me...so It happened until I was 12 ..I started fighting back saying no and my uncle got mad and shit...one day my father came to get me...he was early and he walked in on my uncle doing shit and then got involved but by that point...I hated my father...I hated that he told the teachers I told I was lieing and bought them out with money I hated how even after he convicted my uncle over money not rape 'Can't shame the family name son I am sorry but I am putting him in jail Sebastian' I laughed and then that's when I didn't care bout shit...I took the money my father threw at me and saved a lot of it and invested it I was smart...but I also partied got fake ID's went to bars...I was pretty and didn't care...I became a whore and sometimes made more money and sometimes I did it just to feel..." Seb spoke and Tissa understood completely Blaine had been attacked before but wasn't raped...though Kurt was never attacked so horrible he was kissed by someone forcefully...these 'boys' were broken and they were healing another...Though Seb new the look in Ties eyes..and it made his gut wrench knowing he was raped too...cause once a victim...and then a survivor...you just fucking know...The boys all snuggled together...feeling close and not wanting to break the intimacy..but Seb had one more thing to say..."when I met you guys and we started being close I know its only been so many days...but I truly love you guys and feel myself not hurting...and can be myself around you guys and thanks for that.." they nodded and Tie lent up being brave she kissed Seb quickly on the side of his lips..."we love you Seb and now your stuck with us and we trust you too...we are all a little broken...but together" Tissa looked at all the boys and Seb blushed and held Tie's hand tighter...Kurt and Blaine nodded in agreement. "now I feel like I'm healing too and I know we are going to be friends forever.." she hoped and Blaine nodded and they group hugged and grabbed the blankets off Tie's bed and all snuggled on the floor...Kurt on Seb's right and Tissa on the left in the middle with Blaine up against her...Tissa held his hand still and Percy decided to join the pile at their feet. They stayed up whispering stories Blaine told the 'boys' how he was attacked at sadi Hawkins, and was in a hospital for months...and Kurt told them about being bullied and being attacked by David... They shared and bonded and connected and fell asleep feeling lighter then before...like a weight had been lifted...and it probably was...
The end of chapter ten...I have actually been in an abusive relationship and left and called the cops...I also have been sexually assaulted not as bad as I wrote for Sebastian but pretty bad...so I encourage anyone going through something get out if you can...tell a friend a teacher a parent if your hurting or in trouble do not be afraid to get police encolved its scary but you are strong and survivours of something horrible...but you are not to blame and you have help out their somewhere...not sure if this helps people but also thank you people for reading and following.
