I Hate Myself For Losing You by Kelly Clarkson
This song is great in Bella's point of view. It just says it all. I think it's a great song…considering I am a Kelly Clarkson fan.
I
woke up today I hate
myself for losing you You got what you
deserved I hate myself for
losing you I hate myself for losing you I hate myself for losing you
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at
an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in
today
And now dying
Doesn't seem so cruel
And oh, I don't
know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself
for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And
staring at you is why he's not here?
Hope you're happy now
'Cause every time I think of her
with you
It's killing me
Inside, and
Now I dread each
day
Knowing that I can't be saved
From the loneliness
Of
living without you
And, oh
I don't know what to do
Not sure
that I'll pull through
I wish you knew
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing
you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at
you is why he's not here?
And
oh, I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I
wish you knew
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know
anyway
Anymore
No, no
(I'm
seeing it all so clear)
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate
myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the
mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
What do you say
when everything you said
Is the reason why he left you in the
end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring
him back again?
I hate myself for loving you