Never-ending Dream
[Chapter IX – Somebody to Love]
At 06.45 pm on June 4th 2010
Jaejoong and Junsu was sitting on the bench outside Yoochun's room, there was also Changmin who was standing in front of them. There was a doctor in Yoochun's room now, they were waiting for him. They were also waiting for Yunho, they didn't talk to each other for a moment. Junsu started to look on his watch; it was fifteen to seven pm now.
Changmin turned his head as he heard someone was coming, and of course it was Yunho. He knew it was Yunho as he could hear the way he walked. Three of them were watching him walked towards them, Yunho looked a little different from before. There were no doubt on his eyes, he was their leader that they always known. He looked very strong and full of spirit.
Yunho came to them as he looked them one by one. He knew the condition between them wasn't very good last time, and he knew that he should apologize to them especially Jaejoong.
Suddenly the doctor was coming out from Yoochun's room, he looked all of them one by one. Junsu stood from his sat in a hurry and looked at him, while Changmin and Jaejoong were also looked at him. Yunho looked at him as he was a bit surprised if the doctor was just in there.
"How was he, doctor?"
Junsu asked the doctor as he was worried about Yoochun, but he looked a little calm this time. Changmin and Jaejoong were waiting his answer, same as Junsu. While Yunho was kept staring at him curiously, he realized that he was a bit late to ask him.
"He is getting even better, but let him stay as he was now. I'll have him checked on the MRI when he could, you may see him if you want to."
The doctor slowly gave his smile to them, he hope that everyone were understand about what he was just said. Jaejoong and Junsu looked a little down; they were hoping anything more than that. Changmin gave his nod to him; he knew he couldn't do anything else besides waiting. Yunho stared the doctor as he was hoping; he talked to him with all of respect.
"Let us know about anything new, doctor. We're counting on you."
The doctor was smiling at Yunho as he gave his nod to him. He slowly walked away from them, while they were watching his gone. Jaejoong started to look at Yunho, he looked at him with a little serious.
"Yunho, we need to talk."
Yunho turned his face to Jaejoong as he heard Jaejoong was talking to him. He was wondering, it might be about Yoochun or maybe about the manager's talk. He looked down to Jaejoong who was sitting on the bench, while Yunho was standing beside Changmin now.
"What is it about?"
Yunho leaned on the wall and leaned his both arm on his chest, he knew it was going to be a serious talk. Junsu started to listen and sat beside Jaejoong, he looked at Yunho and Jaejoong as Changmin was doing the same.
"Me and Junsu have just met with our manager."
Jaejoong talked to Yunho without seeing his face, he looked down as he felt a little heavy to talk about it. Everyone were listening Jaejoong very carefully. He started to look at Yunho as he didn't care about Yunho's reaction.
"We'll start our activities tomorrow, with or without Yoochun."
Changmin was a bit shocked as he heard that words from his oldest hyung, he looked at Jaejoong unbelievably. Junsu who was with Jaejoong when they talked to the manager was kept silence, he didn't know what to say and looked at the floor.
Yunho closed his eyes for a while as he was thinking about it; he didn't make any moves and even talked. He exhaled once before he talked, he knew it would be like this.
"I know. I've been wondering about it before you said that."
Yunho started to look at Jaejoong and Junsu, he didn't look at Changmin who was beside him and seeing him now. Everyone was very listening, that conversation was a serious matter.
"Did he say anything else?"
Yunho kept asking to Jaejoong and Junsu, they were the one who was talking to their manager. Yunho needed to know everything that their manager had said to them, even though it was just a chit chat. After all he was their leader; he was the one who had a full responsibility.
"Maybe about what are we going to say to the public? We're going to have a press conference if I'm not mistake."
Jaejoong and Junsu started to wonder, they were remembering about everything they have talked with their manager.
"He said that we should just say if Yoochun-hyung was sick, so he couldn't go to the press conference. He told us to not mentioning about this car accident and about Yoochun's condition."
Junsu talked to Yunho as he started to look up at his hyung, he was sitting on the bench but he couldn't lean on it. Everybody seemed very serious talking about Yoochun and tomorrow's activities.
Yunho was quiet for a bit, he was thinking about the right words. Changmin was also wondering, he looked at the floor without saying anything. Suddenly Changmin walked towards the door, he turned the knot as he talked to everyone.
"I'll go check Yoochun-hyung."
Yunho looked at Changmin was coming in to Yoochun's room, while Jaejoong and Junsu was kept wondering as they heard the door was closing. The three of them were quiet now; they began to wondering on their own minds.
"I wish I wouldn't be there."
Yunho suddenly talked by himself, Jaejoong and Junsu were a bit confused because Yunho talked while staring at the floor as he was talking to himself. He also didn't mention the place that he was talking about, Jaejoong and Junsu was still wondering.
"I wish I wouldn't have to go to a press conference tomorrow."
Jaejoong and Junsu looked a little down to hear that from Yunho, they were hoping for the same. Jaejoong started to lean on the bench as he talked to Yunho.
"I wish there'll no press conference tomorrow, and I wish there'll be nothing on tomorrow."
Junsu continued Jaejoong's words.
"I wish that everything like this was never happened."
They were all looked down; it was a confusing condition to talk about it. Everything seemed all wrong; they didn't know which one was the right thing to do. Yunho started to squat in front of them, he leaned his back on the wall as he talked to them.
"I'm sorry for being a useless leader, I should have been a better leader for all of you."
Yunho talked to them with a bent head, he felt very sorry for his members. He talked to them as a leader of Dong Bang Shin Ki.
Jaejoong and Junsu were a bit shocked seeing Yunho like that, they wondered if Yunho was blaming himself about all that had happened. Jaejoong and Junsu were just kept silence; they didn't mean to be like that to Yunho. They didn't know what to say to him, they still couldn't find the best words.
"Okay then."
Yunho suddenly rose from his squat, he looked at Jaejoong and Junsu as there was nothing to worry about.
"I'll go checked inside for a while, have you both seen Yoochun?"
Yunho asked them while walking to the door; he slowly turned the knot and saw their face one by one. Jaejoong and Junsu gave him their nod; they already visited Yoochun before Yunho came. They already saw him before the doctor came to check on him.
Junsu stood from his sat as he saw Jaejoong stood; Jaejoong was talking to Yunho now.
"I'll go to look some foods for us, I'll be right back."
Junsu touched Jaejoong's arm from behind, he talked to him when Jaejoong started to turn his face to look at him.
"I'll go with you, hyung."
Jaejoong and Junsu started to walk away from there, but suddenly Jaejoong stopped his feet as he looked at Yunho and talked to him.
"Wait a minute, Yunho."
Junsu stopped walking as he heard Jaejoong was talking to Yunho, turned his face to both of them. Yunho was seeing Jaejoong's face, couldn't say anything to him as he was kept talking to him.
"Don't blaming yourself about what happened to Yoochun now. You've been a great leader for all of us, and I know you've been a great leader for yourself. I knew everyone was very proud of you, and you should be proud of yourself. Let's keep the faith together."
Jaejoong talked to Yunho as he touched Yunho's shoulder, trying to make him relaxed and fine. He knew Yunho was very worried about Yoochun and thought about their activities. Jaejoong just wanted to tell him if he wasn't alone.
Jaejoong and Junsu slowly walked away from there after Yunho gave them his nod; he was looking at their gone. He felt a little calm and relieved about Jaejoong's words, glad to have all of them with him. He slowly opened the door and found Changmin was walking towards him, he was going outside.
"Yunho-hyung, have you finished your talk? Where're Jaejoong-hyung and Junsu-hyung?"
Changmin came out from the room as Yunho walked back to let Changmin took a peek. He saw Changmin's eyes were looking out for Jaejoong and Junsu, he slowly closed back the door and talked to him.
"They went to look for some foods."
Yunho stopped his talk, he was wondering about something. Changmin who was hearing that then walked away from the door, he talked to Yunho while kept walking.
"I'll go catch them, okay. Don't do anything wrong to Yoochun-hyung."
Changmin talked a little louder now, he gave his big grin as he walked away from there. Yunho started to laugh a little, he knew if Changmin would go after them. He didn't mind to be left alone there; he could stay at Yoochun's side though.
Changmin walked away from there as he started to smile, he began to laugh by himself. He knew if Yunho needed to be left alone with Yoochun, he kept smiling while walking a little happy. He went to Jaejoong and Junsu on one purpose, and that was to let Yunho having his time together with Yoochun.
"You are such a good brother, Changminnie."
Changmin talked to himself and walked with a full of confident. Well you are, Changminnie.