I can not express how sorry I am for taking so long with this. I hit a major writer's block. And then on top of that I started working and then I also started school so I had become extremely busy. I hope you can forgive me. Also this chapter is kinda short because I wanna give Dean and Sam's talk its own chapter.

~ONE MONTH LATER~

"I'm gonna kick your butt Sammy," Dean said laughing.

Sam gave a small smile, "I don't think so Dean."

Jared smiled watching his brother play Guitar Hero with Dean. He was proud of his brother. The progress was slow but there was progress and he actually had Dean to thank for that. He wondered if Sam had told Dean everything that had happened to him in the past.

"What you thinking about baby?" Jensen asked kissing his neck.

Jared chuckled, "Nothing just watching our brothers play the Wii and thinking about how well Sam's doing. It's all because of Dean."

Dean heard him and shook his head, "No it's not Jare."

Jared smiled and nodded, "Dean, yes it is. It's because you've been so patient with him. He needs that. Sam has been severely traumatized and that messed him up pretty bad. But then you came along and you were so kind and patient with him."

Sam gave Jared a look that clearly said shut up and Jared laughed, "Okay."

Sam and Dean went back to the game and Jared and Jensen went back to cuddling. Thing changed when Jared got a phone call. He groaned and figured it was one of his students. He sighed when the phone rang a third time and picked it up.

"Padalecki."

He listened for a little bit and Jensen noticed that he had stiffened up, "Hi Mom."

Sam gasped and stiffened up as well. Jensen and Dean glanced at each other and shrugged. Jensen looked at Jared who was listening and trying to talk but was being cut off.

"Mom, listen I really don't…yes Mom. Yeah, we'll try. See you then, bye," he said hanging up the phone.

Sam whimpered and dropped the controller before running to his room. Dean made to go after him, but Jared stopped him, "Better let me handle this Dean."

Dean waited until Sam's door closed and then looked at his brother, "What the fuck was that?"

Jensen shrugged, "I don't know. Jared's always so tight-lipped when I ask about his family. I wonder why?"

Dean shrugged, "I don't know."

A few minutes later Jared emerged from the room and looked at Dean, "Sam's asking for you."

Dean nodded and headed into the bedroom, "Baby?" he asked approaching the bed.

Sam all but clambered onto Dean's lap and attacked his mouth. Dean moaned but kissed him back gently.

"Make love to me."

Dean groaned, "No baby, you're not ready for that."

Sam frowned and pushed himself off of Dean and looked at his hands, "You don't want me?"

Dean sighed and touched Sam's cheek causing him to flinch a little, "Sammy, look at me."

Sam looked up and Dean smiled, "Of course I do baby, I want you so bad, but you're not ready."

Sam whimpered and Dean chuckled, "Just cause we won't make love doesn't mean there aren't things we can't do."

Sam looked at him confused until Dean kissed him. Sam smiled and kissed him back. He moaned when Dean deepened the kiss and opened his mouth. Dean gently eased Sam onto his back as he continued to kiss him. He then took his kisses to Sam's neck and Sam moaned softly. He lifted up and looked at Sam in the face.

"Do you trust me Sammy?"

Sam nodded. Dean gave him another quick kiss before he moved to Sam's pants. Sam tried not to hyperventilate as Dean carefully pulled his pants and boxers down. Dean nearly salivated at the look of Sam's thick cock and having it in his mouth.

"Dean," Sam moaned.

"Shh, I'll take care of you baby."

Dean gently took Sam's cock in his hand and felt Sam tense a little, but didn't really pay attention as he started to take Sam into his mouth. Sam panicked and bucked his hips trying to get Dean off of him. Dean gagged and pulled off.

"Sam! What the…? Hey Sam, easy."

"Don't hurt me! Stop!"

Dean frowned and wondered what had happened, "Sammy, hey, easy, baby, I'm not gonna hurt you," he said as he lay down next to Sam and tried to get him to relax.

It took a good 15 minutes before Sam had calmed down. Derek kissed him gently, "Baby, what happened? Why didn't you tell me you didn't like blowjobs?"

Sam turned away from Dean and Dean frowned, "It had to do with your attack didn't it?"

When Sam didn't answer Dean sighed, "Baby, if you don't talk to me how will I know what to do and what not to do?"

Dean sighed again and stood from the bed, "I had hoped we finally had gotten somewhere. I know it's hard to talk about Sam, but I'm here to listen. I won't judge you, you know that."

He gave a kiss to Sam's temple, "I love you so much baby," he said before he left the room.

~J2/W2~

Jensen and Jared looked up at Dean from their hushed conversation. Jensen frowned, he knew that look of his brother's. He stood and walked up to him.

"What's wrong?"

Dean just shrugged, "I don't know. He closed up on me again. I can't know what I'm doing wrong if he doesn't talk to me," he said sitting on the couch.

Jared frowned, "What happened Dean?"

Dean sighed, "He asked me to make love to him and I said no because I know he's not ready for that. I told him we can do other things and I made to, um, give him a blowjob."

Jared cringed, "Shit."

Dean frowned, "How are we gonna be able to go further than making out?"

Jared stood from the couch and headed into Sam's room. A few minutes later he emerged with Sam trailing behind him. He sat Sam on the couch next to Dean and looked at him.

"Sam, you need to talk to Dean. You need to tell him everything, because trust me if you don't, it won't end well for the both of you. He cares about you Sam. Please."

Sam looked at Dean and bit his lip. Dean kissed his lips gently and smiled.

"I love you Sammy and I care about you. I take it not too many people have taken the time to really care about you, but I do. I would never hurt you. I just need to know what is okay and what isn't and I can't do that if you don't talk to me."

Sam returned the kiss and nodded. Jared smiled.

"Jen and I are gonna go out and give you guys time to talk."

Sam nodded and stood to head back to his bedroom. Dean soon followed.

TBC...