Autors note : okay fist off all I just want to thank you all for the positive reviews and grate feedback it all means a lot , I have gotten asked weather they will go to court and they will , I don't know when but they will .
chapter Ten
'' We can hire a nanny " Christian suggested , looking down at Dimka . I looked down at him . He had some how gotten lisa's eyes and Dimitri's brown hair he was a beautiful baby and that made it even worse .
" Yes , I am supposed to protect him not raise him . I dont even know how long we are going to be stuck with him . When will everyone be okay with the moroi queen having a dhampire child ? " I groaned
We were supposed to be starting our new lives together and now there was once agian lisa swooping in and tearing everything apart .
" Dont worry about it Rose , having a newfound child doesn't affect anything , we are going to move and we are going to start over and not give lisa or Dimitri the satisfaction of ruining our happiness . " Christian leaned over and kissed me softly .
" okay . " I nodded resting my head agianst his and smiling . He was right, I shouldn't give them the satisfaction .
We would move on and be happy no thanks to them .
You won't believe how difficult it is to find a nanny / guardian . No one wants the job its to big of a responsibility caring for the queens
Son if anything happens its there head .
" please be quiet . " I stood over Dimika's crib , he was crying and I had absolutely no idea why .
It had been two days and he still had not stopped crying . I was losing my mind and I swear I was going to start crying if he did not stop .
" come on ." I picked him up in my arms the first time I ever had . Christian was the one who did all the caring for him , changing , feeding all that good stuff . I dont think he holds as much or any aggression towards Dimika . Christian is a much better person than me .
" please little baby , dont you cry if you make another sound you just might die your gonna make me loose my mind . ." I sang as I rocked him in my arms and almost instantly he shut up .
" Thank you so much . " I went to set him back down in his crib but as soon as he was out of my arms his mouth shot open and he was going to start crying agian but I swooped him up back in my arms and sat down in the rocking chair we had set up in what had become his room .
I looked down at Dimika who looked at me with big green eyes that I realized was not his mothers , they were greenbut not the same green as llisa's but a rich emerald color . Yeah he had horrible parents and I realized they had dumped him just like they dumped me and Christian .