As far as any outsider could tell Ryan and Remus where off to a hot start to there relationship. Practically having sex in a bathroom was not the way to start off something that would turn into more then some harmless sex in a bathroom. Ryan knew that and soon rethought her racy actions telling Remus to stop. Which he did, because Remus was anything but a pig.
"Are we going to be weird now?" asked a shaky Ryan not really sure of what she was just about to do. She was a virgin. Something everyone perceived her to be. She didn't want to lose one of the only things she could control to one of her best friends in a bathroom. She wanted to lose it to someone she loved, someone who made her heart start and stop with the vibrations of there vocal chords. But doesn't all that happen when you see Remus? She thought.
"No, its not. We can just forget about it. Go on normally. Like nothing ever happened." he replied. He was a little sad that she didn't want to continue things. But she had far less experience then he, and making her do something she didn't want to do would only push her away from him.
"Okay well I better go change." she said smiling.
"Yea, uh, I'll see you later then?"
"Sure, meet me by the lake at like 3, okay?"
"yea sure" he said smiling.
Soon after she left he went out and sat at his bed. Trying to think of all the things that could have possibly been and could be.
James and Lily where a special case. A simple story we all hear, over and over again. There friends know it and now its time they do to.
James walked into Lily's room in the head tower that afternoon sure of what he was going to do, but not sure of what was about to happen. He his letter, his confession to her. This was his chance.
He left it on her pillow for her to find. He was scared of course. That letter had been with him forever. The envelope old and yellow. Her name scrawled out on the front with old handwriting. Creased edges proving its age. The paper inside was almost as old as the letter. A letter that had been rewritten thousands of times.
He had loved Lily for a short time. He always knew he liked her but it wasn't until recently that he truly realized he loved her. That she made him want to be the guy for her, not one of the guys who fawned after her. He could never show that and was sometimes afraid that he never could. But he was sure this letter was something that would show her.
It had to be, it was the only way he knew how.
For as long as he could remember he had liked Lily. He remembered how they met. He was a little tiny 1st year and had the ego the size of and elephant. He liked girls and they seemed to like him, and when he saw a pretty 1st year girl he didn't see why he couldn't have her. So he walked up, well more like strutted and said "Hey did it hurt?" and he could remember the confusion in her voice when she replied "excuse me, did what hurt?" with a confused look that made her even more cute, if that was possible. He could remember and still wonders why he even said this but " when you fell from heaven". He could still laugh at it now. She looked up at him with her big green eyes and said "is that what you say to all the girls?" he was still sure he could have her and replied back in James Potter fashion "no only on you my dear" and he could still remember how shocked he was when she smiled and said "good, because that was the worst thing I had ever heard."
He was furious, but most of all she was the one he couldn't charm. She was more and he knew it, even at the tender age of 11. It was sad, it was amazing and right then and there he knew she was the one. Its hard to believe but it was that obvious.
Lily on the other was out. Roaming the castle for something to explain her feelings. She was one of the most popular girls at Hogwarts. She had it all, money, clothes, grades, looks and not to mention any boy she could ever want. So why was she chasing after the one who she always could have? Was it that she finally noticed his good looks, had his ego un-swelled or was it that she was finally seeing him, the real him. It was to hard for he to tell. She was scared, scared because she had never been wrong in her life and this would be the worst thing ever. To admit to James Potter that she liked him, to tell him after all these years she had finally cracked. To her it was like admitting defeat. Like throwing in the towel, waving the white flag. Admitting to James Potter she was starting to fall for him was just weird.
But her stubbornness was no reason fore he not to be happy, or was it? Lily had always known she was smart and that James Potter wasn't right for her, or was he? Was it that she had never noticed his sweet personality, his witty charm? Had she never spotted his outstanding smile or the fact he was so loyal and trusting to the ones closest to him.
Now that she thought about it James Potter wasn't just someone she liked. She loved him. She now noticed how her heart beat faster and slower at the same time whenever she talked about him. How she smiled in a daze when she was with him, or how all her happiest memories had been with him, apart from her best friends that is.
Lily raced back to the heads tower to look for James. She wanted him, she needed him, he was the one for her. And she needed to tell him that.
Clare Stared into the mirror. Her perfectly straight hair fell down her back in a color most people pay hundreds of dollars for. Her face was something of natural beauty and it was no wonder that boys hung on her every word. But why was she so confused that the one she seemed to want was right in front of her face all along.
She couldn't possibly be into Sirius Black. He was cocky, he was self absorbed, he was a man whore. But he was something more. Or so she thought. Because at that moment Sirius was roaming the castle, looking for food. When he was cornered by someone that could ruin it all.
Kelly Preston, a fake beauty, or some would call a slut knew what she wanted. She wanted to ruin the Hotties lives. They had everything she wanted and she couldn't stand that nothing fell apart for them. She was going to make each there a lives a living hell.
She started with Clare. Her and Sirius had been talking but the whole school knew that he was incapable of committing. She also knew that Clare would be hurt, that her life would no longer appear perfect, and that's exactly what she wanted.
Lily came up to the heads tower out of breath yelling for James finally looking in her room. Where she found a simple letter on her bed. She sat down and read :
Dearest Lily,
I have made mistakes. We all have. But the only one that makes any sense to me was my mistake of not treating you right. I love you Lily and I always will. No one ever compares to you for me. You make me want to be a better person. You make me want to be that guy for you, not just your friend but your boyfriend. Someone who you can trust.
Lily you make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time. You make my hands sweat and to tell you the truth it scares the hell out of me. You're the only person who makes me want to get ready. You make me want to give up the world for you and to make this sound ever corny-er I would.
Lily I want to be the one who makes you say I love you and mean it because your that person for me. You're the only one who can make me say I love you and truly mean it. You're the only one who makes me think I would die for you and if put to the test, I would pass.
Lily I know this may not change anything. Maybe make things even more weird between us but I just want you to know, you're my one and only. You're the best I've ever had and I wouldn't have it any other way.
Love Always, J.P
A/N I know weird chapter. I have no Idea what I was thinking. So feel free to review and tell me I'm full of shit. Because I want the next chapter to be amazing so GIVE ME SOME IDEAS I'm getting some serious writers block over here and I need you HELP! So review with some ideas and I will be SURE to use them