I didn't realize how many people wanted to read TPOV and also how many people hadn't. Instead of sending it out to every single one of you (seriously, that would take forever), I decided to post it on here. So here you go, enjoy! (:

This chapter is supposed to go after chapter 9. (:

TPOV

He said she was a guest for the weekend. That he was so caught up in something else that he forgot I would be here when they arrived. He would have called to let me know what was happening, but it slipped his mind.

He said we couldn't do anything this weekend. That I could leave if I wanted to because of the situation.

I chose to stay. I wanted to be near him whenever I was allowed.

He said he didn't mind. That at the end it was him who made the mistake. He told me not to call him master for the entire weekend. I was allowed to speak when I wished as long as I was respectful.

He then told me that we would be having dinner later.

-X-

I was surprised when I saw her sit at the dinner table. I thought this dinner was only meant for Edward and me. I thought he was actually making an effort to feel more- to want more with me. I was wrong. I realized that she didn't know of his lifestyle. He wanted this to look like a normal relationship, as if I was simply having dinner with my boyfriend like any other day.

I didn't know what to think. He had never been ashamed of his life preferences before. He had nothing to be embarrassed about. If she couldn't understand that than why did he need her around?

Then I understood everything. It was obvious what was going on.

He didn't want to scare her away because he wanted her. Telling her would probably make her run. I could tell that he lusted after her. I could see it in his eyes- in the pathetic way he looked at her. The way he kept his eyes focused on only her and her movements.

I had never seen the emotions running through his eyes when he looked at me. I rarely only saw the lust and it was only when I was chained to a bed, but right now with her just sitting here I could see him watching her in ways my body never saw. He hadn't had her though, that much was obvious.

She wasn't looking at him though- she was staring at me. Stupid girl, if he were staring openly at me like that I would soak each second of it.

I would show him all the love and passion back in my eyes and I do, but he doesn't see it or he chooses to ignore it. I wonder if she's ignoring him. It would be interesting for someone not to want him- for him not to get his way and for someone to hurt him like he hurts me. I couldn't hate him though. However, I could hate her and I did. I hated her for having his attention the way I wanted to have it. The way I've dreamed of having it.

I couldn't let him leave me for her. I couldn't let her have what is supposed to be mine, and he will be eventually. I couldn't let her walk in and for me to be dragged out. That wasn't an option.

I had to make her see that she wasn't meant for his lifestyle that she would never measure up to all the things I allowed him to do to me. She looked merely like a child. I had more potential as a woman. Anyone could see that.

If he couldn't see that then I would allow for him to have a taste. I would still want him afterwards. He was just curious. I could allow him that. I would allow him that.

Maybe I could have a taste too? See what he was so intrigued with. Then it hit me. What I had to do. What I needed to do. He could be with her and me…at the same time. Just once. Then he wouldn't leave me, and he would get over the lust. I would make sure she would accept my offer- she had to accept. I would force her if I had to.

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I'll try to post chapter 14 soon(: Thanks for all the love you guys showed me in the previous chapter! I'm glad so many of you enjoyed it(: