Ok here is the next chapter! sorry this took me so long my uncle just resently passed away and i have beem under alot of stress lately

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Mother Daughter Talk

It was my last day today to clean up Grandpa Charlie's house. I was really excited; he really knows how to make a messy house. My dad gave me a drive to my grandfather's house in his silver Volvo, but he looked really sad. I knew he could read my thoughts so I just asked him in my head, "What's wrong daddy?". He continued to stare out at the road. This was really bothering me.

"Dad, I know you heard me, what's going on?" I really meant it this time, he had to tell me, or else I will begin to kick and scream. Now that I thought about that, that would be pathetic. He stopped the car to a curb so he could talk to me. He looked down first, but then stared at me. Oh no, I remember this look, it was the burning man. The last time I saw this look was when my mom was turning into a vampire, he was terrified if she was going to live or not. I remember that day in perfect detail.

Aunt Rosalie was taking me for one of my routine walks around the house, because I always got antsy if I sat around too long. She was carrying me up the stairs and past the room that my parents were in.

In the room, my mother was lying deathly still on the bed. My dad was on her other side holding her hand, and there it was.

The same expression I see now, right in front of me. My father cringed, most likely about that thought, oops. Sorry Dad!

"I feel awful. You are right, I am a hypocrite. But you have absolutely no idea how hard it is for me to see you grow up so fast, and already in love with your soul-mate who has been standing right in front of you since day one. I only have you as my daughter, for a short, four years. I want to be your father for more than that, and that is why I'm very upset that this has to happen so early. I want to be the father that you still come up to me asking for boy advice, or letting me teach you how to ride a bicycle, well, car at this point. You may think that it might not be that awful for your mother and I, but we still want to be there for you and be your parents. We feel as if, we were useless parents." He stopped for a minute to compose himself. "We love you, very much Nessie. We understand that you think we aren't being fair because we are being very, well hypocritical towards you and Jacob's relationship, but we just want to be there for you more than anything. Your mother and I have been talking about this, and we are happy for you."

I felt warm tears fall slowly down my eye. I felt like a monster. All this time I focused on how I was upset and how I am being punished, when really, I was the punisher and my parents were being punished. All they wanted was to be my parents.

"Daddy, I'm so sorry. You're the best dad in the world. I love you so much." I leaned over my seat belt to give him a hug. My warm tears were drenching his beige sweater. He slowly rubbed my back.

"Renesmee my darling, it's alright. Your mother and I just have to get through our heads that Jacob is important to you." I closed my eyes trying to get rid of all the tears. I lifted my head from my fathers shoulder and whispered in his ear.

"I will always be your little girl." He chuckled softly to himself.

"Well, your not necessarily little to your mother, you have grown a few inches taller than her. She has been complaining about that for the past couple weeks." He chuckled again to himself. We let go of each other and I wiped away all the tears that was left on my face.

My father began to drive to my grandpa's house which wasn't a very far drive speaking how we were almost there. When we were just outside my grandfather's house, we saw him standing there waiting for the us.

"About time! I've been seeing you for the past 4 days and I've miss you already!" Grandpa Charlie said running up to my passenger seat to give me a hug.

"Hi Grandpa Charlie!" I said hugging him back. "Your personal maid has just arrived." Sarcasm was hidden a bit in the tone of my voice.

"My house isn't that messy, is it?" I gave him a look as if he were joking. "Alright, it is a bit of a pig pen, but not lately since you've been cleaning up. My house is starting to look pretty nice."

"Well, if you have been wondering what Vampire Punishment is, this is pretty much it." I whispered so Grandpa couldn't hear me, my father chuckled at me. "Well it's true! This is torture for me! Staying away from Jacob and cleaning up a very messy house! Its just so-"

"Why would staying away from Jacob be torture?" My grandpa interrupted me. I started blushing to myself but my father decided to interrupt me.

"You can be happy for your grand-daughter. She picked the boy you wanted in Bella's life to be apart of her life." My father looked at me with a smile on his face, but behind that smile was sadness. My grandfather then looked at me with a confused look on his face.

"Aren't you 4 years old? That's a little young. And isn't Jake like, 16?" My grandfather noted.

"Well I'm technically 16. I have just been living for 4 years. Remember Grandpa I'm different" They both started to laugh at me. I wasn't joking, I was being dead serious!

"Alright, alright, you 16 year old." My grandfather said while messing around with my hair. He stopped so I could fix it, and then began to speak again. "Edward, have you been hearing about the new wild animal in La Push? Sue and Billy have been telling me that it's been leaving then coming back, as if it's hiding but wanting something in Forks." My eyes popped.

"New wild animal in La Push! Oh my gosh! It's probably what the wolf pack have been smelling! Have they done anything yet? I hope Jake's okay, I-."

"Okay, okay, I think its time you do the housework. I'm sorry I even brought that up, I was just curious." Grandpa Charlie interrupted me. My father gave me a hug and kiss goodbye and I did the stupid housework.

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It took me 2 and a half hours to clean up my grandpa's house. When I finished Sue made me lunch and after I finished eating, I left to go back home. My father went to get groceries for me, which means I would be home alone with my mother. I walk in the house and saw my mom on the couch reading a book, but didn't want to focus on what she was reading; I just wanted to apologize for being an awful daughter. I sat down on the couch right next to her; she smiled as if it were a hello to me so she wouldn't get lost in the book. I started to stare at her; she was too beautiful to even have words to describe her beauty. Tears began to fall from my eyes again and I hugged my mother.

"I'm so sorry mom; I'm such an awful daughter!" My mom put her arms around me and was calming me down. Dad had obviously filled her in on our little conversation earlier

"Don't feel awful honey, your only half human." I chuckled at that thought and she did too. "Out of all people, I think I would understand this situation that you're going through more than anyone else, I lived it. Your father and I understand that you love Jacob more than anything, it's just hard to let you go." I nodded my head. I heard this before from my dad. "Little question though, you and Jake are going slow, right?" I gave her a confused look.

"What do you mean we are going slow?" I asked.

"Well, have you two done anything drastic in your relationship?"

"Like what? Mom, your making me really confused." She sighed and then spoke.

"I obviously know that you two have kissed, your father told me about the time he picked you up and you two were making out infront of him." I face quickly turned red, I was embarrassed by that. "What I'm asking is, have you two, had sex?" My eyes popped so wide I felt as if they could jump out.

"No! We haven't even spoken of that! That's a bit too quick mom; we've been seeing each other for about 4 weeks now."

"Sorry I brought that up hun, its just, knowing Jake, he doesn't seem to be the kind to want to keep it in his pants." I gave my mother an appalled look.

"How would you know that? It's not like you two were intimate before." My mother looked down. "You two, were intimate, before?" I stuttered.

"It's not what you're thinking Renesmee. There was a time when your father left me because I was still human and he thought that I should have a normal life and he was gone. The only person who was there for me and helped mend my pain was Jacob. We got closer and closer each day we spent with each other, then your father got back into my life, and Jacob didn't want to be around me if I was with your father. But we missed each other so much and, well, we fell in love with each other. We only kissed though, nothing major." My heart was ripping, piece by piece. This was Jacob's job to tell me about this, not my mother. Why didn't he tell me?

"How many times did you two kiss?"

"About, 2 times? I'm sorry, I shouldn't be talking to you about this, I see how much pain you're going through." I shook my head.

"Yeah, you have a point. It shouldn't be you talking to me about this, it should be Jacob. Why hasn't he told me about this?" My mother shrugged her shoulders.

"Go call him; maybe he will give you an answer." My heart started pumping, I couldn't believe my mom was actually allowing me to go call Jacob, it's been days since I've seen his face or even heard his voice. I ran to my bedroom to get my cell phone. I dialed his number and waited impatiently for him to pick up. Two rings went I then I heard his husky voice.

"Hello?" He said.

"Hi Jake!"

"Nessie? Aren't you going to get in trouble for calling me?"

"No, my mom gave me permission. That sounds so stupid, I have to ask permission to call my own boyfriend." He chuckled.

"Its amazing to hear your voice again! How are you?" His question reminded me the reason to why I called him in the first place.

"Well, I think we need to talk..."

"Of course we do! But what exactly about?"

"Um..." I hesitated. This was really hard for me to ask of him, because my mom didn't want to hurt me, he might have a more detailed story. I laid down on my bed trying to think over on how to ask him. "Were you ever going to tell me about you and my mom?"

"Me and your mom? What are you...Oh yeah. Nessie, that was the past, before I even met you." He stopped for a second. "Nessie, I think we should talk about this face to face. Do you think it would be alright if you meet me up somewhere at night when I'm not busy with the pack?"

"I'll go ask." I walked over to the living room where my parents were cuddling each other on the sofa. "Mom, Dad, do you think its alright if I go see Jake tonight, we need to talk about something face to face." My parents stared at each other, still cuddling. My mom nodded her head once to my father.

"Yes, Nessie, it's alright by us." My father said. I smiled at them and mouthed out "Thank you." I walked back into my room and laid down on my bed again.

"I'm allowed. When and where do we meet?"

"I'll come to your house around 10:30, okay?"

"Yeah, that's fine by me."

"I should get going now, the pack needs me. I'll see you soon. I love you." I blushed when he told me he loved me.

"I love you too, and be safe!" He busted out laughing.

"I'm always safe, love. Can't wait to see you tonight!" And he hung up the phone before I could say anything else.

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All day I was waiting for 10:30, I just wanted to be held by Jake again. I kept brushing my hair and making sure I look good for when he came, it has been 5 days since we've seen each other. There was a sudden knock on the door. I ran out of my room to go open the door and there he was. He never looked more handsome then tonight. He was wearing a white dress shirt with a tuxedo jacket on and jeans. I literally jumped on him when I saw him.

"I missed you so much!" I said hugging him. He slowly wrapped his arms around me and held me tight.

"I missed you too." He said kissing the top of my head. I let go of him for a second remembering that my parents were behind me.

"I'll be back soon. Love you both." I said walking up to my parents giving them both a hug. I let go of them and walked off with Jacob. We were walking out of the woods to his vehicle. I guess tonight was a night for us to both be normal.

"You look beautiful tonight, as always." He said. I blushed.

"Thanks, you're looking handsome tonight, as always." He started to blush a bit too.

"Thanks." We walked up to his vehicle, he opened the door for me and we drove off to La Push beach. We got out of the car when we arrived and walked to the beach. He held onto my hand, which made me feel safe, although I didn't feel as if I was in any danger at all.

"So, maybe we should start talking about, this afternoon." I said trying to keep up the conversation. He looked down at me and stopped walking. He held my chin up so my eyes would stare at his.

"Nessie, that was 4 and a half years ago. I met you, and found the real meaning of love. The feelings I had for your mother, is nothing compared to the way I feel about you now. And since we are talking about the past and being honest with each other, I will admit that since you were killing your mother, I hated you, but thinking about hating you, makes me want to just shoot myself. You're everything I want and more Nessie. No one can replace you." I gave him a big hug. "Sorry I never told you about it before, I forgot."

"It's alright. Thank you for being honest with me."

"Always." He began to rub his hand against my hair lightly.

"How's the vampire thing going?" He was silent for a bit but later on spoke.

"It's not going good. There are more than one. We aren't sure exactly how many, but we smelled two different scents. They keep coming back and then leaving, obviously they want something or someone from Forks."

"Is it possible that it's the Volturi?" He shook his head.

"No, we already know what they smell like, this isn't as strong as a scent. New vampires are trying to head out to Forks." I hugged him tighter. I didn't want this moment to end. Just us, together, under the moonlight shined against the ocean water.

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